CHAPTER XV: NEUROSIS AND DREAMS

Not infrequently neuroses and psychoses are ushered in by a dream and

their termination is announced by a dream.

This should not be understood to mean that the dream either "causes" the

neurosis or "cures" it. That mistake has often been made by psychologists

of the old school. Taine, among others, cites the case of a policeman who

once attended a capital execution.

This spectacle made such an impression on him that he often dreamt of his

own execution and finally committed suicide.

It would be absurd to believe that the sight of the execution "put the

idea of suicide into his head." He undoubtedly had been consciously or

unconsciously revolving death thoughts in his mind.

The sight of the execution made those ideas more concrete and more

obsessive. The recurrence of a death dream simply showed that the

obsession was gradually overpowering his personality and seeking

realization. The dream work, endeavouring to solve the problem of how to

end his life, offered an easy solution: he did not have to commit suicide;

he was being put to death. Finally the death wishes overthrew his

personality and he killed himself.

An epileptic was tortured every night by a dream in which a group of boys

playing Wild West (he personifying the Indian) were pursuing him, throwing

sticks and stones at him and finally cornering him. At the very minute

where they were laying hands on him, he would experience a "dying" feeling

and wake up in great discomfort. One night he turned round to face the

gang which dwindled down to one small urchin whom he spanked. That night

he slept soundly and the next day his fears of having a new fit

disappeared. Neither that dream nor his fits have returned. It was not the

dream that gave him fits, nor was it the last dream which cured him. The

obsessive dreams were wish-fulfilment dreams, showing him how to dodge

life's duties through his sickness which was a convenient, though painful,

unconscious excuse and how to solve his life problems by getting out of

reality.

The last dream revealed a change in his mental attitude. He was not to

seek any longer a neurotic escape from reality but face reality and fight

his own battles.

A patient suffering from delusions had the following dream:

"A woman appeared to me and told me that it was all a dream and that all

my troubles would soon end."

Associations to that dream showed that the woman who appeared to my

patient was a midwife who had helped her in a confinement some thirty

years before (rebirth symbolism). At that time she almost died from

puerperal fever and was also "saved" by a dream in which her grandparents

appeared to her and told her that she would recover.

Her dreams, in which she placed in the mouth of other people the

expression of her own wish for health, corresponded well in their

mechanism with her delusions in which she heard people berating her for

her imaginary sins.

At the time of the dreams, her delusions had lost their terrifying

character and were only a mild annoyance to her. She had acquired enough

insight to doubt their reality and to refer them to her unconscious

thoughts.

The woman who imagines that in every voice she hears she can distinguish

the voice of the man she unconsciously loves builds up a "story" like the

dreamer who, perceiving coldness in her feet at night, saw herself falling

into a lake.

The technique is exactly the same in both cases.

Actual sensations are transformed into delusions closely associated with

the dreamer's or the neurotic's complexes.

People subject to hallucinations project outside of their body symbolic

figures representing wishes they have endeavoured to repress and which

they refuse to recognize as a part of their personality.

They hear voices which say certain things they are trying not to think of,

for they consider such thoughts as obscene, criminal or otherwise

unjustifiable.

Dreamers likewise represent their disabilities as something entirely

separate from their bodies and their personality.

The stammering patient dreaming that he was delivering a very eloquent

speech but was interrupted by howling hoodlums, repressed out of

consciousness the idea of his speech disturbance and gratified his ego by

saying: "But for those hoodlums I could speak very well."

Trumbull Ladd suffering from inflammation of the eyelids dreamt that he

was trying to decipher a book in microscopic type: An attempt at shifting

upon the book the responsibility for his difficulties in reading. The

dream said: "There is nothing wrong with your eyes, but the type is too

small."

A young woman struggling with an unjustifiable attachment for a married

man told me the following dream:

"I was surrounded by little devils carrying pitchforks. I was afraid of

them at first, but I finally grabbed them all in a bunch and dropped them

into the fireplace. A pit opened under them and closed again and I felt

free."

Her psychology was the same psychology which in the Middle Ages caused

religious people to invent the devil. Her desires which she refused to

recognize as hers were little devils endeavouring to tempt her. We deal

more easily with a stranger than with ourselves and "the devil tempted me"

sounds more forgivable than "I did what I had always wanted to do."

