CHAPTER XI.

_THE CLAVERINGS_--THE _PALL MALL GAZETTE_--_NINA

BALATKA_--AND _LINDA TRESSEL_.

_The Claverings_, which came out in 1866 and 1867, was the last novel

which I wrote for the _Cornhill_; and it was for this that I received

the highest rate of pay that was ever accorded to me. It was the same

length as _Framley Parsonage_, and the price was £2800. Whether much

or little, it was offered by the proprietor of the magazine, and was

paid in a single cheque.

In _The Claverings_ I did not follow the habit which had now become

very common to me, of introducing personages whose names are already

known to the readers of novels, and whose characters were familiar to

myself. If I remember rightly, no one appears here who had appeared

before or who has been allowed to appear since. I consider the story

as a whole to be good, though I am not aware that the public has ever

corroborated that verdict. The chief character is that of a young

woman who has married manifestly for money and rank,--so manifestly

that she does not herself pretend, even while she is making

the marriage, that she has any other reason. The man is old,

disreputable, and a worn-out debauchee. Then comes the punishment

natural to the offence. When she is free, the man whom she had loved,

and who had loved her, is engaged to another woman. He vacillates and

is weak,--in which weakness is the fault of the book, as he plays the

part of hero. But she is strong--strong in her purpose, strong in her

desires, and strong in her consciousness that the punishment which

comes upon her has been deserved.

But the chief merit of _The Claverings_ is in the genuine fun of some

of the scenes. Humour has not been my forte, but I am inclined to

think that the characters of Captain Boodle, Archie Clavering, and

Sophie Gordeloup are humorous. Count Pateroff, the brother of Sophie,

is also good, and disposes of the young hero's interference in a

somewhat masterly manner. In _The Claverings_, too, there is a

wife whose husband is a brute to her, who loses an only child--his

heir--and who is rebuked by her lord because the boy dies. Her sorrow

is, I think, pathetic. From beginning to end the story is well told.

But I doubt now whether any one reads _The Claverings_. When I

remember how many novels I have written, I have no right to expect

that above a few of them shall endure even to the second year

beyond publication. This story closed my connection with the

_Cornhill Magazine_;--but not with its owner, Mr. George Smith, who

subsequently brought out a further novel of mine in a separate form,

and who about this time established the _Pall Mall Gazette_, to which

paper I was for some years a contributor.

It was in 1865 that the _Pall Mall Gazette_ was commenced, the

name having been taken from a fictitious periodical, which was the

offspring of Thackeray's brain. It was set on foot by the unassisted

energy and resources of George Smith, who had succeeded by means of

his magazine and his publishing connection in getting around him a

society of literary men who sufficed, as far as literary ability

went, to float the paper at once under favourable auspices. His two

strongest staffs probably were "Jacob Omnium," whom I regard as the

most forcible newspaper writer of my days, and Fitz-James Stephen,

the most conscientious and industrious. To them the _Pall Mall

Gazette_ owed very much of its early success,--and to the untiring

energy and general ability of its proprietor. Among its other

contributors were George Lewes, Hannay,--who, I think, came up

from Edinburgh for employment on its columns,--Lord Houghton, Lord

Strangford, Charles Merivale, Greenwood the present editor, Greg,

myself, and very many others;--so many others, that I have met at a

Pall Mall dinner a crowd of guests who would have filled the House of

Commons more respectably than I have seen it filled even on important

occasions. There are many who now remember--and no doubt when this is

published there will be left some to remember--the great stroke of

business which was done by the revelations of a visitor to one of the

casual wards in London. A person had to be selected who would undergo

the misery of a night among the usual occupants of a casual ward in a

London poor-house, and who should at the same time be able to record

what he felt and saw. The choice fell upon Mr. Greenwood's brother,

who certainly possessed the courage and the powers of endurance. The

description, which was very well given, was, I think, chiefly written

by the brother of the Casual himself. It had a great effect, which

was increased by secrecy as to the person who encountered all the

horrors of that night. I was more than once assured that Lord

Houghton was the man. I heard it asserted also that I myself had been

the hero. At last the unknown one could no longer endure that his

honours should be hidden, and revealed the truth,--in opposition,

I fear, to promises to the contrary, and instigated by a conviction

that if known he could turn his honours to account. In the meantime,

however, that record of a night passed in a workhouse had done more

to establish the sale of the journal than all the legal lore of

Stephen, or the polemical power of Higgins, or the critical acumen of

Lewes.

