CHAPTER XXIX. DEPARTURES

All was confusion and dismay at Tilney. Bella Lyle's cold turned out

to be scarlatina, and Mark and Alice brought back tidings that old

Commodore Graham had been seized with a fit, and was seriously, if not

dangerously, ill. Of course, the company scattered like an exploded

shell. The Graham girls hastened back to their father, while the other

guests sought safety in flight, the great struggle now being who should

soonest secure post-horses to get away. Like many old people rich in

this world's comforts, Mrs. Maxwell had an especial aversion to illness

in any shape. It was a topic she never spoke on; and, if she could,

would never have mentioned before her. Her intimates understood this

thoroughly, and many were the expressions employed to imply that Mr.

Such-a-one had a fever, or Mrs. So-and-so was given over by her doctors.

As to the fatal result itself, it was always veiled in a sort of decent

mystery, as though it would not be perfectly polite to inquire whither

the missing friend had retired to.

“Dr. Reede says it is a very mild case of the malady, and that Bella

will be up in a day or two, aunt,” said Alice.

“Of course she will,” replied the old lady, pettishly. “It 's just a

cold and sore throat,--they had n't that fine name for it long ago, and

people got well all the sooner. Is he gone?”

“No; he's talking with Mark in the library; he'll be telling him, I

think, about the Commodore.”

“Well, don't ask him to stop to dinner; we have sorrow enough without

seeing a doctor.”

“Oh, here comes Mark! Where is Dr. Reede?”

“He's gone over to see Maitland. Fenton came to say that he wished to

see him.”

“Surely he's not ill,” said Alice.

“Oh, dear! what a misfortune that would be!” cried the old lady, with

real affliction in her tone; “to think of Mr. Norman Maitland taking ill

in one's house.”

“Have n't you been over to ask after him, Mark?”

“No. I was waiting till Reede came back: he's one of those men that

can't bear being inquired after; and if it should turn out that he was

not ill, he 'd not take the anxiety in good part.”

“How he has contrived to play the tyrant to you all, I can't imagine,”

said Alice; “but I can see that every whim and caprice he practises is

studied as courtiers study the moods of their masters.”

“To be sure, darling, naturally,” broke in Mrs. Maxwell, who always

misunderstood everybody. “Of course, we are only too happy to indulge

him in a whim or fancy; and if the doctor thinks turtle would suit

him--turtle is so light; I took it for several weeks for luncheon--we

can have it at once. Will you touch the bell, Mark, and I'll tell Raikes

to telegraph? Who is it he gets it from?”

Mark pulled the bell, but took no notice of her question. “I wish,”

muttered he below his breath, “we had never come here. There 's Bella

now, laid up, and here 's Maitland. I 'm certain he's going away, for I

overheard Fenton ask about the distance to Dundalk.”

“I suppose we might survive even that misfortune,” said she, haughtily.

“And one thing I'll swear to,” said Mark, walking the room with

impatience,--“it 's the last Ireland will see of him.”

“Poor Ireland! the failure in the potato-crop was bad enough, but this

is more than can be endured.”

“That's all very fine, Alice, but I 'm much mistaken if you are as

indifferent as you pretend.”

“Mark! what do you mean?” said she, angrily.

“Here's Raikes now; and will some one tell him what it is we want?” said

Mrs. Maxwell; but the others were far too deeply engaged in their own

whispered controversy now to mind her.

“Captain Lyle will tell you by and by, Raikes,” said she, gathering up

the mass of loose _impedimenta_ with which she usually moved from one

room to the other, and by which, as they fell at every step, her course

could always be tracked. “He'll tell you,” added she, moving away.

“I think it was caviare, and you are to telegraph for it to Swan and

Edgar's--but my head is confused to-day; I'll just go and lie down.”

As Mrs. Maxwell left by one door, Alice passed out by another; while

Mark, whose temper evinced itself in a flushed cheek and a contracted

brow, stood at a window, fretfully tapping the ground with his foot.

“Have you any orders, sir?” asked Raikes.

“Orders! No--stay a moment Have many gone away this morning?”

