CHAPTER IV.

1. What is the great work of the cross? The answer to this is

of great moment.--2. The work of the cross is self-denial.--3.

What was the cup and cross of Christ?--4. What is our cup and

cross?--5. Our duty is to follow Christ as our captain.--6.

Of the distinction in self, a lawful and unlawful self.--7.

What the lawful self is.--8. That it is to be denied in some

cases by Christ's doctrine and example.--9. By the Apostle's

pattern.--10. The danger of preferring lawful self above our

duty to God.--11. The reward of self-denial an excitement to

it.--12. This doctrine as old as Abraham.--13. His obedience

of faith memorable.--14. Job a great instance of self-denial,

his contentment.--15. Moses also a mighty example, his neglect

of Pharaoh's court.--16. His choice.--17. The reason of it,

viz. the recompense of reward.--18. Isaiah no inconsiderable

instance, who of a courtier, became a holy prophet.--19. These

instances concluded with that of holy Daniel, his patience and

integrity, and the success they had upon the king.--20. There

might be many mentioned to confirm this blessed doctrine.--21.

All must be left for Christ, as men would be saved.--22. The

way of God is a way of faith and self-denial.--23. An earnest

supplication and exhortation to all, to attend upon these things.

But fourthly, What is the great work and business of the cross

respecting man?

Answ. I. This indeed is of that mighty moment to be truly, plainly,

and thoroughly answered, that all that went before seems only to

serve for preface to it; and miscarrying in it to be no less than

a misguidance of the soul about its way to blessedness. I shall

therefore pursue the question, with God's help, and the best

knowledge He hath given me in the experience of several years'

discipleship.

II. The great work and business of the cross of Christ in man

is self-denial; a word of as much depth in itself as of sore

contradiction to the world, little understood but less embraced by

it, yet it must be borne for all that. The Son of God is gone before

us, and, by the bitter cup He drank and the baptism He suffered, has

left us an example that we should follow in his steps; which made

him put that hard question to the wife of Zebedee and her two sons,

upon her soliciting that one might sit at his right and the other at

his left hand in his kingdom, "Are ye able to drink of the cup that

I shall drink of, and to be baptized with the baptism I am baptized

with?" It seems their faith was strong; they answered, "We are

able." Upon which he replied, "Ye shall drink indeed of my cup, and

be baptized with the baptism I am baptized with;" but their reward

he left to his Father. (Matt. xx. 21, 22, 23.)

III. What was his cup he drank, and baptism he suffered? I answer,

they were the denial and offering up of himself by the eternal

Spirit to the will of God, undergoing the tribulations of his life

and agonies of his death upon the cross for man's salvation.

IV. What is our cup and cross that we should drink and suffer? They

are the denial and offering up of ourselves, by the same Spirit, to

do or suffer the will of God for his service and glory, which is

the true life and obedience of the cross of Jesus; narrow still,

but before an unbeaten way. For when there was none to help, not

one to open the seals, to give knowledge, to direct the course

of poor man's recovery, He came in the greatness of his love and

strength; and though clothed with the infirmities of a mortal man,

being within fortified with the almightiness of an immortal God, He

travelled through all the straits and difficulties of humanity, and

first, of all others, trod the untrodden path to blessedness.

V. O come! let us follow Him, the most unwearied, the most

victorious captain of our salvation; to whom all the great

Alexanders and mighty Cæsars of the world are less than the poorest

soldier of their camps could be to them. True, they were all great

princes of their kind, and conquerors too, but on very different

principles. For Christ made himself of no reputation, to save

mankind; but these plentifully ruined people to augment theirs. They

vanquished others, not themselves; Christ conquered self, that ever

vanquished them; of merit therefore the most excellent Prince and

Conqueror. Besides, they advanced their empire by rapine and blood,

but He by suffering and persuasion; He never by compulsion, they

always by force prevailed. Misery and slavery followed all their

victories, his brought greater freedom and felicity to those he

overcame. In all they did they sought to please themselves; in all

He did he aimed to please his Father, who is King of kings and Lord

of lords.

It is this most perfect pattern of self-denial we must follow, if

ever we will come to glory; to do which let us consider self-denial

in its true distinction and extent.

