When the winter rains made London dreary, rendering the Strand a
veritable quagmire, and when the shops began to display Christmas cards
and Christmas numbers, I went South, as I did each year, accompanied by
my married sister and her husband, in search of sunshine. I knew the
Riviera well. I had enjoyed the rather dull exclusiveness of Cannes; I
had stayed one season at the Grand at Nice and capered through Carnival
in a clown's dress of mauve and green; I had spent a fortnight once in
Mentone, that paradise of the consumptive; and I had paid some lengthy
bills at the Hotel de Paris at Monte Carlo. My brother-in-law, however,
had taken a little white villa on the olive-clad hillside at Beaulieu,
which we found was on the verge of everything.
But to me life on the Riviera soon becomes tiresome. A couple or three
visits to "the Rooms;" a "five o'clock" or two at La Reserve; tea in a
wicker chair in the entrance-hall of that colossal hotel, the Excelsior,
at Cimiez, which is patronised by Her Majesty; a dinner at the London
House at Nice, and one at the Hermitage at "Monty," and I become tired
of the ever-azure sea, of the Noah's Ark gardens, of the artificiality
and of the constant brightness of the Riviera "season." I long for my
old English home in the country where, in the springtime, all the
beauties of the outdoor world come to one with a sense of novelty after
the winter's cold and frost.
Therefore at the end of March I returned, passing through London, and
travelling down to my father's place at Tixover, which was, as always,
my pleasant home.
What though the trees were still leafless, and the flowers few; every
day, almost every hour, fresh green buds were swelling and opening in
the balmy air; the delicate pink of the almond blossom was flushing the
bare twigs in the kitchen-garden, primroses were coyly showing
themselves in the coppices and hedgerows, as I drove along from
Stamford, while in the sheltered places in the woods as I passed I saw
sheets of wild hyacinths, "like strips of the sky fallen," delicate
snowdrops, and a wealth of daffodils.
As I drove along that morning through Worthorpe and Colly Weston to
Duddington, the quaint little old Northamptonshire village within a mile
of which lies Tixover Hall, it was, though a trifle chilly after the
Riviera, one of those bright days which make even the elderly feel young
and sprightly again; days on which even the saddest among us are
influenced by the infectious brightness of the atmosphere. At no other
season of the year is there that delicious sensation of life, of
resurrection in the very air, as the grey old earth awakens from her
winter sleep and renews her youth again.
As the old bay mare trotted down the short, steep hill from the
cross-roads, and Banks was telling me all the gossip of the
countryside--how my old friend Doctor Lewis, of Cliffe, had taken to
cycling, how an entertainment had been held at the schools, and how
somebody in the Parish Council had been making himself obnoxious--we
suddenly entered Duddington, the queer old village with its rows of
comfortable, old-fashioned cottages, with their attics peeping from
beneath the thatch. In the air was that sweet smell of burnt wood
peculiar to those peaceful Midland villages, and as we passed the inn,
and turning, crossed the bridge which led out to the right to Tixover, a
couple of villagers pulled their forelocks as a token of respect, I felt
tired after two days of incessant travelling, nevertheless there was
about that old-world place a home-like feeling, for I had known it ever
since I had known myself. Those elderly people who peered out of their
cottage doors as we passed, and who gave me a merry, laughing greeting,
had known me ever since the days when my nurse used to take me for
drives in the donkey-cart, while those broad, green meadows on either
side of the wandering river had belonged to my family for generations.
A mile away, along a straight road with gradual ascent, a belt of firs
came into view, and away through the trees I could distinguish the old,
red chimneys of the Hall, the house which for three centuries past had
been the residence of my ancestors. Then a few moments later, as we
turned into the drive, our approach was heralded by the loud barking of
Bruce and Nero, whose ferocity was instantly calmed when I alighted at
the door and met my mother at the foot of the great oak staircase.
The old place, with its wide, panelled hall, its long, big rooms, its
antiquated furniture--rather the worse for wear perhaps--and its wide
hearths where wood fires were still burning, had an air of solidity and
comfort after the stuccoed and painted villa at Beaulieu, where the
salon with its gilt furniture was only large enough to hold four people
comfortably, and the so-called terrace was not much wider than the
overhanging eaves.
