But the next day I had the honor of a visit from two police officers

in plain clothes. They were very courteous. They first satisfied

themselves that my French was not worth much and one of them spoke

to me in English, which was worth just a little more than my French.

I told them all they desired to know about me, except the fact that

I had visited Soviet Russia. I explained that the sailors had come

to my place to give Lucien a farewell party. "And they sang the

'Internationale'!" commented my inquisitor. I am not sure, but I think

there is a government ruling which forbids French sailors and soldiers

from singing the "Internationale." "They sang the Marseillaise too," I

said, "and I prefer the words and music of the Marseillaise to those

of the 'Internationale'." The English-speaking inspector smiled and

asked me whether I was a Communist. I said that I was a poet and a

great admirer of Victor Hugo. He said, "Well, I wouldn't wonder if a

Negro-American had advanced ideas." He excluded the Negro-French of

course. But I was courteously left alone and for the ensuing months I

lived happily and as I pleased in Toulon. In the restaurants and cafés

that I frequented I was treated even better than before.

Lucien wrote, asking if I could visit Brittany in the summer, because

his parents wanted to know me. I replied in ungrammatical French,

telling him that I would if I could. I finished a novel and mailed

it to New York. I had a group of short stories, which I forwarded to

Louise Bryant. I received an enthusiastic letter from Louise Bryant,

who said that Robert McAlmon wanted to use one of the stories.

Lucien and I kept up a regular correspondence. He wrote that he had

fallen ill, but that it was not serious. In the early summer I left

Toulon for Marseilles. There I met Marcelle. I told her that I was

expecting to go to Brest to visit Lucien and his people. She thought

that was fine, and I asked her why she didn't come along too. That

was impossible, she said, because a girl of her sort could not think

of visiting the family of her lover. Girls like her, she said, were

outside friends for outside purposes, and had no desire to intrude

themselves upon their friends' families.

In the company of a white American artist I spent a couple of weeks

in low-down Marseilles; then I decided to go to Bordeaux to visit a

British West Indian Negro friend and his French West Indian wife before

going on to Brittany. I got my ticket and boarded a night train. And

while I was waiting for my train to pull out, another pulled in, and

there in the next car right up against mine was Max Eastman and his

Russian wife!

I got out and asked the station master to make my ticket good for the

next day. Max Eastman had just published his book, _Since Lenin Died_.

I had left him in Russia before Lenin's death, and we had plenty to

talk about. So we spent the larger split of the night talking, and the

next day drove round the Corniche and ate _bouillabaisse_ on the quay.

In the evening I entrained for Bordeaux.

I wrote from Bordeaux informing Lucien that I would arrive soon in

Brest, and was surprised to find the answering letter addressed in a

strange handwriting. It was from Lucien's father, stating that his son

had died the week before. Lucien had contracted tuberculosis in the

navy, and unaware of his serious illness, had not taken any treatment.

In Toulon I had noticed that he was rather frail, and, compared to

his comrades, unusually quiet, but I never heard him cough, and his

physique showed no strain when we went hiking in the country.

In his letter, Lucien's father invited me still to come to St. Pierre.

He said his son had talked about my visit up to the moment of his

death, and thought that I would like Brittany more than Provence. For

the first time in my life I was shocked with the sensation of what "a

living dead" might mean. I had seen persons sicken and die after a long

illness. I had seen sudden death. But Lucien's passing was weird, like

a ghost story. All the time he was regularly writing those healthy

letters about the picturesqueness of the wild Breton coast, of the

fields full of larks singing in the summertime, of the quaint costumes

which the old people still wore naturally, he was actually wasting

rapidly away. They say consumptive persons are like that: always

optimistic and hopeful of their health. But I had never had any close

contact with one.

I wondered if Marcelle had known of the real state of Lucien's health.

When I told him that I had come to the Midi mainly for the effect

of the sun on my health, he said: "Why should the young think about

health? Just live, and that is health." I lingered on in Bordeaux,

hesitating about going to Brittany. But I received another letter,

from Lucien's mother, urging me to come, "because Lucien wanted you

to be his guest, and now that he is dead we want to receive you for

him." I decided to go. I had met many French in cafés, restaurants and

other places. And I had been invited to a couple of parlor parties in

Montparnasse, but I wasn't sure whether my hosts were really French

or what the French call _métèque_. I had never been a guest in a real

French family. The French are exclusive in their ideas of family life

and seldom invite strangers to their homes.

