got in, and, as the Colonel, who kept up a rapid conversation with the
station-master, informed Tony, nothing would have induced them to delay
but having seen himself. “They knew me,” said he; “they remembered my
coming down here last autumn with the Prince de Carignan and Cavour.”
And once more had Tony to thank his stars for having fallen into such
companionship.
As they glided along towards Turin, the Colonel told Tony that if he
found the “Weazle” gunboat at Genoa, as he expected, waiting for him,
he would set him, Tony, and his despatches, down safely at Naples, as
he passed on to Malta. “If it 's the 'Growler,'” said he, “I 'll not
promise you, because Hurton the commander is not in good-humor with
me. I refused to recommend him the other day to the First Lord for
promotion--say nothing about this to the fellows at the Legation;
indeed, don't mention anything about me, except to Damer--for the
dinner, you know.”
“I suppose I ought to go straight to the Legation at once?” said
Tony, as they entered Turin; “my orders are to deliver the bags before
anything else.”
“Certainly; let us drive there straight,--there's nothing like doing
things regularly; I 'm a martinet about all duty;” and so they drove
to the Legation, where Tony, throwing one large sack to the porter,
shouldered the other himself, and passed in.
“Holloa!” cried the Colonel; “I 'll give you ten minutes, and if you 're
not down by that time, I 'll go off and order breakfast at the inn.”
“All right,” said Tony; “this fellow says that Darner is at Naples.”
“I knew that,” muttered the Colonel to himself; and then added aloud,
“Be alive and come down as quick as you can,”--he looked at his watch as
he spoke; it wanted five minutes to eight,--“at five minutes past eight
the train should start for Genoa.”
He seized the small despatch-bag in his hand, and, telling the cabman
to drive to the Hotel Feder and wait for him there, he made straight for
the railroad. He was just in the nick; and while Tony was impatiently
pacing an anteroom of the Legation, the other was already some miles on
the way to Genoa.
At last a very sleepy-looking attaché, in a dressing-gown and slippers,
made his appearance. “Nothing but these?” said he, yawning and pointing
to the great sacks.
“No; nothing else for Turin.”
“Then why the----did you knock me up,--when it's only a shower-bath and
Greydon's boot-trees?”
“How the----did I know what was in them?” said
Tony, as angrily.
“You must be precious green, then. When were you made?”
“When was I made?”
“Yes; when were you named a messenger?”
“Some time in spring.”
“I thought you must be an infant, or you 'd know that it's only the
small bags are of any consequence.”
“Have you anything more to say? I want to get a bath and my breakfast”
“I 've a lot more to say, and I shall have to tell Sir Joseph you 're
here! and I shall have to sign your time bill, and to see if we have n't
got something for Naples. You 're for Naples, ain't you? And I want to
send Darner some cigars and a pot of caviare that's been here these two
months, and that he must have smelled from Naples.”
“Then be hasty, for heaven's sake, for I'm starving.”
“You're starving! How strange, and it's only eight o'clock! Why, we
don't breakfast here till one, and I rarely eat anything.”
“So much the worse for you,” said Tony, gruffly. “My appetite is
excellent, if I only had a chance to gratify it.”
“What's the news in town,--is there anything stirring?”
“Not that _I_ know.”
“Has Lumley engaged Teresina again?”
“Never heard of her.”
“He ought; tell him _I_ said so. She's fifty times better than La
Gradina. Our _chef_ here,” added he, in a whisper, “says she has better
legs than Pochini.”
“I am charmed to hear it. Would you just tell him that mine are getting
very tired here?”
“Will Lawson pay that handicap to George Hobart?”
Tony shook his head to imply total ignorance of all concerned.
“He needn't, you know; at least, Saville Harris refused to book up to
Whitemare on exactly the same grounds. It was just this way: here was
the winning-post--no, here; that seal there was the grand stand; when
the mare came up, she was second. I don't think you care for racing,
eh?”
“A steeple-chase; yes, particularly when I'm a rider. But what I care
most for just now is a plunge into cold water and a good breakfast.”
There was something actually touching in the commiserating look the
attaché gave Tony as he turned away and left the room. What was the
public service to come to if these were the fellows to be named as
messengers?
In a very few minutes he was back again in the room. “Where's Naples?”
asked he, curtly.
“Where's Naples? Where it always was, I suppose,” said Tony,
doggedly,--“in the Gulf of that name.”
“I mean the bag,--the Naples bag: it is under flying seal, and Sir
Joseph wants to see the despatches.”
“Oh, that is below in the cab. I 'll go down and fetch it;” and without
waiting for more, he hastened downstairs. The cab was gone. “Naturally
enough,” thought Tony, “he got tired waiting; he's off to order
breakfast.”
He hurried upstairs again to report that a friend with whom he travelled
had just driven away to the hotel with all the baggage.
“And the bags?” cried the other, in a sort of horror.
“Yes, the bags, of course; but I 'll go after him. What 's the chief
hotel called?”
“The Trombetta.”
“I don't think that was the name.”
“The Czar de Russie?”
“No, nor that”
“Perhaps Feder?”
“Yes, that's it. Just send some one to show me the way, and I 'll be
back immediately. I suspect my unlucky breakfast must be prorogued to
luncheon-time.”
“Not a bit of it!” cried a fine, fresh-looking, handsome man, who
entered the room with a riding-whip in his hand; “come in and take share
of mine.”
“He has to go over to Feder's for the bags, Sir Joseph,” whispered the
attaché, submissively.
“Send the porter,--send Jasper,--send any one you like. Come along,”
said he, drawing his arm within Tony's. “You 've not been in Italy
before, and your first impression ought to be favorable; so I 'll
introduce you to a Mont Cenis trout.”
“And I 'll profit by the acquaintance,” said Tony. “I have the appetite
of a wolf.”
CHAPTER XLV. A SHOCK FOR TONY
If Tony Butler took no note of time as he sat at breakfast with Sir
Joseph, he was only sharing the fortune of every man who ever found
himself in that companionship. From one end of Europe to the other
his equal could not be found. It was not alone that he had stores of
conversation for the highest capacities and the most cultivated minds,
but he possessed that thorough knowledge of life so interesting to men
of the world, and with it that insight into character which is so
often the key to the mystery of statecraft; and with all these he had
a geniality and a winning, grace of look, voice, and demeanor that
sent one from his presence with the thought that if the world could but
compass a few more like him, one would not change the planet for the
brightest in the firmament. Breakfast over, they smoked; then they had
a game at billiards; after that they strolled into the garden, and had
some pistol-firing. Here Tony acquitted himself creditably, and rose
in his host's esteem; for the minister liked a man who could do
anything--no matter what--very well. Tony, too, gained on him. His own
fine joyous nature understood at once the high-hearted spirit of a young
fellow who bad no affectations about him, thoroughly at his ease without
presumption; and yet, through that gentleman element so strong in him,
never transgressing the limits of a freedom so handsomely accorded him.
While the hours rolled over thus delightfully, a messenger returned
to say that he had been at each of the great hotels, but could find no
trace of Colonel Chamberlayne, nor of the missing bags.
“Send Moorcap,” said the minister. Moorcap was away two hours, and came
back with the same story.
“I suspect how it is,” said Tony. “Chamberlayne has been obliged to
start suddenly, and has carried off my bags with his own; but when he
discovers his mistake, he 'll drop them at Naples.”
Sir Joseph smiled,--perhaps he did not think the explanation very
satisfactory; and perhaps,--who knows?--but he thought that the loss of
a despatch-bag was not amongst the heaviest of human calamities. “At all
events,” he said, “we'll give you an early dinner, Butler, and you
can start by the late train to Genoa, and catch the morning steamer to
Naples.”
Tony asked no better; and I am afraid to have to confess that he engaged
at a game of “pool” with all the zest of one who carried no weighty care
on his breast.
When the time for leave-taking came, Sir Joseph shook his hand with
cordial warmth, telling him to be sure to dine with him as he came
through Turin. “Hang up your hat here, Butler; and if I should be from
home, tell them that you are come to dinner.”
Very simple words these. They cost little to him who spoke them, but
what a joy and happiness to poor Tony! Oh, ye gentlemen of high place
and station, if you but knew how your slightest words of kindness--your
two or three syllables of encouragement--give warmth and glow and vigor
to many a poor wayfarer on life's high-road, imparting a sense not alone
of hope, but of self-esteem, to a nature too distrustful of itself,
mayhap you might be less chary of that which, costing you so little,
is wealth unspeakable to him it is bestowed upon. Tony went on his way
rejoicing; he left that threshold, as many others had left it, thinking
far better of the world and its people, and without knowing it, very
proud of the notice of one whose favor he felt to be fame. “Ah,” thought
he, “if Alice had but heard how that great man spoke to me,--if Alice
only saw how familiarly he treated me,--it might show her, perhaps, that
others at least can see in me some qualities not altogether hopeless.”
If, now and then, some thought of that “unlucky bag”--so he called it to
himself--would invade, he dismissed it speedily, with the assurance that
it had already safely reached its destination, and that the Colonel
and Skeffy had doubtless indulged in many a hearty laugh over his
embarrassment at its loss. “If they knew but all,” muttered he; “I take
it very coolly. I 'm not breaking my heart over the disaster.” And so
far he was right,--not, however, from the philosophical indifference
that he imagined, but simply because he never believed in the calamity,
nor had realized it to himself.
When he landed at Naples, he drove off at once to the lodgings of his
friend Darner, which, though at a considerable height from the ground,
in a house of the St. Lucia Quarter, he found were dignified with the
title of British Legation; a written notice on the door informed all
the readers that “H. R. M.'s Chargé d'Affaires transacted business from
twelve to four every day.” It was two o'clock when Tony arrived, and,
notwithstanding the aforesaid announcement, he had to ring three times
before the door was opened. At length a sleepy-looking valet appeared to
say that “His Excellency”--he styled him so--was in his bath, and could
not be seen in less than an hour. Tony sent in his name, and speedily
received for answer that he would find a letter addressed to him in the
rack over the chimney, and Mr. Darner would be dressed and with him by
the time he had read it.
Poor Tony's eyes swam with tears as he saw his mother's handwriting, and
he tore open the sheet with hot impatience. It was very short, as were
all her letters, and so we give it entire:--
“My own darling Tony,--Your beautiful present reached me yesterday,
and what shall I say to my poor reckless boy for such an act of
extravagance? Surely, Tony, it was made for a queen, and not for a poor
widow that sits the day long mending her stockings at the window. But
ain't I proud of it, and of him that sent it! Heaven knows what it has
cost you, my dear boy, for even the carriage here from London, by the
Royal Parcel Company, Limited, came to thirty-two and fourpence.
Why they call themselves 'Limited' after that, is clean beyond my
comprehension. [If Tony smiled here, it was with a hot and flushed
cheek, for he had forgotten to prepay the whole carriage, and he was
vexed at his thoughtlessness.]
