CHAPTER XV.

_THE LAST CHRONICLE OF BARSET_--LEAVING

THE POST OFFICE--_ST. PAUL'S MAGAZINE_.

I will now go back to the year 1867, in which I was still living at

Waltham Cross. I had some time since bought the house there which

I had at first hired, and added rooms to it, and made it for our

purposes very comfortable. It was, however, a rickety old place,

requiring much repair, and occasionally not as weather-tight as it

should be. We had a domain there sufficient for the cows, and for

the making of our butter and hay. For strawberries, asparagus, green

peas, out-of-door peaches, for roses especially, and such everyday

luxuries, no place was ever more excellent. It was only twelve miles

from London, and admitted therefore of frequent intercourse with

the metropolis. It was also near enough to the Roothing country for

hunting purposes. No doubt the Shoreditch Station, by which it had to

be reached, had its drawbacks. My average distance also to the Essex

meets was twenty miles. But the place combined as much or more than I

had a right to expect. It was within my own postal district, and had,

upon the whole, been well chosen.

The work I did during the twelve years that I remained there, from

1859 to 1871, was certainly very great. I feel confident that in

amount no other writer contributed so much during that time to

English literature. Over and above my novels, I wrote political

articles, critical, social, and sporting articles, for periodicals,

without number. I did the work of a surveyor of the General Post

Office, and so did it as to give the authorities of the department no

slightest pretext for fault-finding. I hunted always at least twice a

week. I was frequent in the whist-room at the Garrick. I lived much

in society in London, and was made happy by the presence of many

friends at Waltham Cross. In addition to this we always spent six

weeks at least out of England. Few men, I think, ever lived a fuller

life. And I attribute the power of doing this altogether to the

virtue of early hours. It was my practice to be at my table every

morning at 5.30 A.M.; and it was also my practice to allow myself no

mercy. An old groom, whose business it was to call me, and to whom I

paid £5 a year extra for the duty, allowed himself no mercy. During

all those years at Waltham Cross he was never once late with the

coffee which it was his duty to bring me. I do not know that I ought

not to feel that I owe more to him than to any one else for the

success I have had. By beginning at that hour I could complete my

literary work before I dressed for breakfast.

All those I think who have lived as literary men,--working daily as

literary labourers,--will agree with me that three hours a day will

produce as much as a man ought to write. But then he should so have

trained himself that he shall be able to work continuously during

those three hours,--so have tutored his mind that it shall not be

necessary for him to sit nibbling his pen, and gazing at the wall

before him, till he shall have found the words with which he wants

to express his ideas. It had at this time become my custom,--and it

still is my custom, though of late I have become a little lenient to

myself,--to write with my watch before me, and to require from myself

250 words every quarter of an hour. I have found that the 250 words

have been forthcoming as regularly as my watch went. But my three

hours were not devoted entirely to writing. I always began my task

by reading the work of the day before, an operation which would take

me half an hour, and which consisted chiefly in weighing with my ear

the sound of the words and phrases. I would strongly recommend this

practice to all tyros in writing. That their work should be read

after it has been written is a matter of course,--that it should be

read twice at least before it goes to the printers, I take to be

a matter of course. But by reading what he has last written, just

before he recommences his task, the writer will catch the tone and

spirit of what he is then saying, and will avoid the fault of seeming

to be unlike himself. This division of time allowed me to produce

over ten pages of an ordinary novel volume a day, and if kept up

through ten months, would have given as its results three novels of

three volumes each in the year;--the precise amount which so greatly

acerbated the publisher in Paternoster Row, and which must at any

rate be felt to be quite as much as the novel-readers of the world

can want from the hands of one man.

I have never written three novels in a year, but by following the

plan above described I have written more than as much as three

volumes; and by adhering to it over a course of years, I have been

enabled to have always on hand,--for some time back now,--one or two

or even three unpublished novels in my desk beside me. Were I to die

now there are three such besides _The Prime Minister_, half of which

has only yet been issued. One of these has been six years finished,

and has never seen the light since it was first tied up in the

wrapper which now contains it. I look forward with some grim

pleasantry to its publication after another period of six years, and

to the declaration of the critics that it has been the work of a

period of life at which the power of writing novels had passed from

me. Not improbably, however, these pages may be printed first.

In 1866 and 1867 _The Last Chronicle of Barset_ was brought out by

George Smith in sixpenny monthly numbers. I do not know that this

mode of publication had been tried before, or that it answered very

well on this occasion. Indeed the shilling magazines had interfered

greatly with the success of novels published in numbers without other

accompanying matter. The public finding that so much might be had

for a shilling, in which a portion of one or more novels was always

included, were unwilling to spend their money on the novel alone.

