CHAPTER XVIII

HAWK ISLAND

An hour later Miss Martha had the escort of her niece down to the shore

again. She peered about alertly for a sign of her boatman.

"Now I told Benny that I shouldn't fail"--she began with annoyance.

"Oh, there he is," for the top of the mast was visible beyond a farther

jutting point of rock. "Benny!" she called. His hand appeared and waved

a signal. "I suppose we shall have to go over there. I should like to

know why he couldn't stay where I told him to. Benny," as they drew

near enough to be heard, "you gave me a start for a minute. Why didn't

you wait for me in that same place?"

Benny glanced toward Sylvia. "Thought yew mightn't care to squat on

that rock all night," he drawled imperturbably.

"What do you mean? Oh--wasn't the tide right?"

"No; most likely it didn't hear what you said. Anyways, it didn't wait.

It kep' on a-goin' down jest the same."

Miss Martha's lips drew in. "You absurd boy. Benny, this is my niece,

another Miss Lacey; and Sylvia, this is Benny Merritt. We couldn't get

along without him at the island; and now we must fly. How's the wind,

Benny?"

"Pretty good chance; we'll have to beat some."

"Well, you mustn't let the boat tip," responded Miss Martha, as she

crept gingerly along the slippery rocks, and helped by Sylvia jumped in

and took her seat. "Don't fall so in love with The Rosy Cloud that you

can't come to see us, Sylvia, and do be careful with your new toy. It

doesn't look much more substantial than a cloud to me. Benny, look

_out_!" For the wind had seized the sail and flapped it noisily before

it set firmly. The last words Sylvia caught were, "You are letting it

tip now. You know I don't like it, Benny."

Sylvia laughed as she sprang up the bank. Even in this brief visit she

had observed how habitually the uppermost thought in her aunt's mind

effervesced into speech, and she saw how natural had been Miss Martha's

lack of repression at Hotel Frisbie. She felt for Benny Merritt with

his nervous passenger, but her sympathy was wasted. When Miss Lacey

sailed alone with Benny she always kept up an intermittent stream of

directions and suggestions to which the boy paid not the slightest

attention.

"Doin' my best, Miss Marthy," he used to reply sometimes. "If ye say so

I'll stop and let ye get out and walk."

Each time the boat had to come about for a new tack, necessitating the

sail's passing over Miss Martha's head, the air was vibrant with her

small shrieks and louder suggestions; but to-day, every time they

settled down for the smooth run, a pensiveness fell upon her.

"The Mill Farm is looking real prosperous, Benny," she remarked during

one of these calms.

"I s'pose so," returned the boy. "More folks comin' to the islands

every summer. More folks to want their truck."

"Seems to me," observed Miss Martha, "I used to hear that things

weren't very pleasant between the mainland folks and the islanders."

"Used to be so. Hated each other, I've heard my father say, but sence

I've been a-growin' up things have changed. We've ben findin' out that

they wasn't all potato vines, and they've ben findin' out that we ain't

all fish scales. My father says Thinkright Johnson's at the bottom o'

the change."

"Thinkright's a good man," returned Miss Martha, and with that she fell

into pensive mood again until time for another acute moment of dodging

the sail and coming about.

To think that in those few hours Judge Trent should have come to take

such an interest in Sylvia. So her thoughts ran. Was it the girl's good

looks, or was it simply that twinges of the judge's conscience had

induced the wish to make the _amende honorable_, and that the gift of

the expensive boat was an effort to reinstate the giver in his own

eyes?

Something of an intimate nature must have passed between them. To what

could "the rosy cloud" have reference which should bring such conscious

color to Sylvia's softly rounded cheek?

Miss Lacey shook her head. "If I only had Thinkright's chance," she

thought, "I'd find out; but men are so queer. Probably he won't make

the least effort. Provoking!"

She was correct in her suspicion. Thinkright did not ask any questions.

He suspected that the judge's interview with his niece might have

brought to light some of her new ideas, and he knew the judge's opinion

of all that class of thought which he termed transcendental; but

however ironical might be the reference in the boat's name, he would

not have gone to the trouble of having it lettered thereon without a

kindly intent.

Thinkright was satisfied, and contented himself with building a small

boathouse on the waterside for Sylvia's new possession. She was his

constant companion during the work, and sat beside him on the grass

while he sawed and hammered, waiting upon him whenever opportunity

offered.

He missed an eagerness of enthusiasm which he would have expected in

the girl regarding the handsome boat. He could not know how fervently

she wished that Uncle Calvin had given her instead the money it had

cost. She could not express this thought to her cousin for obvious

reasons; but as she sat beside him on an old log she built air castles

that grew faster than the little boathouse.

"There isn't anything too good to be true, is there, Thinkright?" she

said to him during a pause one day.

He came over and took a seat beside her, wiping his lined brow with his

handkerchief.

She looked at him wistfully. "I'm expecting something very good to

happen to me," she added.

"That's right; and something has. How about The Rosy Cloud?"

She sighed, and leaned her head against her companion's blue cotton

shoulder.

"It's beautiful. I shall have all sorts of fine times with it. Think of

throwing a lot of cushions inside, and taking a good story, then rowing

out into the middle of the basin to float and read. All the trees would

be leaning forward and beckoning, and I shouldn't know which The Rosy

Cloud would favor."

Thinkright clasped his knee. "The Tide Mill would do its share of

beckoning, remember. Look out for the current."

"The poor old thing!" remarked Sylvia. "Sometimes the mill looks so

dignified and pathetic that I sympathize with it, and then again it

seems just sulky and obstinate."

