CHAPTER XXIX.

In spite of his haste to settle all that remained to be settled with

regard to the restitution of the property to San Giacinto, Saracinesca

found it impossible to wind up the affair in a week as he had intended.

It was a very complicated matter to separate from his present fortune

that part of it which his cousin would have inherited from his

great-grandfather. A great deal of wealth had come into the family

since that time by successive marriages, and the management of the

original estate had not been kept separate from the administration of

the dowries which had from time to time been absorbed into it. The

Saracinesca, however, were orderly people, and the books had been kept

for generations with that astonishing precision of detail which is

found in the great Roman houses, and which surpasses, perhaps, anything

analogous which is to be found in modern business. By dint of

perseverance and by employing a great number of persons in making the

calculations, the notaries had succeeded in preparing a tolerably

satisfactory schedule in the course of a fortnight, which both the

principal parties agreed to accept as final. The day fixed for the

meeting and liquidation of the accounts was a Saturday, a fortnight and

two days after the murder of Prince Montevarchi. A question arose

concerning the place of meeting.

Saracinesca proposed that San Giacinto and the notaries should come to

the Palazzo Saracinesca. He was ready to brave out the situation to the

end, to face his fate until it held nothing more in store for him, even

to handing over the inventory of all that was no longer his in the

house where he had been born. His boundless courage and almost brutal

frankness would doubtless have supported him to the last, even through

such a trial to his feelings, but San Giacinto refused to agree to the

proposal. He repeatedly stated that he wished the old prince to inhabit

the palace through his lifetime, and that he should even make every

effort to induce him to retain the title. Both of these offers were

rejected courteously, but firmly. In the matter of holding the decisive

meeting in the palace, however, San Giacinto made a determined stand.

He would not on any account appear in the light of the conqueror coming

to take possession of the spoil. His wife had no share in this generous

sentiment. She would have liked to enjoy her triumph to the full, for

she was exceedingly ambitious, and was, moreover, not very fond of the

Saracinesca. As she expressed it, she felt when she was with any of

them, from the old prince to Corona, that they must be thinking all the

time that she was a very foolish young person. San Giacinto's action

was therefore spontaneous, and if it needs explanation it may be

ascribed to an inherited magnanimity, to a certain dignity which had

distinguished him even as a young man from the low class in which he

had grown up. He was, indeed, by no means a type of the perfect

nobleman; his conduct in the affair between Faustina and Gouache had

shown that. He acted according to his lights, and was not ashamed to do

things which his cousin Giovanni would have called mean. But he was

manly, for all that, and if he owed some of his dignity to great

stature and to his indomitable will, it was also in a measure the

outward sign of a good heart and of an innate sense of justice. There

had as yet been nothing dishonest in his dealings since he had come to

Rome. He had acquired a fortune which enabled him to take the position

that was lawfully his. He liked Flavia, and had bargained for her with

her father, afterwards scrupulously fulfilling the terms of the

contract. He had not represented himself to be what he was not, and he

had taken no unfair advantage of any one for his own advancement. In

the matter of the suit he was the dupe of old Montevarchi, so far as

the deeds were concerned, but he was perfectly aware that he actually

represented the elder branch of his family. It is hard to imagine how

any man in his position could have done less than he did, and now that

it had come to a final settlement he was really anxious to cause his

vanquished relations as little humiliation as possible. To go to their

house was like playing the part of a bailiff. To allow them to come to

his dwelling suggested the journey to Canossa. The Palazzo Montevarchi

was neutral ground, and he proposed that the formalities should be

fulfilled there. Saracinesca consented readily enough and the day was

fixed.

The notaries arrived at ten o'clock in the morning, accompanied by

clerks who were laden with books, inventories and rolls of manuscript.

The study had been selected for the meeting, both on account of its

seclusion from the rest of the house and because it contained an

immense table which would serve for the voluminous documents, all of

which must be examined and verified. San Giacinto himself awaited the

arrival of the Saracinesca in the great reception-room. He had sent his

wife away, for he was in reality by no means so calm as he appeared to

be, and her constant talk disturbed him. He paced the long room with

regular steps, his head erect, his hands behind him, stopping from time

to time to listen for the footsteps of those he expected. It was the

great day of his life. Before night, he was to be Prince Saracinesca.