Yes, Tixover was a fine old place, perhaps not architecturally so
handsome as many residences in the vicinity, yet my father, like his
father and grandfather before him, did not believe in modernising its
interior, hence it was entirely antique with genuine old oak of the time
of the first Charles,--queer old high-backed chairs, covered with
time-dimmed tapestry that had been worked by hands that had fallen to
dust in the days before the Plague devastated London. The old
diamond-panes set in lead were the same as in the turbulent days when
the Roundheads assembled about Stamford and Cromwell camped outside
Cliffe. There was everything one could desire at Tixover--fishing in
the river which ran through the grounds, shooting in those extensive
woods on the Stamford Road, hunting with the Fitzwilliam pack, who
several times in the season met at the cross-roads, a mile and a half
away, while the roads, although a trifle hilly, were nevertheless almost
perfect for cycling.
But when a man has broken his home ties and lives in London, to return
to the home of his youth is only pleasant for a limited period. Tixover
was a quiet, restful place, but after a month it generally became dreary
and dull, and I usually left it with a sigh of relief, and returned to
London eager to get back to my own chambers, my club, and the men I
knew. Why it was I could never tell. I suppose it is the same with all
other men. To those who like town life the country is only tolerable
for a time, just as those who set out with a determination to live
abroad generally return after a year or so, wearied and homesick.
I found life at home just as even and undisturbed as it had been since
my sister Mary had married and I had left to live in London. My parents
aged but slowly, and were both still active, therefore I was warmly
welcomed, and as that evening I sat in the old familiar drawing-room,
with its dingy paintings, its crackling wood fire, and its rather
uncomfortable chairs in comparison with my own soft saddlebag ones, I
related how we had spent the season on the Riviera; of our excursions to
Grasse and Aspremont, of my brother-in-law's luck in winning two zeros
in succession, and of my own good fortune in being invited on a week's
yachting trip around Corsica and back to Cannes. My parents were
interested in all this, for they once used to go to Nice regularly to
escape the winter, in the days before the Paillon was covered in or the
public gardens were made. Now, however, they no longer went South,
preferring, as they put it, the warmth of their own fireside.
It was not surprising. To elderly people who are not in robust health
the long journey is fatiguing, while to the invalid "ordered abroad" by
irresponsible doctors, the shaking up on the P.L.M. proves often the
cause of sudden and fatal collapse.
Of Muriel I had heard but little. I had written to her twice from
Beaulieu, and sent her an occasional box of flowers from one of the
well-known florists in Nice, yet her letters in return were merely brief
notes of thanks, and I feared that perhaps I had annoyed her by too long
neglect. There seemed in her letters a tone of complaint which was
unusual; therefore, I began to reflect whether it would not be as well
to take a trip to town shortly, to see how Simes was keeping my rooms,
and entertain her to the usual little dinner at Frascati's.
In the days immediately succeeding my return to Tixover, I drove about a
good deal, visiting various friends in the vicinity and making dutiful
calls upon my mother's friends. It was always my custom, too, to call
upon some of my father's older tenants; the people who had been kind to
me when I was a mischievous lad. I found that such informal visits,
where I could drink a glass of fresh milk or homemade wine, were always
appreciated, and, truth to tell, I found in them some very pleasant
reminiscences of my youth.
One afternoon, when I came in from driving to Oundle, I found my mother
taking tea with a stranger, in the pleasant, old-fashioned drawing-room,
the mullioned windows of which looked out upon a broad sweep of
well-kept lawn, bounded by the river and the meadows beyond.
"Ah! Here's Clifton!" my mother exclaimed as I entered, and at that
moment the man who was sitting with her taking tea turned and faced me.
"Let me introduce you. Mr Yelverton, our new curate--my son Clifton."
"Why, Jack!" I cried, wringing his hand, "and it's actually you--a
clergyman!" And I gazed at his clerical garb in blank amazement.
"Yes, it's me," he answered cheerily. "I certainly didn't think that I
should ever get an appointment in your country."
"But how is it?" I cried, after I had explained to my mother how we had
been chums at Wadham.
"I never thought you'd go in for the Church."
"Nor did I," he admitted, laughing. "But I'm curate of Duddington, and
this is my first visit to your mother. I had no idea that this was your
home. There are many Cleeves, you know."
He was a merry, easy-going fellow, this old college companion of mine, a
veritable giant in stature, fair, with a long, drooping moustache that a
cavalry officer might have envied, broad shouldered, burly, a
magnificent type of an Englishman. As he stood there towering above me,
he looked strangely out of place in his long, black coat and clerical
collar. An officer's uniform would have suited him better.