VI. There is a lawful and unlawful self: and both must be denied

for the sake of him, who in submission to the will of God counted

nothing dear that he might save us. And, though the world be

scarcely in any part of it at that pass as yet to need that

lesson of the denial of lawful self, that every day most greedily

sacrifices to the pleasure of unlawful self; yet to take the whole

thing before me, and for that it may possibly meet with some that

are so far advanced in this spiritual warfare as to receive some

service from it, I shall at least touch upon it.

VII. The lawful self which we are to deny, is that conveniency,

ease, enjoyment, and plenty, which in themselves are so far from

being evil, that they are the bounty and blessings of God to us, as

husband, wife, child, house, land, reputation, liberty, and life

itself; these are God's favours, which we may enjoy with lawful

pleasure and justly improve as our honest interest. But when God

requires them, at what time soever the lender calls for them or

is pleased to try our affections by our parting with them; I say,

when they are brought in competition with him, they must not be

preferred, they must be denied. Christ himself descended from the

glory of his Father, and willingly made himself of no reputation

among men, that he might make us of some with God; and, from the

quality of thinking it no robbery to be equal with God, he humbled

himself to the poor form of a servant; yea, the ignominious death of

the cross. (Phil. ii. 5, 6, 7, 8.)

VIII. It is the doctrine he teaches us in these words, "He that

loveth father or mother, son or daughter, more than me, is not

worthy of me." (Matt. x. 37.) Again, "Whoever he be of you that

forsaketh not all that he hath, cannot be my disciple." (Luke, xiv.

33.) And he plainly told the young rich man that if he would have

eternal life, he should sell all and follow him; (Mark, x. 21, 22;)

a doctrine sad to him as it is to those that, like him, for all

their high pretences to religion, in truth love their possessions

more than Christ. This doctrine of self-denial is the condition

to eternal happiness, "He that will come after me, let him deny

himself, and take up his cross and follow me." (Matt. xvi. 24.)

IX. This made those honest fishermen quit their lawful trades and

follow him, when he called them to it, and others that waited for

the consolation of Israel to offer up their estates, reputations,

liberties, and also lives, to the displeasure and fury of their

kindred and the government they lived under for the spiritual

advantage that accrued to them by their faithful adherence to his

holy doctrine. True, many would have excused their following him in

the parable of the feast: some had bought land, some had married

wives, and others had bought yokes of oxen, and could not come;

(Luke, xiv. 18, 19, 20;) that is, an immoderate love of the world

hindered them: their lawful enjoyments, from servants became their

idols; they worshipped them more than God, and would not quit them

to come to God. But this is recorded to their reproach; and we may

herein see the power of self upon the worldly man, and the danger

that comes to him by the abuse of lawful things. What, thy wife

dearer to thee than thy Saviour! and thy land and oxen preferred

before thy soul's salvation! O beware, that thy comforts prove not

snares first, and then curses: to overrate them, is to provoke him

that gave them to take them away again: come, and follow him that

giveth life eternal to the soul.

X. Woe to them that have their hearts in their earthly possessions!

for when they are gone, their heaven is gone with them. It is too

much the sin of the greatest part of the world, that they stick

in the comforts of it. And it is lamentable to behold how their

affections are bemired and entangled with their conveniencies and

accommodations in it. The true self-denying man is a pilgrim; but

the selfish man is an inhabitant of the world: the one uses it, as

men do ships, to transport themselves or tackle in a journey, that

is, to get home; the other looks no further, whatever he prates,

than to be fixed in fulness and ease here, and likes it so well,

that if he could, he would not exchange. However, he will not

trouble himself to think of the other world, till he is sure he must

live no longer in this: but then, alas! it may prove too late; not

to Abraham, but to Dives he may go; the story is as true as sad.

XI. But on the other hand, it is not for nought that the disciples

of Jesus deny themselves; and indeed, Christ himself had the eternal

joy in his eye: "For the joy that was set before him," says the

author to the Hebrews, "he endured the cross;" (Heb. xii. 2;) that

is, he denied himself, and bore the reproaches and death of the

wicked; and despised the shame, to wit, the dishonour and derision

of the world. It made him not afraid nor shrink, he contemned it;

and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God. And to their

encouragement, and great consolation, when Peter asked him, what

they should have that had forsaken all to follow him, he answered

them, "Verily I say unto you, that ye, which have followed me in

the regeneration, when the Son of Man shall sit on the throne of

his glory, ye also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the

twelve tribes of Israel," (Matt. xix. 27-29,) that were then in an

apostacy from the life and power of godliness. This was the lot of

his disciples; the more immediate companions of his tribulations,

and first messengers of his kingdom. But the next that follows is

to all: and "every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or

sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for

my name's sake, shall receive an hundred fold, and shall inherit

everlasting life." It was this recompense of reward, this eternal

crown of righteousness, that in every age has raised, in the souls

of the just, a holy neglect, yea, contempt of the world. To this is

owing the constancy of the martyrs, as to their blood, the triumph

of the Truth.