“As to my wearing it going to meeting, as you say, it's quite
impossible. The thought of its getting wet would be a snare to take my
mind off the blessed words of the minister; and I 'm not sure, my
dear Tony, that any congregation could sit profitably within sight of
what--not knowing the love that sent it--would seem like a temptation
and a vanity before men. Sables, indeed, real Russian sables, appear a
strange covering for these old shoulders.
“It was about two hours after it came that Mrs. Trafford called in to
see me, and Jeanie would have it that I'd go into the room with my grand
new cloak on me; and sure enough I did, Tony, trying all the while not
to seem as if it was anything strange or uncommon, but just the sort of
wrapper I 'd throw round me of a cold morning. But it would n't do, my
dear Tony. I was half afraid to sit down on it, and I kept turning out
the purple-satin lining so often that Mrs. Trafford said at last, 'Will
you forgive my admiration of your cloak, Mrs. Butler, but I never saw
one so beautiful before;' and then I told her who it was that sent it;
and she got very red and then very pale, and then walked to the window,
and said something about a shower that was threatening; though, sooth to
say, Tony, the only threat of rain I could see was in her own blue
eyes. But she turned about gayly and said, 'We are going away, Mrs.
Butler,--going abroad;' and before I could ask why or where, she told
me in a hurried sort of way that her sister Isabella had been ordered
to pass a winter in some warm climate, and that they were going to try
Italy. She said it all in a strange quick voice, as if she did n't like
to talk of it, and wanted it over; but she grew quite herself again
when she said that the gardener would take care that my flowers
came regularly, and that Sir Arthur and Lady Lyle would be more than
gratified if I would send up for anything I liked out of the garden.
'Don't forget that the melons were all of Tony's sowing, Mrs. Butler,'
said she, smiling; and I could have kissed her for the way she said it.
“There were many other kind things she said, and in a way, too, that
made them more than kind; so that when she went away, I sat thinking
if it was not a temptation to meet a nature like hers,--so sweet, so
lovely, and yet so worldly; for in all she spoke, Tony, there was never
a word dropped of what sinful creatures we are, and what a thorny path
it is that leads us to the better life before us.
“I was full of her visit, and everything she said, when Dr. Stewart
dropped in to say that they had been down again at the Burnside to try
and get him to let Dolly go abroad with them. 'I never liked the notion,
Mrs. Butler,' he said; 'but I was swayed here and swayed there by my
thoughts for the lass, what was best for her body's health, and that
other health that is of far more value; when there came a letter
to me,--it was anonymous,--saying, “Before you suffer your good and
virtuous daughter to go away to a foreign land, just ask the lady that
is to protect her if she still keeps up the habit of moonlight walks in
a garden with a gentleman for her companion, and if that be the sort of
teaching she means to inculcate.” Mrs. Trafford came to the door as I
was reading the letter, and I said, “What can you make of such a letter
as this?” and as she read it her cheek grew purple, and she said, “There
is an end of our proposal, Dr. Stewart. Tell your daughter I shall
importune her no more; but this letter I mean to keep: it is in a hand I
know well.” And she went back to the carriage without another word; and
tomorrow they leave the Abbey, some say not to come back again.'
“I cried the night through after the doctor went away, for what a world
it is of sin and misery; not that I will believe wrong of her, sweet and
beautiful as she is, but what for was she angry? and why did she show
that this letter could give her such pain? And now, my dear Tony, since
it could be no other than yourself she walked alone with, is it not your
duty to write to the doctor and tell him so? The pure heart fears not
the light, neither are the good of conscience afraid. That she is above
your hope is no reason that she is above your love. That I was your
father's wife may show that Above all, Tony, think that a Gospel
minister should not harbor an evil thought of one who does not deserve
it, and whose mightiest sin is perchance the pride that scorns a
self-defence.
“The poor doctor is greatly afflicted: he is sorry now that he showed
the letter, and Dolly cries over it night and day.
“Is it not a strange thing that Captain Graham's daughters, that never
were used to come here, are calling at the Burnside two or three times a
week?
“Write to me, my dear Tony, and if you think well of what I said, write
to the doctor also, and believe me your ever loving mother,
“Eleanor Butler.
“Dolly Stewart has recovered her health again, but not her spirits.
She rarely comes to see me, but I half suspect that her reason is her
dislike to show me the depression that is weighing over her. So is it,
dear Tony, go where you will; there is no heart without its weary load,
no spirit without that touch of sorrow that should teach submission.
Reflect well over this, dear boy; and never forget that though at times
we put off our troubles as a wayfarer lays down his pack, we must just
strap on the load again when we take to the road, for it is a burden we
have to bear to the journey's end.”
Not all the moral reflections of this note saved it from being crushed
passionately in his hand as he finished reading it. That walk, that
moonlight walk, with whom could it have been? with whom but Maitland?
And it was by her--by her that his whole heart was filled,--her image,
her voice, her gait, her smile, her faintest whisper, that made up the
world in which he lived. Who could love her as _he_ did? Others would
have their hopes and ambitions, their dreams of worldly success, and
such like; but he,--he asked none of these; _her_ heart was all he
strove for. With her he would meet any fortune. He knew she was above
him in every way,--as much by every gift and grace as by every accident
of station; but what did that signify? The ardor of his love glowed only
the stronger for the difficulty,--just as his courage would have mounted
the higher, the more hazardous the feat that dared it. These were his
reasonings,--or rather some shadowy shapes of these flitted through his
mind.
And was it now all over? Was the star that had guided him so long to
be eclipsed from him? Was he never again to ask himself in a moment of
difficulty or doubt, What will Alice say?--what will Alice think? As for
the scandalous tongues that dared to asperse her, he scorned them; and
he was indignant with the old minister for not making that very letter
itself the reason of accepting a proposal he had been until then averse
to. He should have said, “_Now_ there can be no hesitation,--Dolly must
go with you _now_.” It was just as his musings got thus far that Skeffy
rushed into the room and seized him by both hands.
“Ain't I glad to see your great sulky face again? Sit down and tell me
everything--how you came--when----how long you 're to stay--and what
brought you here.”
“I came with despatches,--that is, I ought to have had them.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean that some of the bags I left at Tarin; and one small fellow,
which I take to have been the cream of the correspondence, Chamberlayne
carried on here,--at least I hope so. Have n't you got it?”
“What infernal muddle are your brains in? Who is Chamberlayne?”
“Come, come, Skeffy, I 'm not in a joking mood;” and he glanced at the
letter in his hand as he spoke. “Don't worry me, old fellow, but say
that you have got the bag all right.”
“But I have not, I never saw it,--never heard of it.”
“And has the Colonel not been here?”
“Who is the Colonel?”
“Chamberlayne.”
“And who is Chamberlayne.”
“That _is_ cool, certainly; I think a man might acknowledge his
godfather.”
“Whose godfather is he?”
“Yours,--your own. Perhaps you 'll deny that you were christened after
him, and called Chamberlayne?”
Skeffy threw up his embroidered cap in the air at these words, and,
flinging himself on a sofa, actually screamed with laughter. “Tony,”
cried he at last, “this will immortalize you. Of all the exploits
performed by messengers, this one takes the van.”
“Look here, Damer,” said Tony, sternly; “I have told you already I 'm
in no laughing humor. I 've had enough here to take the jollity out of
me”--and he shook the letter in his hand--“for many a day to come; so
that whatever you have to say to me, bear in mind that you say it to
one little disposed to good-humor. Is it true that you have not received
these despatches?”
“Perfectly true.”
“Then how are we to trace him? His name is Colonel Moore Chamberlayne,
aide-de-camp to the Lord High Commissioner, Corfu.”
Skeffy bit his lip, and by a great effort succeeded in repressing the
rising temptation to another scream of laughter, and, taking down a
bulky red-covered volume from a shelf, began to turn over its pages.
“There,” said he at last,--“there is the Whole staff at Corfu: Hailes,
Winchester, Corbett, and Ainslie. No Chamberlayne amongst them.”
Tony stared at the page in hopeless bewilderment. “What do you know
of him? Who introduced you to each other? Where did you meet?” asked
Skeffy.
“We met at the foot of the Mont Cenis, where, seeing that I had
despatches, and no means to get forward, he offered me a seat in his
calèche. I accepted gladly, and we got on capitally; he was immense fun;
he knew everybody, and had been everywhere; and when he told me that he
was your godfather--”
“Stop, stop! for the love of Heaven, will you stop, or you 'll kill me!”
cried Skeffy; and, throwing himself on his back on the sofa, he flung
his legs into the air, and yelled aloud with laughter.
“Do you know, Master Darner, I'm sorely tempted to pitch you neck and
crop out of the window?” said Tony, savagely.
“Do so, do so, by all means, if you like; only let me have my laugh out,
or I shall burst a blood-vessel.”
Tony made no reply, but walked up and down the room with his brow bent
and his arms folded.
“And then?” cried Skeff,--“and then? What came next?”
“It is your opinion, then,” said Tony, sternly, “that this fellow was a
swindler, and not on the Staff at all?”
“No more than he was my godfather!” cried Darner, wiping his eyes.
“And that the whole was a planned scheme to get hold of the despatches?”
“Of course. Filangieri knows well that we are waiting for important
instructions here. There is not a man calls here who is not duly
reported to him by his secret police.”
“And why did n't Sir Joseph think of that when I told him what had
happened? All he said was, 'Be of good cheer, Butler; the world will go
round even after the loss of a despatch-bag.'”
“So like him,” said Skeffy; “the levity of that man is the ruin of him.
They all say so at the Office.”
“I don't know what they say at the Office; but I can declare that so
perfect a gentleman and so fine a fellow I never met before.”
Skeffy turned to the glass over the chimney, smoothed his moustaches,
and pointed their tips most artistically, smiling gracefully at himself,
and seeming to say, “You and I, if we were not too modest, could tell of
some one fully his equal.”
“And what's to be done,--what's to come of this?” asked Tony, after a
short silence.
“I 'll have to report you, Master Tony. I 'll have to write home: 'My
Lord,--The messenger Butler arrived here this morning to say that he
confided your Lordship's despatches and private instructions to a
most agreeable gentleman, whose acquaintance he made at St. Jean de
Maurienne; and that the fascinating stranger, having apparently not
mastered their contents up to the present--'”
“Go to the------”
“No, Tony, I shall not; but I think it not at all improbable that such
will be the destination his Lordship will assign assistant-messenger
Butler. The fact is, my boy, your career in our department is ended.”
“With all my heart! Except for that fine fellow I saw at Turin, I think
I never met such a set of narrow-minded snobs.”