My work was very various. I wrote much on the subject of the American

War, on which my feelings were at the time very keen,--subscribing,

if I remember right, my name to all that I wrote. I contributed also

some sets of sketches, of which those concerning hunting found

favour with the public. They were republished afterwards, and had a

considerable sale, and may, I think, still be recommended to those

who are fond of hunting, as being accurate in their description

of the different classes of people who are to be met in the

hunting-field. There was also a set of clerical sketches, which was

considered to be of sufficient importance to bring down upon my

head the critical wrath of a great dean of that period. The most

ill-natured review that was ever written upon any work of mine

appeared in the _Contemporary Review_ with reference to these

Clerical Sketches. The critic told me that I did not understand

Greek. That charge has been made not unfrequently by those who have

felt themselves strong in that pride-producing language. It is much

to read Greek with ease, but it is not disgraceful to be unable to do

so. To pretend to read it without being able,--that is disgraceful.

The critic, however, had been driven to wrath by my saying that

Deans of the Church of England loved to revisit the glimpses of the

metropolitan moon.

I also did some critical work for the _Pall Mall_,--as I did also for

_The Fortnightly_. It was not to my taste, but was done in conformity

with strict conscientious scruples. I read what I took in hand,

and said what I believed to be true,--always giving to the matter

time altogether incommensurate with the pecuniary result to myself.

In doing this for the _Pall Mall_, I fell into great sorrow. A

gentleman, whose wife was dear to me as if she were my own sister,

was in some trouble as to his conduct in the public service. He had

been blamed, as he thought unjustly, and vindicated himself in a

pamphlet. This he handed to me one day, asking me to read it, and

express my opinion about it if I found that I had an opinion. I

thought the request injudicious, and I did not read the pamphlet.

He met me again, and, handing me a second pamphlet, pressed me very

hard. I promised him that I would read it, and that if I found myself

able I would express myself;--but that I must say not what I wished

to think, but what I did think. To this of course he assented. I then

went very much out of my way to study the subject,--which was one

requiring study. I found, or thought that I found, that the conduct

of the gentleman in his office had been indiscreet; but that charges

made against himself affecting his honour were baseless. This I said,

emphasising much more strongly than was necessary the opinion which I

had formed of his indiscretion,--as will so often be the case when a

man has a pen in his hand. It is like a club or a sledge-hammer,--in

using which, either for defence or attack, a man can hardly measure

the strength of the blows he gives. Of course there was offence,--and

a breaking off of intercourse between loving friends,--and a sense of

wrong received, and I must own, too, of wrong done. It certainly was

not open to me to whitewash with honesty him whom I did not find to

be white; but there was no duty incumbent on me to declare what was

his colour in my eyes,--no duty even to ascertain. But I had been

ruffled by the persistency of the gentleman's request,--which should

not have been made,--and I punished him for his wrong-doing by doing

a wrong myself. I must add, that before he died his wife succeeded in

bringing us together.

In the early days of the paper, the proprietor, who at that time

acted also as chief editor, asked me to undertake a duty,--of which

the agony would indeed at no one moment have been so sharp as that

endured in the casual ward, but might have been prolonged until human

nature sank under it. He suggested to me that I should during an

entire season attend the May meetings in Exeter Hall, and give a

graphic and, if possible, amusing description of the proceedings. I

did attend one,--which lasted three hours,--and wrote a paper which

I think was called _A Zulu in Search of a Religion_. But when the

meeting was over I went to that spirited proprietor, and begged him

to impose upon me some task more equal to my strength. Not even on

behalf of the _Pall Mall Gazette_, which was very dear to me, could

I go through a second May meeting,--much less endure a season of such

martyrdom.

I have to acknowledge that I found myself unfit for work on a

newspaper. I had not taken to it early enough in life to learn its

ways and bear its trammels. I was fidgety when any word was altered

in accordance with the judgment of the editor, who, of course,

was responsible for what appeared. I wanted to select my own

subjects,--not to have them selected for me; to write when I

pleased,--and not when it suited others. As a permanent member of a

staff I was no use, and after two or three years I dropped out of the

work.