I had left Oxford a couple of terms before he had, and on going abroad
lost sight of him. He had been accredited by all as a coming man on
account of his depth of learning. When I had last seen him, some six
years before, he was living in Lincoln's Inn, and reading for the Bar.
I referred to that occasion when we had met in the Strand, and he
replied--
"Yes, but I preferred the Church. My uncle, you know, is Bishop of
Galway."
Then I recollected that such was the case. He had no doubt been induced
to go in for a clerical life by this relative. Maternal uncles are
responsible for a good deal in shaping a man's career.
"Well, you're always welcome to Tixover, my dear old fellow," I said,
"and I'm sure my mother will always be very pleased to see you."
"Of course," she said, smiling sweetly. "Any friend of Clifton's is
always welcome here. I hope you won't treat us formally, Mr Yelverton,
but look in and see us whenever you can spare time."
Yelverton thanked her warmly, and as I took my tea I began to chat about
the parish, about the shortcomings of his predecessor, an abominable
young prig who lisped, flirted outrageously, thought of nothing but
tennis, and whose sermons were distinct specimens of oratorical rubbish.
To all the countryside he was known as "Mother's darling," an
appellation earned by the fact that his mother, a fussy old person, used
to live with him and refer to him as her "dear boy."
But Jack Yelverton was of an entirely different stamp--a manly,
good-humoured, even-tempered fellow who had no "side," and whose face
and figure showed him to be designed as a leader among men. At college
he had been noted for his careful judgment, his close and diligent
studies of abstruse subjects, and his remarkable grasp of things which
even the Dons found difficult. Yet he was an inveterate practical
joker, and more than once got into an ugly scrape, from which, however,
he always managed to ingeniously wriggle out.
I was extremely glad to find my old friend installed in Duddington, for
during the years that had passed I had often wondered what had become of
him. More than once poor Roddy, who had been one of us at Wadham, had
expressed a wish that we could find him, for we had all three been
closest friends in the old days. And yet he had actually been appointed
our curate and spiritual adviser, and had come to visit Tixover without
knowing it was my home.
We laughed heartily over the situation.
He told me how he had taken lodgings with Mrs Walker, a cheerful old
soul who lived at a pleasant cottage halfway up the village street, an
old-fashioned place with a flower-garden in front and a little paved
walk leading up to the rustic porch. Assisted by her daughter, old Mrs
Walker had lodged curates in Duddington for many years, knew all their
wants, and was well versed in the diplomatic treatment of callers, and
the means by which her lodger could be prevented from being disturbed
when working at his sermon.
We chatted on for half an hour, and when he rose to leave he invited me
to walk up to the village after dinner, and have a smoke with him.
"My rooms are not palatial, you know, my dear fellow," he said, "but I
can give you a good cigar, if you'll come."
"Certainly; I shall be delighted," I answered, and we parted.
Soon after eight that evening I knocked at Mrs Walker's door, and was
ushered by her daughter into the small, clean, but rather
shabbily-furnished best room. It smelt strongly of the geraniums, which
grew high in a row before the window, and as I entered Jack Yelverton
rose and greeted me cheerily, giving me his easy chair, taking down a
box of cigars from the shelf, and producing a surreptitious bottle of
whiskey, a syphon, and a couple of glasses from a little cupboard in the
wall.
"I'm jolly glad you've come," he said, when he had reseated himself, and
I had got my weed under way. "The surprise to-day has indeed been a
pleasant one. Lots of times I have thought of you, and wondered where
and how you were. But in the world men drift apart, and even the best
resolutions of correspondence made at college are mostly broken.
However, it is a very pleasant meeting this, for I feel already that I'm
among friends."
"Of course you are, old chap," I answered. "My people will always be
pleased to see you. Like yourself, I'm awfully glad we've met. But
you're the very last man I should have imagined would have gone in for
the Church. It isn't your first appointment, I suppose?"
"No," he answered reflectively, gazing at the end of his cigar. "It
came about in this way. I studied for a couple of years at Lincoln's
Inn, but somehow I didn't care much for the law, and one day it occurred
to me that with my knowledge of theology I might have a chance of doing
good among my fellow-men. I don't know what put it into my head, I'm
sure, but straight away I saw my uncle the Bishop, and the result was
that very soon afterwards I was appointed curate at Framlingham, in
Suffolk. This disappointed me. I felt that I ought to work in one of
the overcrowded cities; that I might, with the income my father had left
me, alleviate the sufferings of some of the deserving poor; that I might
be the means of effecting some good in the world. At last I was
successful in obtaining an appointment under the Vicar of Christ Church,
Commercial Street, Spitalfields, where I can tell you I had plenty of
opportunity for doing that which I had set my mind upon. A curate's
life in the East End isn't very pleasant if he does his duty, and mine
was not a very salubrious locality. The air of the slums is poisonous.