“Tony, Tony,” said the other, “when Moses, in the 'Vicar of
Wakefield,'--and I take it he is more familiar to you than the other of
that name,--was 'done' by the speculator in green spectacles, he never
inveighed against those who had unfortunately confided their interests
to his charge. Now, as to our department--”
“Confound the department! I wish I had never heard of it. You say it's
all up with me, and of course I suppose it is; and, to tell you the
truth, Skeffy, I don't think it signifies a great deal just now, except
for that poor mother of mine.” Here he turned away, and wiped his eyes
hurriedly. “I take it that all mothers make the same sort of blunder,
and never will believe that they can have a blockhead for a son till the
world has set its seal on him.”
“Take a weed, and listen to me,” said Skeffy, dictatorially, and he
threw his cigar-case across the table, as he spoke. “You have contrived
to make as bad a _début_ in your career as is well possible to
conceive.”
“What's the use of telling me that? In your confounded passion for
hearing yourself talk, you forget that it is not so pleasant for me to
listen.”
“Prisoner at the bar,” continued Skeffy, “you have been convicted--you
stand, indeed, self-convicted--of an act which, as we regard it, is
one of gross ignorance, of incredible folly, or of inconceivable
stupidity,--places you in a position to excite the pity of compassionate
men, the scorn of those severer moralists who accept not the extenuating
circumstances of youth, unacquaintance with life, and a credulity that
approaches childlike--”
“You 're a confounded fool, Skeffy, to go on in this fashion when a
fellow is in such a fix as I am, not to speak of other things that are
harder to bear. It's a mere toss-up whether he laughs at your nonsense
or pitches you over the banisters. I've been within an ace of one and
the other three times in the last five minutes; and now all my leaning
is towards the last of the two.”
“Don't yield to it, then, Tony. Don't, I warn you.”
“And why?”
“Because you 'd never forgive yourself, not alone for having injured a
true and faithful friend, but for the far higher and more irreparable
loss in having cut short the career of a man destined to be a light to
Europe. I say it in no vanity,--no boastfuluess. No, on my honor! if I
could--if the choice were fairly given to me, I 'd rather not be a man
of mark and eminence. I 'd rather be a commonplace, tenth-rate sort of
dog like yourself.”
The unaffected honesty with which he said this did for Tony what no
cajolery nor flattery could have accomplished, and set him off into a
roar of laughter that conquered all his spleen and ill-humor.
“Your laugh, like the laugh of the foolish, is ill-timed. You cannot see
that you were introduced, not to be stigmatized, but to point a moral.
You fancy yourself a creature,--you are a category; you imagine you are
an individuality,--you are not; you are a fragment rent from a primeval
rock.”
“I believe I ought to be as insensible as a stone to stand you. But stop
all this, I say, and listen to me. I 'm not much up to writing,--but you
'll help me, I know; and what I want said is simply this: 'I have been
tricked out of one of the bags by a rascal that if ever I lay hands on
I 'll bring bodily before the Office at home, and make him confess the
whole scheme; and I 'll either break his neck afterwards, or leave him
to the law, as the Secretary of State may desire.'”
Now, poor Tony delivered this with a tone and manner that implied he
thought he was dictating a very telling and able despatch. “I suppose,”
added he, “I am to say that I now resign my post, and I wish the devil
had me when I accepted it.”
“Not civil, certainly, to the man who gave you the appointment, Tony.
Besides, when a man resigns, he has to wait for the acceptance of his
resignation.”
“Oh, as for that, there need be no ceremony. They'll be even better
pleased to get rid of me than I to go. They got a bad bargain; and, to
do them justice, they seemed to have guessed as much from the first.”
“And then, Tony?”
“I 'll go to sea,--I 'll go before the mast; there must be many a vessel
here wants a hand, and in a few weeks' practice I'll master the whole
thing; my old yachting experiences have done that for me.”
“My poor Tony,” said Skeffy, rising and throwing his arms round him,
“I'll not listen to it. What! when you have a home here with me, are you
to go off and brave hardship and misery and degradation?”
“There's not one of the three,--I deny it. Coarse food and hard work
are no misery; and I 'll be hanged if there's any degradation in earning
one's bread with his hands when his head is not equal to it.”
“I tell you I 'll not suffer it. If you drive me to it, I 'll prevent it
by force. I am her Majesty's Charge d'Affaires. I 'll order the consul
to enroll you at his peril,--I 'll imprison the captain that takes
you,--I 'll detain the ship, and put the crew in irons.”
“Before you do half of it, let me have some dinner,” said Tony,
laughing, “for I came on shore very hungry, and have eaten nothing
since.”
“I'll take you to my favorite restaurant, and you shall have a regular
Neapolitan banquet, washed down by some old Capri. There, spell out that
newspaper till I dress and if any one rings in the mean while, say his
Excellency has just been sent for to Caserta by the King, and will not
be back before to-morrow.” As he reached the door he put his head in
again, and said, “Unless, perchance, it should be my godfather, when, of
course, you 'll keep him for dinner.”
CHAPTER XLVI. “THE BAG NO. 18”
Almost overlooking the terraced garden where Damer and Tony dined, and
where they sat smoking till a late hour of the night, stood a large
palace, whose vast proportions and spacious entrance, as well as
an emblazoned shield over the door, proclaimed it to belong to the
Government. It was the Ministry of Foreign Affairs; and here, now, in
a room projecting over the street beneath, and supported on arches,
sat the Minister himself, with our two acquaintances, Mait-land and
Caffarelli.
Maitland was still an invalid, and rested on a sofa, but he had
recovered much of his former looks and manner, though he was dressed
with less care than was his wont.
The Minister--a very tall thin man, stooped in the shoulders, and with
a quantity of almost white gray hair streaming on his neck and
shoulders--walked continually up and down the room, commenting and
questioning at times, as Maitland read forth from a mass of documents
which littered the table, and with which Caffarelli supplied him,
breaking the seals and tearing open the envelopes before he gave them to
his hand.
Though Maitland read with ease, there was yet that half-hesitation in
the choice of a word, as he went on, that showed he was translating;
and indeed once or twice the Prince-Minister stopped to ask if he had
rightly imparted all the intended force to a particular expression.
A white canvas bag, marked “F. O., No. 18,” lay on the table; and it
was of that same bag and its possible fortunes two others, not fully one
hundred yards off, were then talking: so is it that in life we are often
so near to, and so remote from, the inanimate object around which our
thoughts and hopes, and sometimes our very destinies, revolve.
“I am afraid,” said the Prince, at last, “that we have got nothing here
but the formal despatches, of which Ludolf has sent us copies already.
Are there no 'Private and Confidential'?”
“Yes, here is one for Sir Joseph Trevor himself,” said Caffarelli,
handing a square-shaped letter to Maitland. Maitland glanced hurriedly
over it, and muttered: “London gossip, Craddock's divorce case, the
partridge-shooting,--ah, here it is! 'I suppose you are right about the
expedition, but say nothing of it in the despatches. We shall be called
on one of these days for a blue-book, and very blue we should look, if
it were seen that amidst our wise counsels to Caraffa we were secretly
aware of what G. was preparing.'”
“It must be 'C. was preparing,'” broke in Caraffa; “it means Cavour.”
“No; he speaks of Garibaldi,” said Maitland.
“Garibaldi!” cried Caraffa, laughing. “And are there still _gobemouches_
in England who believe in the Filibuster?”
“I believe in him, for one,” said Maitland, fiercely, for the phrase
irritated him; “and I say, too, that such a Filibuster on our side would
be worth thirty thousand of those great hulking grenadiers you passed in
review this morning.”
“Don't tell the King so when you wait on him to-morrow, that's all!”
said the Minister, with a sneering smile.
“Read on,” broke in Caffarelli, who was not at all sure what the
discussion might lead to.
“Perhaps, too, you would class Count Cavour amongst these
_gobemouches_,” said Maitland, angrily; “for he is also a believer in
Garibaldi.”
“We can resume this conversation at Caserta to-morrow before his
Majesty,” said Caraffa, with the same mocking smile; “pray, now, let me
hear the remainder of that despatch.”
“'It is not easy to say,'” read he aloud from the letter, “'what France
intends or wishes. C. says--'”
“Who is C.?” asked Caraffa, hastily.
“C. means Cowley, probably,--'that the Emperor would not willingly see
Piedmontese troops at Naples; nor is he prepared to witness a new map of
the Peninsula. We, of course, will do nothing either way--'”
“Read that again,” broke in Caraffa.
“'We, of course, will do nothing either way; but that resolve is not to
prevent your tendering counsel with a high hand, all the more since the
events which the next few months will develop will all of them seem
of our provoking, and part and parcel of a matured and long meditated
policy.'”
“_Bentssimo!_” cried the minister, rubbing his hands in delight. “If we
reform, it is the Whigs have reformed us. If we fall, it is the Whigs
have crushed us.”
“'Caraffa, we are told,'” continued Maitland, “'sees the danger, but is
outvoted by the Queen-Dowager's party in the Cabinet,--not to say that,
from his great intimacy with Pietri, many think him more of a Muratist
than a Bourbon.'”
“_Per Bacco!_ when your countryman tries to be acute, there is nothing
too hazardous for his imagination; so, then, I am a French spy!”
“'What you say of the army,'” read on Maitland, “'is confirmed by our
other reports. Very few of the line regiments will be faithful to the
monarchy, and even some of the artillery will go over. As to the fleet,
Martin tells me they have not three seaworthy ships in the fifty-seven
they reckon, nor six captains who would undertake a longer voyage than
Palermo. Their only three-decker was afraid to return a salute to the
“Pasha,” lest her old thirty-two-pounders should explode; and this is
pretty much the case with the monarchy,--the first shock must shake it,
even though it only come of blank cartridge.
“'While events are preparing, renew all your remonstrances; press upon
Caraffa the number of untried prisoners, and the horrid condition of
the prisons. Ask, of course in a friendly way, when are these abuses
to cease? Say that great hopes of amelioration--speak generally--were
conceived here on the accession of the new King, and throw in our
regrets that the liberty of the press with us will occasionally lead to
strictures whose severities we deplore, without being able to arraign
their justice; and lastly, declare our readiness to meet any commercial
exchanges that might promise mutual advantage. This will suggest the
belief that we are not in any way cognizant of Cavour's projects.
In fact, I will know nothing of them, and hold myself prepared, if
questioned in the House, to have had no other information than is
supplied by the newspapers. Who is Maitland? None of the Maitlands here
can tell me.'” This sentence he read out ere he knew it, and almost
crushed the paper when he had finished in his passion.
“Go on,” said Caraffa, as the other ceased to read aloud, while his eyes
ran over the lines,--“go on.”
“It is of no moment, or, at least, its interest is purely personal.
His Lordship recommends that I should be bought over, but still left in
intimate relations with your Excellency.”
“And I see no possible objection to the plan.”
“Don't you, sir?” cried Maitland, fiercely; “then I do. Some little
honor is certainly needed to leaven the rottenness that reeks around
us.”
