CECILIA'S TROUSSEAU
Preparations for the wedding had begun in the Belinchon household. They
were started very cautiously. Dona Paula sent for Nieves, the
embroideress, and a long conference ensued with closed doors. Then
patterns were ordered from Madrid, and a few days later the senora,
accompanied by Cecilia and Pablito, took a journey to the capital of the
province in the family coach. The prying Don Petra, who was passing
along the Rua Nueva as Dona Paula and her children returned, saw the
servant take from the carriage large, heavy parcels that looked like
bales of material.
All Sarrio then soon knew that preparations for the trousseau of Don
Rosendo's eldest daughter had commenced, and Dona Paula had one of her
heart attacks when she heard that it was known. The blame was cast on
Nieves, but she declared that she had never breathed a word on the
subject. Dona Paula declared she must have done so; the embroideress
wept, and there was a regular scene.
Well, as the cat was out of the bag, there was no use making any more
mystery about it. The room at the back of the house, the one that looked
on to the Calle de Carborana, was the scene of operations for the staff
working at the linen under Dona Paula's orders and Nieves's instruction.
It consisted of four persons besides the two maids of the house, when
domestic duties permitted, and Venturita, and Cecilia herself. It was a
merry party, as work did not prevent chatting, laughing, and singing all
day long. Merriment welled from the young creatures' hearts, and bubbled
forth in aimless laughter that sometimes lasted a long time. If one of
them dropped the scissors--laughter; if a skein of thread caught on a
neck--laughter; if the cook came with a red face to ask the senora for
the money for the milkwoman--hearty laughter. Not only were those
working at Cecilia's trousseau young and merry, but, from the directress
herself, they were all pretty.
Nieves was a tall, graceful, red-haired girl, with a white, transparent
skin, clear blue eyes, a perfect nose and mouth, twenty years of age,
and endowed with a disposition that was Heaven's own blessing. It was
impossible to be long melancholy in her company. Not that she was
talkative or witty, nothing of the sort; the poor girl had little more
intellect than a fish, but her boundless good-humor shone from her eyes
in such a charming manner, and rang forth from her throat in such clear
tones, that it was quite infectious. By the work of her hands she
supported a paralytic mother, and a bad, idle brother, who treated her
shamefully when she was unable to give him sufficient money with which
to get intoxicated.
Her troubles, which would have been insupportable to anybody else, only
momentarily disturbed her equanimity, and, rising above them, she soon
recovered her habitual cheerful spirits. She enjoyed the blessing of
perfect health, the only pain she ever knew being an occasional stitch
in the side from overmuch laughter. Valentina, also an embroideress, and
also with red hair, was not so pretty; her eyes were smaller, her skin
less delicate, her nose less regular, and she was smaller of stature.
On the other hand, her bright locks were curly, and clustered very
prettily on her forehead, her hands and feet were smaller and more
delicate than those of Nieves, and the striking point of her face was a
constant little trick of knitting her brows, which gave a pleasant
piquancy to her features, as it was not due to bad temper.
Encarnacian was a needlewoman too; she was a great, strong, bouncing
girl with a vulgar face. The artisans of Sarrio thought she was the
flower of the flock, but she would not have pleased the taste of a
refined, intelligent person.
Teresa, also of the same trade, was perfectly Moorish in coloring; her
hair was as black as jet, and her large eyes were as dark as her hair,
and her nose and mouth were regular; she was considered ugly in the town
on account of her swarthiness, but she was really a type of Oriental
beauty. There was nothing remarkable in Generosa, one of the two maids
of the house. Elvira, the other, was a pale little thing, with large,
languid eyes, and very graceful figure.
The working classes of Sarrio have never gone in for the ridiculous
imitation of ladies, which is so frequent nowadays in other places in
Spain. They think, and I am of the same opinion, that the fashions
adopted by ladies would not enhance their natural grace; in fact, they
would lessen it. And this is logical, for, in the first place, they are
not accustomed to drawing their waists in, as fashion demands of its
slaves, and as little towns have no good dressmakers, the imitation
would be both inferior and ugly; whereas, who upon the terrestrial
globe, or upon any other globe, can compete with the charm of the girls
of Sarrio when they don the richly embroidered fichu, crossed in front,
and tied behind? Who can equal their fascinating mode of arranging the
curls on their foreheads with a studied carelessness? Who can take part
in a giraldilla with more consummate grace, or give in a more coquettish
way a push to a young fellow who gets out of his place, while saying
with a mingled smile and frown:
"Good fellow, you are mad, or on the road to it. Look out, or I shall
pinch you!"