The moments that precede a great triumph are very painful, especially

if a man has looked forward to the event for a long time. No matter how

sure he is of the result, something tells him that it is uncertain. A

question may arise, he cannot guess whence, by which all may be

changed. He repeats to himself a hundred times that failure is

impossible, but he is not at rest. The uncertainty of all things, even

of his own life, appears very clearly before his eyes. His heart beats

fast and slow from one minute to another. At the very instant when he

is dreaming of the future, the possibility of disappointment breaks in

upon his thoughts. He cannot explain it, but he longs to be beyond the

decisive hour. In San Giacinto's existence, the steps from obscurity to

importance and fortune had, of late, been so rapidly ascended that he

was almost giddy with success. For the first time since he had left his

old home in Aquila, he felt as though he had been changed from his own

self to some other person.

At last the door opened, and Saracinesca, Giovanni, and Corona entered

the room. San Giacinto was surprised to see Giovanni's wife on an

occasion when the men alone of the family were concerned, but she

explained that she had come to spend the morning with Faustina, and

would wait till everything was finished. The meeting was not a cordial

one, though both parties regarded it as inevitable. If Saracinesca felt

any personal resentment against San Giacinto he knew that it was

unreasonable and he had not the bad taste to show it. He was silent,

but courteous in his manner. Giovanni, strange to say, seemed wholly

indifferent to what was about to take place.

"I hope," said San Giacinto, when all four were seated, "that you will

consent to consider this as a mere formality. I have said as much

through my lawyers, but I wish to repeat it myself in better words than

they used."

"Pardon me," answered Saracinesca, "if I suggest that we should not

discuss that matter. We are sensible of your generosity in making such

offers, but we do not consider it possible to accept them."

"I must ask your indulgence if I do not act upon your suggestion,"

returned San Giacinto. "Even if there is no discussion I cannot consent

to proceed to business until I have explained what I mean. If the suit

has been settled justly by the courts, it has not been decided with

perfect justice as regards its consequences. I do not deny, and I

understand that you do not expect me to act otherwise, that it has been

my intention to secure for myself and for my children the property and

the personal position abandoned by my ancestor. I have obtained what I

wanted and what was my right, and I have to thank you for the

magnanimity you have displayed in not attempting to contest a claim

against which you might have brought many arguments, if not much

evidence. The affair having been legally settled, it is for us to make

whatever use of it seems better in our own eyes. To deprive you of your

name and of the house in which you were born and bred, would be to

offer you an indignity such as I never contemplated."

"You cannot be said to deprive us of what is not ours, by any

interpretation of the word with which I am acquainted," said

Saracinesca in a tone which showed that he was determined to receive

nothing.

"I am a poor grammarian," answered San Giacinto gravely, and without

the slightest affectation of humility. "I was brought up a farmer, and

was only an innkeeper until lately. I cannot discuss with you the

subtle meanings of words. To my mind it is I who am taking from you

that which, if not really yours, you have hitherto had every right to

own and to make use of. I do not attempt to explain my thought. I only

say that I will neither take your name nor live in your house while you

are alive. I propose a compromise which I hope you will be willing to

accept."

"I fear that will be impossible. My mind is made up."

"I propose," continued San Giacinto, "that you remain Prince

Saracinesca, that you keep Saracinesca itself, and the palace here in

Rome during your lifetime, which I trust may be a long one. After your

death everything returns to us. My cousin Giovanni and the Princess

Sant' Ilario--"

"You may call me Corona, if you please," said the princess suddenly.

Her eyes were fixed on his face, and she was smiling.

Both Saracinesca and Giovanni looked at her in surprise. It seemed

strange to them that she should choose such a moment for admitting San

Giacinto to a familiarity he had never before enjoyed. But for some

time she had felt a growing respect for the ex-innkeeper, which was

quickened by his present generosity. San Giacinto's swarthy face grew a

shade darker as the blood mounted to his lean cheeks. Corona had given

him one of the first sensations of genuine pleasure he had ever

experienced in his rough life.

"Thank you," he said simply. "You two, I was going to say, have palaces

of your own and cannot have such close associations with the old places

as one who has owned them during so many years. You," he continued,

turning to the old prince, "will, I hope, accept an arrangement which

cannot affect your dignity and which will give me the greatest

satisfaction."

"I am very much obliged to you," answered Saracinesca promptly. "You

are very generous, but I cannot take what you offer."

"If you feel that you would be taking anything from me, look at it from

a different point of view. You would be conferring a favour instead of

accepting one. Consider my position, when I have taken your place. It

will not be a pleasant one. The world will abuse me roundly, and will

say I have behaved abominably towards you. Do you fancy that I shall be

received as a substitute for the Prince Saracinesca your friends have

known so long? Do you suppose that the vicissitudes of my life are

unknown, and that no one will laugh behind my back and point at me as

the new, upstart prince? Few people know me in Rome, and if I have any

friends besides you, I have not been made aware of the fact. Pray

consider that in doing what I ask, you would be saving me from very

unpleasant social consequences."