XII. Nor is this a new doctrine; it is as old as Abraham. (Gen.

xii.) In several most remarkable instances, his life was made up

of self-denial. First, in quitting his own land, where we may well

suppose him settled in the midst of plenty, at least sufficiency:

and why? Because God called him. Indeed this should be reason

enough, but such is the world's degeneracy that in fact it is not:

and the same act, upon the same inducement, in any now, though

praised in Abraham, would be derided. So apt are people not to

understand what they commend; nay, to despise those actions, when

they meet them in the people of their own times, which they pretend

to admire in their ancestors.

XIII. But he obeyed: the consequence was, that God gave him a mighty

land. This was the first reward of his obedience. The next was, a

son in his old age; and which greatened the blessing, after it had

been, in nature, past the time of his wife's bearing of children.

(Gen. xxii. 2.) Yet God called for his darling, their only child,

the joy of their age, the son of a miracle, and he upon whom the

fulfilling of the promise made to Abraham did depend. For this

son, I say, God called: a mighty trial: that which, one would have

thought, might very well have overturned his faith, and stumbled

his integrity; at least have put him upon this dispute in himself.

This command is unreasonable and cruel; it is the tempter's, it

cannot be God's. For, is it to be thought that God gave me a son to

make a sacrifice of him? that the father should be butcher of his

only child? Again, that he should require me to offer up the son of

his own promise, by whom his covenant is to be performed; this is

incredible. I say, thus Abraham might naturally enough have argued,

to withstand the voice of God, and indulge his great affections

to his beloved Isaac. But good old Abraham, that knew the voice

that had promised him a son, had not forgotten to know it, when it

required him back again; he disputes not, though it looked strange,

and perhaps with some surprise and horror, as a man. He had learned

to believe that God, that gave him a child by a miracle, could work

another to preserve or restore him. His affections could not balance

his duty, much less overcome his faith; for he received him in a way

that would let him doubt of nothing that God had promised to him.

To the voice of this Almightiness he bows, builds an altar, binds

his only son upon it, kindles the fire, and stretches forth his hand

to take the knife: but the angel stopped the stroke: Hold, Abraham,

thy integrity is proved. What followed? a ram served, and Isaac was

his again. This shows how little serves, where all is resigned,

and how mean a sacrifice contents the Almighty, where the heart is

approved. So that it is not the sacrifice that recommends the heart,

but the heart that gives the sacrifice acceptance.

God often touches our best comforts, and calls for that which we

most love, and are least willing to part with. Not that he always

takes it utterly away, but to prove the soul's integrity, to caution

us from excesses, and that we may remember God, the author of those

blessings we possess, and live loose to them. I speak my experience;

the way to keep our enjoyments is to resign them; and though that

be hard, it is sweet to see them returned, as Isaac was to his

father Abraham, with more love and blessing than before. O stupid

world! O worldly Christians; not only strangers, but enemies to this

excellent faith! and whilst so, the rewards of it you can never know.

XIV. But Job presses hard upon Abraham: his self-denial also was

very signal. For when the messengers of his afflictions came thick

upon him, one doleful story after another, till he was left almost

as naked as when he was born; the first thing he did, he fell to

the ground, and worshipped that power, and kissed that hand that

stripped him; so far from murmuring, that he concludes his losses

of estate and children with these words: "Naked came I out of my

mother's womb, and naked shall I return: the Lord gave and the Lord

hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord." (Job, i. 21.) O

the deep faith, patience, and contentment of this excellent man!

one would have thought this repeated news of ruin had been enough

to have overset his confidence in God; but it did not; that stayed

him. But indeed he tells us why; his Redeemer lived; "I know," says

he, "that my Redeemer lives." (Job, xix. 25, 26.) And it appeared

he did; for he had redeemed him from the world: his heart was not

in his worldly comforts: his hope lived above the joys of time and

troubles of mortality; not tempted by the one, nor shaken by the

other; but firmly believed, that when after his skin worms should

have consumed his body, yet with his eyes he should see his God.

