CHAPTER X

We were just twenty-four hours making our journey around the world, when

suddenly I found myself once more gazing into the beautiful eyes of

Arletta. While she bestowed a kindly look of sympathy toward me, her

features plainly showed that her gentle nature had received an awful

shock from the terrible and degrading sights we had witnessed. And there

was much reason why this pure and lovable woman should be shocked at

what we had seen, for even I, a worthless and hardened vagabond, had

become thoroughly disgusted with my own species.

"And what do you think of your highly civilized people now?" she

inquired sadly. "They are a race of tail-less monkeys and filthy beasts

with myself included," responded I, with vehemence, and then I began a

tirade of abuse against the entire human family.

"Stop," exclaimed Arletta, "you must not allow malice to enter your mind

against any living creature, no matter how beastly or brutal it may be.

Hatred will not make the world better; it needs love. No living being is

responsible for what it is any more than you or I are accountable for

being in existence. But while each individual inherits the good or bad

instincts of its predecessor, still it has the power to make better or

worse its own condition. Love will not only make better your own

condition, but that of your fellow beings as well. Do not expect to find

in others that which you do not possess yourself. It is your duty to set

a good example, not wait for others to accomplish what you have not done

yourself. So begin right now with love. Cast away all unkind thoughts

and never allow another to enter your mind, no matter what the

provocation might be. I admit that the Apeman of today is no better, in

fact, in many respects is much inferior to the Apeman who lived over

four thousand years ago, but that is because he took the wrong road in

trying to reach real manhood. He is still on the wrong path, but must be

turned about and started in the right direction. He must be taught that

Heaven is here on earth, if he will only make it so. But the earth will

never be a paradise, so long as he allows a grain of selfishness to

remain in his system. In yonder picture you can see what real men were

like. Study their countenances carefully and see if you can read that

any one of them ever committed a selfish act or even permitted an unkind

thought to enter his mind, for if he had, you could plainly read it from

his features, the face being the mirror of our thoughts and actions, and

no matter what we do or what we think from the time we are born until we

die, every act and thought is indelibly stamped upon our faces and can

never be erased until the material of which we are composed has

disintegrated and reentered the great chemical basin from which all

living things receive their matter and energy. And it is to be hoped

that with each turn of the chemical wheel the succeeding generation will

be re-moulded on a better scale, until the Apeman and all lower animals

have passed through a successful course of evolution and finally emerge

into real manhood--the highest type of earthly beings. This goal is but

a few steps and within the power of the Apeman to reach, but he must

take his steps in the right direction. A whole nation of those

magnificent beings you see in the picture, once existed in real life.

Their ancestors were Apemen who were started in the right path, and

after persistently sticking to the upward march of unselfish progress

for many generations, ultimately reached the class of men you see before

you; giants, physically, mentally and morally." And here she paused and

looked long and affectionately at those wonderful figures in the

painting. Then a feeling of intense jealousy suddenly crept into my

brain, and I thought I would surely go mad under its terrible pressure.

Arletta was in love with one of those real men, while she held merely a

compassionate feeling for me.

I, the Apeman, standing six feet two inches in height and weighing over

two hundred pounds avoirdupois, heretofore regarded as a marvel in

physical development, now, in the presence of these eight-foot giants,

felt like a shrunken pigmy. Formerly it was generally conceded that I

was a rather handsome fellow. This woman thought I was hideous.

Previously, I had felt proud of my nicely curled heavy black mustache,

now I thought it made me look like a monkey. The splendid features of

the real men were not disfigured by a hair or blemish of any kind, while

their skin was as soft and smooth as that of a new born child. During my

trip around the world, I had observed that the more man's body was

covered by hair, the more ape-like he appeared, especially when

decorating his face with it, and I was certain that my appearance was

just as ludicrous in the eyes of Arletta as those I had seen. Therefore

my admiration for the stately objects portrayed in the picture was

beginning to turn into hatred. I inwardly wished they were alive that I

might have an opportunity to combat with one or all of them in order to

show Arletta that I possessed the courage to fight until death for her

love. While lost in the midst of such reflections Arletta turned her

gaze upon me fixedly and said: "What barbaric thoughts have you

permitted to enter your mind now?" "I was wishing," replied I rather

sullenly, "that the man you love in that picture was alive, that I might

have the chance to demonstrate my worth in a fight to secure your favor;

perhaps, then, you would discover that I had some good qualities."

"And do you suppose if I saw you fighting like a savage bulldog that I

would admire those brutish tendencies in your nature?" inquired she. "Do

you think that the animal instincts of fighting and killing are good

qualities to possess? Has your trip around the world borne no good

results? You have observed that your own species, like other savage

beasts, quarrel, fight, maim and kill each other through selfish

motives, and you have condemned them for it; now you would continue to

do the very same thing yourself and think that I would consider it

courageous. According to one of our primitive laws, the courageous man

was he who feared no one and caused no one to fear him. These men of the

picture were the bravest of the brave, and still if one of them were

alive today he would not fight with you, no matter how much you might

ill use him, for he would know that it required more real strength to

take abuse than to give it. He would suffer more pain if he hurt you

than if you injured him. And still he could have crushed you with

greater ease than a cat can a mouse, if he were cowardly enough to do

it. That is the real courage of unselfishness--the kind your species

cannot understand. Your fellow beings applaud cowardice which they

mistake for strength of character. They seem unable to comprehend that

it requires far more courage to suffer pain than to inflict it upon

others. They have inherited their erroneous ideas from the wild beasts

who preceded them, and at the present time few of them know any better.