Lucien's family, which was small, belonged to the prosperous peasant

class or the small bourgeoise. It was not a café-or restaurant-owning

family. The old father used to be an artisan, of what trade I don't

remember. He was a big man, robust, friendly, and loved to play

_boule_. The mother was small and compact and resembled a picture of a

South European immigrant arriving in New York. There were two daughters

and an older son, all married. The son had a clerical position in the

maritime service. I noticed that they read _Le Quotidien_, which was a

Left liberal paper at that time.

The family possessed a small two-storey stone house in St. Pierre. It

was furnished in antique and modern stuff. The father and mother still

used the chest-like Breton beds which are now so highly valued by

connoisseurs. The dining table also was a large, heavy massive thing,

occupying the one large room that served for dining and cooking. But

Lucien had modernized his room, so that it was like a room anywhere,

even in the Congo, I guess.

I stayed in a hotel in Brest and went often to eat with Lucien's

family. After the shock of meeting over Lucien's death, it was a nice

visit. I liked the Breton folk more than any other of the French. I

spent the summer wandering all over Finistère. I lay in the gray-green

fields and watched the brown larks suddenly soar and sing. I knew then

why Lucien loved the Breton fields so dearly, and I understood more of

what Shakespeare felt when he wrote:

_Hark, hark the lark at Heaven's gate sings...._

Lovely are the fields and charming are the towns of Finistère: Brest,

Morlaix, Camarat, Plougastel, Morgat, Quimper, Concarneau, Le Pouldu

over to Lorient and back to Douarnenez _le Rouge_ above all! How I

loved Douarnenez with its high wall falling sheerly into the green

waters and the big shipping boats with their tall masts hung with nets

like blue veils against the misted gray-blue sky, and the fishermen in

red dungarees and red-hearted.

I loved the quiet green and subdued grays and browns of Brittany, and

although it rained a lot I did not miss the grand sun of Provence.

Perhaps because I was sad and felt the need of solitude.

XXIII

Frank Harris in France

Late in the autumn I went south again to Nice. I needed a job and found

one as valet to an American.

Paul Robeson and I met on the Promenade des Anglais. He read one of

my stories and said he liked it. I said I would like to do a play

for him to act in. Paul asked me if I knew Gertrude Stein. I said I

didn't, that I hadn't gone to her place. Paul said he had visited

Gertrude Stein and that she was all right. I shouldn't neglect such an

opportunity, as she knew all the literary people who counted, he told

me. I told Paul that although I couldn't abide cliques, I wasn't averse

to contact, but from my estimation of Gertrude Stein I felt that she

had nothing to offer.

I lived in a spacious room with a French-Italian family. It gave on

the old port of Nice, and was cheap. Paul Robeson was staying in

Villefranche in the same hotel in which Glenway Westcott lived. I wrote

to Paul asking if he could come to Nice on a certain evening, when Max

Eastman and his wife would be visiting me. The reply came from Mrs.

Robeson. She wrote that she and Paul were coming together, because they

just couldn't breathe without each other. Paul Robeson came late with

his formidable wife and the more formidable Frank Harris. Robeson and

his wife had had either lunch or dinner with Frank Harris at Cimiez and

had mentioned that they were coming to see me afterward. Frank Harris

hadn't seen me in years, didn't know I was in Nice, and insisted on

coming along with the Robesons.

Max Eastman and his wife were already there when the Robesons and Frank

Harris arrived. It was a most piquant scene, for I had never seen Max

Eastman and Frank Harris together, and I knew how they detested each

other. If Frank Harris's dislike was boisterously aggressive, Max

Eastman's dislike of him was none the less real because it was veiled

and soft.

Frank Harris greeted me with a loud: "You rascal, catting your way

through Europe and not letting me know you were in Nice! I knew you

would come back to Europe after that first trip. Now give an account of

yourself." But before I could get in a word of any account about myself

Frank Harris was teasing Max Eastman about his book, _Since Lenin

Died_. He said he hoped that Eastman would realize now that politicians

are politicians whether they are red or white, that there were certain

types of men who were successful politicians and always would be

forever and forever. He, Frank Harris, was one of the first to hail

the Russian Revolution and he still believed in it. But he had never

regarded Lenin and Trotsky or any Bolshevik as a god, but as men with

the faults of men. Max Eastman could not reply because Frank Harris did

not give him a chance.