What makes it difficult for neurotics at times to tell the difference

between their dreams and reality is that the emotions felt in dreams are

accompanied by the same inner secretions as when felt in the waking life.

A fear dream releases adrenin and a vivid sexual dream is followed by a

pollution. The bodily sensations following certain dreams are evidential

facts which some neurotics do not know how to controvert.

The hallucinations of _delirium tremens_ patients which are generally

accompanied by anxiety, illustrate the fact that we can be terrified and

tortured by a dream which is a symbolized fulfilment of our conscious or

unconscious wishes.

It is admitted by all but the very ignorant that immoderate drinking is

not induced by a taste for drink but by a desire to escape reality, in the

majority of cases, to drown the consciousness of financial or sexual

difficulties.

The most common hallucinations of drunkards are those of snakes and lice.

Snakes are almost without exception symbolical of the male sex. To the

majority of neurotics, lice are symbolical of money and American slang

recognizes that association in the expression _lousy with money_.

The "DT" patient has his wishes fulfilled. He is covered with vermin and

snakes crawl about his bed. He has all the symbolical wealth and the

symbolical potency or homosexual love he could wish for. But curiously

enough he does not understand those symbols and is terrified by the

manifest content of his morbid dream.

The story of Nebuchadnezzar in the book of Daniel is a fine illustration

of the relation between dreams and insanity.

The king began to lose his sleep which was disturbed by nightmares. In the

morning, however, the memory of those nightmares seemed to be entirely

gone. Daniel contrived to reconstruct a forgotten anxiety dream in which

the king saw a gigantic figure with head of gold, breast and arms of

silver, belly and thighs of brass, legs of iron and feet of iron and clay

and which toppled down when struck by a stone.

Here we have a morbid attitude to reality, the king visualizing his

position (which unconsciously appeared to him precarious), through that

unstable figure, and also expressing a neurotic wish to be delivered from

his anxiety through the final catastrophe.

Later the king had another dream visualizing his fears and death wishes

through a different image: A mighty tree grew till its head reached the

heavens. Then an angel cried: "Hew down the tree, leave the stump and

roots in the earth, in the tender grass of the field; let it be wet with

the dew and let his portion be with the beasts."

Fear of defeat and a neurotic desire to escape reality via a regression to

the animal level are clearly indicated in this dream and in Daniel's

interpretation of it.

Very soon after, auditory hallucinations began to appear. "A voice fell

from heaven," speaking out the unconscious wishes which the king craved to

gratify.

In a siege of _dementia praecox_, Nebuchadnezzar ate grass like oxen and

his body was wet with the dew from heaven; his hair grew like eagle's

feathers and his nails like birds' claws.

After a period during which he, like all cases of changed personality, led

an easier, simpler, more primitive life, without any responsibilities,

Nebuchadnezzar recovered and related thus his return to reality:

"My reason returned unto me; for the glory of my kingdom, mine honour and

brightness returned unto me; and my counsellors and lords sought unto me;

I was established in my kingdom and excellent majesty was added unto me."

In the meantime he had become reconciled with reality and had given up his

paranoid attempts at being the mightiest factor in the world.

By accepting as a possibility the existence of a mightier power, he

protected himself against the ignominy of a possible defeat. Against an

omnipotent God, even he could not prevail.

Freud writes: "The overestimation of one's mental capacity, which appears

absurd to sober judgment, is found alike in insanity and in dreams, and

the rapid course of ideas in the dream corresponds to the flight of ideas

in the psychosis. Both are devoid of any measure of time.

"The dissociation of personality in the dream, which, for instance,

distributes one's own knowledge between two persons, one of whom, the

strange one, corrects in the dream one's own ego, fully corresponds to the

well-known splitting of the personality in hallucinatory paranoia; the

dreamer, too, hears his own thoughts expressed by strange voices.

"Even the constant delusions find their analogy in the stereotyped

recurring pathological dreams.

"After recovering from a delirium, patients not infrequently declare that

the disease appeared to them like an uncomfortable dream; indeed, they

inform us that occasionally, even during the course of their sickness,

they have felt that they were only dreaming, just as it frequently happens

in the sleeping dreams."

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