From the commencement of my success as a writer, which I date from

the beginning of the _Cornhill Magazine_, I had always felt an

injustice in literary affairs which had never afflicted me or even

suggested itself to me while I was unsuccessful. It seemed to me that

a name once earned carried with it too much favour. I indeed had

never reached a height to which praise was awarded as a matter of

course; but there were others who sat on higher seats to whom the

critics brought unmeasured incense and adulation, even when they

wrote, as they sometimes did write, trash which from a beginner would

not have been thought worthy of the slightest notice. I hope no one

will think that in saying this I am actuated by jealousy of others.

Though I never reached that height, still I had so far progressed

that that which I wrote was received with too much favour. The

injustice which struck me did not consist in that which was withheld

from me, but in that which was given to me. I felt that aspirants

coming up below me might do work as good as mine, and probably much

better work, and yet fail to have it appreciated. In order to test

this, I determined to be such an aspirant myself, and to begin a

course of novels anonymously, in order that I might see whether I

could obtain a second identity,--whether as I had made one mark by

such literary ability as I possessed, I might succeed in doing so

again. In 1865 I began a short tale called _Nina Balatka_, which

in 1866 was published anonymously in _Blackwood's Magazine_. In

1867 this was followed by another of the same length, called _Linda

Tressel_. I will speak of them together, as they are of the same

nature and of nearly equal merit. Mr. Blackwood, who himself read the

MS. of _Nina Balatka_, expressed an opinion that it would not from

its style be discovered to have been written by me;--but it was

discovered by Mr. Hutton of the _Spectator_, who found the repeated

use of some special phrase which had rested upon his ear too

frequently when reading for the purpose of criticism other works of

mine. He declared in his paper that _Nina Balatka_ was by me, showing

I think more sagacity than good nature. I ought not, however, to

complain of him, as of all the critics of my work he has been the

most observant, and generally the most eulogistic. _Nina Balatka_

never rose sufficiently high in reputation to make its detection a

matter of any importance. Once or twice I heard the story mentioned

by readers who did not know me to be the author, and always with

praise; but it had no real success. The same may be said of _Linda

Tressel_. Blackwood, who of course knew the author, was willing to

publish them, trusting that works by an experienced writer would make

their way, even without the writer's name, and he was willing to pay

me for them, perhaps half what they would have fetched with my name.

But he did not find the speculation answer, and declined a third

attempt, though a third such tale was written for him.

Nevertheless I am sure that the two stories are good. Perhaps the

first is somewhat the better, as being the less lachrymose. They were

both written very quickly, but with a considerable amount of labour;

and both were written immediately after visits to the towns in which

the scenes are laid,--Prague, mainly, and Nuremberg. Of course I had

endeavoured to change not only my manner of language, but my manner

of story-telling also; and in this, _pace_ Mr. Hutton, I think that

I was successful. English life in them there was none. There was more

of romance proper than had been usual with me. And I made an attempt

at local colouring, at descriptions of scenes and places, which has

not been usual with me. In all this I am confident that I was in a

measure successful. In the loves, and fears, and hatreds, both of

Nina and of Linda, there is much that is pathetic. Prague is Prague,

and Nuremberg is Nuremberg. I know that the stories are good, but

they missed the object with which they had been written. Of course

there is not in this any evidence that I might not have succeeded a

second time as I succeeded before, had I gone on with the same dogged

perseverance. Mr. Blackwood, had I still further reduced my price,

would probably have continued the experiment. Another ten years of

unpaid unflagging labour might have built up a second reputation. But

this at any rate did seem clear to me, that with all the increased

advantages which practice in my art must have given me, I could not

at once induce English readers to read what I gave to them, unless I

gave it with my name.

I do not wish to have it supposed from this that I quarrel with

public judgment in affairs of literature. It is a matter of course

that in all things the public should trust to established reputation.

It is as natural that a novel reader wanting novels should send to

a library for those by George Eliot or Wilkie Collins, as that a

lady when she wants a pie for a picnic should go to Fortnum & Mason.

