III

Well, my dear Dorothea, the hearing before the Assembly is over, and it

has left us just where it found us, as far as the departure of our trader

is concerned.

How I wish you could have been there! The hearing lasted three days, and

I would not have missed a minute of it. As it was, I did not miss a

syllable, and it was so deeply printed on my mind that I believe I

could repeat it word for word if I had to. But, in the first place, I

must try and realize the scene to you. I was once summoned as a witness

in one of our courts, you remember, and I have never forgotten the horror

of it: the hot, dirty room, with its foul air, the brutal spectators, the

policemen stationed among them to keep them in order, the lawyers with

the plaintiff and defendant seated all at one table, the uncouth

abruptness of the clerks and janitors, or whatever, the undignified

magistrate, who looked as if his lunch had made him drowsy, and who

seemed half asleep, as he slouched in his arm-chair behind his desk.

Instead of such a setting as this, you must imagine a vast marble

amphitheatre, larger than the Metropolitan Opera, by three or four times,

all the gradines overflowing (that is the word for the “liquefaction of

the clothes” which poured over them), and looking like those Bermudan

waters where the colors of the rainbow seem dropped around the coast. On

the platform, or stage, sat the Presidents of the Assembly, and on a tier

of seats behind and above them, the national Magistrates, who, as this is

the capital of the republic for the time being, had decided to be present

at the hearing, because they thought the case so very important. In the

hollow space, just below (like that where you remember the Chorus stood

in that Greek play which we saw at Harvard ages ago), were the captain

and the first-mate on one hand, and the seamen on the other; the

second-mate, our particular friend, was not there because he never goes

ashore anywhere, and had chosen to remain with the black cook in charge

of the ship. The captain's wife would rather have stayed with them, but I

persuaded her to come to us for the days of the hearing, because the

captain had somehow thought we were opposed to him, and because I thought

she ought to be there to encourage him by her presence. She sat next to

me, in a hat which I wish you could have seen, Dolly, and a dress which

would have set your teeth on edge; but inside of them I knew she was one

of the best souls in the world, and I loved her the more for being the

sight she was among those wonderful Altrurian women.

The weather was perfect, as it nearly always is at this time of

year--warm, yet fresh, with a sky of that “bleu impossible” of the

Riviera on the clearest day. Some people had parasols, but they put them

down as soon as the hearing began, and everybody could see perfectly. You

would have thought they could not hear so well, but a sort of immense

sounding-plane was curved behind the stage, so that not a word of the

testimony on either side was lost to me in English. The Altrurian

translation was given the second day of the hearing through a megaphone,

as different in tone from the thing that the man in the Grand Central

Station bellows the trains through as the _vox-humana_ stop of an organ

is different from the fog-horn of a light-house. The captain's wife was

bashful, in her odd American dress, but we had got seats near the

tribune, rather out of sight, and there was nothing to hinder our

hearing, like the _frou-frou_ of stiff silks or starched skirts (which

I am afraid we poor things in America like to make when we move) from the

soft, filmy tissues that the Altrurian women wear; but I must confess

that there was a good deal of whispering while the captain and the men

were telling their stories. But, no one except the interpreters, who were

taking their testimony down in short-hand, to be translated into

Altrurian and read at the subsequent hearing, could understand what they

were saying, and so nobody was disturbed by the murmurs. The whispering

was mostly near me, where I sat with the captain's wife, for everybody I

knew got as close as they could and studied my face when they thought

anything important or significant had been said. They are very quick at

reading faces here; in fact, a great deal of the conversation is carried

on in that way, or with the visible speech; and my Altrurian friends knew

almost as well as I did when the speakers came to an interesting point.

It was rather embarrassing for me, though, with the poor captain's wife

at my side, to tell them, in my broken Altrurian, what the men were

accusing the captain of.