But they must be taught differently and the teachers must set the

examples, not merely offer advice. The different countries of the world

today support large armies of licensed murderers who are commonly called

soldiers. They are sent to the battle-fields to slaughter each other for

selfish purposes. The strongest side is naturally victorious, and after

killing as many of their adversaries as possible, return home to receive

the applause and admiration of their countrymen. They are considered

heroic because they were successful in slaying their weaker opponents.

Your society worships these human butchers and the more lives one of

them has destroyed the bigger the monument is erected in his honor. How

many of these butchers would have the courage to take an insult from a

weaker party without resenting it? It requires great bravery for the

strong to refrain from taking advantage of the weak; it demands real

heroism for the strong to equally share the results of their labors with

the feeble. For the strong are doubly blessed in having strength while

the weak are unfortunate and need sympathy."

"Would it not be courageous for one person to die for the love of

another?" inquired I.

"That would depend altogether upon the circumstances," replied Arletta.

"It would require far more courage to sacrifice your life for one you

did not love as there would then be no selfish motive behind it. As I

understand your feelings, you love me and imagine that you would not

care to live without me."

"Yes," said I fervently, "I shall take my own life sooner than leave

you."

"That is not courage at all, it is simply cowardice," answered she.

"Through your own selfishness in trying to obtain something beyond your

reach, you lack the strength to live without it. It takes far more

courage to live when you want to die than to die when you want to live.

Unselfishness is the very highest type of courageousness and one must

live for the good he may do the world instead of his own personal

aggrandizement. Thousands of our noble men sacrificed their lives yearly

for the good of the world. Our laws permitted a certain number of them

to leave their heavenly country periodically to go among the Apemen, and

try and teach these barbarians the meaning of unselfish love. They never

returned. They fully realized before starting on these missionary trips,

that they were depriving themselves of all the luxuries the earth

provided for a life of hardship and suffering; a life of insults and all

the cruel tortures the ferocious Apemen could inflict upon them. But it

pleased them to know that they possessed the courage to withstand all

the insults heaped upon them, while trying to alleviate the conditions

of others. Unlike your present missionaries they did not go into

different countries backed up by loaded guns ready to annihilate all who

did not believe their doctrines. If you hit a man on the head with a

club and then tell him that you love him he will not believe you. They

understood that to teach the Apemen to love one another they must set

themselves up as examples, not with mere words, but by unselfish and

courageous acts. They also knew that they had no divine right to enter

another country and force upon the inhabitants their laws and customs.

They merely went to teach their methods and in trying to do good for

others were willing to accept insults in return for their kindness in

order to prove their sincerity of purpose.

"At first, these good men were looked upon as gods by the Apemen who

wished to worship them as such, and had they been vain-glorious like the

Apeman himself, they would have allowed this false idea to exist. But

no, there was not a grain of vanity or selfishness in their systems.

They had not left their homes and friends to be worshiped, but had gone

away to show the Apeman how he might reach real manhood, if he would but

follow their instructions. They taught the eradication of selfishness

from all living beings and the abolition of the system of individual

accumulation, practiced then and now by all of your species. Of course

when the rich and religious rulers of the different tribes and nations

learned that these men were teaching that all living beings should have

an equal chance in life, and that the weak should enjoy the same

comforts as the strong, and that their divine right laws were unjust,

they became wroth and ordered our men to be put to death by the most

cruel methods. Some were burned at the stake; others were buried alive;

several were put into dungeons and their bodies allowed to rot; many

were cast into fiery furnaces, while a number of them were thrown into

dens containing lions and tigers. All these tortures and innumerable

others, did these brave men suffer that they might impress upon the

Apeman the real meaning of courage and unselfishness. And through the

power of mind sight we used to see these heroic volunteers unflinchingly

suffer these indignities for the cause of righteousness, notwithstanding

we had the power to annihilate the entire Apeman species, if we had so

desired. Our chemists could have turned on currents of poisonous air and

asphyxiated whole nations of them at once; our electricians could have

sent an electric shock around the earth that would have left a path of

destruction a thousand miles in width; our scientists could have

concentrated the full force of the sun's rays upon any particular city

they might choose and burn it up instantly; but they did not. We had the

power to destroy, but the courage of forbearance. The highest honor our

nation could bestow upon a man was to allow him to leave his heavenly

country and become a martyr to his own unselfishness in trying to uplift

the Apeman species. And had it not been for the unfortunate catastrophe

which I shall explain to you later, our plans would have succeeded and

the earth today would have been heaven with no such creature in

existence as the Apeman."

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