Who can sing with more sentiment and with less ear the couplet:
"When Aben Hamet Granada left,
He felt his heart of joy bereft."
There is no doubt that the artisan girls of Sarrio, whose strict ideas
of taste are the admiration of both Spaniards and foreigners, especially
nowadays when characteristic features are on the wane, are quite right
to maintain their independence and to hold their own costume in spite of
the dressed-up young ladies of the cities. Because (be it said softly,
so as not to be overheard), the truth is they are much prettier. And
this I say without meaning offense to anybody in particular; Heaven
forbid.
There is no traveler in the Peninsula who, on thinking of Sarrio, will
not echo this assertion with more of the enthusiasm natural to him.
There is no Englishman who stops for a few days at this port but who,
when talking to his friends at Cardiff or Bristol of this _Spanish
town_, will begin by raising his eyebrows and smacking his lips with
delight, with "Oh! oh! oh! Sarrio! the young girls there are very, very,
very beautiful." And if Englishmen say it, what will be said by the
Spaniards, and particularly those who have lived so long under their
beneficent influence?
The four workers, including Nieves, although she was rather superior,
belonged to this much-admired class of women for whose prosperity and
continuance in their ways I offer daily prayers to Heaven, and advise
every good Catholic to do the same.
On working days they were dressed in cotton gowns, with a little woolen
fichu tied behind and a silk handkerchief falling back on the neck from
the uncovered head. Nieves, as an exception, wore a black fringed fichu.
They had just sat down to work after dinner. The sun poured through the
panes of the two windows despite the blinds. The workers were gathered
together in one of the corners of the room to escape its rays. Teresa,
the most musical of the party, started a sentimental song in sad,
drawn-out cadences in a sweet, timid voice, so that the others should
join in parts; and in effect Nieves soon "took second," and the rest
followed suit, some taking first and others second, which resulted in a
somewhat melancholy harmony, tinged with romance. Romance may vanish
from customs, and be banished from the novel and the stage, but it still
finds a delicious haven of rest in the hearts of the artisans of
Sarrio. The music continued until Pablito saw fit to disturb it by
breaking in suddenly with his bleating voice. The needlewomen stopped
singing, raised their heads in alarm, and then burst out laughing.
"_Madre!_ what a fright you gave me!"
"I thought it was a cow!"
"And I thought it was a cock crowing--and I still think so," said
Venturita.
The handsome Pablito, reclining in his armchair in the other corner,
laughed loudly at his own expense. He certainly was of a jocose turn of
mind, as we shall have occasion to see later on. From the time of the
commencement of his sister's trousseau Pablito evinced a sudden taste
for a sedentary life that had not hitherto been noticeable in him. Who
had ever seen him before stop a minute in the house after dinner? Who
would have thought that he could spend the morning in that armchair
chatting with the workers? Nevertheless, it was a fact. For the last
month he had not been out riding or driving, and he did not spend more
than an hour in the stable during the course of the day.
Piscis was quite upset. He came every day to fetch him out, but it was
in vain.
"Look here, Piscis, I have to clean my silver spurs, so I can not go
out." "I say, Piscis, I have to go and get a bill of exchange cashed for
father."
"Look here, Piscis, Linda is ill and can't be ridden."
"She is all right now," growled Piscis.
"Have you come from the stable?"
"Yes."
"Well, anyhow, I can't go out to-day--am out of sorts."
Sometimes Piscis entered the room and sat waiting silently; it was
certainly not for long, because he was always thinking the women were
making fun of him, and this prevented him being at his ease. When he
thought the right moment had arrived, or when he noticed symptoms of
boredom in Pablo, or when some other circumstance beyond our province
occurred, he rose from his seat and made a sign with his hand to his
friend as he gave a long, low whistle, for they understood each other
better by whistles than by words. They both objected to articulate
sounds and eschewed their use in each other's company, but Pablito did
not relish the sign at that moment.
"I say, Piscis," he said, "I am dreadfully idle. Be so kind as to go to
the stable and ask Pepe to put another oil compress on Romeo."
"I will do it," returned Piscis with a frowning face.
"All right, Piscis; thank you very much. Ta-ta! You will come to-morrow,
eh? Perhaps I shall be able to ride then."
This was said with great suavity and amiability, to throw his friend off
the scent. Piscis growled a "good-day" without turning to the company,
and left with his eyes aflame, uglier and more demoniacal-looking than
ever. The same thing occurred the next day. In spite of his respect for
Pablito, Piscis then came to the conclusion that he admired one of the
needlewomen. Which? His perspicacity could not solve that question.
