I preferred to think that there were bad and mediocre, and good and

great, literature and art, and that the class labels were incidental.

I cannot be convinced of a proletarian, or a bourgeois, or any special

literature or art. I thought and still think that it is possible to

have a proletarian _period_ of literature, with labor coming into its

heritage as the dominating social factor, exactly as we have had a

Christian period, a Renaissance period, and the various pagan periods.

But I believe that whenever literature and art are good and great they

leap over narrow group barriers and periods to make a universal appeal.

The intelligentsia of our southern states may boycott a Negro's book

or a Negro's painting. Hitler may burn the creative work of Jews,

liberals and radicals, Mussolini may proscribe literature and art that

he considers anti-Fascist, the Pope may index works that he interprets

as anti-Catholic, and the Communists may damn works of literature and

art that appear to them unfavorable to international Communism. I don't

minimize the danger of the obstruction of talent and the destruction of

art. But if the works are authentic they will eventually survive the

noise and racket of the times, I think.

Michael Gold and I on _The Liberator_ endeavored to team along.

But that was impossible. Gold's social revolutionary passion was

electrified with personal feeling that was sometimes as acid as

lime-juice. When he attacked it was with rabbinical zeal, and often his

attacks were spiteful and petty. One day I was informed that he had

entered the Civic Club (a rendezvous of liberals and radicals) in his

shirt sleeves and with an insulting attitude. I remarked that I didn't

see any point in doing that to the pacifist Civic Club; that he might

have gone instead to the Union League Club.

Someone repeated my comment, and one evening when I was dining with

Marguerite Tucker at John's Italian restaurant in Twelfth Street,

Gold came in and challenged me to box. He had been a champion of some

note on the East Side. I shrugged and said the difference between us

was intellectual and not physical, but that I was willing to box, if

he thought that would settle it. So we laughed the matter off and

drank a bottle of dago red together. However, I saw clearly that our

association could not continue. Shortly after that we called a meeting

of _Liberator_ editors and I resigned.

Meanwhile I had been devoting most of my time to dramatic criticism.

Happy Harlem had come down to Broadway in a titillating musical piece

called _Shuffle Along_. The metropolitan critics dismissed it casually

at first. There were faults. Technically the piece was a little too

rhythmically lazy and loose-jointed. But there were some luscious

songs and singing: "Shuffle Along," "Love Will Find a Way," and

"Bandanna Land." And there was Florence Mills. Florence Mills was so

effortless in her perfect mimicry and elfin brown voice that the Negro

impressarios were not even aware that they possessed in her a priceless

gold star. For they had given her a secondary rôle in the revue.

Never had I seen a colored actress whose artistry was as fetching as

Florence Mills's. After the show I went backstage to see her. I said:

"You're the star of the show." No, she said, the stars were Lottie Gee

and someone else whose name I don't remember. I said, "You're the star

for me, and I'm going to say so in my review." She laughed deliciously.

I thought I'd feature _Shuffle Along_ in _The Liberator_. I wanted

especially to do this because the Negro radicals of those days were

always hard on Negro comedy. They were against the trifling, ridiculous

and common side of Negro life presented in artistic form. Radical

Negroes take this attitude because Negroes have traditionally been

represented on the stage as a clowning race. But I felt that if Negroes

can lift clowning to artistry, they can thumb their noses at superior

people who rate them as a clowning race.

I asked William Gropper, the cartoonist, to go along with me to see

_Shuffle Along_ and make some drawings. Gropper made some excellent

things, but they were too savagely realistic for the airy fairy

fascination of Negro comedy. Gropper realized this, and didn't mind

my asking Hugo Gellert to take a stroke at them, because I thought

Gellert's style more suitable to the kind of thing I wanted. I did not

rate Gellert's talent anywhere near Gropper's. But Gellert possessed

a more receptive mind and cunning hand for illustrative work. Gellert

made some clever drawings with a modernistic accent. We printed them

with my article, and that issue of _The Liberator_ was a sensation

among the theatrical set of Harlem.

Florence Mills ran away with the show, mimicking and kicking her

marvelous way right over the heads of all the cast and sheer up to the

dizzying heights until she was transformed into a glorious star.