Feeling that this certainly had become the case in reference to

novels published in shilling numbers, Mr. Smith and I determined to

make the experiment with sixpenny parts. As he paid me £3000 for the

use of my MS., the loss, if any, did not fall upon me. If I remember

right, the enterprise was not altogether successful.

Taking it as a whole, I regard this as the best novel I have written.

I was never quite satisfied with the development of the plot, which

consisted in the loss of a cheque, of a charge made against a

clergyman for stealing it, and of absolute uncertainty on the part of

the clergyman himself as to the manner in which the cheque had found

its way into his hands. I cannot quite make myself believe that even

such a man as Mr. Crawley could have forgotten how he got it; nor

would the generous friend who was anxious to supply his wants have

supplied them by tendering the cheque of a third person. Such fault I

acknowledge,--acknowledging at the same time that I have never been

capable of constructing with complete success the intricacies of a

plot that required to be unravelled. But while confessing so much,

I claim to have portrayed the mind of the unfortunate man with great

accuracy and great delicacy. The pride, the humility, the manliness,

the weakness, the conscientious rectitude and bitter prejudices of

Mr. Crawley were, I feel, true to nature and well described. The

surroundings too are good. Mrs. Proudie at the palace is a real

woman; and the poor old warden dying at the deanery is also real.

The archdeacon in his victory is very real. There is a true savour

of English country life all through the book. It was with many

misgivings that I killed my old friend Mrs. Proudie. I could not,

I think, have done it, but for a resolution taken and declared under

circumstances of great momentary pressure.

It was thus that it came about. I was sitting one morning at work

upon the novel at the end of the long drawing-room of the Athenæum

Club,--as was then my wont when I had slept the previous night in

London. As I was there, two clergymen, each with a magazine in his

hand, seated themselves, one on one side of the fire and one on the

other, close to me. They soon began to abuse what they were reading,

and each was reading some part of some novel of mine. The gravamen

of their complaint lay in the fact that I reintroduced the same

characters so often! "Here," said one, "is that archdeacon whom we

have had in every novel he has ever written." "And here," said the

other, "is the old duke whom he has talked about till everybody is

tired of him. If I could not invent new characters, I would not write

novels at all." Then one of them fell foul of Mrs. Proudie. It was

impossible for me not to hear their words, and almost impossible

to hear them and be quiet. I got up, and standing between them, I

acknowledged myself to be the culprit. "As to Mrs. Proudie," I said,

"I will go home and kill her before the week is over." And so I did.

The two gentlemen were utterly confounded, and one of them begged me

to forget his frivolous observations.

I have sometimes regretted the deed, so great was my delight in

writing about Mrs. Proudie, so thorough was my knowledge of all

the little shades of her character. It was not only that she was a

tyrant, a bully, a would-be priestess, a very vulgar woman, and one

who would send headlong to the nethermost pit all who disagreed with

her; but that at the same time she was conscientious, by no means a

hypocrite, really believing in the brimstone which she threatened,

and anxious to save the souls around her from its horrors. And as

her tyranny increased so did the bitterness of the moments of her

repentance increase, in that she knew herself to be a tyrant,--till

that bitterness killed her. Since her time others have grown up

equally dear to me,--Lady Glencora and her husband, for instance; but

I have never dissevered myself from Mrs. Proudie, and still live much

in company with her ghost.

I have in a previous chapter said how I wrote _Can You Forgive Her?_

after the plot of a play which had been rejected,--which play had

been called _The Noble Jilt_. Some year or two after the completion

of _The Last Chronicle_, I was asked by the manager of a theatre

to prepare a piece for his stage, and I did so, taking the plot of

this novel. I called the comedy _Did He Steal It?_ But my friend the

manager did not approve of my attempt. My mind at this time was less

attentive to such a matter than when dear old George Bartley nearly

crushed me by his criticism,--so that I forget the reason given. I

have little doubt but that the manager was right. That he intended to

express a true opinion, and would have been glad to have taken the

piece had he thought it suitable, I am quite sure.

I have sometimes wished to see during my lifetime a combined

republication of those tales which are occupied with the fictitious

county of Barsetshire. These would be _The Warden_, _Barchester

Towers_, _Doctor Thorne_, _Framley Parsonage_, and _The Last

Chronicle of Barset_. But I have hitherto failed. The copyrights are

in the hands of four different persons, including myself, and with

one of the four I have not been able to prevail to act in concert

with the others.[10]

[Footnote 10: Since this was written I have made arrangements for

doing as I have wished, and the first volume of the series will

now very shortly be published.]