The young people began singing, but coming to the words:
"Only thou, Divine woman,
Said a prayer
At my solitary tomb,"
Pablito gave vent to such a discordant bellow that they all burst out
laughing; but Venturita became serious.
"Look here, Pablo, if you go on like that, you had better go off with
Piscis."
It was then Pablito's turn to be cross.
"I shall go when I feel inclined. You are always the one to spoil
everything."
Young Belinchon meant to infer that his sister Venturita was the only
one who failed to recognize the gifts which Heaven had bestowed on him,
and this was true; and all the company laughed as if they had heard a
passage from "Rabelais" instead of a cross remark. Dona Paula, who had
an idolatrous admiration for her first-born, and nourished a grudge
against the girl for her sharp remarks, which she considered were not
warranted by her beauty, came to her son's assistance:
"You are quite right, Pablo! She always does throw cold water on any
enjoyment. Goodness, what a girl! The man who takes her will have
something to do to keep her in order."
At that moment Gonzalo appeared at the door of the room; he bent like a
bow to shake hands with his future sister-in-law, Ventura, and Cecilia.
The latter became serious, for, without turning her head, she knew that
all the workers were looking out of the corners of their eyes, and she
knew the kind of smile that wreathed their lips. Every day was alike.
Before Gonzalo arrived the needlewomen lost no opportunity in teasing
the bride.
"Cecilia, which of these garments will you wear the day of your
wedding?"
"Senorita, you _will_ sleep in these sheets, they are so fine."
"You won't be the only one to find them so."
"I say, you rogue, what a fine young man you've got. You won't have such
a handsome fellow, Venturita."
"Who knows!" returned the girl.
Cecilia listened to these words with a smile on her lips, and blushed.
Since the beginning of the preparations for the wedding her cheeks,
formerly so pale, were almost rosy. This animation, and the light which
happiness lent to her eyes, made her look interesting and sweet, if not
pretty. There is not a girl who does not become more or less
good-looking on the approach of marriage.
Cecilia was naturally silent and reserved without being bad-tempered.
She hardly ever spoke, except when she was addressed, and then her
replies were sweet, clear, and to the point. Timidity, which lends a
certain charm to youth, was not the characteristic trait of her
character, but our heroine had a sweet serenity and a certain
sympathetic force in all her actions and words that revealed the perfect
purity of her mind. This serenity was taken by unobservant people, if
not for pride, which certainly could not be laid to the charge of
Cecilia, for cold-heartedness. Even those who were most often at the
house thought she was incapable of conceiving a great and tender
passion. Accustomed to see her fulfil her domestic duties with the
regularity of a clock, they would have required a power of penetration
not possessed by many to divine the true moral worth of the eldest
daughter of the Belinchons. The majority of such beings live and die
unappreciated because they do not possess any of the brilliant qualities
that attract all that see them. Innocence may be ranked among the
virtues of this class of girl, and rare as it is, it is one least
calculated to add to the value of a woman's character. Very few are
those who know how to appreciate the beauty of these crystal souls; see
them without noticing anything to arouse attention. But the same can be
said of certain philters that are poisonous and certain drafts that are
life-giving, and because our unpractised, dull eyes can not discern the
elements of life or death that lie dormant in them, are we to say that
such do not exist?
It was difficult to divine whether sad or pleasant feelings filled
Cecilia's heart, but it was not impossible. I do not know if she tried
to hide them, or whether her particular nature impelled her to do so,
but it was a fact that in her home she was misunderstood, even by her
parents. If perchance it was a question of paying calls, or buying a
dress, Dona Paula would ask her daughter with solicitude:
"And what do you think, Cecilia?"
"I think it is very nice," was the reply.
"Do you really think it is nice?" said the mother, looking into her
eyes.
"Yes, mama; I think it is nice."
But Dona Paula was always left in doubt as to whether the dress pleased
her or not, or what she really thought. She seldom cried, and when she
did, she took such pains to hide it that nobody knew of it. Whatever
distress she felt was only betrayed by a slight line in her forehead,
and great happiness with her was only evinced by a little more intensity
in the gentle smile constantly upon her face. When Gonzalo wrote to her
from abroad, she went to her mother and gave her the letter directly she
read it.
"Do you like the lad?" asked Dona Paula, after reading the letter with
more emotion than her daughter had shown in giving it to her.
"Do you like him?" returned the girl.
"I? Yes."
"Then if you and papa like him, I like him too," said Cecilia.