_Shuffle Along_ was conceived, composed and directed by Negroes.

There had been nothing comparable to it since the Williams and Walker

Negro shows. It definitely showed the Negro groping, fumbling and

emerging in artistic group expression. When its best artists were

bought out by white producers and it was superseded by such elaborate

super-productions as _Blackbirds_, which was projected and directed by

a white impresario, there was no artistic gain for the Negro group. But

the Negro _artistes_ made more money, and thoughtless Negroes, like all

good Americans, think that the commercially successful standard is the

only standard by which Negro artistic achievement may be judged.

I have no prejudice against white persons leading and directing Negroes

artistically and otherwise, if they can do it with more than merely

technical competence. Negroes using the technique of the white peoples

to express themselves must necessarily have to go to school to the

whites. But it is no easy achievement for any outsider to get on the

inside of a segregated group of people and express their hidden soul.

Many white people see Negroes from a white point of view and imagine

that they know all about the Negro soul and can express it even better

than the blacks themselves. When I saw the white man's _Blackbirds_ in

Paris and remembered _Shuffle Along_ I was very sad. The _Blackbirds_

flashed like a whip from beginning to end, rushing the actors through

their parts like frightened animals. There was not a suggestion in it

of the inimitably lazy tropical drawl that characterizes Negro life

even in the coldest climate. And that was the secret of the success of

the charming _Shuffle Along_.

In the midst of my career as a dramatic critic I bumped into one of

those acute snags which remain in the memory even as the scar of a bad

wound that has been healed remains in the body. It wasn't because I

was thin-skinned. When I went to work on _The Liberator_ I knew that I

would have to face social problems even greater than before, but I was

determined to face them out. But what happened to me hurt more because

it came from an unexpected source.

I think that instead of rewriting it, I will let the article I wrote at

the time (for _The Liberator_ of May, 1922) tell the story for me:

"Wouldn't your dramatic critic like to see _He Who Gets Slapped?_" So,

very graciously, wrote the Theater Guild's publicity agent to _The

Liberator_. Our sometime dramatic critic, Charles W. Wood, having

deserted us for the season, I elected myself dramatic critic by

acclamation. It would be pleasant to sit in a free front-row parquet

seat along with "The Press," instead of buying a ticket for the second

balcony. And as for the other seat--free seats come in pairs--I decided

to take along William Gropper, _Liberator_ artist of the powerful

punch and vindictive line, and master of the grotesque.

So on the appointed night we presented ourselves at the box office of

the Fulton. It was with keen pleasure that I anticipated seeing this

fantastic play of Leonid Andreyev's, _He, the One Who Gets Slapped_. A

curious and amusing theme!

The stubs were handed to Gropper and we started toward the orchestra.

But the usher, with a look of quizzical amazement on his face, stopped

us. Snatching the stubs from Gropper and muttering something about

seeing the manager, he left us wondering and bewildered. In a moment

he returned, with the manager. "The--the wrong date," the manager

stammered and, taking the stubs marked "orchestra," he hurried off to

the box office, returning with others marked "balcony." Suddenly the

realization came to me. I had come here as a dramatic critic, a lover

of the theater, and a free soul. But--I was abruptly reminded--those

things did not matter. The important fact, with which I was suddenly

slapped in the face, was my color. I am a Negro--_He, the One Who Gets

Slapped_....

Gropper and I were shunted upstairs. I was for refusing to go, but

Gropper, quite properly, urged compromise. So, brooding darkly, madly,

burnt, seared and pierced, and over-burdened with hellish thoughts,

I, with Gropper beside me half-averting his delicate pale face, his

fingers, run through his unkempt mop of black hair, shading his

strangely child-like blue eyes, sat through Leonid Andreyev's play.