“Nearly all, sir. Except your family and Mr. Maitland, there's nobody

left but Major Clough, and he 's going, I believe, with Dr. Reede.”

“You 've heard nothing of Mr. Maitland going, have you?”

“Oh, yes, sir! his man sent for post-horses about an hour ago.”

Muttering impatiently below his breath, Mark opened the window and

passed out upon the lawn. What an unlucky turn had everything taken! It

was but a week ago, and his friend Maitland was in high delight with

all around him. The country, the scenery, the people were all charming;

indeed, in the intervals between the showers, he had a good word to say

for the climate. As for Lyle Abbey, he pronounced it the perfection of

a country-house; and Mark actually speculated on the time when these

opinions of his distinguished friend would have acquired a certain

currency, and the judgment of one that none disputed would be recorded

of his father's house. And all these successes were now to be reversed

by this stupid old sailor's folly,--insanity he might call it; for what

other word could characterize the pretension that could claim Norman

Maitland for a son-in-law?--Maitland, that might have married, if the

law would have let him, half a score of infantas and archduchesses, and

who had but to choose throughout Europe the alliance that would suit

him. And Alice--what could Alice mean by this impertinent tone she was

taking towards him? Had the great man's patience given way under it all,

and was he really going away, wearied and tired out?

While Mark thus doubted and reasoned and questioned, Maitland was seated

at his breakfast at one side of the fire, while Dr. Reede confronted him

at the other.

Though Maitland had sent a message to say he wished to see the doctor,

he only gave him now a divided attention, being deeply engaged, even

as he talked, in deciphering a telegram which had just reached him, and

which was only intelligible through a key to the cipher.

“So, then, doctor, it is simply the return of an old attack,--a thing to

be expected, in fact, at his time of life?”

“Precisely, sir. He had one last autumn twelve month, brought on by a

fit of passion. The old Commodore gives way, rather, to temper.”

“Ah! gives way, does he?” muttered Maitland, while he mumbled below his

breath, “'seventeen thousand and four D + X, and a gamba,'--a very large

blood-letting. By the way, doctor, is not bleeding--bleeding largely--a

critical remedy with a man of seventy-six or seven?”

“Very much so, indeed, sir; and, if you observe, I only applied some

leeches to the _nuchæ_. You misapprehended me in thinking I took blood

from him freely.”

“Oh, yes, very true,” said Maitland, recovering himself. “I have no

doubt you treated him with great judgment. It is a case, too, for much

caution. Forty-seven and two G's,” and he hastily turned over the leaves

of his little book, muttering continually, “and two G's, forty-six,

forty-seven, with two B's, two F's. Ah! here it is. Shivering attacks

are dangerous--are they--in these cases?”

“In which cases?” asked the doctor; for his shrewd intelligence at once

perceived the double object which Maitland was trying to contemplate.

“In a word, then,” continued Maitland, not heeding the doctor's

question, but bending his gaze fixedly on the piece of paper before him,

scrawled over and blotted by his own hand,--“in a word, then, a man

of seventy, seized with paralysis, and, though partially rallied by

bleeding, attacked with shivering, is in a very critical state? But how

long might he live in that way?”

“We are not now speaking of Commodore Graham, I apprehend?” asked the

doctor, slyly.

“No; I am simply putting a case,--a possible case, Doctors, I know, are

not fond of these imagined emergencies; lawyers like them.”

“Doctors dislike them,” broke in Reede, “because they are never given to

them in any completeness,--every important sign of pulse and tongue and

temperature omitted--”

“Of course you are right,” said Maitland, crumpling up the telegram and

the other papers; “and now for the Commodore. You are not apprehensive

of anything serious, I hope?”

“It 's an anxious case, sir,--a very anxious case; he 's eighty-four.”

“Eighty-four!” repeated Maitland, to whom the words conveyed a

considerable significance.

“Eighty-four!” repeated the other, once more. “No one would suspect

it. Why, Sally Graham is the same age as my wife; they were at school

together.”