Thus was the heart of Job both submitted to and comforted in the

will of God.

XV. Moses is the next great example in sacred story for remarkable

self-denial, before the times of Christ's appearance in the

flesh. He had been saved when an infant, by an extraordinary

providence, and it seems, by what followed, for an extraordinary

service: Pharaoh's daughter, whose compassion was the means of his

preservation, when the king decreed the slaughter of the Hebrew

males, (Exod. ii. 1, 10,) took him for her son, and gave him the

education of her father's court. His own graceful presence and

extraordinary abilities, joined with her love for him, and interest

in her father to promote him, must have rendered him, if not capable

of succession, at least of being chief minister of affairs under

that wealthy and powerful prince. For Egypt was then what Athens and

Rome were after, the most famous for learning, art, and glory.

XVI. But Moses, ordained for other work and guided by a higher

principle, no sooner came to years of discretion, than the impiety

of Egypt, and the oppressions of his brethren there, grew a burden

too heavy for him to bear. And though so wise and good a man could

not want those generous and grateful acknowledgments, that became

the kindness of the king's daughter to him; yet he had also seen

that God that was invisible; (Heb. xi. 24-27;) and did not dare to

live in the ease and plenty of Pharaoh's house, whilst his poor

brethren were required to make brick without straw. (Exod. v. 7, 16.)

Thus the fear of the Almighty taking deep hold of his heart, he

nobly refused to be called the son of Pharaoh's daughter, and

chose rather a life of affliction, with the most despised and

oppressed Israelites, and to be the companion of their tribulations

and jeopardies, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season;

esteeming the reproaches of Christ, which he suffered for making

that unworldly choice, greater riches than all the treasures of that

kingdom.

XVII. Nor was he so foolish as they thought him; he had reason on

his side; for it is said, he had an eye to the recompense of reward,

he did but refuse a lesser benefit for a greater. In this his wisdom

transcended that of the Egyptians; for they made the present world

their choice, as uncertain as the weather, and so lost that which

has no end. Moses looked deeper, and weighed the enjoyments of this

life in the scales of eternity, and found they made no weight there.

He governed himself not by the immediate possession, but the nature

and duration of the reward. His faith corrected his affections, and

taught him to sacrifice the pleasure of self, to the hope he had of

a future more excellent recompense.

XVIII. Isaiah[1] was no inconsiderable instance of this blessed

self-denial; who of a courtier became a prophet, and left the

worldly interests of the one, for the faith, patience, and

sufferings of the other. For his choice did not only lose him the

favour of men, but their wickedness, enraged at his integrity to

God, in his fervent and bold reproofs of them, made a martyr of him

in the end, for they barbarously sawed him asunder in the reign of

king Manasseh. Thus died that excellent man, and commonly called the

Evangelical Prophet.

[1] Dorotheus in his Lives of the Prophets.

XIX. I shall add, of many, one example more, and that is from

the fidelity of Daniel; a holy and wise young man, who when his

external advantages came in competition with his duty to Almighty

God, relinquished them all; and instead of being solicitous how to

secure himself, as one minding nothing less, he was, to the utmost

hazard of himself, most careful how to preserve the honour of God,

by his fidelity to his will. And though at the first it exposed him

to ruin, yet, as an instance of great encouragement to all that like

him will choose to keep a good conscience in an evil time, at last

it advanced him greatly in the world; and the God of Daniel was made

famous and terrible through his perseverance even in the eyes of

heathen kings.

XX. What shall I say of all the rest, who counted nothing dear that

they might do the will of God, abandoned their worldly comforts,

and exposed their ease and safety, as often as the heavenly vision

called them,[2] to the wrath and malice of degenerate princes and an

apostate church? More especially Jeremiah, Ezekiel, and Micah, who

after they had denied themselves, in obedience to the divine voice,

sealed their testimony with their blood.

[2] Dorotheus in his Lives of the Prophets.

Thus was self-denial the practice and glory of the ancients, that

were predecessors to the coming of Christ in the flesh: and shall

we hope to go to heaven without it now, when our Saviour himself is

become the most excellent example of it? and that not as some would

fain have it, viz. for us, that we need not; (1 Peter, ii. 21;) but

for us, that we might deny ourselves, and so be the true followers

of his blessed example.

