CHAPTER XVI

"Now we shall enjoy a little music," said Arletta, as she turned her

attention to the pictorial orchestra.

"Music," repeated I, "then it was real music I heard a short time ago

and not a mere fancy of my own."

"I was not aware that you heard it at all," replied she. "Yes,"

responded I, "when first coming into this room, the men in the picture

appeared to me to be alive, and wishing to attract their attention I

touched the shoulder of the leader, and then it was that I thought I

heard the sweetest and grandest music it has ever been my good fortune

to listen to."

"In that case," said Arletta, "your ears did not deceive you, for you

certainly heard real music. You see in this picture, an exact portrayal

of that which existed over four thousand years ago. This delineation is

an almost perfect representation of one of our national bands as they

once appeared in life ready to play. The music, of course, is reproduced

mechanically, the mechanism being concealed from view behind the

scenery. When you placed your hand upon the shoulder of the leader you

unconsciously pressed the spring which set the machinery in motion,

causing a reproduction of the same strains once rendered by these men."

"But this being a painting, I cannot understand how the figures moved as

if playing upon their instruments," said I.

"They did not move at all," answered Arletta, "it was your soul that

brought to your senses the movements that once took place among these

men in real life. Music is inspired by the soul, and likewise has a

direct influence upon it. No Sageman was considered an eminent composer

if his work lacked the force to convey the soul of the listener to the

actual scene from whence the inspiration was derived. No doubt your

inferior brain was incapable of grasping the magnificent conception of

the author, but the selection being so enrapturous your soul awakened

and brought your senses to the point where you could see the movements

of the musicians. Perhaps the next rendition may have a stronger effect

upon your soul which will cause you to get an outline of what was

intended by the composer. The composition which the orchestra will now

reproduce for your benefit was considered by our people to be the

musical masterpiece of all time. It was named 'The Soul's

Retrospection,' and was composed by the leader of this band only a few

years prior to the great catastrophe. Look," said Arletta, with much

feeling as she waved her hand toward the exalted director, "take a good

look at this model of a perfect man and you may be able to realize just

what qualities he had to possess before acquiring the tremendous

intellectual strength necessary to produce the wonderful work that will

shortly be impressed upon you. Note the extraordinary look of kindness,

gentleness and self-denial that is stamped upon his handsome features.

See the expression of thankfulness and intense reverence he maintained

for the many splendid gifts nature bestows upon all mankind capable of

accepting them. Observe the optimistic appearance of one that believed

the earth was real heaven and who strived to make it so. Notice the cast

of superior intellectuality caused by devoting his time and mentality to

natural thoughts, instead of allowing absurd civilized theories to take

root in his expansive brain. Behold the magnificent physique, the result

of the constant care and attention he gave to the machinery nature

provided him with. Ah, me! such a noble being, and to think that there

is not another piece of flesh and blood on earth at the present time to

compare with him seems cruel."

At this point Arletta appeared almost overcome with sadness and emotion

as she buried herself in contemplation of a glorious past and an unknown

future. Great tears rolled from her beautiful eyes, and unconsciously

from my own as well. How utterly helpless I felt at that moment. I knew

of no way to cheer her, although I would have gladly given up my life to

do so. Aye, more than that, my love for her was so strong that in order

to make her happy, I should have welcomed back to life again, if such a

thing were possible, any one of those handsome fellows in the picture.

However, by a superb display of will power, she quickly regained control

of herself, and becoming cheerful once more, bade me recline upon one of

the lounges while she pressed the spring which set the musical apparatus

in motion.

And as I followed her directions, there suddenly burst forth the

voluminous and harmonious sound of a hundred strange instruments,

causing an indescribable thrill of ecstasy to take possession of my

senses, until it seemed that there was nothing left of me but an

invisible spirit. And then, even the music apparently stopped, and a

peculiar feeling overcame me as if my soul had actually left its charge

and was flying about in an effort to find a convenient resting place.

Suddenly, as if half awake and half dreaming, I found myself within a

luxuriously furnished hall, surrounded by a score of richly-clad beings,

who were bowing, kneeling, and cutting up all sorts of silly antics

about me. In a dreamy sort of a way, I looked down at myself and

discovered that I was arrayed in the gorgeous garments of a king, and

weighted down with dazzling jewels from head to foot. Then everything

became clear enough to my memory; I was the king, and these idiotic

creatures fawning and cringing about me were my obedient subjects; my

slaves; the willing tools which kept me in power. A gouty feeling in my

feet, a dyspeptic ache of the stomach and an alcoholic pain in the head,

caused me to be in a very disagreeable mood, and I felt like kicking the

entire gathering out of my presence.