“_Caro Signor Conte_,” said the Prince, in an insinuating voice, but of
which insincerity was the strong characteristic, “do not be angry with
my Ultramontane morality. I was not reared on the virtuous benches of a
British Parliament; but if there is anything more in that letter, let me
hear it.”
“There is only a warning not to see the Count of Syracuse, nor any of
his party, who are evidently waiting to see which horse is to win. Ah,
and here is a word for your address, Carlo! 'If Caffarelli be the man we
saw last season here, I should say, Do not make advances to him; he is a
ruined gambler, and trusted by no party. Lady C--------believes in him,
but none else!'”
This last paragraph set them all a-laughing, nor did any seem to enjoy
it more than Caffarelli himself.
“One thing is clear,” said Caraffa, at last,--“England wishes us every
imaginable calamity, but is not going to charge herself with any part of
the cost of our ruin. France has only so much of good-will towards us
as is inspired by her dislike of Piedmont, and she will wait and watch
events. Now, if Bosco be only true to his word, and can give us a 'good
account' of his treatment of Garibaldi, I think all will go well.”
“When was Garibaldi to set out?” asked Caffarelli.
“Brizzi, but he is seldom correct, said the 18th.”
“That Irish fellow of ours, Maitland, is positive it will be by the 13th
at latest. By the way, when I asked him how I could reward this last
piece of service he rendered us in securing these despatches, his reply
was, 'I want the cordon of St. Januarius.' I, of course, remonstrated,
and explained that there were certain requisites as to birth and family,
certain guarantees as to nobility of blood, certain requirements of
fortune. He stopped me abruptly, and said, 'I can satisfy them all; and
if there be any delay in according my demand, I shall make it in person
to his Majesty.'”
“Well,” cried Caffarelli,--“well, and what followed?”
“I yielded,” said the Prince, with one of his peculiar smiles. “We are
in such a perilous predicament that we can't afford the enmity of such a
consummate rascal; and then, who knows but he may be the last knight of
the order!” In the deep depression of the last words was apparent their
true sincerity, but he rallied hastily, and said, “I have sent the
fellow to Bosco with despatches, and said that he may be usefully
employed as a spy, for he is hand-and-glove with all the Garibaldians.
Surely he must have uncommon good luck if he escapes a bullet from one
side or the other.”
“He told me yesterday,” said Caffarelli, “that he would not leave Naples
till his Majesty passed the Irish Legion in review, and addressed them
some words of loyal compliment.”
“Why did n't he tell you,” said the Prince, sarcastically, “that seventy
of the scoundrels have taken service with Garibaldi, some hundreds have
gone to the hills as brigands, and Castel d'Ovo has got the remainder;
and it takes fifteen hundred foot and a brigade of artillery to watch
them?”
“Did you hear this, Maitland?” cried Caffarelli; “do you hear what his
Excellency says of your pleasant countrymen?”
Maitland looked up from a letter that he was deeply engaged in, and
so blank and vacant was his stare that Caffarelli repeated what the
Minister had just said. “I don't think you are minding what I say. Have
you heard me, Maitland?”
“Yes; no--that is, my thoughts were on something that I was reading
here.”
“Is it of interest to us?” asked Caraffa.
“None whatever. It was a private letter which got into my hands open,
and I had read some lines before I was well aware. It has no bearing
on politics, however;” and, crushing up the note, he placed it in his
pocket, and then, as if recalling his mind to the affairs before him,
said: “The King himself must go to Sicily. It is no time to palter.
The personal daring of Victor Emmanuel is the bone and sinew of the
Piedmontese movement. Let us show the North that the South is her equal
in everything.”
“I should rather that it was from _you_ the advice came than from _me_,”
said Caraffa, with a grin. “I am not in the position to proffer it.”
“If I were Prince Caraffa, I should do so, assuredly.”
“You would not, Maitland,” said the other, calmly. “You would not, and
for this simple reason, that you would see that, even if accepted, the
counsel would be fruitless. If it were to the Queen, indeed--”
“Yes, _per Bacco!_” broke in Caffarelli, “there is not a gentleman in
the kingdom would not spring into the saddle at such a call.”
“Then why not unfold this standard?” asked Maitland. “Why not make one
effort to make the monarchy popular?”
“Don't you know enough of Naples,” said Caraffa, “to know that the cause
of the noble can never be the cause of the people; and that to throw
the throne for defence on the men of birth is to lose the 'men of the
street'?”
He paused, and with an expression of intense hate on his face, and a
hissing passionate tone in his voice, continued, “It required all
the consummate skill of that great man, Count Cavour, to weld the two
classes together, and even he could not elevate the populace; so that
nothing was left to him but to degrade the noble.”
“I think, meanwhile, we are losing precious time,” said Maitland, as he
took up his hat “Bosco should be reinforced. The squadron, too,
should be strengthened to meet the Sardinian fleet; for we have sure
intelligence that they mean to cover Garibaldi's landing; Persano avows
it.”
“All the better if they do,” said Caraffa. “The same act which
would proclaim their own treachery would deliver into our hands this
hare-brained adventurer.”
“Your Excellency may have him longer in your hands than you care
for,” said Maitland, with a saucy smile. The Prince bowed a cold
acknowledgment of the speech, and suffered them to retire without a
word.
“It is fated, I believe,” said Caffarelli, as they gained the street,
“that the Prince and you are never to separate without anger; and
you are wrong, Maitland. There is no man stands so high in the King's
favor.”
“What care I for that, Carlo mio? the whole thing has ceased to interest
me. I joined the cause without any love for it; the more nearly I saw
its working, the more I despised myself for acting with such associates;
and if I hold to it now, it is because it is so certain to fail. Ay,
my friend, it is another Bourbon bowled over. The age had got sick of
vested interests, and wanted to show what abuses they were; but you
and I are bound to stand fast; we cannot rescue the victim, but we must
follow the hearse.”
“How low and depressed you are to-night! What has come over you?”
“I have had a heavy blow, mio Carlo. One of those papers whose envelopes
you broke and handed to me was a private letter. It was from Alice
Trafford to her brother; and the sight of my own name in it tempted me
to see what she said of me. My curiosity has paid its price.” He paused
for some minutes, and then continued: “She wrote to refuse the villa I
had offered her,--to refuse it peremptorily. She added: 'The story of
your friend's duel is more public than you seem to know. It appeared in
the “Patrie” three weeks ago, and was partly extracted by “Galignani.”
The provocation given was an open declaration that Mr. Maitland was
no Maitland at all, but the illegitimate son of a well-known actress,
called Brancaleone, the father unknown. This outrage led to a meeting,
and the consequences you know of. The whole story has this much of
authenticity, that it was given to the world with the name of the other
principal, who signs himself Milo M'Caskey, Lieut.-Col. in the service
of Naples, Count, and Commander of various orders.' She adds,” continued
Maitland, in a shaken voice, and an effort, but yet a poor one, to
smile,--“she adds: 'I own I am sorry for him. All his great qualities
and cultivation seemed to suit and dignify station; but now that I know
his condition to have been a mere assumption, the man himself and his
talents are only a mockery,--only a mockery!' Hard words these, Carlo,
very hard words!
“And then she says: 'If I had only known him as a passing acquaintance,
and thought of him with the same indifference one bestows on
such,-perhaps I would not now insist so peremptorily as I do on our
ceasing to know him; but I will own to you, Mark, that he did interest
me greatly. He had, or seemed to have,'--this, that, and t' other,” said
he, with an ill-tempered haste, and went on. “'But now, as he stands
before me, with a borrowed name and a mock rank--' There is half a page
more of the same trash; for this gentle lady is a mistress of fierce
words, and not over-merciful, and she ends thus: 'I think, if you are
adroit, you can show him, in declining his proffered civility, that we
had strong reasons for our refusal, and that it would be unpleasant to
renew our former acquaintance.' In fact, Carlo, she means to cut me.
This woman, whose hand I had held in mine while I declared my love, and
who, while she listened to me, showed no touch of displeasure, affects
now to resent the accident of my birth, and treat me as an impostor!
I am half sorry that letter has not reached its destination; ay, and,
strange as you will think it, I am more than half tempted to write and
tell her that I have read it The story of the stolen despatch will soon
be a newspaper scandal, and it would impart marvellous interest to her
reading it when she heard that her own 'private and confidential' was
captured in the same net.”
“You could not own to such an act, Maitland.”
“No. If it should not lead to something further; but I do yearn to repay
her. She is a haughty adversary, and well worth a vengeance.”
“What becomes of your fine maxim, 'Never quarrel with a woman,'
Maitland?”
“When I uttered it, I had never loved one,” muttered he; and they walked
on now in silence.
Almost within earshot--so close, indeed, that had they not been
conversing in Italian, some of their words must have been overheard
by those behind--walked two other friends, Darner and Tony, in close
confab.
“I most telegraph F. O,” said Skeffy, “that bag is missing, and that
Messenger Butler has gone home to make his report Do you hear me?”
A grunt was the reply.
“I 'll give you a letter to Howard Pendleton, and he 'll tell what is
the best thing to be done.”
“I suspect I know it already,” muttered Tony.
“If you could only persuade my Lord to listen to you, and tell him the
story as you told it to me, he 'd be more than a Secretary of State if
he could stand it.”
“I have no great desire to be laughed at, Skeffy.”
“Not if it got you out of a serious scrape,--a scrape that may cost you
your appointment?”
“Not even at that price.”
“I can't understand that; it is quite beyond me. They might put _me_
into 'Joe Miller' to-morrow, if they 'd only gazette me Secretary of
Embassy the day after. But here's the hotel; a good sleep will set you
all right; and let me see you at breakfast as jolly as you used to be.”
CHAPTER XLVII. ADRIFT
The dawn was scarcely breaking as Tony Butler awoke and set off to visit
the ships in the port whose flags proclaimed them English. There were
full thirty, of various sizes and rigs; but though many were deficient
in hands, no skipper seemed disposed to accept a young fellow who, if he
was stalwart and well grown, so palpably pertained to a class to which
hard work and coarse usage were strangers.
“You ain't anything of a cook, are you?” asked one of the very few who
did not reject his demand at once.
“No,” said he, smiling.
“Them hands of yours might do something in the caboose, but they ain't
much like reefing and clewing topsails. Won't suit _me_.” And, thus
discouraged, he went on from one craft to the other, surprised and
mortified to discover that one of the resources he had often pictured
to his mind in the hours of despondency was just as remote, just as much
above him, as any of the various callings his friends had set before
him.
“Not able to be even a sailor! Not fit to serve before the mast! Well,
perhaps I can carry a musket; but for _that_ I must return to England.”
He fell to thinking of this new scheme, but without any of that hope
that had so often colored his projects. He owed the service a grudge.