Too polite to push a question which involved a double-shotted answer,

Maitland merely said, “Indeed!” and, after a slight pause, added, “You

said, I think, that the road to Dundalk led past Commodore Graham's

cottage?”

“By the very gate.”

“May I offer you a seat with me? I am going that way. I have received

news which calls me suddenly to England.”

“I thank you much, but I have some visits yet to make before I return to

Port-Graham. I promised to stop the night there.”

Having charged the doctor to convey to the Commodore's daughters his

sincere regret for their father's illness, and his no less sincere

hope of a speedy recovery, Maitland endeavored, in recognition of a

preliminary question or two about himself, to press the acceptance of

a fee; but the doctor, armed with that self-respect and tact his

profession so eminently upholds, refused to accept it, and took his

leave, perhaps well requited in having seen and spoken with the great

Mr. Norman Maitland, of whom half the country round were daily talking.

“Mr. Maitland is not ill, I hope?” said Alice, as she met the doctor on

his way through the garden.

“No, Mrs. Trafford; I have been making a friendly call--no more,” said

the doctor, rather vain that he could thus designate his visit; and

with a few words of advice about her sister, he went his way. Alice,

meanwhile, saw that Maitland had observed her from his window, and

rightly guessed that he would soon be in search of her.

With that feminine instinct that never deceives in such cases, she

determined that whatever was to pass between them should be undisturbed.

She selected a most unfrequented path, bordered on one side by the high

laurel-hedge, and on the other by a little rivulet, beyond which lay

some rich meadows, backed in the distance by a thick plantation.

She had not gone far when she beard a short quick footstep behind her,

and in a few minutes Maitland was at her side. “You forgot to liberate

me,” said he, “so I had to break my arrest.”

“_Signor mio_, you must forgive me; we have had such a morning of

confusion and trouble: first, Bella ill,--not seriously, but confined

to bed; and then this poor old Commodore,--the doctor has told you all

about it; and, last of all, Mark storming about the house, and angry

with every one for having caught cold or a fever, and so disgusted (the

great) Mr. Maitland that he is actually hurrying away, with a vow to

heaven nevermore to put foot in Ireland.”

“Be a little serious, and tell me of your mission this morning,” said

he, gravely.

“Three words will do it. We reached Port-Graham just as the doctor

arrived there. The Commodore, it seemed, got home all safe by about four

o'clock in the morning; and instead of going to bed, ordered a fire

in his dressing-room, and a bottle of mulled port; with which aids to

comfort he sat down to write. It would not appear, however, that he

had got far in his correspondence, for at six, when his man entered,

he found but two lines, and his master, as he thought, fast asleep; but

which proved to be a fit of some kind, for he was perfectly insensible.

He rallied, however, and recognized his servant, and asked for the

girls. And now Dr. Reede thinks that the danger has in a great measure

passed off, and that all will go well.”

“It is most unhappy,--most unhappy,” muttered Mainland. “I am sincerely

sorry for it all.”

“Of course you are, though perhaps not really to blame,--at least, not

blamable in a high degree.”

“Not in any degree, Mrs. Trafford.”

“That must be a matter of opinion. At all events, your secret is safe,

for the old man has totally forgotten all that occurred last night

between you; and lest any clew to it should remain, I carried away the

beginning of the letter he was writing. Here it is.”

“How thoughtfully done!” said he, as he took the paper and read aloud:

“'Dear Triphook, come over and help me to a shot at a rascal'--not

civil, certainly--'at a rascal; that because he calls himself--' It was

well he got no further,” added he, with a faint smile.

“A good, bold hand it is too for such an old man. I declare, Mr.

Maitland, I think your usual luck must have befriended you here. The

fingers that held the pen so steadily might have been just as unshaken

with the pistol.”

There was something so provocative in her tone that Maitland detected

the speech at once, and became curious to trace it to a cause. At this

sally, however, he only smiled in silence.

“I tried to persuade Mark to drive over and see Tony Butler,” continued

she, “but he would n't consent: in fact, a general impulse to be

disobliging would appear to have seized on the world just now. Don't you

think so?”