"We're very apt to read our feelings into the landscape," returned the

other.

"Yes," went on the girl, her eyes as she leaned on her cousin's

shoulder resting on the deserted, weather-beaten building in the

distance, "when I first came, my heart just yearned toward that old

mill. It looked just as I felt. It had made up its mind never to

forgive. I had made up my mind never to forgive. Love has opened my

locked shutters, and do you know, Thinkright, some afternoons those

closed mill blinds seem to be melting in the sun. They grow so soft and

rosy, I watch them fascinated. It seems as if they were giving way and

I find myself expecting to see them slowly turn back. Oh," impulsively,

"I want them to turn back! Couldn't we get a ladder and row out there

some day and climb up and open them?"

Thinkright smiled. "They're nailed tight, dear, and they don't belong

to us."

Sylvia shook her head. "Well," she persisted whimsically, "I believe

they will open some time. I shan't be content until they do; and

somehow or other I shall be mixed up with it."

"Is that the good thing you are expecting?" asked Thinkright, smiling,

"to become a house-breaker?"

"No. Love will open the shutters yet. You don't understand me."

"Nothing that Love should accomplish would surprise me in the least,"

was the response. "Well, what is your hope then,--the thing you

referred to a few minutes ago?"

Sylvia's eyes looked across the water. "I'd better not tell you yet,"

she replied. "It isn't your problem. It's mine."

"Very well," agreed Thinkright. "Just keep remembering 'Thy will be

done,'--His great Will for good. His great Will that all shall be on

earth as it is in heaven; that all shall be good and harmonious; and

then your own little will and its puny strength won't get in the way,

and you will find yourself helping to carry out your Father's designs."

Sylvia took a deep breath. "That is what I want to do. Once I should

have been so happy, so contented to float in my boat with cushions and

a good story!"

"Well," Thinkright smiled, "I hope you're not going to lose that

ability. It has its place."

Sylvia turned her curly head until she met his shining eyes. "I'm too

strong now to play all the time," she said.

Her companion patted her arm. "Mrs. Lem says you are a regular busy

bee."

"Yes, but she did perfectly well without me."

Her companion met her gaze for a silent moment and speculated as to

what its gravity might mean.

"Are you thinking again of the stage, Sylvia?"

"No, no!" she exclaimed vehemently, for instantly a vision of Nat rose

before her. "I"--she hesitated, looked out again to the water and back

at her cousin. She was sorely tempted to tell him, but the old motive

restrained her in time. That was not the way for the solution to come,

merely by making herself a heavier tax upon Thinkright's simple

fortunes.

"Then you have some definite idea of what you would like to do?" he

asked.

His manner was quiet, but there was a note of mental exultation within

him at the healthful symptom.

"Yes, but it isn't time yet to tell you of it."

He put his arm around her. "Very well. What more can we wish to be sure

of than Omnipotence and Omnipresence. You know that it is only good

that is constructive. Evil is destructive, and in the end even destroys

itself. So long as you want only good you are safe in the everlasting

arms and are blessed." The speaker changed his position and his tone.

"This is rest enough now for me, little girl. I must be up and doing,

for we want to get that boat of yours out of dry dock."

It was about a week later that Sylvia made her first visit to Hawk

Island. Thinkright sailed her over. It was the longest trip she had

made by water, and the changing aspect of mainland and islands from

each new viewpoint delighted her.

The landmark which most interested her was the dark clump of trees by

which she had always distinguished Hawk Island. It began to spread and

alter in form as they approached, until it became a low forest,

cresting the hill which gradually rose some seventy feet above the

water. At last they entered a still cove which made a natural harbor in

the island's side, and there Thinkright moored his boat. As soon as

they stepped out upon the shore Sylvia saw a girl hurrying toward them

down the sloping grass, and waving her hand. She wore a short dark

skirt and a white waist and no hat.

"We've been watching you with the glass," she said, greeting them.

"Your note came last night. I'm so glad you had such a perfect

morning."

Her cheeks were brown and her eyes danced with good cheer. "Why, Miss

Sylvia, your aunt told me; yet I was not prepared to see such a change.

There's nothing like Casco Bay, is there?"

Sylvia's gaze clung to the vivacious face, and she had a realization of

the small part which time plays in our mental processes. It seemed to

her that transforming years had passed since that evening when she

shivered outside the door of the Mill Farm, and heard this same

laughing voice within.

"Miss Lacey is watching for us." Edna took Thinkright's arm, and they

began to walk up the path through a green meadow. Snowdrifts of daisies

whitened the field. "The dear things are lasting so much longer than

usual this year," said Edna, as Sylvia exclaimed over their charm. "We

have the last of things out in this exposed spot, you see, and I think

it's quite as pleasant as having the first of them the way you do in

your sheltered nook."

The breeze freshened as they ascended, and at last they stood on the

crest of the green ridge.

To the south of the island the pointed firs made a dark, irregular

sky-line against the azure. Here there were no trees, nothing to

obstruct the illimitable stretches of water and picturesque shore. It

was a nearer and more overwhelming view of what had taken Sylvia's

breath when she discovered the mighty sea on that first day, driving to

the Mill Farm.

How far away seemed that day and the sore heart whose resentment

embittered all the beauty; when her hand was against every man because

she believed every man's hand to be against her.

As the three stood there, watching, in silence, Edna saw the blue eyes

fill, and her heart warmed toward her guest, although she could not

guess at the flood of feeling that forced those bright drops from their

fountain.

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