For three years I worked there," he went on after a slight pause. "Then
I exchanged to St Peter's, Walworth, and then, owing to ill-health, I
was compelled to come here, into the country again. That's briefly been
my life since we parted."
"Well," I said, convinced of his earnestness of purpose in the life he
had adopted, for a man does not seek an appointment in a London slum
unless he feels a strong incentive to work in the interests of his
fellow-men, "you'll get all right very soon here, I hope. The air is
fresh, your parish isn't very large, and old Layton, the rector, is an
easy-going old chap--one of the old school."
"Yes, I know," he said; "I've been here already ten days, and I've seen
that the work is mere child's play. The rector has got into a groove,
like all rural rectors. But, to tell the truth, I only accepted the
appointment because the doctor ordered me a change. When I'm quite
strong again I shall go back, I hope, to London. When I entered the
Church it wasn't with any thought of gain. I've enough to keep me
comfortably. I had, and have still, in view work which I must achieve."
Jack Yelverton was an enthusiast. I was rather surprised, I confess, at
finding him so energetic in religious work, for when at Wadham he had
been quite the reverse. Still, there was an air of deep sincerity in
his words. His face, too, was pale and lined, as if he had worked until
his constitution had become jaded and worn. On his mantel-shelf was a
marble clock, with the neat inscription on a silver plate stating that
it had been subscribed for by the parishioners of the poor East End
parish as a token of their esteem.
He rose to turn down the lamp, which was smoking, and as he did so
sighed. Then casting himself in his chair again, he remarked--
"I don't know how long I shall be able to stand this rusticating. You
know, Clifton, I wasn't born to rusticate."
"No, I know that," I said. "Like myself, you prefer town."
"Ah, you have your clubs, your friends, theatres, concerts,
river-parties, merry little dinners, all that makes life worth living,"
he said. "But if you worked with me for a week your heart would bleed
to see the appalling poverty and distress; how the poor strive and
struggle to live; how their landlords, with hearts like stone, sell them
up and drive them to the last extremity; how the keepers of the
low-class public-houses sell them intoxicants which drive them mad, and
how at last the police lay hands upon them as drunkards and thieves.
You don't know, my dear fellow--you can't know--how lower London lives.
When I reflect upon some of the painful scenes of poverty and distress
to which I have been witness, and remember the heartfelt gratitude with
which any slight assistance I have given has been accepted, I feel
somehow angry with the wealthy--those who spend their money recklessly
within that small area around Charing Cross, and will contribute to any
Mansion House fund to aid foreigners because their names will be printed
as donors in the daily papers, but, alas! who begrudge a single sixpence
to the starving poor in the giant city which brings them their wealth.
They are fond of talking of missions to the East End and all that, but
it isn't religion half these people want, it's bread for their starving
wives and children, or some little necessities for the sick."
"Yes," I observed, "I suppose all sorts of absurd bunkum is talked about
religious work among the London poor. Poor Roddy Morgan used to hold a
similar opinion to yourself. He was an ardent supporter of a
philanthropic movement which had its headquarters somewhere in the Mile
End Road."
"Ah! poor Roddy!" he sighed. "His was, indeed, a sad end. That such a
good, honest, upright fellow should have been murdered like that was
truly a most melancholy circumstance."
"Murdered!" I exclaimed. "How do you know he was murdered?"
There had been no suggestion in the papers of foul play, therefore my
friend's declaration was extremely remarkable.
"I know the truth!" he answered, very gravely.
"What do you mean?" I exclaimed, starting forward quickly. "Are you
actually aware of the cause of poor Roddy's death? Tell me."
"No, Clifton," he responded, shaking his head, as rising he stood
determinedly before me, his brows knit in a thoughtful attitude. "A
confession made to me by one who seeks the forgiveness of God I may not
divulge. Remember," he added in a firm voice, "remember that I am a
clergyman; and confidences reposed in me I must not abuse. Therefore do
not seek the truth from me. My lips are sealed."