Who would have thought from those cold words that Cecilia had been in
love with him for some time? Nevertheless, as love is of all human
sentiments the most difficult to conceal, and as there was no need to
hide it when her parents' consent had been given, she let it then be
seen quite clearly. In temperaments like that of our heroine the
slightest indication signifies a good deal. The happiness that filled
her heart was soon seen in her face by all who knew her intimately. Few
beings have known greater joy on earth than that which Cecilia
experienced at that time.
All the litter about the room, the paper patterns, the designs, the
linen stretched in frames, the skeins of thread, all spoke a soft
mysterious language to her; the flashing of the scissors, the darting
of the needles, prophesied future joys to her. Sometimes they said to
her:
"You will be seen, Cecilia, going to mass on Sunday on the arm of your
husband. He will carry your prayer-book, he will leave you to go to the
altar of Our Lady and will stay behind among the men; then he will wait
for you at the door, will offer you the holy water, and then he will
give you his arm again."
At other times they seemed to say to her:
"In the morning you will rise very quietly to keep him from waking, you
will brush his clothes, you will put the buttons on his shirt, and when
the time comes you will give him his chocolate."
Other voices seemed to say:
"And when you have a child!" But here the bride-elect felt her heart
swell with delight, her hands trembled, and she cast a rapid glance at
the needlewomen, fearing they had noticed her emotion. As the different
articles of clothing were finished and ironed Cecilia put them away
carefully in a press, and when that was full she took them to a room
upstairs, where she artistically and carefully arranged the
underclothing, petticoats, nightcaps, and dressing jackets upon long
tables, set out for the purpose; then she covered them delicately with a
linen cloth and left the room, locking the door and putting the key in
her pocket.
After greeting the party Gonzalo took a seat near Pablito, and putting
his hand familiarly on his shoulder he whispered in his ear:
"Which do you like best?"
And as he bent toward his future brother-in-law he cast an earnest look
at Ventura, who returned it with a peculiar glance. Then both turned
their eyes to Cecilia, but she had not raised her head from her
embroidery frame.
"Nieves," replied Pablo, without hesitation, in his falsetto voice.
"I knew it, and I applaud your taste," said Gonzalo, laughing. "What a
smooth skin--what teeth!"
"And what a figure! First rate, don't you know?"
Both looked at the embroideress, who raised her head, and seeing that
the conversation was about her, she made a face.
"Come, don't talk in a whisper," said Dona Paula with asperity peculiar
to the women of the people.
"Let them be, senora," returned Nieves; "they are talking about me, and
in that they show their good taste."
"Certainly. Pablo was calling my attention to the ruddiness of certain
lips, the transparency of a certain skin, and the golden hue of certain
hair."
"Then they were talking of you, Valentina," said Nieves, blushing and
nudging her companion.
"What an idea! Don't worry about that, as if we don't know who is the
prettiest!" said the other, with evident pique.
"Gently, gently, senoras," exclaimed Gonzalo. "It is true that Pablo
began by talking of the perfections of Nieves, but it is certain that he
had meant to go on to those of all the rest, if he had not been
interrupted. Is it not so, Pablo?"
"Yes, I meant to go on to Valentina."
Whereupon the girl referred to raised her head and looked at him with
the half-frowning, half-roguish look that was peculiar to her.
"Take care, Nieves, that these young men don't forget themselves."
Pablo, without heeding the interruption, proceeded:
"And then from Teresa and Encarnacian, Elvira, and Generosa, I should
have gone on to Venturita, for of course all men are at her feet; to
Cecilia, no, for she is engaged; and then I should have said something
about Senora Dona Paula, who, be it said without offense to anybody, is
the most beautiful of all."
"What a humbug!" exclaimed the lady, pleased at her son's flattery.
Then Pablo rose from his armchair and embraced his mother
affectionately.
"Get away, get away, flatterer!" she said, laughing.
"Come, open your purse, mama," said Venturita.
"I see! A spiteful remark as usual," exclaimed the young man in a rage,
as he turned his head to his sister; but she only smiled to herself
maliciously, without raising her head from her embroidery frame.
"You have done a great deal," said Gonzalo in a low voice, as he took a
seat by the side of his fiancee.
"So, so," returned Cecilia, looking at him with her large, luminous
eyes.
"But, indeed, it is a great deal. Yesterday you had not embroidered this
clove. It looks to me like a clove."
"It is jasmine."
"Nor these two leaves, either."
"Bah! That is nothing."
"And what are you embroidering now?"
Cecilia went on plying her needle without answering.
"What are you embroidering now?" asked Gonzalo in a louder voice,
thinking that she had not heard.
