CHAPTER IX.

_CASTLE RICHMOND_--_BROWN, JONES, AND ROBINSON_--_NORTH

AMERICA_--_ORLEY FARM_.

When I had half-finished _Framley Parsonage_, I went back to my other

story, _Castle Richmond_, which I was writing for Messrs. Chapman &

Hall, and completed that. I think that this was the only occasion on

which I have had two different novels in my mind at the same time.

This, however, did not create either difficulty or confusion. Many

of us live in different circles; and when we go from our friends

in the town to our friends in the country, we do not usually fail

to remember the little details of the one life or the other. The

parson at Rusticum, with his wife and his wife's mother, and all his

belongings; and our old friend, the Squire, with his family history;

and Farmer Mudge, who has been cross with us, because we rode so

unnecessarily over his barley; and that rascally poacher, once a

gamekeeper, who now traps all the foxes; and pretty Mary Cann, whose

marriage with the wheelwright we did something to expedite;--though

we are alive to them all, do not drive out of our brain the club

gossip, or the memories of last season's dinners, or any incident of

our London intimacies. In our lives we are always weaving novels, and

we manage to keep the different tales distinct. A man does, in truth,

remember that which it interests him to remember; and when we hear

that memory has gone as age has come on, we should understand that

the capacity for interest in the matter concerned has perished. A

man will be generally very old and feeble before he forgets how much

money he has in the funds. There is a good deal to be learned by

any one who wishes to write a novel well; but when the art has been

acquired, I do not see why two or three should not be well written

at the same time. I have never found myself thinking much about the

work that I had to do till I was doing it. I have indeed for many

years almost abandoned the effort to think, trusting myself, with the

narrowest thread of a plot, to work the matter out when the pen is

in my hand. But my mind is constantly employing itself on the work I

have done. Had I left either _Framley Parsonage_ or _Castle Richmond_

half-finished fifteen years ago, I think I could complete the tales

now with very little trouble. I have not looked at _Castle Richmond_

since it was published; and poor as the work is, I remember all the

incidents.

_Castle Richmond_ certainly was not a success,--though the plot is a

fairly good plot, and is much more of a plot than I have generally

been able to find. The scene is laid in Ireland, during the famine;

and I am well aware now that English readers no longer like Irish

stories. I cannot understand why it should be so, as the Irish

character is peculiarly well fitted for romance. But Irish subjects

generally have become distasteful. This novel, however, is of itself

a weak production. The characters do not excite sympathy. The heroine

has two lovers, one of whom is a scamp and the other a prig. As

regards the scamp, the girl's mother is her own rival. Rivalry of the

same nature has been admirably depicted by Thackeray in his _Esmond_;

but there the mother's love seems to be justified by the girl's

indifference. In _Castle Richmond_ the mother strives to rob her

daughter of the man's love. The girl herself has no character; and

the mother, who is strong enough, is almost revolting. The dialogue

is often lively, and some of the incidents are well told; but the

story as a whole was a failure. I cannot remember, however, that it

was roughly handled by the critics when it came out; and I much doubt

whether anything so hard was said of it then as that which I have

said here.

I was now settled at Waltham Cross, in a house in which I could

entertain a few friends modestly, where we grew our cabbages and

strawberries, made our own butter, and killed our own pigs. I

occupied it for twelve years, and they were years to me of great

prosperity. In 1861 I became a member of the Garrick Club, with which

institution I have since been much identified. I had belonged to

it about two years, when, on Thackeray's death, I was invited to

fill his place on the Committee, and I have been one of that august

body ever since. Having up to that time lived very little among men,

having known hitherto nothing of clubs, having even as a boy been

banished from social gatherings, I enjoyed infinitely at first the

gaiety of the Garrick. It was a festival to me to dine there--which

I did indeed but seldom; and a great delight to play a rubber in the

little room up-stairs of an afternoon. I am speaking now of the old

club in King Street. This playing of whist before dinner has since

that become a habit with me, so that unless there be something else

special to do--unless there be hunting, or I am wanted to ride in the

park by the young tyrant of my household--it is "my custom always

in the afternoon." I have sometimes felt sore with myself for this

persistency, feeling that I was making myself a slave to an amusement

which has not after all very much to recommend it. I have often

thought that I would break myself away from it, and "swear off,"

as Rip Van Winkle says. But my swearing off has been like that of

Rip Van Winkle. And now, as I think of it coolly, I do not know but

that I have been right to cling to it. As a man grows old he wants

amusement, more even than when he is young; and then it becomes so

difficult to find amusement. Reading should, no doubt, be the delight

of men's leisure hours. Had I to choose between books and cards, I

should no doubt take the books. But I find that I can seldom read

with pleasure for above an hour and a half at a time, or more than

three hours a day. As I write this I am aware that hunting must soon

be abandoned. After sixty it is given but to few men to ride straight

across country, and I cannot bring myself to adopt any other mode of

riding. I think that without cards I should now be much at a loss.

