CHAPTER LIII.

Christine lay at the parsonage in that last hard struggle which

releases the soul from its earthly imprisonment. At her bed-side sat

Arwed, with humid eyes, his hands in the cold grasp of hers. Near her

pillow stood Swedenborg, with his piercing prophet-glance fixed

immovably upon the sufferer.

'The symptoms of death are already observable,' whispered he to the

weeping curate. 'Her end is near.'

'She has suffered so much,' said Arwed, 'that if her heart were iron it

must break under these hard and repeated blows.'

At this moment Christine suddenly rose in her bed, turned her beauteous

eyes with heavenly tenderness upon Arwed, and eagerly pressed his hand

to her bosom.

'At the brink of the grave,' said she, 'all false appearances must

vanish. So near the source of eternal truth, I may now speak the truth

to you. I have loved you, Arwed, loved you with all the powers of my

passionate soul, from the moment when you stood before me in the

knight's hall in the full perfection of youth and manliness. But this

love was my misery, for I was already secretly married. The caprices

with which I often tormented you, alas, they came from a bleeding

heart! At Ravensten did Mac Donalbain's infamous profession first

become fully clear to me, and I made every possible effort to withdraw

him from it. But the chains of vice hold strong! Only by slow and

gentle degrees could my husband disengage himself from his associates;

and, before he had time to accomplish the work, his punishment overtook

him. What I have done for him was but the performance of a wife's duty.

His self-murder is my divorce for this world and the next, and now my

only consolation is, that I shall be able to extend to you a FREE hand

when we hereafter meet in eternal light.'

As she proceeded, her voice had increased in clearness and fulness of

tone, her eye became bright and flashing, and purple roses burned upon

her wasted cheeks.

'You have spoken too fast and too earnestly, countess,' said the

curate. 'In your present situation this excitement may cause your

death.'

'I have it already in my heart, reverend sir,' said the invalid in a

low voice; 'and I know but too well that it is too late to preserve

life. Yet I thank you for this care, as well as for the religious

consolation you have afforded me in this last heavy trial.'

She held out her hand to him, which the weeping man pressed to his

lips, and the deep silence which followed, was only broken by the sobs

of those present.

'I have now but one wish in this world,' resumed Christine. 'Alas, but

one, the fulfilment of which would soften the pangs of death; but I

dare not hope.'

'Thy son is mine!' cried Arwed. 'By God and my own honor, I will adopt

him and he shall bear the name and arms of Gyllenstierna.'

'I know,' answered Christine, 'that you will do whatever is great and

good, and I have ceased to be anxious about the fate of my child since

I confided it to you. But my poor old father--' and here her voice

faltered,--'that I may not once more kneel before him and implore his

pardon, that, that alone embitters my death.'

'Poor woman!' cried Arwed, who witnessed the extent of her sorrow with

the perfect conviction that no consolation could be offered.

'Hope, sinner!' cried Swedenborg with emotion, laying his hand upon

Christine's head. 'True repentance may do much; a weeping, penitent

child, it presses strongly against the gates of heaven; and behold! the

ruby gates fly open, and the eternal mercy, sitting upon a throne woven

of rays of light, takes the weeping child softly to her bosom and dries

her tears with maternal love!'

He stepped apart, folded his hands, and silently and fervently raised

his eyes on high. Christine also folded her hands and moved her lips in

a murmured prayer.

'Thou art heard!' suddenly exclaimed Swedenborg; and at the same

instant Christine sprang up, and with outspread arms joyfully cried,

'my father!'

A white ray floated through the room, and the strings of the piano

reverberated like the dying harmony of an Eolian harp.

'He has pardoned me, he has preceded me, he expects me there!' cried

Christine in ecstasy, and immediately sank back upon her pillow.

Swedenborg approached her, and as his glance fell upon her fixed eyes,

he exclaimed with emotion: 'she is dead!'

And the clock struck the third hour of the morning.

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