I had a case of dry _Graves_ under my bed. (I had accompanied a casual

acquaintance one day to a big shop in Nice, and in an excess of feeling

for my poetry or personality he offered me the case of _Graves_ and I

accepted it right away before his sentiment had time to change.) So I

brought out two bottles. Frank Harris said he was not drinking. But

when he saw the _Graves_ he examined the bottle and exclaimed: "Oh,

it's an excellent brand. I cannot resist trying it." And he grabbed

the bottle from me and opened it himself. I got the glasses ready and

Frank Harris poured the wine. Soon he became mellow, and started to

tell stories of life and himself. He told us a story of his traveling

from London to Rome by the Paris-Rome express train. There was an

Italian couple sitting beside him, he said, and the man knew English

and started a conversation. The passenger was cultivated, and they

passed the time discussing politics and headline news. But the woman

got bored. She could not talk English. And suddenly, tigerishly, she

turned on Frank Harris, accusing him of monopolizing her husband's

interest. Harris was sitting next to Paul Robeson and he gave a

dramatic interpretation of the incident, now imitating the man, now the

woman, beside portraying his own rôle. And while he was interpreting

the woman's part he acted the thing out on Paul Robeson, making him

the man. It was all very interesting, but when he had finished, Mrs.

Robeson said aside to me: "He was so realistic that I felt afraid for

my husband." Frank Harris was also such a great actor that in his talk

he actually became the character he was portraying. And that is why

some of the readers of his marvelous biography of Oscar Wilde imagine

that there was something more than a platonic friendship between the

two men.

* * * * *

The Robesons invited the Eastmans and myself to dinner in Villefranche.

Glenway Westcott also was their dinner guest. Mrs. Robeson wore a

pretty red frock and Paul sang a couple of spirituals. Now that Frank

Harris wasn't there, the women had their chance to luxuriate in

talking. It was the first time Mrs. Eastman had heard the American

Negro voice. Mrs. Eastman (_nee_ Eliena Krylenko) was like a

reincarnation of Chekhov's, The Darling. She whispered to me that she

was fascinated, and like a happy, eager child she engaged Mrs. Robeson

in conversation. Presently Mrs. Robeson exclaimed to Mrs. Eastman,

"But Darling, _where did_ you get that _accent_? Oh, I do _adore_ your

way of using our English language. It is just _lovely_!"

Frank Harris and I met very often in Nice. He lived in Cimiez, but came

into Nice almost every day for his mail at the office of the American

Express Company. Often we sat in the Taverne Alsacienne to talk. He

asked me how my prose was getting along. I told him I thought I had

done some good short stories, but failed of my real objective--a novel.

I told him my difficulty was devising a plot.

"Don't worry about a plot," he said. "Just get a central idea or a

person interesting enough and write around that. Make your writing

strong and loose and try to get everything in it."

Once he saw me with a very striking girl at the American Express and

he asked me if I would like to bring her to dinner with him. I said,

"Very willingly," and we arranged a rendezvous for a few days later.

The dinner was in one of the best restaurants. Harris had published

his _Life and Loves_ and was selling it privately. He told us he

had received orders from the United States, England, Germany, the

Scandinavian countries and France. It was his practice to send the book

and collect afterward, he said, and all the buyers had paid promptly

excepting the French.

I said, "Our guest is French." (She spoke perfect English.) Frank

Harris was astonished: "_Vraiment! vraiment!_" he said, "_Vous êtes

française?_" The girl said, "Yes, but that is nothing." But Frank

Harris regretted the _faux pas_, for English enemies, he informed

me, were attacking him and working to get him expelled from France

for writing a dirty book. Some French journalists of the Left were

defending him. He began telling us of his troubles with the English and

that he was banned from visiting England again, ostensibly because of

his _Life and Loves_, but he knew that he was being persecuted actually

because he had taken a stand against England during the war.

