CHAPTER XIX.

It was the middle of November, and the absentees who had spent their

summer at the North were all at home again. Among these were Mrs.

Asbury and her two daughters; and only a few days after their return

they called to see Beulah. She found them polished, cultivated, and

agreeable; and when, at parting, the mother kindly pressed her hand

and cordially invited her to visit them often and sociably, she felt

irresistibly drawn toward her, and promised to do so. Ere long there

came a friendly note, requesting her to spend the evening with them;

and thus, before she had known them many weeks, Beulah found herself

established on the familiar footing of an old friend. Universally

esteemed and respected, Dr. Asbury's society was sought by the most

refined circle of the city, and his house was a favorite resort for

the intellectual men and women of the community. Occupying an

enviable position in his profession, he still found leisure to

devote much of his attention to strictly literary topics, and the

honest frankness and cordiality of his manners, blended with the

instructive tone of his conversation, rendered him a general

favorite. Mrs. Asbury merited the elevated position which she so

ably filled as the wife of such a man. While due attention was given

to the education and rearing of her daughters, she admirably

discharged the claims of society, and, by a consistent adherence to

the principles of the religion she professed, checked by every means

within her power the frivolous excesses and dangerous extremes which

prevailed throughout the fashionable circles in which she moved.

Zealously, yet unostentatiously, she exerted herself in behalf of

the various charitable institutions organized to ameliorate the

sufferings of the poor in their midst; and while as a Christian she

conformed to the outward observances of her church, she faithfully

inculcated and practiced at home the pure precepts of a religion

whose effects should be the proper regulation of the heart and

charity toward the world. Her parlors were not the favorite

rendezvous where gossips met to retail slander. Refined, dignified,

gentle, and hospitable, she was a woman too rarely, alas! met with,

in so-called fashionable circles. Her husband's reputation secured

them the acquaintance of all distinguished strangers, and made their

house a great center of attraction. Beulah fully enjoyed and

appreciated the friendship thus tendered her, and soon looked upon

Dr. Asbury and his noble wife as counselors to whom in any emergency

she could unhesitatingly apply. They based their position in society

on their own worth, not the extrinsic appendages of wealth and

fashion, and readily acknowledged the claims of all who (however

humble their abode or avocation) proved themselves worthy of respect

and esteem. In their intercourse with the young teacher there was an

utter absence of that contemptible supercilious condescension which

always characterizes an ignorant and parvenu aristocracy. They

treated her as an equal in intrinsic worth, and prized her as a

friend. Helen Asbury was older than Beulah and Georgia somewhat

younger. They were sweet-tempered, gay girls, lacking their parent's

intellectual traits, but sufficiently well-informed and cultivated

to constitute them agreeable companions. Of their father's extensive

library they expressed themselves rather afraid, and frequently

bantered Beulah about the grave books she often selected from it.

Beulah found her school duties far less irksome than she had

expected, for she loved children, and soon became interested in the

individual members of her classes. From eight o'clock until three

she was closely occupied; then the labors of the day were over, and

she spent her evenings much as she had been wont ere the opening of

the session. Thus November glided quickly away, and the first of

December greeted her ere she dreamed of its approach. The Grahams

had not returned, though daily expected; and, notwithstanding two

months had elapsed without Eugene's writing, she looked forward with

intense pleasure to his expected arrival. There was one source of

constant pain for her in Dr. Hartwell's continued and complete

estrangement. Except a cold, formal bow in passing there was no

intercourse whatever; and she sorrowed bitterly over this seeming

indifference in one to whom she owed so much and was so warmly

attached. Remotely connected with this cause of disquiet was the

painful change in Clara. Like a lily suddenly transplanted to some

arid spot, she had seemed to droop since the week of her ride.

Gentle, but hopeless and depressed, she went, day after day, to her

duties at Madam St. Cymon's school, and returned at night wearied,

silent, and wan. Her step grew more feeble, her face thinner and

paler. Often Beulah gave up her music and books, and devoted the

evenings to entertaining and interesting her; but there was a

constraint and reserve about her which could not be removed.

One evening, on returning from a walk with Helen Asbury, Beulah ran

into her friend's room with a cluster of flowers. Clara sat by the

fire, with a piece of needlework in her hand; she looked listless

and sad. Beulah threw the bright golden and crimson chrysanthemums

in her lap, and, stooping down, kissed her warmly, saying:

"How is your troublesome head? Here is a flowery cure for you."