When I began to play at the Garrick, I did so simply because I liked

the society of the men who played.

I think that I became popular among those with whom I associated. I

have long been aware of a certain weakness in my own character, which

I may call a craving for love. I have ever had a wish to be liked by

those around me,--a wish that during the first half of my life was

never gratified. In my school-days no small part of my misery came

from the envy with which I regarded the popularity of popular boys.

They seemed to me to live in a social paradise, while the desolation

of my pandemonium was complete. And afterwards, when I was in London

as a young man, I had but few friends. Among the clerks in the Post

Office I held my own fairly for the first two or three years; but

even then I regarded myself as something of a pariah. My Irish life

had been much better. I had had my wife and children, and had been

sustained by a feeling of general respect. But even in Ireland I had

in truth lived but little in society. Our means had been sufficient

for our wants, but insufficient for entertaining others. It was not

till we had settled ourselves at Waltham that I really began to live

much with others. The Garrick Club was the first assemblage of men at

which I felt myself to be popular.

I soon became a member of other clubs. There was the Arts Club in

Hanover Square, of which I saw the opening, but from which, after

three or four years, I withdrew my name, having found that during

these three or four years I had not once entered the building. Then

I was one of the originators of the Civil Service Club--not from

judgment, but instigated to do so by others. That also I left for the

same reason. In 1864 I received the honour of being elected by the

Committee at the Athenæum. For this I was indebted to the kindness

of Lord Stanhope; and I never was more surprised than when I was

informed of the fact. About the same time I became a member of the

Cosmopolitan, a little club that meets twice a week in Charles

Street, Berkeley Square, and supplies to all its members, and its

members' friends, tea and brandy and water without charge! The

gatherings there I used to think very delightful. One met Jacob

Omnium, Monckton Milnes, Tom Hughes, William Stirling, Henry Reeve,

Arthur Russell, Tom Taylor, and such like; and generally a strong

political element, thoroughly well mixed, gave a certain spirit to

the place. Lord Ripon, Lord Stanley, William Forster, Lord Enfield,

Lord Kimberley, George Bentinck, Vernon Harcourt, Bromley Davenport,

Knatchbull Huguessen, with many others, used to whisper the secrets

of Parliament with free tongues. Afterwards I became a member of the

Turf, which I found to be serviceable--or the reverse--only for the

playing of whist at high points.

In August, 1861, I wrote another novel for the _Cornhill Magazine_.

It was a short story, about one volume in length, and was called _The

Struggles of Brown, Jones, and Robinson_. In this I attempted a style

for which I certainly was not qualified, and to which I never had

again recourse. It was meant to be funny, was full of slang, and was

intended as a satire on the ways of trade. Still I think that there

is some good fun in it, but I have heard no one else express such an

opinion. I do not know that I ever heard any opinion expressed on it,

except by the publisher, who kindly remarked that he did not think

it was equal to my usual work. Though he had purchased the copyright,

he did not republish the story in a book form till 1870, and then

it passed into the world of letters _sub silentio_. I do not know

that it was ever criticised or ever read. I received £600 for it.

From that time to this I have been paid at about that rate for my

work--£600 for the quantity contained in an ordinary novel volume, or

£3000 for a long tale published in twenty parts, which is equal in

length to five such volumes. I have occasionally, I think, received

something more than this, never I think less for any tale, except

when I have published my work anonymously.[7] Having said so much,

I need not further specify the prices as I mention the books as they

were written. I will, however, when I am completing this memoir,

give a list of all the sums I have received for my literary labours.

I think that _Brown, Jones, and Robinson_ was the hardest bargain I

ever sold to a publisher.

[Footnote 7: Since the date at which this was written I have

encountered a diminution in price.]