Fortnum & Mason can only make themselves Fortnum & Mason by dint of

time and good pies combined. If Titian were to send us a portrait

from the other world, as certain dead poets send their poetry, by

means of a medium, it would be some time before the art critic of

the _Times_ would discover its value. We may sneer at the want of

judgment thus displayed, but such slowness of judgment is human

and has always existed. I say all this here because my thoughts

on the matter have forced upon me the conviction that very much

consideration is due to the bitter feelings of disappointed authors.

We who have succeeded are so apt to tell new aspirants not to aspire,

because the thing to be done may probably be beyond their reach.

"My dear young lady, had you not better stay at home and darn your

stockings?" "As, sir, you have asked for my candid opinion, I can

only counsel you to try some other work of life which may be better

suited to your abilities." What old-established successful author has

not said such words as these to humble aspirants for critical advice,

till they have become almost formulas? No doubt there is cruelty in

such answers; but the man who makes them has considered the matter

within himself, and has resolved that such cruelty is the best mercy.

No doubt the chances against literary aspirants are very great.

It is so easy to aspire,--and to begin! A man cannot make a watch

or a shoe without a variety of tools and many materials. He must

also have learned much. But any young lady can write a book who

has a sufficiency of pens and paper. It can be done anywhere; in

any clothes--which is a great thing; at any hours--to which happy

accident in literature I owe my success. And the success, when

achieved, is so pleasant! The aspirants, of course, are very many;

and the experienced councillor, when asked for his candid judgment as

to this or that effort, knows that among every hundred efforts there

will be ninety-nine failures. Then the answer is so ready: "My dear

young lady, do darn your stockings; it will be for the best." Or

perhaps, less tenderly, to the male aspirant: "You must earn some

money, you say. Don't you think that a stool in a counting-house

might be better?" The advice will probably be good advice,--probably,

no doubt, as may be proved by the terrible majority of failures. But

who is to be sure that he is not expelling an angel from the heaven

to which, if less roughly treated, he would soar,--that he is not

dooming some Milton to be mute and inglorious, who, but for such

cruel ill-judgment, would become vocal to all ages?

The answer to all this seems to be ready enough. The judgment,

whether cruel or tender, should not be ill-judgment. He who consents

to sit as judge should have capacity for judging. But in this matter

no accuracy of judgment is possible. It may be that the matter

subjected to the critic is so bad or so good as to make an assured

answer possible. "You, at any rate, cannot make this your vocation;"

or "You, at any rate, can succeed, if you will try." But cases as to

which such certainty can be expressed are rare. The critic who wrote

the article on the early verses of Lord Byron, which produced the

_English Bards and Scotch Reviewers_, was justified in his criticism

by the merits of the _Hours of Idleness_. The lines had nevertheless

been written by that Lord Byron who became our Byron. In a little

satire called _The Biliad_, which, I think, nobody knows, are the

following well-expressed lines:--

"When Payne Knight's _Taste_ was issued to the town,

A few Greek verses in the text set down

Were torn to pieces, mangled into hash,

Doomed to the flames as execrable trash,--

In short, were butchered rather than dissected,

And several false quantities detected,--

Till, when the smoke had vanished from the cinders,

'Twas just discovered that--_the lines were Pindar's!_"

There can be no assurance against cases such as these; and yet we are

so free with our advice, always bidding the young aspirant to desist.

There is perhaps no career of life so charming as that of a

successful man of letters. Those little unthought of advantages which

I just now named are in themselves attractive. If you like the town,

live in the town, and do your work there; if you like the country,

choose the country. It may be done on the top of a mountain or in the

bottom of a pit. It is compatible with the rolling of the sea and

the motion of a railway. The clergyman, the lawyer, the doctor, the

member of Parliament, the clerk in a public office, the tradesman,

and even his assistant in the shop, must dress in accordance with

certain fixed laws; but the author need sacrifice to no grace, hardly

even to Propriety. He is subject to no bonds such as those which bind

other men. Who else is free from all shackle as to hours? The judge

must sit at ten, and the attorney-general, who is making his £20,000

a year, must be there with his bag. The Prime Minister must be in his

place on that weary front bench shortly after prayers, and must sit

there, either asleep or awake, even though ---- or ---- should be

addressing the House. During all that Sunday which he maintains

should be a day of rest, the active clergyman toils like a

galley-slave. The actor, when eight o'clock comes, is bound to his

footlights. The Civil Service clerk must sit there from ten till

four,--unless his office be fashionable, when twelve to six is just

as heavy on him. The author may do his work at five in the morning

when he is fresh from his bed, or at three in the morning before he

goes there. And the author wants no capital, and encounters no risks.