Andreyev's masterpiece, they call it. A masterpiece? A cleverly

melodramatic stringing together of buffoonery, serio-comic philosophy,

sensational love-hungriness and doll-baby impossibilism, staged to

tickle the mawkish emotions of the bourgeois mob! So I thought. I sat

there, apart, alone, black and shrouded in blackness, quivering in

every fiber, my heart denying itself and hiding from every gesture of

human kindliness, hard in its belief that kindliness is to be found

in no nation or race. I sat inwardly groaning through what seemed a

childish caricature of tragedy. Ah! if the accident of birth had made

Andreyev a Negro, if he had been slapped, kicked, buffeted, pounded,

niggered, ridiculed, sneered at, exquisitely tortured, near-lynched

and trampled underfoot by the merry white horde, and if he still

preserved through the terrible agony a sound body and a mind sensitive

and sharp to perceive the qualities of life, he might have written a

real play about being slapped. I had come to see a tragic farce--and I

found myself unwillingly the hero of one. He who got slapped was I. As

always in the world-embracing Anglo-Saxon circus, the intelligence, the

sensibilities of the black clown were slapped without mercy.

* * * * *

Poor, painful black face, intruding into the holy places of the

whites. How like a specter you haunt the pale devils! Always at their

elbow, always darkly peering through the window, giving them no

rest, no peace. How they burn up their energies trying to keep you

out! How apologetic and uneasy they are--yes, even the best of them,

poor devils--when you force an entrance, Blackface, facetiously,

incorrigibly, smiling or disturbingly composed. Shock them out of

their complacency, Blackface; make them uncomfortable; make them

unhappy! Give them no peace, no rest. How can they bear your presence,

Blackface, great, unappeasable ghost of Western civilization!

* * * * *

Damn it all! Goodnight, plays and players. The prison is vast, there

is plenty of space and a little time to sing and dance and laugh and

love. There is a little time to dream of the jungle, revel in rare

scents and riotous colors, croon a plantation melody, and be a real

original Negro in spite of all the crackers. Many a white wretch,

baffled and lost in his civilized jungles, is envious of the toiling,

easy-living Negro.

XIII

"Harlem Shadows"

Meanwhile I was full and overflowing with singing and I sang in all

moods, wild, sweet and bitter. I was steadfastly pursuing one object:

the publication of an American book of verse. I desired to see "If We

Must Die," the sonnet I had omitted in the London volume, inside of a

book.

I gathered together my sheaf of songs and sent them to Professor

Spingarn. He was connected with a new publishing firm. Many years

before I had read with relish his little book, entitled _Creative

Criticism_. I wrote to him then. He introduced me to James Oppenheim

and Waldo Frank of _The Seven Arts_, and they published a couple of my

poems under a nom de plume. That was way back in 1917. Now, five years

later, I asked Professor Spingarn to find me a publisher.

I had traveled over many other ways besides the railroad since those

days. Professor Spingarn was appreciative of me as a Negro poet, but

he did not appreciate my radicalism, such as it was! Paradoxically,

Professor Spingarn supported and advocated Negro racial radicalism and

abhorred social radicalism. Professor Spingarn preferred my racial

jeremiads to my other poems. Well, I was blunt enough to tell Professor

Spingarn that he was a bourgeois. He didn't like it. Nevertheless he

found me a publisher.

When I told a Yankee radical about myself and Professor Spingarn,

this radical said that it was impossible for any man to be pro-Negro

and anti-radical. He said, he believed that Professor Spingarn was

pro-Negro not from broad social and humanitarian motives, but because

he was a Jew, baffled and bitter. I said, "But Oswald Garrison Villard

is also pro-Negro, and he is not a radical nor a Jew." The radical

said, "Oh, Villard is an abolitionist by tradition." And I said, "Isn't

it possible that Professor Spingarn is also an abolitionist, and by

even a greater tradition?"

If only individual motives were as easy to categorize and analyze as

they appear to be! Anyway, Professor Spingarn got Harcourt Brace and

Company to accept my poems. Max Eastman wrote a splendid preface, and

the book was published in the spring of 1922.

_Harlem Shadows_ was a _succès d'estime_. The reviews were

appreciative, some flattering, flattering enough to make a fellow

feel conceited about being a poet. But I was too broke and hungry and

anxious about the future to cultivate conceit. However, I was not

discouraged. The publication of my first American book uplifted me

with the greatest joy of my life experience. When my first book was

published in Jamaica, I had the happy, giddy feeling of a young goat

frolicking over the tropical hills. The English edition of my poems had

merely been a stimulant to get out an American book. For to me America

was the great, difficult, hard world. I had gone a long, apparently

roundabout way, but at least I had achieved my main purpose.