In 1861 the War of Secession had broken out in America, and from the

first I interested myself much in the question. My mother had thirty

years previously written a very popular, but, as I had thought, a

somewhat unjust book about our cousins over the water. She had seen

what was distasteful in the manners of a young people, but had hardly

recognised their energy. I had entertained for many years an ambition

to follow her footsteps there, and to write another book. I had

already paid a short visit to New York City and State on my way home

from the West Indies, but had not seen enough then to justify me in

the expression of any opinion. The breaking out of the war did not

make me think that the time was peculiarly fit for such inquiry as I

wished to make, but it did represent itself as an occasion on which a

book might be popular. I consequently consulted the two great powers

with whom I was concerned. Messrs. Chapman & Hall, the publishers,

were one power, and I had no difficulty in arranging my affairs

with them. They agreed to publish the book on my terms, and bade me

God-speed on my journey. The other power was the Postmaster-General

and Mr. Rowland Hill, the Secretary of the Post Office. I wanted

leave of absence for the unusual period of nine months, and fearing

that I should not get it by the ordinary process of asking the

Secretary, I went direct to his lordship. "Is it on the plea of

ill-health?" he asked, looking into my face, which was then that of

a very robust man. His lordship knew the Civil Service as well as

any one living, and must have seen much of falseness and fraudulent

pretence, or he could not have asked that question. I told him that I

was very well, but that I wanted to write a book. "Had I any special

ground to go upon in asking for such indulgence?" I had, I said, done

my duty well by the service. There was a good deal of demurring, but

I got my leave for nine months,--and I knew that I had earned it. Mr.

Hill attached to the minute granting me the leave an intimation that

it was to be considered as a full equivalent for the special services

rendered by me to the department. I declined, however, to accept the

grace with such a stipulation, and it was withdrawn by the directions

of the Postmaster-General.[8]

[Footnpte 8: During the period of my service in the Post

Office I did very much special work for which I never asked

any remuneration,--and never received any, though payments for

special services were common in the department at that time.

But if there was to be a question of such remuneration, I did

not choose that my work should be valued at the price put upon

it by Mr. Hill.]

I started for the States in August and returned in the following

May. The war was raging during the time that I was there, and the

country was full of soldiers. A part of the time I spent in Virginia,

Kentucky, and Missouri, among the troops, along the line of attack.

I visited all the States (excepting California) which had not then

seceded,--failing to make my way into the seceding States unless I

was prepared to visit them with an amount of discomfort I did not

choose to endure. I worked very hard at the task I had assigned to

myself, and did, I think, see much of the manners and institutions

of the people. Nothing struck me more than their persistence in

the ordinary pursuits of life in spite of the war which was around

them. Neither industry nor amusement seemed to meet with any check.

Schools, hospitals, and institutes were by no means neglected because

new regiments were daily required. The truth, I take it, is that

we, all of us, soon adapt ourselves to the circumstances around us.

Though three parts of London were in flames I should no doubt expect

to have my dinner served to me if I lived in the quarter which was

free from fire.

The book I wrote was very much longer than that on the West Indies,

but was also written almost without a note. It contained much

information, and, with many inaccuracies, was a true book. But it was

not well done. It is tedious and confused, and will hardly, I think,

be of future value to those who wish to make themselves acquainted

with the United States. It was published about the middle of the

war,--just at the time in which the hopes of those who loved

the South were most buoyant, and the fears of those who stood

by the North were the strongest. But it expressed an assured

confidence--which never quavered in a page or in a line--that the

North would win. This assurance was based on the merits of the

Northern cause, on the superior strength of the Northern party, and

on a conviction that England would never recognise the South, and

that France would be guided in her policy by England. I was right in

my prophecies, and right, I think, on the grounds on which they were

made. The Southern cause was bad. The South had provoked the quarrel

because its political supremacy was checked by the election of Mr.