"My head does not ache quite so badly. Where did you find these

beautiful chrysanthemums?" answered Clara languidly.

"I stopped to get a piece of music from Georgia, and Helen cut them

for me. Oh, what blessed things flowers are! They have been well

styled, 'God's undertones of encouragement to the children of

earth.'"

She was standing on the hearth, warming her fingers. Clara looked up

at the dark, clear eye and delicate, fixed lips before her, and

sighed involuntarily. Beulah knelt on the carpet, and, throwing one

arm around her companion, said earnestly:

"My dear Clara, what saddens you to-night? Can't you tell me?"

A hasty knock at the door gave no time for an answer. A servant

looked in.

"Is Miss Beulah Benton here? There is a gentleman in the parlor to

see her; here is the card."

Beulah still knelt on the floor and held out her hand indifferently.

The card was given, and she sprang up with a cry of joy.

"Oh, it is Eugene!"

At the door of the parlor she paused and pressed her hand tightly to

her bounding heart. A tall form stood before the grate, and a glance

discovered to her a dark mustache and heavy beard; still it must be

Eugene, and, extending her arms unconsciously, she exclaimed:

"Eugene! Eugene! Have you come at last?"

He started, looked up, and hastened toward her. Her arms suddenly

dropped to her side, and only their hands met in a firm, tight

clasp. For a moment they gazed at each other in silence, each noting

the changes which time had wrought. Then he said slowly:

"I should not have known you, Beulah. You have altered

surprisingly." His eyes wandered wonderingly over her features. She

was pale and breathless; her lips trembled violently, and there was

a strange gleam in her large, eager eyes. She did not reply, but

stood looking up intently into his handsome face. Then she shivered;

the long, black lashes drooped; her white fingers relaxed their

clasp of his, and she sat down on the sofa near. Ah! her womanly

intuitions, infallible as Ithuriel's spear, told her that he was no

longer the Eugene she had loved so devotedly. An iron hand seemed to

clutch her heart, and again a shudder crept over her as he seated

himself beside her, saying:

"I am very much pained to find you here. I am just from Dr.

Hartwell's, where I expected to see you."

He paused, for something about her face rather disconcerted him, and

he took her hand again in his.

"How could you expect to find me there, after reading my last

letter?"

"I still hoped that your good sense would prevent your taking such

an extraordinary step."

She smiled icily, and answered:

"Is it so extraordinary, then, that I should desire to maintain my

self-respect?"

"It would not have been compromised by remaining where you were."

"I should scorn myself were I willing to live idly on the bounty of

one upon whom I have no claim."

"You are morbidly fastidious, Beulah."

Her eyes flashed, and, snatching her hand from his, she asked, with

curling lips: "Eugene, if I prefer to teach for a support, why

should you object?"

"Simply because you are unnecessarily lowering yourself in the

estimation of the community. You will find that the circle which a

residence under Dr. Hartwell's roof gave you the entree of, will

look down with contempt upon a subordinate teacher in a public

school--"

"Then, thank Heaven, I am forever shut out from that circle! Is my

merit to be gauged by the cost of my clothes or the number of

fashionable parties I attend, think you?"

"Assuredly, Beulah, the things you value so lightly are the

standards of worth and gentility in the community you live in, as

you will unfortunately find."

She looked at him steadily, with grief, and scorn, and wonder in her

deep, searching eyes, as she exclaimed:

"Oh, Eugene! what has changed you so, since the bygone years when in

the asylum we talked of the future? of laboring, conquering, and

earning homes for ourselves! Oh, has the foul atmosphere of foreign

lands extinguished all your selfrespect? Do you come back sordid and

sycophantic, and the slave of opinions you would once have utterly

detested? Have you narrowed your soul and bowed down before the

miserable standard which every genuine, manly spirit must loathe?

Oh! has it come to this? Has it come to this?" Her voice was broken

and bitter, scalding tears of shame and grief gushed over her

cheeks.

"This fierce recrimination and unmerited tirade is not exactly the

welcome I was prepared to expect," returned Eugene haughtily; and,

rising, he took his hat from the table. She rose also, but made no

effort to detain him, and leaned her head against the mantelpiece.

He watched her a moment, then approached and put his hand on her

shoulder.

"Beulah, as a man I see the world and its relations in a far

different light from that in which I viewed it while a boy."

"It is utterly superfluous to tell me so!" replied Beulah bitterly.

"I grapple with realities now, and am forced to admit the expediency

of prudent policy. You refuse to see things in their actual

existence and prefer toying with romantic dreams. Beulah, I have

awakened from these since we parted."