In 1867 I made up my mind to take a step in life which was not

unattended with peril, which many would call rash, and which, when

taken, I should be sure at some period to regret. This step was the

resignation of my place in the Post Office. I have described how it

was that I contrived to combine the performance of its duties with my

other avocations in life. I got up always very early; but even this

did not suffice. I worked always on Sundays,--as to which no scruple

of religion made me unhappy,--and not unfrequently I was driven to

work at night. In the winter when hunting was going on, I had to keep

myself very much on the alert. And during the London season, when

I was generally two or three days of the week in town, I found the

official work to be a burden. I had determined some years previously,

after due consideration with my wife, to abandon the Post Office when

I had put by an income equal to the pension to which I should be

entitled if I remained in the department till I was sixty. That I had

now done, and I sighed for liberty.

The exact time chosen, the autumn of 1867, was selected because I

was then about to undertake other literary work in editing a new

magazine,--of which I shall speak very shortly. But in addition to

these reasons there was another, which was, I think, at last the

actuating cause. When Sir Rowland Hill left the Post Office, and my

brother-in-law, Mr. Tilley, became Secretary in his place, I applied

for the vacant office of Under-Secretary. Had I obtained this I

should have given up my hunting, have given up much of my literary

work,--at any rate would have edited no magazine,--and would have

returned to the habit of my youth in going daily to the General

Post Office. There was very much against such a change in life. The

increase of salary would not have amounted to above £400 a year, and

I should have lost much more than that in literary remuneration. I

should have felt bitterly the slavery of attendance at an office,

from which I had then been exempt for five-and-twenty years. I

should, too, have greatly missed the sport which I loved. But I was

attached to the department, had imbued myself with a thorough love of

letters,--I mean the letters which are carried by the post,--and was

anxious for their welfare as though they were all my own. In short, I

wished to continue the connection. I did not wish, moreover, that any

younger officer should again pass over my head. I believed that I had

been a valuable public servant, and I will own to a feeling existing

at that time that I had not altogether been well treated. I was

probably wrong in this. I had been allowed to hunt,--and to do as I

pleased, and to say what I liked, and had in that way received my

reward. I applied for the office, but Mr. Scudamore was appointed to

it. He no doubt was possessed of gifts which I did not possess. He

understood the manipulation of money and the use of figures, and was

a great accountant. I think that I might have been more useful in

regard to the labours and wages of the immense body of men employed

by the Post Office. However, Mr. Scudamore was appointed; and I made

up my mind that I would fall back upon my old intention, and leave

the department. I think I allowed two years to pass before I took

the step; and the day on which I sent the letter was to me most

melancholy.

The rule of the service in regard to pensions is very just. A

man shall serve till he is sixty before he is entitled to a

pension,--unless his health fail him. At that age he is entitled to

one-sixtieth of his salary for every year he has served up to forty

years. If his health do fail him so that he is unfit for further work

before the age named, then he may go with a pension amounting to

one-sixtieth for every year he has served. I could not say that my

health had failed me, and therefore I went without any pension. I

have since felt occasionally that it has been supposed that I left

the Post Office under pressure,--because I attended to hunting and to

my literary work rather than to postal matters. As it had for many

years been my ambition to be a thoroughly good servant to the public,

and to give to the public much more than I took in the shape of

salary, this feeling has sometimes annoyed me. And as I am still a

little sore on the subject, and as I would not have it imagined after

my death that I had slighted the public service to which I belonged,

I will venture here to give the reply which was sent to the letter

containing my resignation.

General Post Office,

October 9th, 1867.

SIR,--I have received your letter of the 3d inst., in

which you tender your resignation as Surveyor in the Post

Office service, and state as your reason for this step

that you have adopted another profession, the exigencies

of which are so great as to make you feel you cannot give

to the duties of the Post Office that amount of attention

which you consider the Postmaster-General has a right to

expect.

You have for many years ranked among the most conspicuous

members of the Post Office, which, on several occasions

when you have been employed on large and difficult

matters, has reaped much benefit from the great abilities

which you have been able to place at its disposal; and in

mentioning this, I have been especially glad to record

that, notwithstanding the many calls upon your time, you

have never permitted your other avocations to interfere

with your Post Office work, which has been faithfully and

indeed energetically performed.

There was a touch of irony in this word "energetically," but still it

did not displease me.

In accepting your resignation, which he does with much

regret, the Duke of Montrose desires me to convey to you

his own sense of the value of your services, and to state

how alive he is to the loss which will be sustained by the

department in which you have long been an ornament, and

where your place will with difficulty be replaced.

