CHAPTER XXI

"But what about yourself?" inquired I of Arletta, as I met her

sympathetic gaze with a look of adoration. "If you would visit the

different countries of the world you could revolutionize things in a

very short time, I am sure. You could explain the principles of Natural

Law to the people, and teach them methods of which I know nothing. The

wise and learned men of the present time would understand your

explanation much better, and would give the subject far more serious

consideration than if I, a poor ignorant fellow with neither education

nor standing, undertook to instruct them. The whole world would stop and

listen to you. The inhabitants would set you up as a goddess, and rally

to your standard as mistress of the earth. Besides, the power your

apparently unlimited intelligence would create, your wonderful beauty

would immediately charm every mortal who once set eyes on you. Kings,

emperors and potentates of all kinds would fall madly in love with you

at first sight, and you would have but to command to bring them to your

feet as slaves ready to do your slightest bidding. To further your own

purposes you could"-but here I stopped short in my recital, shocked by a

thousand little demons of jealousy entering my brain as it occurred to

me that perhaps Arletta would forget me entirely if all the great

persons of the earth showered honors and favors upon her. I felt

intensely miserable at the very idea of such a thing.

"Do not allow silly thoughts to enter your head," said she

compassionately, "I shall never leave this place. This room has been the

scene of the happiest hours of my life in which my coeternal companion,

incased in the flesh of a real man, plighted his everlasting love and

devotion to me. And by a simple and intelligent law of nature I have

been held a captive in this room through countless generations to

witness the transformation and return of that faithful comrade to

release my soul from captivity. And now this room shall be my mortal

sepulcher.

"Although I should like, ever so much, to go forth and devote many years

to teaching the Apeman the glorious principles of Natural Law as

prescribed by my beloved countrymen, yet it is not within my power to do

so.

"Owing to the constant change in the chemical composition of the

atmosphere, and the vast difference in its present arrangement and that

of four thousand two hundred years ago, it would be impossible for me to

live five minutes outside of this chamber. In fact I have noticed that

the supply of air, which must have been hermetically sealed within this

vault at the time of the catastrophe, has been gradually escaping by way

of the hole through which you forced a passageway. Hence within a very

short time my life will have oozed away for the want of proper stimulus.

Then again, the period in which the particles of this human frame should

naturally cling together has long since expired, and should I but expose

myself to the elements now existing on the exterior of this place, I

should no doubt, crumble into dust and be blown away with the winds.

Notwithstanding nature compels the mutability of all things, its laws

however remain unchangeable, and as the time has passed and the

conditions altered since I should have lived my natural life, this

material of which I am now composed must soon collapse, its parts

disintegrate and return to the elements from whence they came.

"But my soul shall continue to live, and the same law which brought you

back here to me will also bring our souls together many times and in

different forms during eternity. And as you now possess the strength,

intelligence and opportunity, it is your sacred duty to go forth and

teach Apemen to love one another and practice kindness toward all living

things, for you know not in what shape I may return. As you would be

kind to me now, so must you treat all of nature's creatures. And

remember, that the soul you so ardently worship now and so reverently

loved over four thousand years ago, cannot return in a perfect form if

there are none such forms to inhabit, or in a good and pure being if

there are no such beings extant. But, on the contrary, if in the future

none but good and beautiful lives exist on earth, my soul cannot

possibly occupy anything else. Thus, Natural Law plainly teaches that,

as you prepare earthly conditions in one form of life, so must you

tolerate them in the next. In fact, our own future safety and happiness

depend upon all living things reaching a high state of perfection and

equality. And now," said Arletta, arising and exhibiting considerable

emotion, "having briefly instructed you in Natural Law as deeply as your

limited mental capacity will permit, the time has arrived that we must

part, for I feel that I am growing weak and cannot live much longer. In

fact, it has been through the power of my will alone that I have been

kept alive until now. So prepare yourself to go."

"Go!" ejaculated I, jumping to my feet with an awful feeling of anguish

as I realized the full meaning of her words. "Me, go? Never! I shall

remain here and we shall die together. I could never live without you.