She put up her hand deprecatingly, and answered:

"Then let me dream on! let me dream on!"

"Beulah, I have been sadly mistaken in my estimate of your

character. I could not have believed there was so much fierce

obstinacy, so much stubborn pride, in your nature."

She instantly lifted her head, and their eyes met. Other days came

back to both; early confidence, mutual love and dependence. For a

moment his nobler impulses prevailed, and, with an unsteady lip, he

passed his arm quickly around her. But she drew coldly back, and

said:

"It seems we are mutually disappointed in each other. I regret that

the discharge of my duty should so far conflict with your opinions

and standard of propriety as to alienate us so completely as it

seems likely to do. All my life I have looked to you for guidance

and counsel; but to-night you have shaken my trust, and henceforth I

must depend upon my own heart to support me in my work. Oh, Eugene!

friend of my childhood! beware lest you sink yourself in your own

estimation! Oh, for days, and months, and years I have pictured the

hour of your return, little dreaming that it would prove one of the

saddest of my life! I have always looked up to you. Oh, Eugene!

Eugene! you are not what you were! Do not! oh, do not make me pity

you! That would kill me!" She covered her face with her hands, and

shuddered convulsively.

"I am not so changed as you think me," returned Eugene proudly.

"Then, in earlier years I was miserably deceived in your character.

For the sake of wealth, and what the world calls 'position,' you

have sold yourself. In lieu of his gold and influence Mr. Graham has

your will, your conscience. Ah, Eugene! how can you bear to be a

mere tool in his hands?"

"Beulah, your language, your insinuations are unpardonable! By

Heaven, no one but yourself might utter them, and not even you can

do so with impunity! If you choose to suffer your foolish pride and

childish whims to debar you from the enviable position in society

which Dr. Hartwell would gladly confer on you--why, you have only

yourself to censure. But my situation in Mr. Graham's family has

long been established. He has ever regarded me as his son, treated

me as such, and as such I feel bound to be guided by him in my

choice of a profession. Beulah, I have loved you well, but such

another exhibition of scorn and bitterness will indeed alienate us.

Since you have set aside my views and counsel in the matter of

teaching, I shall not again refer to it, I promise you. I have no

longer the wish to control your actions, even had I the power. But,

remember, since the hour you stood beside your father's grave,

leaning on me, I have been constantly your friend. My expostulations

were for what I considered your good. Beulah, I am still, to you,

the Eugene of other days. It will be your own fault if the sanctity

of our friendship is not maintained."

"It shall not be my fault, Eugene." She hastily held out her hand.

He clasped it in his, and, as if dismissing the topics which had

proved so stormy, drew her to a seat, and said composedly:

"Come, tell me what you have been doing with yourself these long

five years, which have changed you so. I have heard already of your

heroism in nursing the sick, during the late awful season of

pestilence and death."

For an hour they talked on indifferent themes, each feeling that the

other was veiling the true impulses of the heart, and finally Eugene

rose to go.

"How is Cornelia's health now?" asked Beulah, as they stood up

before the fire.

"About the same. She never complains, but does not look like

herself. Apropos! she intrusted a note to me, for you, which I had

quite forgotten. Here it is. Miss Dupres is with her for the winter;

at least, a part of it. Cornelia will come and see you in a day or

two, she requested me to say; and I do hope, Beulah, that you will

visit her often; she has taken a great fancy to you."

"How long since?" answered Beulah, with an incredulous smile.

"Since she met you at a concert, I believe. By the way, we are very

musical at our house, and promise ourselves some delightful evenings

this winter. You must hear Antoinette Dupres sing; she is equal to

the best prima-donna of Italy. Do you practice much?"

"Yes."

"Well, I must go. When shall I see you again?"

"Whenever you feel disposed to come; and I hope that will be often.

Eugene, you were a poor correspondent; see that you prove a better

visitor."

"Yes, I will. I have a thousand things to say, but scarcely know

where to commence. You are always at home in the evenings, I

suppose?"

"Yes: except occasionally when I am with the Asburys."

"Do you see much of them?"

"Yes; a good deal."

"I am glad to hear it; they move in the very first circle. Now,

Beulah, don't be offended if I ask what is the matter with Dr.

Hartwell? How did you displease him?"

"Just as I displeased you; by deciding to teach. Eugene, it pains me

very much that he should treat me as he does, but it is utterly out

of my power to rectify the evil."