“By the way, I forgot to tell you that your protégé Butler refuses

to accept my offer. I got three lines from him, very dry and concise,

saying 'no' to me. Of course I trust to your discretion never to

disclose the negotiation in any way. I myself shall never speak of it;

indeed, I am very little given to doing civil things, and even less

accustomed to finding them ill-received, so that my secrecy is insured.”

“He ought not to have refused,” said she, thoughtfully.

“Perhaps not.”

“He ought certainly to have given the matter more consideration. I wish

I could have been consulted by him. Is it too late yet?”

“I suspect it is,” said he, dryly. “First of all, as I told you, I am

little in the habit of meeting a repulse; and, secondly, there is no

time to renew the negotiation. I must leave this to-day.”

“To-day?”

“Within an hour,” added he, looking at his watch; “I must manage to

reach Dublin in time to catch the mail-packet to-morrow morning.”

“This is very sudden, this determination.”

“Yes, I am called away by tidings I received awhile ago,--tidings of, to

me, the deepest importance.”

“Mark will be extremely sorry,” said she, in a low tone.

“Not sorrier than I am,” said he, despondently.

“We all counted on your coming back with us to the Abbey; and it was

only awhile ago Bella begged that we should wait here for a day or two,

that we might return together, a family party.”

“What a flattery there is in the phrase!” said he, with deep feeling.

“You don't know,” continued she, “what a favorite you are with my

mother. I dare not trust myself to repeat how she speaks of you.”

“Why will you multiply my regrets, Mrs. Trafford? Why will you make my

parting so very, very painful?”

“Because I prefer that you should stay; because I speak in the name of a

whole house who will be afflicted at your going.”

“You have told me of all save one,” said be, in a voice of deepest

feeling; “I want to learn what she thinks.”

“She thinks that if Mr. Maitland's good-nature be only on a par with his

other qualities, he would sooner face the tiresomeness of a stupid house

than make the owners of it feel that they bored him.”

“She does not think anything of the kind,” said he, with a peculiar

smile. “She knows that there is no question of good nature or of boredom

in the matter at all; but there is something at stake far more touching

than either.” He waited to see if she would speak, but as she was silent

he went on: “I will be honest, if you will not. I am not going away

of my freewill. I have been called by a telegram this morning to the

Continent; the matter is so pressing that--shall I confess it?--if this

stupid meeting with the Commodore had been arranged, I should have been

a defaulter. Yes, I'd have made I don't well know what explanation to

account for my absence. I can imagine what comments would have been

passed upon my conduct. I feel very painfully, too, for the part I

should have left to such of my friends here as would defend me, and yet

have not a fragment to guide their defence. And still, with all these

before me, I repeat, I would have gone away, so imminent is the case

that calls me, and so much is the matter one that involves the whole

future of my life. And now,” said he, while his voice became fuller and

bolder, “that I have told you this, I am ready to tell you more, and to

say that at one word of yours--one little word--I 'll remain.”

“And what may that word be?” said she, quietly; for while he was

speaking she had been preparing herself for some such issue.

“I need not tell you,” said he, gravely.

“Supposing, then, that I guess it,--I am not sure that I do,--but

suppose that,--and could it not be just as well said by another,--by

Bella, for instance?”

“You know it could not. This is only fencing, for you know it could

not.”

“You mean, in fact, that I should say, 'don't go?'”

“I do.”

“Well, I 'm willing enough to say so, if my words are not to convey more

than I intend by them.”

“I 'll risk even that,” said he, quickly. “Put your name to the bond,

and we 'll let lawyers declare what it is worth after.”

“You frighten me, Mr. Maitland,” said she, and her tone showed that now

at least she was sincere.