Lincoln to the Presidency. It had to fight as a little man against a

big man, and fought gallantly. That gallantry,--and a feeling based

on a misconception as to American character that the Southerners are

better gentlemen than their Northern brethren,--did create great

sympathy here; but I believe that the country was too just to be led

into political action by a spirit of romance, and I was warranted

in that belief. There was a moment in which the Northern cause was

in danger, and the danger lay certainly in the prospect of British

interference. Messrs. Slidell and Mason,--two men insignificant in

themselves,--had been sent to Europe by the Southern party, and had

managed to get on board the British mail steamer called "The Trent,"

at the Havannah. A most undue importance was attached to this mission

by Mr. Lincoln's government, and efforts were made to stop them. A

certain Commodore Wilkes, doing duty as policeman on the seas, did

stop the "Trent," and took the men out. They were carried, one to

Boston and one to New York, and were incarcerated, amidst the triumph

of the nation. Commodore Wilkes, who had done nothing in which a

brave man could take glory, was made a hero and received a prize

sword. England of course demanded her passengers back, and the States

for a while refused to surrender them. But Mr. Seward was at that

time the Secretary of State, and Mr. Seward, with many political

faults, was a wise man. I was at Washington at the time, and it

was known there that the contest among the leading Northerners was

very sharp on the matter. Mr. Sumner and Mr. Seward were, under

Mr. Lincoln, the two chiefs of the party. It was understood that

Mr. Sumner was opposed to the rendition of the men, and Mr. Seward

in favour of it. Mr. Seward's counsels at last prevailed with the

President, and England's declaration of war was prevented. I dined

with Mr. Seward on the day of the decision, meeting Mr. Sumner at

his house, and was told as I left the dining-room what the decision

had been. During the afternoon I and others had received intimation

through the embassy that we might probably have to leave Washington

at an hour's notice. This, I think, was the severest danger that the

Northern cause encountered during the war.

But my book, though it was right in its views on this subject,--and

wrong in none other as far as I know,--was not a good book. I can

recommend no one to read it now in order that he may be either

instructed or amused,--as I can do that on the West Indies. It served

its purpose at the time, and was well received by the public and by

the critics.

Before starting to America I had completed _Orley Farm_, a novel

which appeared in shilling numbers,--after the manner in which

_Pickwick_, _Nicholas Nickleby_, and many others had been published.

Most of those among my friends who talk to me now about my novels,

and are competent to form an opinion on the subject, say that this is

the best I have written. In this opinion I do not coincide. I think

that the highest merit which a novel can have consists in perfect

delineation of character, rather than in plot, or humour, or pathos,

and I shall before long mention a subsequent work in which I think

the main character of the story is so well developed as to justify me

in asserting its claim above the others. The plot of _Orley Farm_ is

probably the best I have ever made; but it has the fault of declaring

itself, and thus coming to an end too early in the book. When Lady

Mason tells her ancient lover that she did forge the will, the

plot of _Orley Farm_ has unravelled itself;--and this she does in

the middle of the tale. Independently, however, of this the novel

is good. Sir Peregrine Orme, his grandson, Madeline Stavely, Mr.

Furnival, Mr. Chaffanbrass, and the commercial gentlemen, are all

good. The hunting is good. The lawyer's talk is good. Mr. Moulder

carves his turkey admirably, and Mr. Kantwise sells his tables and

chairs with spirit. I do not know that there is a dull page in the

book. I am fond of _Orley Farm_;--and am especially fond of its

illustrations by Millais, which are the best I have seen in any novel

in any language.

I now felt that I had gained my object. In 1862 I had achieved that

which I contemplated when I went to London in 1834, and towards which

I made my first attempt when I began the _Macdermots_ in 1843. I had

created for myself a position among literary men, and had secured to

myself an income on which I might live in ease and comfort,--which

ease and comfort have been made to include many luxuries. From this

time for a period of twelve years my income averaged £4500 a year.

Of this I spent about two-thirds, and put by one. I ought perhaps to

have done better,--to have spent one-third, and put by two; but I

have ever been too well inclined to spend freely that which has come

easily.

This, however, has been so exactly the life which my thoughts and

aspirations had marked out,--thoughts and aspirations which used to

cause me to blush with shame because I was so slow in forcing myself

to the work which they demanded,--that I have felt some pride in

having attained it. I have before said how entirely I fail to reach

the altitude of those who think that a man devoted to letters should

be indifferent to the pecuniary results for which work is generally

done. An easy income has always been regarded by me as a great

blessing. Not to have to think of sixpences, or very much of

shillings; not to be unhappy because the coals have been burned too

quickly, and the house linen wants renewing; not to be debarred by

the rigour of necessity from opening one's hands, perhaps foolishly,

to one's friends;--all this to me has been essential to the comfort

of life. I have enjoyed the comfort for I may almost say the last

twenty years, though no man in his youth had less prospect of doing

so, or would have been less likely at twenty-five to have had such

luxuries foretold to him by his friends.