I talk of the men, but it was really only one of them who at first, by

their common consent, spoke for the rest. He was a middle-aged Yankee,

and almost the only born American among them, for you know that our

sailors, nowadays, are of every nationality under the sun--Portuguese,

Norwegians, Greeks, Italians, Kanucks, and Kanakas, and even Cape Cod

Indians. He said he guessed his story was the story of most sailors, and

he had followed the sea his whole life. His story was dreadful, and I

tried to persuade the captain's wife not to come to the hearing the next

day, when it was to be read in Altrurian; but she would come. I was

afraid she would be overwhelmed by the public compassion, and would not

know what to do; for when something awful that the sailor had said

against the captain was translated the women, all about us cooed their

sympathy with her, and pressed her hand if they could, or patted her on

the shoulder, to show how much they pitied her. In Altruria they pity the

friends of those who have done wrong, and sometimes even the wrong-doers

themselves; and it is quite a luxury, for there is so little wrong-doing

here: I tell them that in America they would have as much pitying to do

as they could possibly ask. After the hearing that day my friends, who

were of a good many different Refectories, as we call them here, wanted

her to go and lunch with them; but I got her quietly home with me, and

after she had had something to eat I made her lie down awhile.

You won't care to have me go fully into the affair. The sailors'

spokesman told how he had been born on a farm, where he had shared the

family drudgery and poverty till he grew old enough to run away. He

meant to go to sea, but he went first to a factory town and worked three

or four years in the mills. He never went back to the farm, but he sent a

little money now and then to his mother; and he stayed on till he got

into trouble. He did not say just what kind of trouble, but I fancied it

was some sort of love-trouble; he blamed himself for it; and when he left

that town to get away from the thought of it, as much as anything, and

went to work in another town, he took to drink; then, once, in a drunken

spree, he found himself in New York without knowing how. But it was in

what he called a sailors' boarding-house, and one morning, after he had

been drinking overnight “with a very pleasant gentleman,” he found

himself in the forecastle of a ship bound for Holland, and when the mate

came and cursed him up and cursed him out he found himself in the

foretop. I give it partly in his own language, because I cannot help it;

and I only wish I could give it wholly in his language; it was so graphic

and so full of queer Yankee humor. From that time on, he said, he had

followed the sea; and at sea he was always a good temperance man, but

Altruria was the only place he had ever kept sober ashore. He guessed

that was partly because there was nothing to drink but unfermented

grape-juice, and partly because there was nobody to drink with; anyhow,

he had not had a drop here. Everywhere else, as soon as he left his ship,

he made for a sailors' boarding-house, and then he did not know much till

he found himself aboard ship and bound for somewhere that he did not know

of. He was always, he said, a stolen man, as much as a negro captured on

the west coast of Africa and sold to a slaver; and, he said, it was a

slave's life he led between drinks, whether it was a long time or short.

He said he would ask his mates if it was very different with them, and

when he turned to them they all shouted back, in their various kinds of

foreign accents, No, it was just the same with them, every one. Then he

said that was how he came to ship on our captain's vessel, and though

they could not all say the same, they nodded confirmation as far as he

was concerned.

The captain looked sheepish enough at this, but he looked sorrowful, too,

as if he could have wished it had been different, and he asked the man if

he had been abused since he came on board. Well, the man said, not unless

you called tainted salt-horse and weevilly biscuit abuse; and then the

captain sat down again, and I could feel his poor wife shrinking beside

me. The man said that he was comparatively well off on the captain's

ship, and the life was not half such a dog's life as he had led on other

vessels; but it was such that when he got ashore here in Altruria, and

saw how _white_ people lived, people that _used_ each other white, he

made up his mind that he would never go hack to any ship alive. He hated

a ship so much that if he could go home to America as a first-class

passenger on a Cunard liner, John D. Rockefeller would not have money

enough to hire him to do it. He was going to stay in Altruria till he

died, if they would let him, and he guessed they would, if what he had

heard about them was true. He just wanted, he said, while we were about

it, to have a few of his mates tell their experience, not so much on

board the _Little Sally_, but on shore, and since they could remember;

and one after another did get up and tell their miserable stories. They

were like the stories you sometimes read in your paper over your coffee,

or that you can hear any time you go into the congested districts in New

York; but I assure you, my dear, they seemed to me perfectly incredible

here, though I had known hundreds of such stories at home. As I realized

their facts I forgot where I was; I felt that I was back again in that

horror, where it sometimes seemed to me I had no right to be fed or

clothed or warm or clean in the midst of the hunger and cold and

nakedness and dirt, and where I could only reconcile myself to my comfort

because I knew my discomfort would not help others' misery.