(Signed) J. TILLEY.

Readers will no doubt think that this is official flummery; and

so in fact it is. I do not at all imagine that I was an ornament

to the Post Office, and have no doubt that the secretaries and

assistant-secretaries very often would have been glad to be rid of

me; but the letter may be taken as evidence that I did not allow

my literary enterprises to interfere with my official work. A man

who takes public money without earning it is to me so odious that

I can find no pardon for him in my heart. I have known many such, and

some who have craved the power to do so. Nothing would annoy me more

than to think that I should even be supposed to have been among the

number.

And so my connection was dissolved with the department to which I

had applied the thirty-three best years of my life;--I must not say

devoted, for devotion implies an entire surrender, and I certainly

had found time for other occupations. It is however absolutely true

that during all those years I had thought very much more about the

Post Office than I had of my literary work, and had given to it a

more unflagging attention. Up to this time I had never been angry,

never felt myself injured or unappreciated in that my literary

efforts were slighted. But I had suffered very much bitterness on

that score in reference to the Post Office; and I had suffered not

only on my own personal behalf, but also and more bitterly when I

could not promise to be done the things which I thought ought to be

done for the benefit of others. That the public in little villages

should be enabled to buy postage stamps; that they should have their

letters delivered free and at an early hour; that pillar letter-boxes

should be put up for them (of which accommodation in the streets

and ways of England I was the originator, having, however, got the

authority for the erection of the first at St. Heliers in Jersey);

that the letter-carriers and sorters should not be overworked; that

they should be adequately paid, and have some hours to themselves,

especially on Sundays; above all, that they should be made to earn

their wages; and latterly that they should not be crushed by what

I thought to be the damnable system of so-called merit;--these were

the matters by which I was stirred to what the secretary was pleased

to call energetic performance of my duties. How I loved, when I was

contradicted,--as I was very often and no doubt very properly,--to

do instantly as I was bid, and then to prove that what I was doing

was fatuous, dishonest, expensive, and impracticable! And then there

were feuds,--such delicious feuds! I was always an anti-Hillite,

acknowledging, indeed, the great thing which Sir Rowland Hill had

done for the country, but believing him to be entirely unfit to

manage men or to arrange labour. It was a pleasure to me to differ

from him on all occasions;--and looking back now, I think that in all

such differences I was right.

Having so steeped myself, as it were, in postal waters, I could not

go out from them without a regret. I wonder whether I did anything to

improve the style of writing in official reports! I strove to do so

gallantly, never being contented with the language of my own reports

unless it seemed to have been so written as to be pleasant to be

read. I took extreme delight in writing them, not allowing myself to

re-copy them, never having them re-copied by others, but sending them

up with their original blots and erasures,--if blots and erasures

there were. It is hardly manly, I think, that a man should search

after a fine neatness at the expense of so much waste labour; or

that he should not be able to exact from himself the necessity of

writing words in the form in which they should be read. If a copy be

required, let it be taken afterwards,--by hand or by machine, as may

be. But the writer of a letter, if he wish his words to prevail with

the reader, should send them out as written by himself, by his own

hand, with his own marks, his own punctuation, correct or incorrect,

with the evidence upon them that they have come out from his own

mind.

And so the cord was cut, and I was a free man to run about the world

where I would.

A little before the date of my resignation, Mr. James Virtue, the

printer and publisher, had asked me to edit a new magazine for him,

and had offered me a salary of £1000 a year for the work, over and

above what might be due to me for my own contributions. I had known

something of magazines, and did not believe that they were generally

very lucrative. They were, I thought, useful to some publishers

as bringing grist to the mill; but as Mr. Virtue's business was

chiefly that of a printer, in which he was very successful, this

consideration could hardly have had much weight with him. I very

strongly advised him to abandon the project, pointing out to him that

a large expenditure would be necessary to carry on the magazine in

accordance with my views,--that I could not be concerned in it on any

other understanding, and that the chances of an adequate return to

him of his money were very small. He came down to Waltham, listened

to my arguments with great patience, and then told me that if I would

not do the work he would find some other editor.

Upon this I consented to undertake the duty. My terms as to salary

were those which he had himself proposed. The special stipulations

which I demanded were: firstly, that I should put whatever I pleased

into the magazine, or keep whatever I pleased out of it, without

interference; secondly, that I should from month to month give in to

him a list of payments to be made to contributors, and that he should

pay them, allowing me to fix the amounts; and thirdly, that the

arrangement should remain in force at any rate for two years. To all

this he made no objection; and during the time that he and I were

thus bound together, he not only complied with these stipulations,

but also with every suggestion respecting the magazine that I made to

him. If the use of large capital, combined with wide liberality and

absolute confidence on the part of the proprietor, and perpetual good

humour, would have produced success, our magazine certainly would

have succeeded.