His father had not been fairly treated in it So, at least, from his very
childhood, had his mother taught him to believe, and, in consequence,
vehemently opposed all his plans to obtain a commission. Hard necessity,
however, left no room for mere scruples; something he must do, and that
something was narrowed to the one single career of a soldier.
He was practical enough in a certain sense, and he soon resolved on his
line of action; he would reserve just so much as would carry him back to
England, and remit the remainder of what he had to his mother.
This would amount to nigh eighty pounds,--a very considerable sum to one
whose life was as inexpensive as hers. The real difficulty was how to
reconcile her to the thought of his fallen condition, and the hardships
she would inevitably associate in her mind with his future life. “Ain't
I lucky,” cried he in his bitterness, and trying to make it seem like a
consolation,--“ain't I lucky, that, except my poor dear mother, I have
not one other in the whole world to care what comes to me,--none other
to console, none other before whom I need plead or excuse myself! My
failure or my disgrace are not to spread a widecast sorrow. They will
only darken one fireside, and one figure in the corner of it.”
His heart was full of Alice all the while, but he was too proud to utter
her name even to himself. To have made a resolve, however, seemed to
rally his courage again; and when the boatman asked him where he should
go next, he was so far away in his thoughts that he had some difficulty
to remember what he had been actually engaged in.
“Whereto?”
“Well, I can't well tell you,” said he, laughing. “Isn't that schooner
English,--that one getting underway yonder? Shove me aboard of her.”
“She's outward bound, sir.”
“No matter, if they 'll agree to take me,” muttered he to himself.
The craft was “hauling short” on the anchor as Tony came alongside
and learned that she was about to sail for Leghorn, having failed in
obtaining a freight at Naples; and as by an accident one of the crew
had been left on shore, the skipper was too willing to take Tony so far,
though looking, as he remarked, far more like a swell landsman than an
ordinary seaman.
Once outside the bay, and bowling along with a smart breeze and a calm
sea, the rushing water making pleasant music at the bow, while the helm
left a long white track some feet down beneath the surface, Tony felt,
what so many others have felt, the glorious elation of being at sea. How
many a care “blue water” can assuage, how many a sorrow is made bearable
by the fresh breeze that strains the cordage, and the laughing waves we
cleave through so fast!
A few very eventful days, in which Tony's life passed less like reality
than a mere dream, brought them to Leghorn; and the skipper, who had
taken a sort of rough liking to the “Swell,” as he still called him,
offered to take him on to Liverpool, if he were willing to enter himself
regularly on the ship's books as one of the crew.
“I am quite ready,” said Tony, who thought by the time the brief voyage
was completed he should have picked up enough of the practice and the
look of a sailor to obtain another employment easily.
Accompanied by the skipper, he soon found himself in the consul's
office, crowded with sailors and other maritime folk, busily engaged in
preferring complaints or making excuses, or as eagerly asking for relief
against this or that exaction on the part of the foreign government.
The consul sat smoking his cigar with a friend at a window, little
heeding the turmoil around, but leaving the charge of the various
difficulties to his clerks, who only referred to him on some special
occasions.
“Here's a man, sir,” cried one of the clerks, “who wishes to be entered
in the ship's books under an assumed name. I have told him it can't be
done.”
“Why does he ask it? Is he a runaway convict?” asked the consul.
“Not exactly,” said Tony, laughing; “but as I have not been brought up
before the mast, and I have a few relatives who might not like to hear
of me in that station--”
“A scamp, I take,” broke in the consul, “who, having done his worst on
shore, takes to the sea for a refuge?”
“Partly right,--partly wrong,” was the dry answer.
“Well, my smart fellow, there 's no help for it. You must give your
name and your birthplace; and if they should prove false ones, take any
consequences that might result.”
“What sort of consequences might these be?” asked Tony, calmly; and the
consul, having either spoken without any distinct knowledge attached
to his words, or provoked by the pertinacity of the question, half
irritably answered: “I 've no time to throw away in discussing
casualties; give your name or go your way.”
“Yes, yes,” murmured the skipper. “Who knows anything about you down
here?--Just sign the sheet and let's be moving.”
The sort of good-humored tone and look that went with the words decided
Tony, and he took the pen and wrote “Tony Butler, Ireland.”
The consul glanced at the writing, and said, “What part of Ireland? Name
a town or a village.”
“I cannot; my father was a soldier, quartered in various places, and I
'm not sure in what part of the island I was born.”
“Tony Butler means Anthony Butler, I suppose?”
“Tony Butler!” cried the consul's friend, suddenly starting up, and
coming forward; “did _you_ say your name was Tony Butler?”
“Yes; that is my name.”
“And are you from the North of Ireland,--near the Causeway?”
Tony nodded, while a flush of shame at the recognition covered his face.
“And do you know Dr. Stewart, the Presbyterian minister in that
neighborhood?”
“I should think so. The Burnside, where he lives, is not above a mile
from us.”
“That's it,--the Burnside,--that's the name of it. I'm as glad as fifty
pounds in my pocket to see you, Mr. Butler,” cried he, grasping Tony's
hand in both his own. “There 's not a man from this to England I 'd as
soon have met as yourself. I 'm Sam M'Grader, Robert M'Grader's brother.
You have n't forgot _him_, I hope?”
“That I haven't,” cried Tony, warmly returning the honest pressure of
the other's hand. “What a stupid dog I have been not to remember that
you lived here! and I have a letter for you, too, from your brother!”
“I want no letter of introduction with you, Mr. Butler; come home with
me. You 're not going to sea this time;” and, taking a pen, he drew a
broad line of ink across Tony's name; and then turning, he whispered a
few words in the consul's ear.
“I hope,” said the consul, “Mr. Butler is not offended at the freedom
with which I commented on him.”
“Not in the least,” said Tony, laughing. “I thought at the time, if
you knew me you would not have liked to have suggested my having been
a runaway convict; and now that you _do_ know me, the shame you feel is
more than enough to punish you.”
“What could have induced you to go before the mast, Mr. Butler?” said
M'Gruder, as he led Tony away.
“Sheer necessity. I wanted to earn my bread.”
“But you had got something,--some place or other?”
“I was a messenger, but I lost my despatches, and was ashamed to go home
and say so.”
“Will you stop with me? Will you be a clerk?” asked the other; and a
certain timidity in his voice showed that he was not quite assured as he
spoke. “My business is like my brother's,--we 're 'in rags.'”.
“And so should I be in a few days,” laughed out Tony, “if I had n't met
you. I 'll be your clerk, with a heart and a half,--that is, if I be
capable; only don't give me anything where money enters, and as little
writing as possible, and no arithmetic, if you can help it.”
“That will be a strange sort of clerkship,” said M'Gruder, with a smile;
“but we 'll see what can be done.”
CHAPTER XLVIII. “IN RAGS”
If Tony Butler's success in his new career only depended on his zeal,
he would have been a model clerk. Never did any one address himself to
a new undertaking with a stronger resolution to comprehend all its
details, and conquer all its difficulties. First of all, he desired to
show his gratitude to the good fellow who had helped him; and secondly,
he was eager to prove, if proven it could be, that he was not utterly
incapable of earning his bread, nor one of those hopeless creatures who
are doomed from their birth to be a burden to others.
So long as his occupation led him out of doors, conveying orders here
and directions there, he got on pretty well. He soon picked up a sort of
Italian of his own, intelligible enough to those accustomed to it;
and as he was alert, active, and untiring, he looked, at least, a most
valuable assistant. Whenever it came to indoor work and the pen, his
heart sank within him; he knew that his hour of trial had come, and he
had no strength to meet it. He would mistake the letter-book for the
ledger or the day-book; and he would make entries in one which should
have been in the other, and then, worst of all, erase them, or append an
explanation of his blunder that would fill half a page with inscrutable
blottedness.
As to payments, he jotted them down anywhere, and in his anxiety to
compose confidential letters with due care, he would usually make three
or four rough drafts of the matter, quite sufficient to impart the
contents to the rest of the office.
Sam M'Gruder bore nobly up under these trials. He sometimes laughed at
the mistakes, did his best to remedy,--never rebuked them. At last,
as he saw that poor Tony's difficulties, instead of diminishing, only
increased with time, inasmuch as his despair of himself led him into
deeper embarrassments, M'Gruder determined Tony should be entirely
employed in journeys and excursions here and there through the
country,--an occupation, it is but fair to own, invented to afford him
employment, rather than necessitated by any demands of the business.
Not that Tony had the vaguest suspicion of this. Indeed, he wrote to his
mother a letter filled with an account of his active and useful labors.
Proud was he at last to say that he was no longer eating the bread of
idleness. “I am up before dawn, mother, and very often have nothing to
eat but a mess of Indian corn steeped in oil, not unlike what Sir Arthur
used to fatten the bullocks with, the whole livelong day; and sometimes
I have to visit places there are no roads to; nearly all the villages
are on the tops of the mountains; but, by good luck, I am never beat by
a long walk, and I do my forty miles a day without minding it.
“If I could only forget the past, dearest mother, or think it nothing
but a dream, I 'd never quarrel with the life I am now leading; for I
have plenty of open air, mountain walking, abundance of time to myself,
and rough fellows to deal with, that amuse me; but when I am tramping
along with my cigar in my mouth, I can't help thinking of long ago,--of
the rides at sunset on the sands, and all the hopes and fancies I used
to bring home with me, after them. Well! it is over now,--just as much
done for as if the time had never been at all; and I suppose, after a
while, I 'll learn to bear it better, and think, as you often told me,
that 'all things are for the best.'
“I feel my own condition more painfully when I come, back here, and have
to sit a whole evening listening to Sam M'Gruder talking about Dolly
Stewart and the plans about their marriage. The poor fellow is so full
of it all that even the important intelligence I have for him he won't
hear, but will say, 'Another time, Tony, another time,--let us chat
about Dolly.' One thing I 'll swear to, she 'll have the honestest
fellow for her husband that ever stepped, and tell her I said so. Sam
would take it very kindly of you if you could get Dolly to agree to
their being married in March.
“It is the only time he can manage a trip to England,--not but, as he
says, whatever time Dolly consents to shall be his time.
“He shows me her letters sometimes, and though he is half wild with
delight at them, I tell you frankly, mother, they would n't satisfy _me_
if I was her lover. She writes more like a creature that was resigned
to a hard lot, than one that was about to marry a man she loved. Sam,
however, does n't seem to take this view of her, and so much the better.
“There was one thing in your last letter that puzzled me, and puzzles me
still. Why did Dolly ask if I was likely to remain here? The way you put
it makes me think that she was deferring the marriage till such time
as I was gone. If I really believed this to be the case, I'd go away
tomorrow, though I don't know well where to, or what for, but it is hard
to understand, since I always thought that Dolly liked me, as certainly
I ever did, and still do, _her_.
“Try and clear up this for me in your next. I suppose it was by way of
what is called 'sparing me,' you said nothing of the Lyles in your
last, but I saw in the 'Morning Post' all about the departure for the
Continent, intending to reside some years in Italy.
