XIV

The scene has changed again, Dolly, and six months have elapsed without

your knowing it. Aristides and I long ago completed the tour of the

capitals which the Thrall incident interrupted, and we have been settled

for many months in the Maritime Capital, where it has been decided we had

better fill out the first two years of my husband's repatriation. I have

become more and more thoroughly naturalized, and if I am not yet a

perfect Altrurian, it is not for not loving better and better the best

Altrurian of them all, and not for not admiring and revering this

wonderful civilization.

During the Obligatories of the forenoons I do my housework with my own

hands, and as my mother lives with us we have long talks together, and

try to make each other believe that the American conditions were a sort

of nightmare from which we have happily awakened. You see how terribly

frank I am, my dear, but if I were not, I could not make you understand

how I feel. My heart aches for you, there, and the more because I know

that you do not want to live differently, that you are proud of your

economic and social illogicality, and that you think America is the best

country under the sun! I can never persuade you, but if you could only

come here, once, and see for yourselves! Seeing would be believing, and

believing would be the wish never to go away, but to be at home here

always.

I can imagine your laughing at me and asking Mr. Makely whether the

_Little Sally_ has ever returned to Altruria, and how I can account for

the captain's failure to keep his word. I confess that is a sore point

with me. It is now more than a year since she sailed, and, of course, we

have not had a sign or whisper from her. I could almost wish that the

crew were willing to stay away, but I am afraid it is the captain who is

keeping them. It has become almost a mania with me, and every morning,

the first thing when I wake, I go for my before-breakfast walk along the

marble terrace that overlooks the sea, and scan the empty rounding for

the recreant ship. I do not want to think so badly of human nature, as I

must if the _Little Sally_ never comes back, and I am sure you will not

blame me if I should like her to bring me some word from you. I know that

if she ever reached Boston you got my letters and presents, and that you

have been writing me as faithfully as I have been writing you, and what a

sheaf of letters from you there will be if her masts ever pierce

the horizon! To tell the truth, I do long for a little American news! Do

you still keep on murdering and divorcing, and drowning, and burning, and

mommicking, and maiming people by sea and land? Has there been any war

since I left? Is the financial panic as great as ever, and is there as

much hunger and cold? I know that whatever your crimes and calamities

are, your heroism and martyrdom, your wild generosity and self-devotion,

are equal to them.

It is no use to pretend that in little over a year I can have become

accustomed to the eventlessness of life in Altruria. I go on for a good

many days together and do not miss the exciting incidents you have in

America, and then suddenly I am wolfishly hungry for the old sensations,

just as now and then I _want meat_, though I know I should loathe the

sight and smell of it if I came within reach of it. You would laugh, I

dare say, at the Altrurian papers, and what they print for news. Most of

the space is taken up with poetry, and character study in the form of

fiction, and scientific inquiry of every kind. But now and then there is

a report of the production of a new play in one of the capitals; or an

account of an open-air pastoral in one of the communes; or the progress

of some public work, like the extension of the National Colonnade; or the

wonderful liberation of some section from malaria; or the story of some

good man or woman's life, ended at the patriarchal age they reach here.

They also print selected passages of capitalistic history, from the

earliest to the latest times, showing how in war and pestilence and

needless disaster the world outside Altruria remains essentially the same

that it was at the beginning of civilization, with some slight changes

through the changes of human nature for the better in its slow approaches

to the Altrurian ideal. In noting these changes the writers get some sad

amusement out of the fact that the capitalistic world believes human

nature cannot be changed, though cannibalism and slavery and polygamy

have all been extirpated in the so-called Christian countries, and these

things were once human nature, which is always changing, while brute

nature remains the same. Now and then they touch very guardedly on that

slavery, worse than war, worse than any sin or shame conceivable to the

Altrurians, in which uncounted myriads of women are held and bought and

sold, and they have to note that in this the capitalistic world is

without the hope of better things. You know what I mean, Dolly; every

good woman knows the little she cannot help knowing; but if you had ever

inquired into that horror, as I once felt obliged to do, you would think

it the blackest horror of the state of things where it must always exist

as long as there are riches and poverty. Now, when so many things in

America seem bad dreams, I cannot take refuge in thinking that a bad

dream; the reality was so deeply burnt into my brain by the words of

some of the slaves; and when I think of it I want to grovel on the ground

with my mouth in the dust. But I know this can only distress you, for you

cannot get away from the fact as I have got away from it; that there it

is in the next street, perhaps in the next house, and that any night when

you leave your home with your husband, you may meet it at the first step

from your door.

You can very well imagine what a godsend the reports of Aristides and the

discussions of them have been to our papers. They were always taken down

stenographically, and they were printed like dialogue, so that at a

little distance you would take them at first for murder trials or divorce

cases, but when you look closer, you find them questions and answers

about the state of things in America. There are often humorous passages,

for the Altrurians are inextinguishably amused by our illogicality, and

what they call the perpetual _non sequiturs_ of our lives and laws. In

the discussions they frequently burlesque these, but as they present them

they seem really beyond the wildest burlesque. Perhaps you will be

surprised to know that a nation of working-people like these feel more

compassion than admiration for our working-people. They pity them, but

they blame them more than they blame the idle rich for the existing

condition of things in America. They ask why, if the American workmen

are in the immense majority, they do not vote a true and just state, and

why they go on striking and starving their families instead; they cannot

distinguish in principle between the confederations of labor and the

combinations of capital, between the trusts and the trades-unions, and

they condemn even more severely the oppressions and abuses of the unions.

My husband tries to explain that the unions are merely provisional, and

are a temporary means of enabling the employees to stand up against the

tyranny of the employers, but they always come back and ask him if the

workmen have not most of the votes, and if they have, why they do not

protect themselves peacefully instead of organizing themselves in

fighting shape, and making a warfare of industry.

There is not often anything so much like news in the Altrurian papers as

the grounding of the Thrall yacht on the coast of the Seventh Region, and

the incident has been treated and discussed in every possible phase by

the editors and their correspondents. They have been very frank about it,

as they are about everything in Altruria, and they have not concealed

their anxieties about their unwelcome guests. They got on without much

trouble in the case of the few sailors of the _Little Sally_, but the

crew of the _Saraband_ is so large that it is a different matter. In the

first place, they do not like the application of force, even in the mild

electrical form in which they employ it, and they fear that the effect

with themselves will be bad, however good it is for their guests.

Besides, they dread the influence which a number of people, invested with

the charm of strangeness, may have with the young men and especially the

young girls of the neighborhood. The hardest thing the Altrurians have to

grapple with is feminine curiosity, and the play of this about the

strangers is what they seek the most anxiously to control. Of course, you

will think it funny, and I must say that it seemed so to me at first, but

I have come to think it is serious. The Altrurian girls are cultivated

and refined, but as they have worked all their lives with their hands

they cannot imagine the difference that work makes in Americans; that it

coarsens and classes them, especially if they have been in immediate

contact with rich people, and been degraded or brutalized by the

knowledge of the contempt in which labor is held among us by those who

are not compelled to it. Some of my Altrurian friends have talked it over

with me, and I could take their point of view, though secretly I could

not keep my poor American feelings from being hurt when they said that to

have a large number of people from the capitalistic world thrown upon

their hands was very much as it would be with us if we had the same

number of Indians, with all their tribal customs and ideals, thrown upon

our hands. They say they will not shirk their duty in the matter, and

will study it carefully; but all the same, they wish the incident had not

happened.