“Listen to me for one moment, Alice,” said he, taking her hand as he

walked beside her. “You are fully as much the mistress of your fate as

I am master of mine. You may consult, but you need not obey. Had it been

otherwise, I never would have dared on a hardihood that would probably

have wrecked my hopes. It is just as likely I never could satisfy the

friends about you on the score of my fortune,--my means,--my station,

and so on. It is possible, too, that scandal, which makes free with

better men, may not have spared me, and that they who would have the

right to advise you might say, 'Beware of that dreadful man.' I repeat,

this is an ordeal my pride would feel it hard to pass through; and so

I come to you, in all frankness, and declare I love you. To you--you

alone--I will give every guarantee that a man may give of his honor and

honesty. I will tell all my past, and so much as I mean for the future;

and in return, I only ask for time,--nothing but time, Alice. I am not

asking you for any pledge, simply that you will give me--what you would

not have refused a mere acquaintance--the happiness of seeing you daily;

and if--if, I say, you yourself should not deem the hand and the love

I offer beneath you,--if you should be satisfied with the claims of him

who would share his fortune with you,--that then--not till then--others

should hear of it. Is this too much for me to ask, or you to give,

Alice?”

“Even now I do not know what you ask of me.”

“First of all, that you bid me stay.”

“It is but this moment you have declared to me that what calls you away

is of the very last importance to you in life.”

“The last but one, Alice,--the last is here;” and he kissed her hand as

he spoke, but still with an air so deferent that she could not resent

it.

“I cannot consent that it shall be so,” said she, with energy. “It is

true I am my own mistress, and there is but the greater reason why I

should be more cautious. We are almost strangers to each other. All the

flattery of your professions--and of course, I feel it as flattery--does

not blind me to the fact that I scarcely know you at all.”

“Why not consent to know me more?” asked he, almost imploringly.

“I agree, if no pledge is to accompany my consent.”

“Is not this a somewhat hard condition?” said he, with a voice of

passionate meaning. “You bid me, in one word, place all that I have of

hope on the issue,--not even on that, but simply for leave to play the

game. Is this generous, Alice,--is it even just?”

“You bewilder me with all these subtleties, and I might ask if this were

either just or generous; but at least, I will be frank. I like you very

well. I think it not at all impossible that I might like you better; but

even after that, Mr. Mainland, there would be a long stage to travel

to that degree of regard which you profess to desire from me. Do I make

myself understood?”

“Too well for me and my hopes!” said he, despondingly. “You are able,

however, to impose hard conditions.”

“I impose none, sir. Do not mistake me.”

“You leave none others open to me, at least, and I accept them. To give

me even that faint chance of success, however, I must leave this to-day.

Is it not better I should?”

“I really cannot advise,” said she, with a well-assumed coldness.

“Even contingently, Mrs. Trafford will not involve herself in my

fortunes,” said he, half haughtily. “Well, my journey to Ireland,

amongst other benefits, has taught me a lesson that all my wanderings

never imparted. I have at last learned something of humility. Good-bye.”

“Good-bye, Mr. Maitland,” said she, with calm, but evidently not without

effort.

He stooped and kissed her hand, held it for a moment or two in his own,

and with a very faint “Good-bye,” turned away and left her. He turned

suddenly around after a few paces, and came back. “May I ask one

question, Alice, before I go?”

“I don't know whether I shall answer it,” said she, with a faint smile.

“I cannot afford to add jealousy to my other torments. Tell me, then--”

“Take care, sir, take care; your question may cost you more than you

think of.”

“Good-bye,--good-bye,” said he, sadly, and departed. “Are the horses

ready, Fenton?” asked he, as his servant came to meet him.

“Yes, sir; and Captain Lyle has been looking for you all over the

garden.”

“He's going,--he 's off, Bella,” said Alice, as she sat down beside her

sister's bed, throwing her bonnet carelessly down at her feet.

“Who is going?--who is off?” asked Bella, eagerly.

“Of course,” continued Alice, following up her own thoughts, “to say

'Stay' means more than I like to be pledged to,--I couldn't do it.”

“Poor Tony!--give him my love, Alice, and tell him I shall often

think of him,--as often as ever I think of bygone days and all their

happiness.”

“And why must it be Tony that I spoke of?” said Alice, rising, while a

deep crimson flush covered her face and brow. “I think Master Tony has

shown us latterly that he has forgotten the long ago, and has no wish to

connect us with thoughts of the future.”

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