“And that is more than I 'd do if I owned Lyle Abbey, and had
eighteen blood-horses in my stable, and a clipper cutter in the Bay of
Curryglass. I suppose the truth is, people never do know when they're
well off.”
The moral reflection, not arrived at so easily or so rapidly as the
reader can imagine, concluded Tony's letter, to which in due time came
a long answer from his mother. With the home gossip we shall not
burden the reader, nor shall we ask of him to go through the short
summary--four close pages--of the doctor's discourses on the text, “I
would ye were hot or cold,” two sensations that certainly the mere sight
of the exposition occasioned to Tony. We limit ourselves to the words of
the postscript.
“I cannot understand Dolly at all, and I am afraid to mislead you as to
what you ask. My impression is--but mind, it is mere impression--she has
grown somewhat out of her old friendship for you. Some stories possibly
have represented you in a wrong light, and I half think you may be
right, and that she would be less averse to the marriage if she knew you
were not to be in the house with them. It was, indeed, only this morning
the doctor said, 'Young married folk should aye learn each other's
failings without bystanders to observe them,'--a significant hint I
thought I would write to you by this post.”
When Tony received his epistle, he was seated in his own room, leisurely
engaged in deciphering a paragraph in an Italian newspaper, descriptive
of Garibaldi's departure from a little bay near Genoa to his Sicilian
expedition.
Nothing short of a letter from his mother could have withdrawn his
attention from a description so full of intense interest to him; and
partly, indeed, from this cause, and partly from the hard labor of
rendering the foreign language, the details stuck in his mind during all
the time he was reading his mother's words.
“So that 's the secret, is it?” muttered he. “Dolly wishes to be alone
with her husband,--natural enough; and I'm not the man to oppose it.
I hope she'll be happy, poor girl; and I hope Garibaldi will beat the
Neapolitans. I 'm sure Sam is worthy of a good wife; but I don't know
whether these Sicilian fellows deserve a better government. At all
events, my course is clear,--here I mustn't stay. Sam does not know that
I am the obstacle to his marriage; but _I_ know it, and that is enough.
I wonder would Garibaldi take me as a volunteer? There cannot be much
choice at such a time. I suppose he enrolls whoever offers; and they
must be mostly fellows of my own sort,--useless dogs, that are only fit
to give and take hard knocks.”
He hesitated long whether he should tell Sam M'Gruder of his project; he
well knew all the opposition he should meet, and how stoutly his friend
would set himself against a plan so fatal to all habits of patient
industry. “And yet,” muttered Tony to himself, “I don't like to tell
him that I hate 'rags,' and detest the whole business. It would be so
ungrateful of me. I could say my mother wanted to see me in Ireland;
but I never told him a lie, and I can't bear that our parting should be
sealed with a falsehood.”
As he pondered, he took out his pistols and examined them carefully;
and, poising one neatly in his hand, he raised it, as marksmen sometimes
will do, to take an imaginary aim. As he did so, M'Gruder entered, and
cried out, laughing, “Is he covered,--is he dead?”
Tony laid down the weapon, with a flush of shame, and said, “After all,
M'Gruder, the pistol is more natural to me than the pen; and it was just
what I was going to confess to you.”
“You 're not going to take to the highways, though?”
“Something not very unlike it; I mean to go and have a turn with
Garibaldi.”
“Why, what do you know about Garibaldi or his cause?”
“Perhaps not a great deal; but I've been spelling out these newspapers
every night, and one thing is clear, whether he has right or wrong on
his side, the heavy odds are all against him. He's going in to fight
regular troops, with a few hundred trampers. Now I call that very
plucky.”
“So do I; but courage may go on to rashness, and become folly.”
“Well, I feel as if a little rashness will do me a deal of good. I am
too well off here,--too easy,--too much cared for. Life asks no effort,
and I make none; and if I go on a little longer, I 'll be capable of
none.”
“I see,” said the other, laughing, “Rags do not rouse your ambition,
Tony.”
“I don't know what would,--that is, I don't think I _have_ any ambition
now;” and there was a touch of sorrow in the last word that gave all the
force to what he said.
“At all events, you are tired of this sort of thing,” said the other,
good-humoredly, “and it's not to be much wondered at. You began life at
what my father used to call 'the wrong end.' You started on the sunny
side of the road, Tony, and it is precious hard to cross over into the
shade afterwards.”
“You 're right there, M'Gruder. I led the jolliest life that ever man
did till I was upwards of twenty; but I don't believe I ever knew how
glorious it was till it was over; but I must n't think of that now. See!
this is what I mean to do. You 'll find some way to send that safely to
my mother. There's forty-odd pounds in it, and I 'd rather it was not
lost I have kept enough to buy a good rifle--a heavy Swiss one, if I can
find it--and a sword-bayonet, and with these I am fully equipped.”
“Come, come, Tony, I'll not hear of this; that you are well weary of the
life you lead here is not hard to see, nor any blame to you either, old
fellow. One must be brought up to Rags, like everything else, and
_you_ were not. But my brother writes me about starting an American
agency,--what do you say to going over to New York?”
“What a good fellow you are!” cried Tony, staring at him till his eyes
began to grow clouded with tears; “what a good fellow! you 'd risk
your ship just to give me a turn at the tiller! But it must n't be,--it
cannot be; I 'm bent on this scheme of mine,--I have determined on it.”
“Since when? since last night?”
“Well, it's not very long, certainly, since I made up my mind.”
The other smiled. Tony saw it, and went on: “I know what you mean. You
are of old Stewart's opinion. When he heard me once say I had made up
my mind, he said, 'It does n't take long to make up a small parcel;' but
every fellow, more or less, knows what he can and what he cannot do. Now
I cannot be orderly, exact, and punctual,--even the little brains I have
I can't be sure of keeping them on the matter before me; but I defy a
horse to throw me; I 'll bring you up a crown-piece out of six fathoms
water, if it 's clear; I'll kill four swallows out of six with a ball;
and though these are not gifts to earn one's bread by, the man that has
them need n't starve.”
“If I thought that you had really reflected well over this plan,--given
it all the thought and consideration it required--”
“I have given it just as much consideration as if I took five weeks to
it. A man may take an evening over a pint of ale, but it's only a pint,
after all,--don't you see that?”
M'Gruder was puzzled; perhaps there was some force in the illustration.
Tony looked certainly as if he thought he had said a clever thing.
“Well, Tony,” said the other, after a moment of grave thought, “you 'll
have to go to Genoa to embark, I suppose?”
“Yes; the committee sits at Genoa, and every one who enrolls must appear
before them.”
“You could walk there in four days.”
“Yes; but I can steam it in one.”
“Ay, true enough; what I mean to ask of you is this, that you will go
the whole way on foot; a good walker as you are won't think much of
that; and in these four days, as you travel along,--all alone,--you 'll
have plenty of time to think over your project. If by the time you reach
Genoa you like it as well as ever, I 've no more to say; but if--and
mark me, Tony, you must be honest with your own heart--if you really
have your doubts and your misgivings; if you feel that for your poor
mother's sake--”
“There, there! I've thought of all that,” cried Tony, hurriedly. “I 'll
make the journey on foot, as you say you wish it, but don't open the
thing to any more discussion. If I relent, I 'll come back. There's my
hand on it!”
“Tony, it gives me a sad heart to part with you;” and he turned away,
and stole out of the room.
“Now, I believe it's all done,” said Tony, after he had packed his
knapsack, and stored by in his trunk what he intended to leave behind
him. There were a few things there, too, that had their own memories!
There was the green silk cap, with its gold tassel, Alice had given him
on his last steeple-chase. Ah, how it brought back the leap--a bold leap
it was--into the winning field, and Alice, as she stood up and waved her
handkerchief as he passed! There was a glove of hers; she had thrown it
down sportively on the sands, and dared him to take it up in full career
of his horse; he remembered they had a quarrel because he claimed the
glove as a prize, and refused to restore it to her. There was an evening
after that in which she would not speak to him. He had carried a heavy
heart home with him that night! What a fund of love the heart must be
capable of feeling for a living, sentient thing, when we see how it can
cling to some object inanimate and irresponsive. “I'll take that glove
with me,” muttered Tony to himself; “it owes me some good luck; who
knows but it may pay me yet?”
CHAPTER XLIX. MET AND PARTED
Tony went on his way early next morning, stealing off ere it was yet
light, for he hated leave-takings, and felt that they weighed upon him
for many a mile of a journey. There was enough on the road he travelled
to have interested and amused him, but his heart was too full of its own
cares, and his mind too deep in its own plans, to dispose him to such
pleasures, and so he passed through little villages on craggy eminences
and quaint old towers on mountain-tops, scarcely observing them. Even
Pisa, with its world-known Tower, and the gem-like Baptistery beside
it, scarce attracted notice from him, though he muttered as he passed,
“Perhaps on some happier day I 'll be able to come back here and admire
it” And so onward he plodded through the grand old ruined Massa and the
silent Sarzana, whose palaces display the quarterings of old crusading
knights, with many an emblem of the Holy War; and by the beauteous Bay
of Spezia he went, not stopping to see poor Shelley's home, and the
terrace where his midnight steps had almost worn a track. The road
now led through the declining ridges of the Apennines, gorgeous in
color,--such color as art would have scarce dared to counterfeit, so
emerald the dark green of the waving pines, so silver-like the olive, so
gloriously purple the great cliffs of porphyry; and then through many a
riven cleft, through feathery foliage and broad-leaved fig-trees, down
many a fathom low the sea!--the blue Mediterranean, so blue as to seem
another sky of deeper meaning than the one above it.
He noticed little of all these; he felt none of them! It was now the
third day of his journey, and though he had scarcely uttered a word, and
been deeply intent on his own fate, all that his thinking had done was
to lead, as it were, into some boundless prairie, and there desert him.
“I suppose,” muttered he to himself, “I am one of those creatures that
must never presume to plan anything, but take each day's life as I find
it. And I could do this. Ay, I could do it manfully, too, if I were not
carrying along with me memories of long ago. It is Alice, the thought
of Alice, that dashes the present with a contrast to the past, and makes
all I now attempt so poor and valueless.”
As the road descends from Borghetto, there is a sudden bend, from which,
through a deep cleft, the little beach and village of Levanto are seen
hundreds of feet beneath, but yet in that clear still atmosphere so near
that not only the white foam of the breaking wave could be seen, but its
rhythm-like plash heard as it broke upon the beach. For the first time
since he set out had the charm of scenery attracted him, and, descending
a few feet from the road, he reached a large square rock, from which he
could command the whole view for miles on every side.
He took out his bread and cheese and a melon he had bought that morning,
and disposed himself to eat his dinner. He had often partaken of a more
sumptuous meal, but never had he eaten with so glorious a prospect at
his feet.