The last _Liberator_ affair in which I actively participated was an

international dance. The winter had been cold on our spirits and

our feelings warmed currently to celebrate the spring. We trumpeted

abroad our international frolic and the response was exhilarating. All

shades of radicals responded, pink and black and red; Left liberals,

Socialists, Anarchists, Communists, Mayflower Americans and hyphenated

Americans, Hindus, Chinese, Negroes. The spirit of _The Liberator_

magnetized that motley throng. There was a large freedom and tolerance

about _The Liberator_ which made such a mixing possible. (How

regrettable that nothing like the old _Liberator_ exists today! Social

thinking is still elastic, even chaotic, in America. Class lines and

ideas here are not crystallized to such an extent as to make impossible

friendly contact between the different radical groups.)

Our spring frolic brought that international-minded multitude into

Forty-second Street. But the metropolitan police resented the invasion.

They were aghast at the spectacle of colored persons mixed with white

in a free fraternal revel. So they plunged in and broke it up, hushed

the saxophones, turned the crowd out of the hall, and threw protesting

persons downstairs, lamming them with their billies.

* * * * *

After leaving _The Liberator_ I took a holiday from work. I had not had

one for over a year. I was in a small circle of friends and we convived

together, consuming synthetic gin. Meanwhile I was thinking about a

job. Perhaps I would return to the railroad. James Weldon Johnson

advised me to make a tour of the South and read my verses. But I never

anticipated with gusto the prospect of appearing as a poet before

admiring audiences.

I was often in the company of a dancer who was making a study of

African masks for choreographic purposes. One evening while he,

my friend, Gladys Wilson, and I were together in my diggings in

Fourteenth Street, a woman walked in to whom I had been married seven

years before. A little publicity, even for a poor poet, might be an

embarrassing thing. The dancer exclaimed in a shocked tone, "Why, I

never knew that you were _married!_" As if that should have made any

difference to _him_. I said that nobody knew, excepting the witnesses,

and that there were many more things about me that he and others didn't

know.

All my planning was upset. I had married when I thought that a domestic

partnership was possible to my existence. But I had wandered far and

away until I had grown into a truant by nature and undomesticated in

the blood. There were consequences of the moment that I could not face.

I desired to be footloose, and felt impelled to start going again.

Where? Russia signaled. A vast upheaval and a grand experiment. What

could I understand there? What could I learn for my life, for my work?

Go and see, was the command. Escape from the pit of sex and poverty,

from domestic death, from the cul-de-sac of self-pity, from the hot

syncopated fascination of Harlem, from the suffocating ghetto of color

consciousness. Go, better than stand still, keep going.

PART FOUR

THE MAGIC PILGRIMAGE

XIV

The Dominant Urge

I went to Russia. Some thought I was invited by the Soviet government;

others, that I was sent by the Communist Party. But it was not so easy

to have the honor of an invitation or the privilege of being sent.

For I was not one of the radicals abroad, important to the Soviet

government; and I was not a member of the Communist Party. All I had

was the dominant urge to go, and that discovered the way. Millions of

ordinary human beings and thousands of writers were stirred by the

Russian thunder rolling round the world. And as a social-minded being

and a poet, I too was moved.

But money was necessary so that I could go to Russia. I had none.

I mentioned my object to James Weldon Johnson, then secretary of

the National Association for the Advancement of Colored People. He

suggested I might raise some money by selling special copies of my

book of poems with signed photographs. And very kindly he placed at

my disposal a select list of persons connected with the N.A.A.C.P. In

that way a small number of copies of _Harlem Shadows_ was sold. The

price asked was five dollars. I remember that about six persons sent

checks for ten dollars. One check was signed by Mrs. Henry Villard.