There would be left no object in life worth living for." And then,

advancing forward, I took her shapely hand in mine, and, looking

directly into her lovely eyes with much earnestness, said: "I fully

understand that in comparison to the Sage-man, I am a hideous and

degraded creature. And I also know that the love that filled the heal is

of your contemporaries for one another was sublime, having for a few

moments during that musical spell been moved by the same emotions that

once impelled the exalted being of which I am the re-incarnation, but

believe me when I say that my love for you now is ten thousand times

stronger than it was then. I worship you. I shall die for and with you.

Aye, even nature itself cannot keep me alive after you have gone. I may

not be the equal of the Sageman in other ways, but I shall prove that my

love for you is equally as great."

During this outburst of my thoughts, Arletta stood in a motionless

attitude, holding my outstretched hand and returning my excited gaze

with a look of mingled pity and sorrow. "Is it possible," said she,

"that there is not one Apeman in the world today with sufficient

strength of character to relinquish his own selfish desires for the good

of his species? Can it be that not one Apeman exists whom nature can

rely upon for the great work of uplifting humanity, who is brave enough

to resist the temporary fascination of a lovable woman? And have I lived

to see the reincarnated soul of the bravest and noblest man that ever

breathed, bound within the flesh of a wretched coward incapable of

living for any greater purpose than his own self-gratification? Am I to

understand that one who is controlled by the spirit of my everlasting

associate, intends betraying nature's trust by shirking the

responsibilities of manhood, because he lacks the courage to live? Will

there be promulgated among the records of time an account of my immortal

partner having deserted his post of duty by sneaking out of the world

before his allotted time? Would this being, who is blessed with physical

strength and a well-balanced brain, allow himself to sink to the level

of a craven suicide, because he cannot secure something beyond his

reach? Does he think that nature brought him into existence for no other

purpose than to feed his own petty desires? Would he deliberately die

like a useless poltroon, and leave the world in its present state of

savagery and wretchedness, without even attempting to be of service to

humanity in the very work it requires the most?"

"Stop! Enough!" cried I. "You have wounded my feelings to the very core.

I'll admit that I am weak in this instance. Very weak indeed. But this

is the first time that my courage has ever been assailed by anyone, and

to have you above all persons, openly insinuate that I am a coward is

far worse than having inflicted upon me the cruelest tortures of the

Ape-man's prospective hell. I am only an Apeman, but as I said before, I

love you beyond all power of expression. You no doubt, cannot understand

my puny feelings any more than I can fully comprehend your lofty ideals

or the full meaning of your higher knowledge of things. The very

greatest hardship for me to undergo would be to live after you have

passed away. But, if by the promise of so doing I can gain your respect

and one encouraging look or word of approval, I will not only rescind

the text of my previous statement and live, but I swear to you in the

name of the Creator of the law which governs all things, that I shall

strictly follow to the letter any instructions you may wish to offer

concerning my future movements, no matter what they might be. So make my

task a hard one, for the courage you so unfeelingly attacked must be

tested to its full limits. I am ready to obey your commands."

Having thus addressed Arletta, I straightened myself up to my full

height with as much dignity as I could assume, folded my arms across my

chest and awaited her orders.

"The Sagemen never urged their desires by a command," replied Arletta,

"they simply requested that which they would like to have done. The

request I shall make concerning your future duty can be incorporated in

a very few words, but it will require a lifetime and great strength of

character to execute. But as you have promised like a man to follow my

instructions, I shall die with implicit confidence in your determination

to do so. So consider well the following mandate, for it contains the

essence which will stimulate you to heroic deeds:

"Always consult your soul for advice,

"Do no act your conscience will not sanction."

Three times Arletta slowly repeated this precept, and then placing her

hands upon my shoulders, she continued: "The first time you act contrary

to the admonition of your soul, then you will have broken your promise

to me. Now go," said she, turning me about until I faced the doorway, "I

must request your immediate departure. Go, and try to be a man. We shall

meet many times in the future, so while you have the chance try and make

better the conditions of life, that we may eventually meet on the same

plane of equality without the shadow of strife or animosity to mar our

happiness. Good-bye."

With the meaning of these words ringing in my head, I fully understood

that my audience with Arletta was at an end, and overcome with grief and

gloom I weakly responded, "good-bye," and then added, "I shall never

break my promise." Then with a heavy tread I walked to the opening

through which I had entered, turned half around and took one long, last,

loving look at Arletta and passed into the corridor beyond. At the same

time I fancied I heard her gently sobbing.

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