We had a leisurely dinner: aperitifs and excellent white wine with

the fish and red wine with the meat. And topping all, a bottle of

champagne. Frank Harris told many _Life and Loves_ stories, as

salacious as possible. The last long one was about his first strange

affair in Greece. The French girl said, cryptically, "It had to be

Greece."

Outside, while we were walking through the Albert the First Park, Frank

Harris declared that although he had passed seventy he was still young

and active in every way. To demonstrate this he started to skip and

fell down in the first movements. I picked him up. The girl lived about

forty minutes down the littoral, and as the last train was due in a few

minutes, I said that I had to take her to the station.

Frank Harris said: "Why don't you take her home in a taxicab?" I said

that we couldn't afford it, but that if he chose to, there was no

objection. Immediately he took up the challenge and called a taxicab.

I put the girl in and he said to me: "You, too, get in." I said no,

that one escort was enough and we could trust him. And besides, I had

to sleep the liquor out of my head to go to work the next morning. So

Frank Harris got in beside the girl and they drove off.

I saw him again before I saw her. "Did you have a nice ride?" I asked.

An embarrassed look came into his face and he broke out, "You black

devil, why didn't you tell me we were riding to the destination of

Lesbos?" "Because I thought any destination was a destination for an

eclectic person like you," I said, and added that we had warned him

that he could be trusted.

"I didn't even have any money left to pay the taxicab," he said, "and

had to give the chauffeur a promissory note."

One day Frank Harris told me he had been thinking about doing a book

of contemporary portraits of Negroes only, and he could not think of

any Negroes but Josephine Baker, Paul Robeson and myself. At that time

Paul Robeson was aspiring, but had not achieved his greater fame. And

without being unduly modest, but with my mind on the bull's-eye of

achievement, I said I thought I would have to do another book first.

Truth to tell, I have always been a little dubious about anthologies of

Negro poets and all that kind of stuff. Because there is a tendency to

mix up so much bad with the good, that the good is hard to pick out. Of

that kind of thing, some critics will say: "Good enough for a Negro,"

and there is a feeling among some Negro writers and artists that they

should be contented with that sort of criticism. It gives us prestige

in Negro society. We have been praised by critics and the critics are

all white. If I resent that kind of patronizing criticism, and the fact

that Negro artists are satisfied with it, it is because I am inspired

with a great hope for the Negro group. And I am certain that it cannot

find artistic self-reliance in second-hand achievement. Though because

of lack of common facilities and broad cultural contacts a Negro's work

may lack the technical perfection of a white person's, intrinsically

it must be compared with the white man's achievement and judged by the

same standards. I think that that is the only standard of criticism

that Negro artists can aim at.

Frank Harris and I went to the Taverne Alsacienne to talk over his

project. He said that if he wrote a book of contemporary portraits of

Negroes, he would expect it to sell. I said that I hoped it would.

I wrote down some names: Marcus Garvey, Florence Mills, Madam Walker

of Black Beauty Culture fame, W.C. Handy, composer of the St. Louis

Blues. W.E.B. DuBois was the only Negro intellectual who appeared

outstanding for that sort of thing. There were quite a few, but none of

them glamorous enough for Frank Harris's style. I mentioned Professor

Carver, the Luther Burbank type of scientist who had been my beloved

teacher at Tuskegee, but Frank Harris objected. He said that he wanted

a Negro scientist of the caliber of Thomas Huxley. He said that Booker

Washington was inflated as a philosopher, and he hadn't found any

system of philosophy in his books. He thought it would be interesting

if American Negroes could throw up a full-sized philosopher special to

their needs and times--a kind of Aframerican Herbert Spencer. Herbert

Spencer, he said, didn't mean anything to him, but meant a lot to the

smug English bourgeoisie, and so he had to be reckoned with as an

intellectual.

Not long after my conversation with Frank Harris I left Nice for

Marseilles. And suddenly bloomed the exotic flower of the Negro

renaissance. I never heard what became of Frank Harris's idea. Perhaps

Paul Robeson could tell. Frank Harris said he had talked or was going

to talk to Paul Robeson, as he intended him to be the big personality

of the book.

XXIV

Cinema Studio

I had visited Rex Ingram's cinema studio in Nice to dance with a group

for one of his pictures. Max Eastman introduced my poems to Rex Ingram.