"Sire," squeaked a knock-kneed, sickly looking civilized creature about

five feet high, who wore knee breeches, silk stockings and fancy

ribbons, as he bowed low in addressing me, "those ungrateful subjects of

your majesty, the ignorant common laboring horde whom God in His

infinite wisdom has entrusted to your noble guidance, have become

dissatisfied and turbulent again, and are disturbing the peaceful

prosperity of the domain by clamoring for bread--more bread and less

toil is their beastly cry. A delegation of their representatives

requested me to beg your majesty to grant them an audience that they

might state their imaginary grievances to you in person."

"More bread and less toil," shouted I furiously, "the audacity of the

vermin! By the gods! I shall teach those craven beggars that I am the

master and will tolerate no new-fangled ideas. Give orders to the

generalissimo to have this delegation beheaded at once and to put to the

sword every dissatisfied laborer in the land." As I uttered those words,

intermingled with terrible oaths, and with intense hatred for the

wretches who dared to complain against such conditions a sudden change

affected me and I found myself within a dark, filthy little room, seated

at a bare table, with a feeling of hunger gnawing at my stomach. My

limbs felt tired and sore from a hard day's toil. Beside me sat a thin,

haggard, sorrowful woman and several half-famished children piteously

crying for something to eat. Oh, what a dismal, melancholy feeling.

"What is it," mused I, observing my bony hands, crooked limbs and ragged

clothes, "that causes my inability to earn enough money to supply bread

for myself and family, after working fifteen hours a day, while

thousands of men in this land do not work at all and have luxuries to

waste? What unnatural law governs the world that starves myself and

family who work, and over-feeds the pet dog of the aristocrat, who

loafs? The Church teaches me that God rules the universe, and that in

order to please Him I must be contented with my lot. Can I believe this

unreasonable doctrine of the Church? Can I give thanks to such a god?"

Another change, and behold, I am clad in the garments of a hunter,

seated upon the back of a spirited horse and in mad pursuit of a fleet-

footed antelope. I raise my rifle and blaze away at the frightened

beast. There, I have hit the mark and brought him down at the first

shot, much to my delight. But lo, it is not dead yet; see how it pants

and struggles in desperation, as it tries to regain its feet. Now I am

right upon it, and quickly dismounting, I take hold of its horns, draw a

long keen knife from its sheath, and with a powerful stroke I almost

sever the victim's head from the body. And as the warm blood pours forth

in every direction and the last sign of life departs from its shivering

body, I view the work of destruction with the fiendish glee of a noble

sportsman.

But hold! What causes me to tremble with fear as though some blood-

thirsty monster were pursuing me with the intention of crushing out my

life's blood? Ah, I understand. I am the four-footed beast and am

running, running, running as fast as my weary limbs will carry me. And

such a terrified feeling overcomes me as I look backward and discover I

am pursued by the most dangerous, savage and cruel animal in existence--

man. How relentlessly he dogs my footsteps. On, on, on he comes until he

is right behind me and there is no chance to escape--nor any hope for

quarter. At last being brought to bay I turn about and decide to give

battle to my pursuer. But look! The cowardly savage will not fight after

all. No, he will not advance and fight fair, but at a distance and out

of harm's way, he stops, and pointing a weapon at me, takes deliberate

aim, there is a loud report, a quick flash, and the scene once more

changes.

And thus I transmigrated from one thing into another, in a seemingly

endless procession of lives, experiencing all the peculiar sensations of

the many bodies I temporarily inhabited. In some cases I was the big

strong brute--either physically or mentally--taking advantage of the

puny weakling. In others, I was the miserable weakling, being crushed by

the over-powering strength of the bully. But whether strong or weak,

either physically or mentally, I was always the moral coward and selfish

creature, ready to cater to those who were stronger, and take advantage

of those who were feebler than myself, until finally I emerged into a

most extraordinary being, utterly deficient in all human weaknesses.

Master of a physique absolutely free from all imperfections, and

controlling a mind powerful enough to grasp nature's beautiful ideas

unadulterated, I found myself seated upon a platform in the center of a

mammoth theatre and surrounded by the finest body of musicians the earth

has ever produced--the immortal Sixth National Band of Sageland. Then I

fully realized that as leader of this wonderful group I was about to

render for the first time, my latest musical conception and masterpiece--

"The Soul's Retrospection"--which would prove to humanity beyond a

doubt, the positive truth of one of nature's grandest secrets--the

indestructibility of the soul.