"I should be doing so at the cost of my self-respect," replied the old

man firmly. "Whatever the consequences are to you, the means of bearing

them will be in your hands. You will have no lack of friends to-morrow,

or at least of amiable persons anxious to call themselves by that name.

They will multiply this very night, like mushrooms, and will come about

you freshly shaved and smiling to-morrow morning."

"I am afraid you do not understand me," said San Giacinto. "I can

leave you the title and yet take one which will serve as well. You would

call yourself Prince Saracinesca and I should be Saracinesca di San

Giacinto. As for the palace and the place in the mountains, they are so

insignificant as compared with the rest that it could not hurt your

self-respect to live in them. Can you not persuade your father?" He

turned to Giovanni who had not spoken yet.

"You are very good to make the proposal," he answered. "I cannot say

more than that. I agree with my father."

A silence followed which lasted several minutes. Corona looked from one

to the other of the three men, wondering how the matter would end. She

understood both parties better than they understood each other. She

sympathised with the refusal of her husband and his father. To accept

such an offer would put them in a position of obligation towards San

Giacinto which she knew they could never endure, and which would be

galling to herself. On the other hand she felt sorry for their cousin,

who was evidently trying to do what he felt was right and generous, and

was disappointed that his advances should be repelled. He was very much

in earnest, or he would not have gone so far as to suggest that it

would be a favour to him if they took what he offered. He was so

simple, and yet so dignified withal, that she could not help liking

him. It was not clear to her, however, that she could mend matters by

interfering, nor by offering advice to the one or sympathy to the other.

Saracinesca himself was the first to break the silence. It seemed to

him that everything had been said, and that nothing now remained but to

fulfil the requisite formalities.

"Shall we proceed to business?" he inquired, as though ignoring all the

previous conversation. "I believe we have a great deal to do, and the

time is passing."

San Giacinto made no reply, but rose gravely and made a gesture

signifying that he would show the way to the study. Saracinesca made a

show of refusing to go out first, then yielded and went on. San

Giacinto waited at the door for Corona and Giovanni. "I will join you

in a moment--I know the way," said the latter, remaining behind with

his wife.

When they were alone he led her towards one of the windows, as though

to be doubly sure that no one could hear what he was about to say. Then

he stood still and looked into her eyes.

"Would you like us to accept such a favour from him?" he asked. "Tell

me the truth."

"No," answered Corona without the least hesitation. "But I am sorry for

San Giacinto. I think he is really trying to do right, and to be

generous. He was hurt by your father's answer."

"If I thought it would give you pleasure to feel that we could go to

Saracinesca, I would try and make my father change his mind."

"Would you?" She knew very well what a sacrifice it would be to his

pride.

"Yes, dear. I would do it for you."

"Giovanni--how good you are!"

"No--I am not good. I love you. That is all. Shall I try?"

"Never! I am sorry for San Giacinto--but I could no more live in the

old house, or in Saracinesca, than you could. Do I not feel all that

you feel, and more?"

"All?"

"All."

They stood hand in hand looking out of the window, and there were tears

in the eyes of both. The grasp of their fingers tightened slowly as

though they were drawn together by an irresistible force. Slowly they

turned their faces towards each other, and presently their lips met in

one of those kisses that are never forgotten. Then Giovanni left her

where she was. All had been said; both knew that they desired nothing

more in this world, and that henceforth they were all to each other. It

was as though a good angel had set a heavenly seal upon the reunion of

their hearts.

Corona did not leave the room immediately, but remained a few moments

leaning against the heavy frame of the window. Her queenly figure

drooped a little, and she pressed one hand to her side. Her dark face

was bent down, and the tears that had of old come so rarely made silver

lines upon her olive cheeks. There was not one drop of bitterness in

that overflowing of her soul's transcendent joy, in that happiness

which was so great and perfect that it seemed almost unbearable.

And she had reason to be glad. In the midst of a calamity which would

have absorbed the whole nature of many men, Giovanni had not one

thought that was not for her. Giovanni, who had once doubted her, who

had said such things to her as she dared not remember--Giovanni,

suffering under a blow to his pride, that was worse almost than total

ruin, had but one wish, to make another sacrifice for her. That false

past, of which she hated to think, was gone like an evil dream before

the morning sun, that true past, which was her whole life, was made

present again. The love that had been so bruised and crushed that she

had thought it dead had sprung up again from its deep, strong roots,

grander and nobler than before. The certainty that it was real was

overwhelming, and drowned all her senses in a trance of light.