A little lateen-sailed boat stole out from beneath the olives and gained
the sea; and as Tony watched her, he thought if he would only have been
a fisherman there, and Alice his wife, how little he could have envied
all that the world has of wealth and honors and ambitions. His friend
Skeffy could not do this, but _he_ could. _He_ was strong of limb and
stout of heart; he could bear hardships and cold; and it would be so
fine to think that, born gentleman as he was, he never flinched from the
hardest toil, or repined at the roughest fare, he and Alice treasuring
up their secret, and hoarding it as a miser hoards his gold.
Ay, down there, in that little gorge, with the pine-wood behind and the
sea before, he could have passed his life, with never a longing thought
for the great world and its prizes. As he ran on thus in fancy, he never
heard the sound of footsteps on the road above, nor noticed the voices
of persons talking.
At last he heard, not the words, but the tone of the speakers, and
recognized them to be English. There is that peculiar sound in English
utterance that at once distinguishes it from all other speech; and Tony,
quite forgetting that his high-peaked Calabrian hat and massive beard
made him far more like an Italian brigand than a British gentleman, not
wishing to be observed, never turned his head to look at them. At last
one said, “The little fishing-village below there must be Levante. John
Murray tells us that this is the land of the fan palm and the cactus, so
that at length we are in Italy.”
“Do you know--shall I confess it,” said the other, “that I am not
thinking of the view, beautiful as it is? I am envying that peasant with
his delicious melon on the rock there. I am half tempted to ask him to
share it with me.”
“Ask him, by all means,” said the first speaker, laughing.
“You are jesting,” replied the other, “but I am in sober earnest. I can
resist no longer. Do you, however, wait here, or the carriage may pass
on and leave us behind.”
Tony heard nothing of these words; but he heard the light footsteps, and
he heard the rustle of a woman's dress as she forced her way, through
bramble and underwood, till at last, with that consciousness so
mysterious, he felt there was some one standing close behind him. Half
vexed to think that his isolation should be invaded, he drew his hat
deeper over his eyes, and sat steadfastly gazing on the sea below him.
“Is that Levante I see beneath that cliff?” asked she, in Italian,--less
to satisfy her curiosity than to attract fris attention.
Tony started. How intensely had his brain been charged with thoughts of
long ago, that every word that met his ears should seem impregnated with
these memories! A half-sulky “Si” was, however, his only rejoinder.
“What a fine melon you have there, my friend!” said she; and now her
voice thrilled through him so strangely that he sprang to his feet and
turned to face her. “Is my brain tricking me?--are my senses wandering?”
muttered he to himself. “Alice, Alice!”
“Yes, Tony,” cried she. “Who ever heard of so strange a meeting? How
came you here? Speak, or I shall be as incredulous as yourself!” But
Tony could not utter a word, but stood overwhelmed with wonder, silently
gazing on her.
“Speak to me, Tony,” said she, in her soft winning voice,--“speak to me;
tell me by what curious fortune you came here. Let us sit down on this
bank; our carriage is toiling up the hill, and will not be here for some
time.”
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“So it is not a dream!” sighed he, as he sat down beside her. “I have so
little faith in my brain that I could not trust it.”
It was easy to see that his bewilderment still remained; and so, with a
woman's tact, she addressed herself to talking of what would gradually
lead his thoughts into a collected shape. She told how they were all
on their way to the South,--Naples or Palermo, not certain
which,--somewhere for climate, as Isabella was still delicate. That her
father and mother and sister were some miles behind on the road, she
having come on more rapidly with a lighter carriage. “Not all alone,
though, Master Tony; don't put on that rebukeful face. The lady you see
yonder on the road is what is called my companion,--the English word for
duenna; and I half think I am scandalizing her very much by this conduct
of mine, sitting down on the grass with a brigand chief, and, I was
going to say, sharing his breakfast, though I have to confess it never
occurred to him to offer it. Come, Tony, get up, and let me present
you to her, and relieve her mind of the terrible thoughts that must be
distressing her.”
“One moment, Alice,--one moment,” said he, taking her hand. “What is
this story my mother tells me?” He stopped, unable to go on; but she
quickly broke in, “Scandal travels quickly, indeed; but I scarcely
thought your mother was one to aid its journey.”
“She never believed it,” said he, doggedly.
“Why repeat it, then? Why give bad money currency? I think we had better
join my friend. I see she is impatient.”
The coldness with which she spoke chilled him like a wintry blast; but
he rallied soon, and with a vigorous energy said, “My mother no more
believed ill of you than I did; and when I asked you what the slander
meant, it was to know where I could find the man to pay for it.”
“You must deny yourself the pleasure this time, Tony,” said she,
laughing. “It was a woman's story,--a disappointed woman,--and so, not
so very blamable as she might be; not but that it was true in fact.”
“True, Alice,--true?”
“Yes, sir. The inference from it was the only falsehood; but, really, we
have had too much of this. Tell me of yourself,--why are you here? Where
are you now going?”
“You 've heard of my exploits as a messenger, I suppose,” said Tony,
with a bitter laugh.
“I heard, as we all heard with great sorrow, that you left the service,”
said she, with a hesitation on each word.
“Left it? Yes; I left to avoid being kicked out of it I lost my
despatches, and behaved like a fool. Then I tried to turn sailor, but
no skipper would take me; and I _did_ turn clerk, and half ruined the
honest fellow that trusted me. And now I am going--in good truth, Alice,
I don't exactly know where, but it is somewhere in search of a pursuit
to fit a fellow who begins to feel he is fit for nothing.”
“It is not thus your friends think of you, Tony,” said she, kindly.
“That's the worst of it,” rejoined he, bitterly; “I have all my life
been trying to justify an opinion that never should have been formed of
me,--ay, and that I well knew I had no right to.”
“Well, Tony, come back with us. I don't say with me, because I must be
triple discreet for some time to come; but come back with papa; he 'll
be overjoyed to have you with us.”
“No, no,” muttered Tony, in a faint whisper; “I could not, I could not.”
“Is that old grudge of long ago so deep that time has not filled it up?”
“I could not, I could not,” muttered he, evidently not hearing the words
she had just spoken.
“And why not, Tony? Just tell me why not?”
“Shall I tell you, Alice?” said he; and his lip shook and his cheek grew
pale as he spoke,--“shall I tell you?”
She nodded; for she too was moved, and did not trust herself to speak.
“Shall I tell you?” said he; and he looked into her eyes with a meaning
so full of love, and yet of sorrow, that her cheek became crimson, and
she turned away in shame.
“No, Tony,” whispered she, faintly, “better not say--what might pain us
both, perhaps.”
“Enough, if you know,” said he, faintly.
“There, see, my friend has lost all patience; come up to the road, Tony.
She must see that my interview has been with an English gentleman, and
not a brigand chief. Give me your arm, and do not look so sulky.”
“You women can look any way you will,” mumbled he, “no matter what you
may feel; that is, if you _do_ feel.”
“You are the same old savage, Tony, as ever,” said she, laughing. “I
never got my melon, after all, Miss Lester; the sight of an old friend
was, however, better. Let me present him to you,--Mr. Butler.”
“Mr. Tony Butler?” asked she, with a peculiar smile; and though she
spoke it low, he heard her, and said, “Yes; I am Tony Butler.”
“Sir Arthur will be charmed to know you are here. It was but yesterday
he said he 'd not mind taking a run through Calabria if we only had you
with us.”
“I have said all that and more to him, but he does n't mind it,” said
Alice.
“Is this fair, Alice?” whispered he.
“In fact,” resumed she, “he has nowhere particular to go to, provided it
be not the same road that we are taking.”
“Is this kind, Alice?” whispered he, again.
“And though I have told him what pleasure it would give us all if he
would turn back with us--”
“You 'll drive me to say it,” muttered he, between his teeth.
“If you dare, sir,” said she, in a low but clear whisper; and now
she stepped into the carriage, and affected to busy herself with her
mufflers. Tony assisted Miss Lester to her place, and then walked round
to the side where Alice sat.
“You are not angry with me, Alice?” said he, falteringly.
“I certainly am not pleased,” said she, coldly. “There was a time I had
not to press a wish,--I had but to utter it.”
“And yet, Alice,” said he, leaning over, and whispering so close that
she felt his breath on her face,--“and yet I never loved you then as I
love you now.”
“You have determined that I should not repeat my invitation,” said she,
leaning back in the carriage; “I must--I have no help for it--I must say
good-bye!”
“Good-bye,” said he, pressing her hand, from which he had just drawn off
the glove, to his lips. She never made any effort to withdraw it, but
leaned forward as though to conceal the action from her companion.
“Good-bye, dearest Alice,” said he, once more.
“Give me my glove, Tony. I think it has fallen,” said she, carelessly,
as she leaned back once more.
“There it is,” muttered he; “but I have another here that I will never
part with;” and he drew forth the glove she had thrown on the strand for
him to pick up--so long ago!
“You will see papa, Tony?” said she, drawing down her veil; “you can't
fail to meet him before night. Say you saw us. Good-bye.”
And Tony stood alone on the mountain, and watched the cloud of dust that
rose behind the carriage, and listened to the heavy tramp of the horses
till the sounds died off in the distance.
“Oh if I could trust the whisper at my heart!” cried he. “If I could--if
I could--I 'd be happier than I ever dared to hope for.”
CHAPTER L. THE SOLDIER OF MISFORTUNE
The little flicker of hope--faint enough it was--that cheered up Tony's
heart, served also to indispose him to meet with Lady Lyle; for he
remembered, fresh as though it had been the day before, the sharp lesson
that lady had read him on the “absurd pretensions of certain young
gentlemen with respect to those immeasurably above them in station.”
“I am not in a humor to listen to the second part of the homily, which
certainly would not be the less pointed, seeing that I am a wayfarer on
foot, and with my knapsack strapped behind me.” It gave him no sense
of shame that Alice should have seen him thus poor and humble. He never
blushed for his pack or his hobnailed shoes. If _she_ could not think of
him apart from the accidents of his condition, it mattered very little
what he wore or how he journeyed. And as he cheered himself with these
thoughts he gained a high peak, from which he could see the pine-clad
promontory of Sestri, some thousand feet down below him. He knew the
spot from description, and remembered that it was to be one of his
resting-places for a night. It was no new thing for Tony to strike out
his own line across country--his was a practised eye--to mark the course
by which a certain point was to be reached, and to know, by something
like instinct, where a ravine--where a river must lie--where the
mountain-side would descend too precipitously for human footsteps--where
the shelving decline would admit of a path--all these were his; and in
their exercise he had that sort of pride a man feels in what he deems a
gift.