When once he is afloat, the publisher finds all that;--and indeed,

unless he be rash, finds it whether he be afloat or not. But it is

in the consideration which he enjoys that the successful author

finds his richest reward. He is, if not of equal rank, yet of equal

standing with the highest; and if he be open to the amenities of

society, may choose his own circles. He without money can enter doors

which are closed against almost all but him and the wealthy. I have

often heard it said that in this country the man of letters is not

recognised. I believe the meaning of this to be that men of letters

are not often invited to be knights and baronets. I do not think that

they wish it;--and if they had it they would, as a body, lose much

more than they would gain. I do not at all desire to have letters put

after my name, or to be called Sir Anthony, but if my friends Tom

Hughes and Charles Reade became Sir Thomas and Sir Charles, I do not

know how I might feel,--or how my wife might feel, if we were left

unbedecked. As it is, the man of letters who would be selected for

titular honour, if such bestowal of honours were customary, receives

from the general respect of those around him a much more pleasant

recognition of his worth.

If this be so,--if it be true that the career of the successful

literary man be thus pleasant,--it is not wonderful that many should

attempt to win the prize. But how is a man to know whether or not he

has within him the qualities necessary for such a career? He makes

an attempt, and fails; repeats his attempt, and fails again! So many

have succeeded at last who have failed more than once or twice! Who

will tell him the truth as to himself? Who has power to find out

that truth? The hard man sends him off without a scruple to that

office-stool; the soft man assures him that there is much merit in

his MS.

Oh, my young aspirant,--if ever such a one should read these

pages,--be sure that no one can tell you! To do so it would be

necessary not only to know what there is now within you, but also to

foresee what time will produce there. This, however, I think may be

said to you, without any doubt as to the wisdom of the counsel given,

that if it be necessary for you to live by your work, do not begin by

trusting to literature. Take the stool in the office as recommended

to you by the hard man; and then, in such leisure hours as may belong

to you, let the praise which has come from the lips of that soft man

induce you to persevere in your literary attempts. Should you fail,

then your failure will not be fatal,--and what better could you have

done with the leisure hours had you not so failed? Such double toil,

you will say, is severe. Yes; but if you want this thing, you must

submit to severe toil.

Sometime before this I had become one of the Committee appointed for

the distribution of the moneys of the Royal Literary Fund, and in

that capacity I heard and saw much of the sufferings of authors. I

may in a future chapter speak further of this Institution, which I

regard with great affection, and in reference to which I should be

glad to record certain convictions of my own; but I allude to it now,

because the experience I have acquired in being active in its cause

forbids me to advise any young man or woman to enter boldly on a

literary career in search of bread. I know how utterly I should have

failed myself had my bread not been earned elsewhere while I was

making my efforts. During ten years of work, which I commenced with

some aid from the fact that others of my family were in the same

profession, I did not earn enough to buy me the pens, ink, and paper

which I was using; and then when, with all my experience in my art, I

began again as from a new springing point, I should have failed again

unless again I could have given years to the task. Of course there

have been many who have done better than I,--many whose powers have

been infinitely greater. But then, too, I have seen the failure of

many who were greater.

The career, when success has been achieved, is certainly very

pleasant; but the agonies which are endured in the search for that

success are often terrible. And the author's poverty is, I think,

harder to be borne than any other poverty. The man, whether rightly

or wrongly, feels that the world is using him with extreme injustice.

The more absolutely he fails, the higher, it is probable, he will

reckon his own merits; and the keener will be the sense of injury

in that he whose work is of so high a nature cannot get bread,

while they whose tasks are mean are lapped in luxury. "I, with my

well-filled mind, with my clear intellect, with all my gifts, cannot

earn a poor crown a day, while that fool, who simpers in a little

room behind a shop, makes his thousands every year." The very

charity, to which he too often is driven, is bitterer to him than to

others. While he takes it he almost spurns the hand that gives it to

him, and every fibre of his heart within him is bleeding with a sense

of injury.

The career, when successful, is pleasant enough certainly; but when

unsuccessful, it is of all careers the most agonising.

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