Eugen Boissevain sent me one hundred dollars. Crystal Eastman gave

me a letter as one of the editors of _The Liberator_, asking any

radical who could to facilitate my getting to Russia. Just before

I sailed James Weldon Johnson gave me a little farewell party at

his residence in Harlem. A few of Harlem's élite came: Dr. DuBois,

Walter White, Jessie Fauset, Rosamond Johnson, and from among downtown

liberal intellectuals, Heywood Broun and F.P.A. of the New York

_World_, John Farrar, who was then editor of _The Bookman_, and Ruth

Hale. It was a pleasant evening and the first of the bohemian-élite

interracial parties in Harlem which became so popular during the highly

propagandized Negro renaissance period.

I signed on as a stoker on a slow freighter going to Liverpool. Just as

that time, Crystal Eastman also had booked passage on another boat to

go with her children to London to join her husband. We had arranged to

have a last meal together on the eve of my sailing. But I waited until

near midnight and she didn't appear. So I went out alone in Harlem,

visiting the speakeasies and cabarets and drinking a farewell to the

illegal bars.

In one joint I met Hubert Harrison and we had together a casual drink.

But I did not inform him or any of my few familiars that I was sailing

for Europe the next day. Sentimental adieux embarrass me. I took a

look in at Sanina's for a brief moment. Late that night, when I got

home with just enough liquor to fill me with a mellow mood for my next

adventure, I found a tiny scrap of paper thrust into my keyhole:

Claude dear:

I just dashed in to give you a hug and say goodbye--Bon Voyage, dear

child!

Crystal

I tucked the little note in a corner of my pocket book and have carried

it with me all these years, through many countries, transferring it,

when one pocket book was worn out, to another.

Six years later, when I was in Spain, I received a copy of _The Nation_

containing the announcement of beautiful Crystal Eastman's death. It

was sudden and shocking to me. I took her farewell note out of my

pocket book and read it and cried. Crystal Eastman was a great-hearted

woman whose life was big with primitive and exceptional gestures. She

never wrote that Book of Woman which was imprinted on her mind. She

was poor, and fettered with a family. She had a grand idea for a group

of us to go off to write in some quiet corner of the world, where

living was cheap and easy. But it couldn't be realized. And so life was

cheated of one contribution about women that no other woman could write.

* * * * *

At Liverpool I left the freighter and went straight to London. There

was a reunion with a few intimates of the International Socialist Club.

Many of the members had left for Russia the year before to live there

permanently. Also a number of British Communists were preparing to

travel to Russia for the Fourth Congress of the Communist International.

Arthur McManus, one of the Left labor men from the Clyde, was one

of them. I asked if he could assist me to go to Russia. He was not

enthusiastic, especially since I was once connected with the Pankhurst

group, which was now out of favor at Moscow. McManus said that I

should have been recommended by the American Communist Party. The

more difficult it seemed, the more determined I was to make my way to

Russia. One evening in a barroom, I heard a group of English comrades

facetiously discussing Edgar Whitehead, the former secretary to the

Pankhurst Group, saying that he was always landing something good in

the movement. I heard them mention that Whitehead was in Berlin. He was

liaison agent and interpreter for the English-speaking radicals who

were traveling to Russia. Whitehead had studied German in Berlin when

he was a schoolmaster. He had been a leader of conscientious objectors

during the last war. He was also my friend, and I thought I'd take a

chance on his helping.

The next day I took the channel boat to Ostend. Arriving in Berlin,

I made inquiries and found Whitehead. He promised to get me through

to Russia. That I was not indorsed by any Communist party did not

matter to him. He was not a fanatic or dogmatist. In the days of our

association together in London we often waxed satirical about Communist

orthodoxy and we had often discussed the idea of a neo-radical magazine

in which nothing in the universe would be held sacred.

Whitehead started working for me. The intervening time I spent

visiting the theaters. Expressionism was setting the pace. I saw the

revolving stage for the first time and admired it. Also I visited

many of the cabarets, which had sprung up like mushrooms under the

Socialist-Republican régime, some of which seemed to express the

ultimate in erotomania. The youngsters of both sexes, the hectic

pleasure-chasers of the Berlin of that epoch (before Poincaré grabbed

the Ruhr), were methodically exploiting the nudist colony indoors,

which was perhaps more exciting than the outdoor experiments.

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