I can hardly tell how, but even the first day a sense of something

terrible spread through that multitude of people, to whom the words

themselves were mere empty sounds. The captain sat through it, with his

head drooping, till his face was out of sight, and the tears ran silently

down his wife's cheeks; and the women round me were somehow awed into

silence. When the men ended, and there seemed to be no one else to say

anything on that side, the captain jumped to his feet, with a sort of

ferocious energy, and shouted out, “Are you all through, men?” and their

spokesman answered, “Ay, ay, sir!” and then the captain flung back his

grizzled hair and shook his fist towards the sailors. “And do you think I

_wanted_ to do it? Do you think I _liked_ to do it? Do you think that if

I hadn't been _afraid_ my whole life long I would have had the _heart_ to

lead you the dog's life I know I've led you? I've been as poor as the

poorest of you, and as low down as the lowest; I was born in the town

poor-house, and I've been so afraid of the poor-house all my days that I

hain't had, as you may say, a minute's peace. Ask my wife, there, what

sort of a man I _am_, and whether I'm the man, _really_ the man that's

been hard and mean to you the way I know I been. It was because I was

_afraid_, and because a coward is always hard and mean. I been afraid,

ever since I could remember anything, of coming to want, and I was

willing to see other men suffer so I could make sure that me and mine

shouldn't suffer. That's the way we do at home, ain't it? That's in the

day's work, ain't it? That's playing the game, ain't it, for everybody?

You can't say it ain't.” He stopped, and the men's spokesman called back,

“Ay, ay, sir,” as he had done before, and as I had often heard the men do

when given an order on the ship.

The captain gave a kind of sobbing laugh, and went on in a lower tone.

“Well, I know you ain't going back. I guess I didn't expect it much from

the start, and I guess I'm not surprised.” Then he lifted his head and

shouted, “And do you suppose _I_ want to go back? Don't you suppose _I_

would like to spend the rest of my days, too, among _white_ people,

people that _use_ each other white, as you say, and where there ain't

any want or, what's worse, _fear_ of want? Men! There ain't a day, or an

hour, or a minute, when I don't think how awful it is over there, where I

got to be either some man's slave or some man's master, as much so as if

it was down in the ship's articles. My wife ain't so, because she ain't

been ashore here. I wouldn't let her; I was afraid to let her see what a

white man's country really was, because I felt so weak about it myself,

and I didn't want to put the trial on her, too. And do you know _why_

we're going back, or want to go? I guess some of you know, but I want to

tell these folks here so they'll understand, and I want you, Mr. Homos,”

he called to my husband, “to get it down straight. It's because we've got

two little children over there, that we left with their grandmother when

my wife come with me this voyage because she had lung difficulty and

wanted to see whether she could get her health back. Nothing else on

God's green earth could take me back to America, and I guess it couldn't

my wife if she knew what Altruria was as well as I do. But when I went

around here and saw how everything was, and remembered how it was at

home, I just said, 'She'll stay on the ship.' Now, that's all I got to

say, though I thought I had a lot more. I guess it'll be enough for these

folks, and they can judge between us.” Then the captain sat down, and to

make a long story short, the facts of the hearing were repeated in

Altrurian the next day by megaphone, and when the translation was

finished there was a general rush for the captain. He plainly expected to

be lynched, and his wife screamed out, “Oh, don't hurt him! He isn't a

bad man!” But it was only the Altrurian way with a guilty person: they

wanted to let him know how sorry they were for him, and since his sin had

found him out how hopeful they were for his redemption. I had to explain

it to the sailors as well as to the captain and his wife, but I don't

believe any of them quite accepted the fact.

The third day of the hearing was for the rendering of the decision, first

in Altrurian, and then in English. The verdict of the magistrates had to

be confirmed by a standing vote of the people, and of course the women

voted as well as the men. The decision was that the sailors should be

absolutely free to go or stay, but they took into account the fact that

it would be cruel to keep the captain and his wife away from their little

ones, and the sailors might wish to consider this. If they still remained

true to their love of Altruria they could find some means of returning.

When the translator came to this point their spokesman jumped to his feet

and called out to the captain, “Will you _do_ it?” “Do what?” he asked,

getting slowly to his own feet. “Come back with us after you have seen

the kids?” The captain shook his fist at the sailors; it seemed to be the

only gesture he had with them. “Give me the _chance!_ All I want is to

see the children and bring them out with me to Altruria, and the old

folks with them.” “Will you _swear_ it? Will you say, 'I hope I may find

the kids dead and buried when I get home if I don't do it'?” “I'll take

that oath, or any oath you want me to.” “Shake hands on it, then.”