Rex Ingram liked my poems. He had written some poetry himself and a few

of some that he showed me were good poems. Rex Ingram has a sympathetic

mind and an insatiable curiosity about all kinds of people and their

culture. He is especially interested in North Africa, has friends among

the natives, and has even learned to read Arabic.

Rex Ingram gave me a job. It was a nice, congenial and easy job. I read

a lot of fiction and made a summary of any interesting plots. Not only

did Mr. Ingram give me a job, but he had the temerity to invite me to

dinner at his private table, before the resentful eyes of his American

employees. And there were some hard-boiled eggs among the technical

staff who were as mean as Satan. A French friend said he heard them

muttering threats and that the general manager of the studio had said

that perhaps Mr. Ingram was intent upon precipitating a riot.

I went about my business and gave no mind to anybody. For none of the

Americans had said anything to me personally. But I could feel the

hot breath of their hellish hate. It was vastly interesting to study

a group of average white Americans who had carried abroad and were

sowing the seeds of their poisonous hate. The young Frenchman enjoyed

repeating to me the phrases he overheard. He did not have a profound

understanding of the vileness of some of those phrases in English.

"_Ils sont incompréhensible, ces Américains_," said the Frenchman.

"_Ils sont les vrais barbares._"

The general manager of the cinema studio did not enjoy complicated

situations. I had come up against him before I met Mr. Ingram, when I

was dancing with the group. The leading dancer had told me that the

manager had said I could not continue in the dance, because the motion

picture was being made for American consumption.

Said the manager to me one day: "You know, I knew Julius Rosenwald, and

he has recently left a pile of money for Negro education and culture.

Now don't you think that it is better to have a fortune to give to

improve another race under capitalism than to have no fortune under

Bolshevism?" The manager had heard about my visit to Russia. I said I

thought it was all right to give money for Negro culture, because Negro

workers had helped to make Jewish as well as other American capital.

The manager was a Jew.

The movie establishment was like a realistic dream of my romantic

idea of a great medieval domain. There were gangs of workers engaged

in manual work, building up, tearing down and clearing away. Motor

cars dashed in and out with important persons and motor buses carried

the crowds. Gentlemen and ladies with their pages went riding by on

caparisoned horses. The eager extras swarmed like bees together, many

costumed and made up like attendants at a medieval banquet. The leading

ladies, on the scene or off, were attired and treated like princesses,

and the director was the great lord in the eyes of all. I used to think

that Negroes lacked organized-labor consciousness more than did any

other group. But it was much worse on that movie lot. I saw the worst

sort of sycophancy in the world among the extras crowd, each one

hoping that some affected way of acting or speaking might recommend him

for a privileged place.

Rex Ingram's inviting me to eat at his table created a little problem.

I was literally besieged by employees, extras and aspirants. Some

desired to get in personal touch with the director through me: "Oh, the

director had you to dinner, and over at his house! What a beautiful

gesture, and how proud you must be!" The news reached the café that

I frequented in Nice, and the proprietor, waiters and customers all

treated me with particular attention. They all thought that I had

achieved something marvelous, something special. And as none of them

knew anything about the difference between poetry and piggery, it was

hard to convince them that Rex Ingram had honored me only because I was

a poet; that all I had was an ordinary job and that I was not specially

placed to further their ambitions.

Rex Ingram held some very advanced ideas on world politics. He was

interested in the life and thought and achievements of minority groups,

and whenever he ran into me he had something interesting to say. And

each time, as soon as his back was turned, the sycophants besieged me

to learn what he had talked about. As that was embarrassing, I did my

work and avoided the director as much as possible.

Among the employees there was an Italian who was specially troublesome.

He had lived somewhere in America and acquired a smattering of English.

He sensed the undercurrent of feeling against me among the American

element and desired to show in what direction his sympathy was slanted.

The Italian was in charge of the transportation of employees from St.

Augustine to Nice. He often had a special remark for me: "Having a good

time over here, eh?--_les jolies jeunes filles_. It would be different

in America." Two Polish girls, a Frenchman and myself were rather

friendly and always went down together. The Italian always tried to

separate us, finding some reason to hold one or two of us behind by

putting somebody before and between. The Frenchman hated the Italian

and called him the _petit caïd_.

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