This same pride and his hope together lightened the way, and he went
forward almost happy; so that once or twice he half asked himself if
fortune was not about to turn on him with a kindlier look than she had
yet bestowed? When about a mile from the high-road, a dull rumbling
sound, like far-away thunder, caught his ear: he looked up, and saw the
great massive carriage of the wealthy Sir Arthur rolling ponderously
along, with its six horses, and followed by a dense “wake” of dust for
half a mile behind. “I am glad that we have not met,” muttered he: “I
could have wished to see Bella, and speak to her. She was ever my fast
friend; but that haughty old woman, in the midst of all the pride of
her wealth, would have jarred on me so far that I might have forgotten
myself. Why should my poverty provoke _her_ to slight me? My poverty
is mine, just as much as any malady that might befall me, and whose
sufferings I must bear as I may, and cannot ask another to endure for
me. It may try _me_ to stand up against, but surely it is no burden
to her; and why make it seem as a gulf between us?” Ah, Master Tony!
subtler heads than yours have failed to untie this knot. It was dusk
when he reached Sestri, and found himself in the little vine-clad porch
of the “Angelo d' Oro,” a modest little inn for foot-travellers on the
verge of the sea. He ordered his supper to be served in the open
air, under the fresh foliage, and with the pleasant night-wind gently
stirring the leaves.
As the landlord arranged the table, he informed Tony that another
traveller had come a short time before, but so ignorant of the language
was he that he was only served by means of signs; and he seemed so poor,
too, that they had scruples about giving him a bed, and were disposed to
let him pass the night under the porch.
Tony learned that the traveller had only tasted a glass of wine and
a piece of bread, and then, as if overcome by fatigue and exhaustion,
dropped off asleep. “I will see him,” said he, rising, without partaking
of the soup that was just placed before him; “the poor fellow may
perhaps be ill.” The landlord led the way to the end of the house,
where, on a heap of chestnut leaves, the usual bedding of the cattle
in these regions, a large strongly built man, poorly clad and
travel-stained, lay sound asleep. Tony took the lantern and held it to
his face. How was it he knew the features? He knew them, and yet not the
man. He was sure that the great massive brow and that large strong cheek
were not seen by him for the first time, and though he was sorry to
disturb the poor fellow's slumber, he could not control his impatience
to resolve the doubt; and, stooping down, he shook him gently by the
shoulder.
“What is it?” cried the man, starting up to a sitting posture; “what is
it now?”
“You are a countryman of mine,” said Tony, “and I'm trying to think if
we have not met before.”
The man rose to his feet, and, taking the lantern from Tony's hand,
held it up to his face. “Don't you know me, sir,” cried he; “don't you
remember me?”
“I do, and I do not,” muttered Tony, still puzzled.
“Don't you mind the day, sir, that you was near been run over in London,
and a man pulled you out just as the horses was on top o' you?”
“And are you the man? Are you the poor fellow whose bundle I carried
off?”--but he stopped, and, grasping the man's hand, shook it cordially
and affectionately. “By what chance do I find you here?”
The man looked about, as if to see that he was not overheard; and Tony,
marking the caution of the gesture, said, “None can understand us here.
Don't be afraid to say what you like; but first of all, come and share
my supper with me.”
It was not without a modest reluctance that the poor fellow took his
seat at the table; and, indeed, for some time so overcome was he by the
honor accorded him, that he scarcely ate at all. If Tony Butler was no
finished conversationalist, able to lead the talk of a dinner-table, yet
in the tact that pertains to making intercourse with an inferior
easy and familiar he had not many his equal; and before the meal was
finished, he slapped him familiarly on the shoulder, and said, “Rory
Quin, here's your health, and a long life to you!”
“How did you know my name, sir?” asked the poor fellow, whose face
glowed with delight at the flattery of such a recognition.
“At first I did not trust my memory, Rory, for I wrote it down in a
note-book I have; and after a while I learned to think of you so often,
and to wish I might meet you, that I had no need of the writing. You
don't seem to remember that I am in your debt, my good fellow. I carried
off your bundle, and, what was worse, it fell overboard and was lost.”
“It could n't have any but bad luck,” said Rory, thoughtfully; “and
maybe it was just the best thing could happen it.”
There was a touch of sorrow in what he said that Tony easily saw; a
hidden grief had been removed, and after a little inducement he led him
on to tell his story; and which, though, narrated in Rory's own words,
it occupied hours, may, happily for my readers, be condensed into a very
few sentences.
Rory had been induced, partly by the glorious cause itself, partly
through the glittering promises of personal advancement, to enlist for
foreign service. A certain Major M'Caskey--a man that, as Rory said,
would wile the birds off the trees--came down to the little village he
lived in at the foot of the Galtee Mountains; and there was not one,
young or old, was not ready to follow him. To hear him talk, as Rory
described, was better than a play. There wasn't a part of the world he
hadn't seen, there was n't a great man in it he did n't know; and “what
beat all,” as Rory said, “was the way he had the women on his side.” Not
that he was a fine-looking man, or tall, or handsome,--far from it; he
was a little “crith of a cray-ture,” not above five feet four or five,
and with red whiskers and a beard, and a pair of eyes that seemed on
fire; and he had a way of looking about him as he went, as much as to
say, “Where's the man that wants to quarrel with me? for I'm ready and
willin'.”
“I won't say,” added Rory, with a touch of humility, “that one like your
honor would have thought so much of him as we did. I won't say that all
the fine people he knew, and all the wonderful things he did, would
have made your honor admire him, as I, and others like me, did. Maybe,
indeed, you 'd have found out it was lies from beginning to end.”
“I'm not so sure of that,” muttered Tony; “there are plausible fellows
of that sort that take in men of the world every day!” And Tony sat back
in his chair and puffed his cigar in silence, doubtless recalling one
such adept in his own experience.
“Faix, I'm proud to hear your honor say that!” cried Rory. “I 'm as glad
as a pound-note to know that even a gentleman might have been 'taken in'
by the Major.”
“I 'll not go that far, perhaps,” remarked Tony, “as regards your Major;
but I repeat that there are certain fellows of his kind who actually
_have_ imposed on gentlemen,--yes, on gentlemen who were no fools,
either. But how was it he tricked you?”
Now were the floodgates of Rory's eloquence thrown open, and for above
an hour did he revel, as only an Irishman or an Italian can, in a
narrative of cruel wrongs and unmerited hardships; sufferings on land
and sufferings at sea; short rations, bad language, and no pay. Rory was
to have been an officer,--a captain, at least; and when they landed at
Ancona, he was marched away hundreds of miles, with a heavy musket, and
a heavier pack, as a common soldier, and given nothing but beans and oil
for his food, and told he 'd be shot if he grumbled. But what he felt
most of all was, that he never knew whose service he was in, and what he
was going to fight for. Now it was the Holy Father,--Rory was ready to
die for him and the Blessed Virgin; now it was the King of Naples and
Saint Somebody, whose name he couldn't remember, and that Rory felt no
enthusiasm for. At one moment he was told the Pope was going to bless
the whole battalion, and sprinkle them with his own hand; and then it
was the Queen--and purty she was, no doubt--was to lead them on, God
knows where! “And that's the way we were living in the mountains for six
weeks, and every time they paraded us--about once a week--there would be
thirty or forty less of us; some gone off to be sailors, some taking to
the highway as robbers, and a few selling whatever they had and making
for home. At last the Major himself came down to inspect us,--he was
Colonel then, and covered with gold, and all over stars and crosses. We
were drawn up in a square of a little town they call Loretto, that has
houses on three sides of it, and a low sea-wall with a drop of about
twenty feet to the sea. I 'll not forget the place to my dying day.
“There was four hundred and twenty-seven of us out of two thousand and
sixty,--the rest ran away; and when the Major heard the roll called, I
thought he 'd go out of his mind; and he walked up and down in front
of us, gnashing his teeth and blaspheming as never I heard before. 'Ye
scoundrels,' he said at last, 'you 've disgraced me eternally, and I 'll
go back to the Holy Father and tell him it's curses and not blessings he
'd have to give you.'
“This was too much to bear, and I cried out, 'You'd better not!'
“'Who says that?' cries he. 'Where 's the cowardly rascal that has n't
the courage to step forward and repeat these words?' and with that I
advanced two paces, and, putting my gun to my shoulder, took a steady
aim at him. I had him covered. If I pulled the trigger, he was a dead
man; but I could n't do it,--no, if I got the whole world for it, I
could n't; and do you know why?--here it is, then: It was the way he
stood up, bould and straight, with one hand on his breast, and the other
on the hilt of his sword, and he cried out, 'Fire! you scoundrel, fire!'
Bad luck to me if I could; but I walked on, covering him all the while,
till I got within ten paces of the wall, and then I threw down my
musket, and with a run I cleared it, and jumped into the sea. He fired
both his pistols at me, and one ball grazed my head; but I dived and
swam and dived till he lost sight of me; and it was half an hour before
they got out a boat, and before that I was snug hiding between the
rocks, and so close to him that I could hear him swearing away like mad.
When it was dark I crept out, and made my way along the shore to
Pesaro, and all the way here. Indeed, I had only to say anywhere I was
a deserter, and every one was kind to me. And do you know, sir, now that
it's all over, I'm glad I didn't shoot him in cold blood?”
“Of course you are,” said Tony, half sternly.
“But if I am,” rejoined the other,--“if I am glad of it, it's a'most
breaking my heart to think I 'm going back to Ireland without a chance
of facing him in a fair fight.”
“You could do that, too, if you were so very anxious for it,” said Tony,
gravely.
“Do you tell me so? And how, sir?”
“Easy enough, Rory. I 'm on my way now to join a set of brave fellows
that are going to fight the very soldiers your Major will be serving
with. The cause that he fights for, I need not tell you, can't be a very
good one.”
“Indeed, it oughtn't,” said Rory, cautiously.
“Come along with me, then; if it's only fighting you ask for, there 's a
fellow to lead us on that never balked any one's fancy that way. In four
days from this we can be in the thick of it I don't want to persuade
you in a hurry, Rory. Take a day--take two--three days, if you like, to
think of it.”
“I won't take three minutes. I'll follow your honor to the world's end!
and if it gives me a chance to come up with the Major, I 'll bless the
hour I met you.”
Tony now told him--somewhat more ambiguously, I 'm afraid, than
consisted with perfect candor--of the cause they were going to fight
for. He made the most of those magical words so powerful to the Celtic
heart,--oppression, cruelty, injustice; he imparted a touch of repeal
to the struggle before them; and when once pressed hard by Rory with the
home question, “Which side is the Holy Father?” he roughly answered, “I
don't think he has much to say to it one way or other.”
“Faix, I 'm ashamed of myself,” said Rory, flushing up; “and I ought to
know that what's good enough for your honor to fight for is too good for
me.”
They drained the last glasses of their flask in pledge of their compact,
and, resolving to keep their resting-time for the sultry heat of the
day, started by the clear starlight for Genoa.
CHAPTER LI. A PIECE OF GOOD TIDINGS