In all such enterprises the name is the first great difficulty. There

is the name which has a meaning and the name which has none,--of

which two the name that has none is certainly the better, as it

never belies itself. _The Liberal_ may cease to be liberal, or _The

Fortnightly_, alas! to come out once a fortnight. But _The Cornhill_

and _The Argosy_ are under any set of circumstances as well adapted

to these names as under any other. Then there is the proprietary

name, or possibly the editorial name, which is only amiss because

the publication may change hands. _Blackwood's_ has indeed always

remained _Blackwood's_, and _Fraser's_, though it has been bought

and sold, still does not sound amiss. Mr. Virtue, fearing the too

attractive qualities of his own name, wished the magazine to be

called _Anthony Trollope's_. But to this I objected eagerly. There

were then about the town--still are about the town--two or three

literary gentlemen, by whom to have had myself editored would have

driven me an exile from my country. After much discussion, we settled

on _St. Paul's_ as the name for our bantling,--not as being in any

way new, but as enabling it to fall easily into the ranks with many

others. If we were to make ourselves in any way peculiar, it was not

by our name that we were desirous of doing so.

I do not think that we did make ourselves in any way peculiar,--and

yet there was a great struggle made. On the part of the proprietor,

I may say that money was spent very freely. On my own part, I

may declare that I omitted nothing which I thought might tend to

success. I read all manuscripts sent to me, and endeavoured to judge

impartially. I succeeded in obtaining the services of an excellent

literary corps. During the three years and a half of my editorship

I was assisted by Mr. Goschen, Captain Brackenbury, Edward Dicey,

Percy Fitzgerald, H. A. Layard, Allingham, Leslie Stephen, Mrs. Lynn

Linton, my brother, T. A. Trollope, and his wife, Charles Lever,

E. Arnold, Austin Dobson, R. A. Proctor, Lady Pollock, G. H. Lewes,

C. Mackay, Hardman (of the _Times_), George Macdonald, W. R. Greg,

Mrs. Oliphant, Sir Charles Trevelyan, Leoni Levi, Dutton Cook,--and

others, whose names would make the list too long. It might have been

thought that with such aid the _St. Paul's_ would have succeeded.

I do not think that the failure--for it did fail--arose from bad

editing. Perhaps too much editing might have been the fault. I was

too anxious to be good, and did not enough think of what might be

lucrative.

It did fail, for it never paid its way. It reached, if I remember

right, a circulation of nearly 10,000--perhaps on one or two

occasions may have gone beyond that. But the enterprise had been set

on foot on a system too expensive to be made lucrative by anything

short of a very large circulation. Literary merit will hardly set

a magazine afloat, though when afloat it will sustain it. Time

is wanted,--or the hubbub, and flurry, and excitement created by

ubiquitous sesquipedalian advertisement. Merit and time together may

be effective, but they must be backed by economy and patience.

I think, upon the whole, that publishers themselves have been the

best editors of magazines, when they have been able to give time and

intelligence to the work. Nothing certainly has ever been done better

than _Blackwood's_. The _Cornhill_, too, after Thackeray had left

it and before Leslie Stephen had taken it, seemed to be in quite

efficient hands,--those hands being the hands of proprietor and

publisher. The proprietor, at any rate, knows what he wants and what

he can afford, and is not so frequently tempted to fall into that

worst of literary quicksands, the publishing of matter not for the

sake of the readers, but for that of the writer. I did not so sin

very often, but often enough to feel that I was a coward. "My dear

friend, my dear friend, this is trash!" It is so hard to speak

thus,--but so necessary for an editor! We all remember the thorn in

his pillow of which Thackeray complained. Occasionally I know that

I did give way on behalf of some literary aspirant whose work did

not represent itself to me as being good; and as often as I did so,

I broke my trust to those who employed me. Now, I think that such

editors as Thackeray and myself--if I may for the moment be allowed

to couple men so unequal--will always be liable to commit such

faults, but that the natures of publishers and proprietors will be

less soft.

Nor do I know why the pages of a magazine should be considered to be

open to any aspirant who thinks that he can write an article, or why

the manager of a magazine should be doomed to read all that may be

sent to him. The object of the proprietor is to produce a periodical

that shall satisfy the public, which he may probably best do by

securing the services of writers of acknowledged ability.

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