But though the money has been sweet, the respect, the friendships,

and the mode of life which has been achieved, have been much sweeter.

In my boyhood, when I would be crawling up to school with dirty boots

and trousers through the muddy lanes, I was always telling myself

that the misery of the hour was not the worst of it, but that the mud

and solitude and poverty of the time would insure me mud and solitude

and poverty through my life. Those lads about me would go into

Parliament, or become rectors and deans, or squires of parishes,

or advocates thundering at the Bar. They would not live with me

now,--but neither should I be able to live with them in after years.

Nevertheless I have lived with them. When, at the age in which others

go to the universities, I became a clerk in the Post Office, I felt

that my old visions were being realised. I did not think it a high

calling. I did not know then how very much good work may be done by

a member of the Civil Service who will show himself capable of doing

it. The Post Office at last grew upon me and forced itself into my

affections. I became intensely anxious that people should have their

letters delivered to them punctually. But my hope to rise had always

been built on the writing of novels, and at last by the writing of

novels I had risen.

I do not think that I ever toadied any one, or that I have acquired

the character of a tuft-hunter. But here I do not scruple to say

that I prefer the society of distinguished people, and that even the

distinction of wealth confers many advantages. The best education is

to be had at a price as well as the best broadcloth. The son of a

peer is more likely to rub his shoulders against well-informed men

than the son of a tradesman. The graces come easier to the wife of

him who has had great-grandfathers than they do to her whose husband

has been less,--or more fortunate, as he may think it. The discerning

man will recognise the information and the graces when they are

achieved without such assistance, and will honour the owners of them

the more because of the difficulties they have overcome;--but the

fact remains that the society of the well-born and of the wealthy

will as a rule be worth seeking. I say this now, because these are

the rules by which I have lived, and these are the causes which have

instigated me to work.

I have heard the question argued--On what terms should a man of

inferior rank live with those who are manifestly superior to him? If

a marquis or an earl honour me, who have no rank, with his intimacy,

am I in my intercourse with him to remember our close acquaintance

or his high rank? I have always said that where the difference in

position is quite marked, the overtures to intimacy should always

come from the higher rank; but if the intimacy be ever fixed, then

that rank should be held of no account. It seems to me that intimate

friendship admits of no standing but that of equality. I cannot be

the Sovereign's friend, nor probably the friend of many very much

beneath the Sovereign, because such equality is impossible.

When I first came to Waltham Cross in the winter of 1859-1860, I had

almost made up my mind that my hunting was over. I could not then

count upon an income which would enable me to carry on an amusement

which I should doubtless find much more expensive in England than in

Ireland. I brought with me out of Ireland one mare, but she was too

light for me to ride in the hunting-field. As, however, the money

came in, I very quickly fell back into my old habits. First one

horse was bought, then another, and then a third, till it became

established as a fixed rule that I should not have less than four

hunters in the stable. Sometimes when my boys have been at home I

have had as many as six. Essex was the chief scene of my sport, and

gradually I became known there almost as well as though I had been an

Essex squire, to the manner born. Few have investigated more closely

than I have done the depth, and breadth, and water-holding capacities

of an Essex ditch. It will, I think, be accorded to me by Essex

men generally that I have ridden hard. The cause of my delight

in the amusement I have never been able to analyse to my own

satisfaction. In the first place, even now, I know very little about

hunting,--though I know very much of the accessories of the field. I

am too blind to see hounds turning, and cannot therefore tell whether

the fox has gone this way or that. Indeed all the notice I take of

hounds is not to ride over them. My eyes are so constituted that

I can never see the nature of a fence. I either follow some one,

or ride at it with the full conviction that I may be going into a

horse-pond or a gravel-pit. I have jumped into both one and the

other. I am very heavy, and have never ridden expensive horses. I am

also now old for such work, being so stiff that I cannot get on to my

horse without the aid of a block or a bank. But I ride still after

the same fashion, with a boy's energy, determined to get ahead if it

may possibly be done, hating the roads, despising young men who ride

them, and with a feeling that life can not, with all her riches, have

given me anything better than when I have gone through a long run to

the finish, keeping a place, not of glory, but of credit, among my

juniors.

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