The two men met in front of the tribunal and clasped hands there, and

their reconciliation did not need translation. Such a roar of cheers went

up! And then the whole assembly burst out in the national Altrurian

anthem, “Brothers All.” I wish you could have heard it! But when the

terms of the agreement were explained, the cheering that had gone before

was a mere whisper to what followed. One orator after another rose and

praised the self-sacrifice of the sailors. I was the proudest when the

last of them referred to Aristides and the reports which he had sent home

from America, and said that without some such study as he had made of

the American character they never could have understood such an act as

they were now witnessing. Illogical and insensate as their system was,

their character sometimes had a beauty, a sublimity which was not

possible to Altrurians even, for it was performed in the face of risks

and chances which their happy conditions relieved them from. At the same

time, the orator wished his hearers to consider the essential immorality

of the act. He said that civilized men had no right to take these risks

and chances. The sailors were perhaps justified, in so far as they were

homeless, wifeless, and childless men; but it must not be forgotten that

their heroism was like the reckless generosity of savages.

The men have gone back to the ship, and she sails this afternoon. I have

persuaded the captain to let his wife stay to lunch with me at our

Refectory, where the ladies wish to bid her good-bye, and I am hurrying

forward this letter so that she can take it on board with her this

afternoon. She has promised to post it on the first Pacific steamer they

meet, or if they do not meet any to send it forward to you with a

special-delivery stamp as soon as they reach Boston. She will also

forward by express an Altrurian costume, such as I am now wearing,

sandals and all! Do put it on, Dolly, dear, for my sake, and realize what

it is for once in your life to be a _free_ woman.

Heaven knows when I shall have another chance of getting letters to you.

But I shall live in hopes, and I shall set down my experiences here for

your benefit, not perhaps as I meet them, but as I think of them, and

you must not mind having a rather cluttered narrative. To-morrow we are

setting off on our round of the capitals, where Aristides is to make a

sort of public report to the people of the different Regions on the

working of the capitalistic conditions as he observed them among us. But

I don't expect to send you a continuous narrative of our adventures.

Good-bye, dearest, with my mother's love, and my husband's as well as my

own, to both of you; think of me as needing nothing but a glimpse of you

to complete my happiness. How I should like to tell you fully about it!

You _must_ come to Altruria!

I came near letting this go without telling you of one curious incident

of the affair between the captain and his men. Before the men returned to

the ship they came with their spokesman to say good-bye to Aristides and

me, and he remarked casually that it was just as well, maybe, to be going

back, because, for one thing, they would know then whether it was real or

not. I asked him what he meant, and he said, “Well, you know, some of the

mates think it's a dream here, or it's too good to be true. As far forth

as I go, I'd be willing to have it a dream that I didn't ever have to

wake up from. It ain't any too good to be true for me. Anyway, I'm going

to get back somehow, and give it another chance to be a fact.” Wasn't

that charming? It had a real touch of poetry in it, but it was prose that

followed. I couldn't help asking him whether there had been nothing to

mar the pleasure of their stay in Altruria, and he answered: “Well, I

don't know as you could rightly say _mar;_ it hadn't ought to have. You

see, it was like this. You see, some of the mates wanted to lay off and

have a regular bange, but that don't seem to be the idea here. After we

had been ashore a day or two they set us to work at different jobs, or

wanted to. The mates didn't take hold very lively, and some of 'em didn't

take hold a bit. But after that went on a couple of days, there wa'n't

any breakfast one morning, and come noontime there wa'n't any dinner, and

as far forth as they could make out they had to go to bed without supper.

Then they called a halt, and tackled one of your head men here that could

speak some English. He didn't answer them right off the reel, but he

got out his English Testament and he read 'em a verse that said, 'For

even when we were with you this we commanded you, that if any one would

not work neither should he eat.' That kind of fetched 'em, and after

that there wa'n't any sojerin', well not to speak of. They saw he meant

business. I guess it did more than any one thing to make 'em think they

wa'n't dreamin'.”

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