Faustina Montevarchi entered the drawing-room softly, then, seeing no

one, she advanced till she came all at once upon Corona in the

embrasure of the window. The princess started slightly when she saw

that she was not alone.

"Corona!" exclaimed the young girl. "Are you crying? What is it?"

"Oh, Faustina! I am so happy!" It was a relief to be able to say it to

some one.

"Happy?" repeated Faustina in surprise. "But there are tears in your

eyes, on your cheeks--"

"You cannot understand--I do not wonder--how should you? And besides, I

cannot tell you what it is."

"I wish I were you," answered her friend sadly. "I wish I were happy!"

"What is it, child?" asked Corona kindly. Then she led Faustina to a

stiff old sofa at one end of the vast room and they sat down together.

"What is it?" she repeated, drawing the girl affectionately to her side.

"You know what it is, dear. No one can help me. Oh, Corona! we love

each other so very much!"

"I know--I know it is very real. But you must have a little patience,

darling. Love will win in the end. Just now, too--" She did not finish

the sentence, but she had touched a sensitive spot in Faustina's

conscience.

"That is the worst of it," was the answer. "I am so miserable, because

I know he never would have allowed it, and now--I am ashamed to tell

you, it is so heartless!" She hid her face on her friend's shoulder.

"You will never be heartless, my dear Faustina," said Corona. "What you

think, is not your fault, dear. Love is master of the world and of us

all."

"But my love is not like yours, Corona. Perhaps yours was once like

mine. But you are married--you are happy. You were saying so just now."

"Yes, dear. I am very, very happy, because I love very, very dearly.

You will be as happy as I am some day."

"Ah, that may be--but--I am dreadfully wicked, Corona!"

"You, child? You do not know what it is to think anything bad!"

"But I do. I am so much ashamed of it that I can hardly tell you--only

I tell you everything, because you are my friend. Corona--it is

horrible--it seems easier, more possible--now that he is gone--oh! I am

so glad I have told you!" Faustina began to sob passionately, as though

she were repenting of some fearful crime.

"Is that all, darling?" asked Corona, smiling at the girl's innocence,

and pressing her head tenderly to her own breast. "Is that what makes

you so unhappy?"

"Yes--is it not--very, very dreadful?" A fresh shower of tears

accompanied the question.

"Perhaps I am very bad, too," said Corona. "But I do not call that

wickedness."

"Oh no! You are good. I wish I were like you!"

"No, do not wish that. But, I confess, it seems to me natural that you

should think as you do, because it is really true. Your father,

Faustina, may have been mistaken about your future. If--if he had

lived, you might perhaps have made him change his mind. At all events,

you can hope that he now sees more clearly, that he understands how

terrible it is for a woman to be married to a man she does not

love--when she is sure that she loves another."

"Yes--you told me. Do you remember? It was the other day, after Flavia

had been saying such dreadful things. But I know it already. Every

woman must know it."

There was a short pause, during which Corona wondered whether she were

the same person she had been ten days earlier, when she had delivered

that passionate warning. Faustina sat quite still, looking up into the

princess's face. She was comforted and reassured and the tears had

ceased to flow.

"There is something else," she said at last. "I want to tell you

everything, for I can tell no one else. I cannot keep it to myself

either. He has written to me, Corona. Was it very wrong to read his

letter?" This time she smiled a little and blushed.

"I do not think it was very wrong," answered her friend with a soft

laugh. She was so happy that she would have laughed at anything.

"Shall I show you his letter?" asked the young girl shyly. At the same

time her hand disappeared into the pocket of her black gown, and

immediately afterwards brought out a folded piece of paper which looked

as though it had been read several times.

Corona did not think it necessary to express her assent in words.

Faustina opened the note, which contained the following words, written

in Gouache's delicate French handwriting--

"MADEMOISELLE--When you have read these lines, you will understand my

object in writing them, for you understand me, and you know that all I

do has but one object. A few days ago it was still possible for us to

meet frequently. The terrible affliction which has fallen upon you, and

in which none can feel deeper or more sincere sympathy than I, has put

it out of your power and out of mine to join hands and weep over the

present, to look into each other's eyes and read there the golden

legend of a future happiness. To meet as we have met, alone in the

crowded church--no! we cannot do it. For you, at such a time, it would

seem like a disrespect to your father's memory. For myself, I should

deem it dishonourable, I should appear base in my own eyes. Did I not

go to him and put to him the great question? Was I not repulsed--I do

not say with insult, but with astonishment--at my presumption? Shall I

then seem to take advantage of his death--of his sudden and horrible

death--to press forward a suit which he is no longer able to oppose? I

feel that it would be wrong. Though I cannot express myself as I would,

I know that you understand me, for you think as I do. How could it be

otherwise? Are we not one indivisible soul, we two? Yes, you will

understand me. Yes, you will know that it is right. I go therefore, I

leave Rome immediately. I cannot inhabit the same city and not see you.