XXI. Whoever therefore thou art that wouldst do the will of

God, but faintest in thy desires, from the opposition of worldly

considerations, remember I tell thee, in the name of Christ, that

he that prefers father or mother, sister or brother, wife or child,

house or land, reputation, honour, office, liberty, or life, before

the testimony of the light of Jesus, in his own conscience, shall be

rejected of him in the solemn and general inquest upon the world,

when all shall be judged, and receive according to the deeds done,

not the profession made, in this life. It was the doctrine of Jesus,

that if thy right hand offend thee, thou must cut it off; and if thy

right eye offend thee, thou must pluck it out: (Matt. v. 29, 30:)

that is, if the most dear, the most useful and tender comforts thou

enjoyest, stand in thy soul's way, and interrupt thy obedience to

the voice of God, and thy conformity to his holy will revealed in

thy soul, thou art engaged, under the penalty of damnation, to part

with them.

XXII. The way of God is a way of faith, as dark to sense, as mortal

to self. It is the children of obedience, who count, with holy Paul,

all things dross and dung, that they may win Christ, and know and

walk in this narrow way. Speculation will not do, nor can refined

notions enter; the obedient only eat the good of this land. (Isaiah,

i. 19.) They that do his will, says the blessed Jesus, shall know

of my doctrine; (John, vii. 17;) them He will instruct. There is no

room for instruction, where lawful self is lord, and not servant.

For self cannot receive it; that which should is oppressed by self,

fearful, and dare not. O! what will my father or mother say? How

will my husband use me? or finally, what will the magistrate do

with me? For though I have a most powerful persuasion, and clear

conviction upon my soul, of this or that thing, yet considering how

unmodish it is, what enemies it has, and how strange and singular I

shall seem to them, I hope God will pity my weakness: if I sink, I

am but flesh and blood; it may be hereafter He may better enable me;

and there is time enough. Thus selfish, fearful man.

But deliberating is ever worst; for the soul loses in parley: the

manifestation brings power with it. Never did God convince people,

but, upon submission, he empowered them. He requires nothing without

giving ability to perform it: that were mocking, not saving men.

It is enough for thee to do thy duty, that God shows thee thy

duty; provided thou closest with that light and spirit by which he

gives thee that knowledge. They that want power, are such as do

not receive Christ in his convictions upon the soul, and such will

always want it; but such as do, they receive power, like those of

old, to become the children of God, through the pure obedience of

faith.

XXIII. Wherefore, let me beseech you, by the love and mercy of God,

by the life and death of Christ, by the power of his Spirit, and

the hope of immortality, that you, whose hearts are established in

your temporal comforts, and so lovers of self, more than of these

heavenly things, would let the time past suffice: that you would

not think it enough to be clear of such impieties, as too many are

found in, whilst your inordinate love of lawful things has defiled

your enjoyment of them, and drawn your hearts from the fear, love,

obedience, and self-denial of a true disciple of Jesus. Turn about

then, and hearken to the still voice in thy conscience; it tells

thee thy sins, and thy misery in them; it gives a lively discovery

of the very vanity of the world, and opens to the soul some prospect

of eternity, and the comforts of the just that are at rest. If thou

adhere to this, it will divorce thee from sin and self: thou wilt

soon find, that the power of its charms exceeds that of wealth,

honour, and beauty of the world, and finally will give thee that

tranquillity which the storms of time can never shipwreck nor

disorder. Here all thy enjoyments are blest, though small, yet

great by that presence that is within them.

Even in this world the righteous have the better of it, for they use

the world without rebuke, because they do not abuse it. They see and

bless the hand that feeds, and clothes, and preserves them. And as

by beholding him in all his works, they do not adore them, but him;

so the sweetness of his blessings that gives them, is an advantage

such have upon those that see him not. Besides, in their increase,

they are not lifted up, nor in their adversities are they cast down:

and why? Because they are moderated in the one, and comforted in the

other, by his divine presence.

In short, heaven is the throne, and the earth but the footstool of

that man that hath self under foot. And those that know that station

will not easily be moved; such learn to number their days, that they

may not be surprised with their dissolution; and to redeem their

time, because their days are evil; (Ephes. v. 16;) remembering they

are stewards, and must deliver up their accounts to an impartial

judge. Therefore not to self but to him they live, and in him die,

and are blessed with them that die in the Lord. And thus I conclude

my discourse on the right use of lawful self.

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