"A sheet--hush!" returned the young girl, slightly raising her eyes in
the direction of the embroideresses, and quickly dropping them again.
At that moment Gonzalo's and Venturita's eyes met in a meaning glance
over Cecilia's head.
"Well, you see, every one to his taste," said Pablito, as he looked
fixedly at Nieves, as much as to say:
"Don't pay any attention. I only say that as a duty."
"What is there to suit everybody, Don Pablo?" asked Valentina in an
ironical tone.
"Flowers, girl."
"Give them to the saints."
"And to pretty girls like you."
"If I am not pretty, I precede those that are, without any by your
leave."
"The deuce she does! Valentina puts her back up directly one goes near
her," exclaimed the snubbed young man.
The joke made the needlewomen laugh.
"Valentina does not like young men," said Encarnacian.
"She is quite right; you get nothing from young men but promises, lost
time, and often a lifetime of misery," said Dona Paula sententiously,
unmindful of her own fortunate lot. "As to that, Sarrio is quite
demoralized; there is hardly a girl who keeps company with one of her
own class. The young man is at least expected to wear a cravat, to
carry a cane and a cigarette-holder, although he may not have a plate to
eat off. Young girls do not mind being seen at dusk nowadays with young
gentlemen, nor do they object to returning from fairs on the arm of one
of them, singing at the top of their voices."
"Poor young things! I don't know what you expect. Because the son of Don
Rudesindo married Pepe la Esquilla, and the pilot of the 'Trinidad' the
Mechacan girl, you think all is gold that glitters. But seeing is
believing. Look at Benita, the girl at Senor Matias's, the sacristan.
She does not look very pretty now, eh?"
"Benita has her marriage lines," said Encarnacian.
"Lines, eh? She will see what her lines are worth."
"Senora, the lad can not desert her; if he does, she will pursue him all
her life."
"Silence, silence, chatterbox; who put such ideas into your head?"
"It is a well-known fact that Benita has gone to law."
"Look here, senora," said the dark, sentimental girl, "it is quite true
that we run risks, but what are we to do? The artisans of the town are
just as bad; they mostly spend Sunday and Monday and one day in the week
at the tavern. How many are there who take their wages home to their
wives regularly? If the husband is a sailor, he sends it home one
quarter, keeps it three quarters, and then keeps it altogether. The
supplies ceasing, the unhappy woman is forced to work to get bread for
her children.
"And then in other cases what thanks or reward does the wife get from
her husband? If he does go out with her on a Sunday afternoon, he stops
at every public house on the road and leaves the poor creature at the
door; or if there is some friend with him, he shouts out some insulting
remark at her that makes her blush like a peony.
"Yes, yes, senora, they are all such vagabonds. Goodness knows they are
not worth the bread they eat. The other day I met Tomasina--you know the
girl at Uncle Rufio's who married one of Prospero's clerks less than a
year ago--well, she was at that moment going to get two reales from her
father to buy some bread, for she had not had a mouthful all day. Her
husband drinks nearly all his wages, so the poor thing has nothing to
eat by the middle of the week.
"God help her! And most nights the great pig comes home hopelessly
drunk, and nearly beats her to death. Sometimes the poor thing goes to
bed bruised and supperless.
"And then, seeing these things, people want a--well, better hold one's
tongue! But I do say, caramba, that if one has to go to the devil, it is
better to go in a coach."
"Look here," intervened Valentina, raising her face with its habitual
frown, albeit a trifle more pronounced, "don't go on like that; you say
you like young gentlemen. Well and good. I don't care; but don't you
throw all the dirty water on your own class. If they drink--and there
are those that do--don't I also see gentlemen coming home quite
intoxicated? And if they do beat their wives, half the time they would
not do it if the women's tongues were not so long, don't you see? And
Don Ramon, the music-master, beat his wife when he came home one night.
You must know that, as you live near."
"I don't chatter about everything, girl," returned Teresa, somewhat
dampened by the fear that her swarthy friend would make her reveal her
nocturnal perambulations with Donato Rojo, the medical officer of
health; "only I say there are many asses."
"Very well, leave them in peace, then, and don't talk of them, and they
won't talk of you. Every one for herself, and let sleeping dogs lie."
"Listen, Valentina," said Elvira, smiling maliciously. "Do you think
Cosme will beat you when you marry?"
"If I deserve it, he will. I would rather have a blow or two from my
Cosme than the scorn of a fine gentleman--so there!"
"That's what I like to hear; take a lesson, take a lesson, girls," said
Pablito.