It was generally believed that music was the direct inspiration of the

soul. It was also thought that the soul was one of the unchangeable

forces of nature whose duty it was to operate and purify different

pieces of natural machinery known as animal lives; starting each on its

brief career and remaining a part thereof until the mechanism exhausted

its power and collapsed, after which it attached itself to another bit

of animal matter, remaining therewith until its death, and so on

indefinitely.

And now, after a life of unswerving devotion to this purpose, I was

about to establish the truth of these theories by producing a musical

composition that would cause the listener's soul to leave the body, and

going backward, revisit, as in a dream, the various animal forms it had

previously inhabited. How extremely happy I felt to think what a great

blessing humanity was about to receive direct from nature, through the

instrumentality of myself and the incalculable good that would result

therefrom. Not only would it prove of vast scientific value to my own

countrymen, but also to the millions of ferocious Apemen in all parts of

the world, who could now be made to understand that no soul is immune

from hardship, misery and torture until all living things on earth have

reached the highest stage of perfection.

The news that the first production of "The Soul's Retrospection" was

about to be given had attracted great attention among the Sagemen, and I

observed that the great National Auditorium, which was capable of

seating four hundred thousand persons, was crowded to its very doors, a

proceeding I had never witnessed before, notwithstanding my companions

and I had appeared there many times previously to give musical

performances. I also noticed that the transmitters in all of the domes

of the auditorium were open and ready for use and I knew that my

countrymen in every part of Sageland were at their musical receivers

ready to obtain the instantaneous results of our efforts. All of the

celebrated wise men and great scientists, while openly skeptical

concerning the claims of my composition, showed their interest in the

matter by being present personally and appearing anxious for success to

crown my efforts. As my eyes wandered over the great assemblage

completely filling tiers upon tiers of seats, as far back in every

direction as the natural eye could reach, I felt positive that there was

at least one person present who had no doubts of successful results.

"Ah, where is she?" mused I, looking about for a sign of recognition.

"Here I am," came the quick telepathic response, and immediately my gaze

fell upon the loveliest woman on earth--Arletta--nature's companion to

my soul. I am utterly powerless to describe the feeling of joy

experienced as our eyes met in mutual admiration. Being held momentarily

spellbound by her loving glance, I fully recognized the fact that she

was the acme of purity--the guiding star of my life. And with such a

guide there was no such thing as fail.

All in readiness, I arose to my feet and the entire audience did

likewise, as a token of appreciation for past services rendered.

Acknowledging the honor and waiving them seated, without further ado I

signaled my assistants to begin.

Never did a body of musicians commence a difficult task with more

determination to create, through the medium of their instruments, an

exact interpretation of the author's purpose. In no degree could they

have succeeded more admirably than on this occasion. Never was an entire

audience so completely carried beyond the borders of reality than now.

From the first until the last note not a twitch of a muscle could be

seen in all that mass of humanity, which now resembled a great concourse

of motionless statues. The musicians themselves, with their minds and

souls bent upon giving the fullest expression to their grand work, were

the only evidence that any life at all remained in the large auditorium.

How bravely they stuck to their laborious undertaking; how beautifully

they executed their divine work.

At last the piece was finished, and looking about, I observed that the

great audience jumped to its feet instantly, and every person present

frantically extended both hands above the head--a sign that we had been

successful. Never before did I see my countrymen under such intense

excitement and jubilation as now. Men hugged each other; women cried

with joy. The world is saved, was the general exclamation. Amid the

great confusion that followed, I noticed Arletta with her arms

outstretched toward me--a sign that she was betrothed to me forever. Her

beautiful face was the picture of happiness and love. As I descended

from the platform and started forward to clasp her in my arms the entire

audience seemed to vanish into nothingness, and my head began to whirl.

I turned and looked backward, and to my great astonishment and confusion

beheld myself still seated upon the platform. It seemed to me that I was

divided into two parts. I rubbed my eyes in amazement and looked again.

There was the leader of the band sitting on the platform motionless and

surrounded by his faithful helpmates. I looked in the other direction.

There was Arletta reclining upon the couch with her lustrous eyes fixed

upon me. I glanced down at myself and found that I was the same old John

Convert dressed in sailor's clothes.

For several moments I stood there buried in the depth of serious

meditation. Then slowly walking over near Arletta, I stooped and resting

upon one foot and knee, I tenderly took her hand in mine and bowed my

head in reverence. I understood it all now.

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