But I cannot quit the Zouaves in this time of danger. I am therefore

going to Viterbo, whither I am sent through the friendly assistance of

one of our officers. There I shall stay until time has soothed your

grief and restored your mother to health. To her we will turn when the

moment has arrived. She will not be insensible to our tears and

entreaties. Until then good-bye--ah! the word is less terrible than it

looks, for our souls will be always together. I leave you but for a

short space--no! I leave your sweet eyes, your angel's face, your dear

hands that I adore, but yourself I do not leave. I bear you with me in

a heart that loves you--God knows how tenderly."

Corona read the letter carefully to the end. To her older appreciation

of the world, such a letter appeared at first to be the forerunner of a

definite break, but a little reflection made her change her mind. What

he said was clearly true, and corresponded closely with Faustina's own

view of the case. The most serious obstacle to the union of the lovers

had been removed by Prince Montevarchi's death, and it was

inconceivable that Gouache should have ceased to care for Faustina at

the very moment when a chance of his marrying her had presented itself.

Besides, Corona knew Gouache well, and was not mistaken in her estimate

of his character. He was honourable to Quixotism, and perfectly capable

of refusing to take what looked like an unfair advantage. Considering

Faustina's strange nature, her amazing readiness to yield to first

impulses, and her touching innocence of evil, it would have been an

easy matter for the man she loved to draw her into a runaway match. She

would have followed him as readily to the ends of the earth as she had

followed him to the Serristori barracks. Gouache was not a boy, and

probably understood her peculiarities as well as any one. In going away

for the present he was undoubtedly acting with the greatest delicacy,

for his departure showed at once all the respect he felt for Faustina,

and all that devotion to an ideal honour which was the foundation of

his being. Though his epistle was not a model of literary style it

contained certain phrases that came from the heart. Corona understood

why Faustina was pleased with it, and why instead of shedding useless

tears over his absence, she had shown such willingness to let her

friend read Gouache's own explanation of his departure. She folded the

sheet of paper again and gave it back to the young girl.

"I am glad he wrote that letter," she said after a moment's pause. "I

always believed in him, and now--well, I think, he is almost worthy of

you, Faustina."

Faustina threw her arms around Corona's neck, and kissed her again and

again.

"I am so glad you know how good he is!" she cried. "I could not be

happy unless you liked him, and you do."

All through the morning the two friends sat together in the great

drawing-room talking, as such women can talk to each other, with

infinite grace about matters not worth recording, or if they spoke of

things of greater importance, repeating the substance of what they had

said before, finding at each repetition some new comment to make, some

new point upon which to agree, after the manner of people who are very

fond of each other. The hours slipped by, and they were unconscious of

the lapse of time. The great clocks of the neighbouring church towers

tolled eleven, twelve, and one o'clock, and yet they had more to say,

and did not even notice the loud ringing of the hundred bells. The day

was clear, and the bright sunlight streamed in through the high

windows, telling the hour with a more fateful precision than the clocks

outside. All was peace and happiness and sweet intercourse, as the two

women sat there undisturbed through the long morning. They talked, and

laughed, and held their hands clasped together, unconscious of the rest

of the world. No sound penetrated from the rest of the house to the

quiet, sunlit hall, which to Faustina's mind had never looked so

cheerful before since she could remember it. And yet within the walls

of the huge old palace strange things were passing, things which it was

well that neither of them should see.

Before describing the events which close this part of my story, it is

as well to say that Faustina has made her last appearance for the

present. From the point of view which would have been taken by most of

her acquaintances, her marriage with Gouache was a highly improbable

event. If any one desires an apology for being left in uncertainty as

to her fate, I can only answer that I am writing the history of the

Saracinesca and not of any one else. There are certain stages in that

history which are natural halting-places for the historian himself, and

for his readers if he have any; and it is impossible to make the lives

of a number of people coincide so far as to wind them up together, and

yet be sure that they will run down at the same moment like the clocks

of his Majesty Charles the Fifth. If it were, the world would be a very

different place.

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