"He told me that he knew nothing of your movements or plans. I wish,

for your sake, you could be reconciled."

"We will be some day. I must wait patiently," said she, with a sigh.

"Beulah, I don't like that troubled look about your mouth. What is

the matter? Can I in any way remove it? It is connected with me,

even remotely? My dear Beulah, do not shrink from me."

"Nothing is the matter that you can rectify," said she gravely.

"Something is the matter, then, which I may not know?"

"Yes."

"And you will not trust me?"

"It is not a question of trust, Eugene."

"You think I cannot help you?"

"You cannot help me, I am sure." "Well, I will see you again to-

morrow; till then, good-by." They shook hands, and she went back to

her own room. Cornelia's note contained an invitation to spend the

next evening with them; she would call as soon as possible. She put

it aside, and, throwing her arms on the mantelpiece, bowed her head

upon them. This, then, was the hour which, for five years, she had

anticipated as an occasion of unmixed delight. She was not weeping;

no, the eyes were dry and the lips firmly fixed. She was thinking of

the handsome face which a little while before was beside her;

thinking, with keen agony, of footprints there which she had never

dreamed of seeing; they were very slight, yet unmistakable--the fell

signet of dissipation. Above all, she read it in the eyes, which

once looked so fearlessly into hers. She knew he did not imagine for

an instant that she suspected it; and of all the bitter cups which

eighteen years had proffered, this was by far the blackest. It was

like a hideous dream, and she groaned, and passed her hand over her

brow, as if to sweep it all away. Poor Beulah! the idol of her

girlhood fell from its pedestal and lay in crumbling ruins at her

feet. In this hour of reunion she saw clearly into her own heart;

she did not love him, save as a friend, as a brother. She was forced

to perceive her own superiority; could she love a man whom she did

not revere? Verily, she felt now that she did not love Eugene. There

was a feeling of contempt for his weakness, yet she could not bear

to see him other than she had hoped. How utterly he had disappointed

her? Could it be possible that he had fallen so low as to dissipate

habitually? This she would not believe; he was still too noble for

such a disgraceful course. She felt a soft touch on her shoulder,

and raised her sad, tearless face. Clara, with her ethereal,

spiritual countenance, stood on the hearth. "Do I disturb you?" said

she timidly.

"No; I am glad you came. I was listening to cold, bitter, bitter

thoughts. Sit down, Clara; you look fatigued."

"Oh, Beulah! I am weary in body and spirit; I have no energy; my

very existence is a burden to me."

"Clara, it is weak to talk so. Rouse yourself, and fulfill the

destiny for which you were created."

"I have no destiny but that of loneliness and misery."

"Our situations are similar, yet I never repine as you do."

"You have not the same cause. You are self-reliant; need no society

to conduce to your happiness; your heart is bound up in your books."

"Where yours had better have been," answered Beulah. She walked

across the floor several times, then said impressively, as she threw

her arm round Clara's waist:

"Crush it; crush it; if you crush your heart in the effort."

A moan escaped Clara's lips, and she hid her face against her

friend's shoulder.

"I have known it since the night of your grandfather's death. If you

want to be happy and useful, crush it out of your heart."

"I have tried, and cannot."

"Oh, but you can! I tell you there is nothing a woman cannot do,

provided she puts on the armor of duty and unsheathes the sword of a

strong, unbending will. Of course, you can do it, if you will."

"Wait till you feel as I do, Beulah, and it will not seem so light a

task."

"That will never happen. If I live till the next geological period I

never shall love anybody as insanely as you love. Why, Clara, don't

you see that you are wrecking your happiness? What strange

infatuation has seized you?"

"I know now that it is perfectly hopeless," said Clara calmly.

"You might have known it from the first."

"No; it is but recently that the barrier has risen."

"What barrier?" asked Beulah curiously.

"For Heaven's sake, Beulah, do not mock me! You know too well what

separates us."

"Yes; utter uncongeniality."

Clara raised her head, looked into the honest face before her, and

answered:

"If that were all, I could yet hope to merit his love; but you know

that is not so. You must know that he has no love to bestow."

Beulah's face seemed instantly steeled. A grayish hue crept over it;

and, drawing her slender form to its full height, she replied, with

haughty coldness:

"What do you mean? I can only conjecture."

"Beulah, you know he loves you!" cried Clara, with a strangely quiet

smile.

"Clara Sanders, never say that again as long as you live; for there

is not the shadow of truth in it."

"Ah, I would not believe it till it was forced upon me. The heart

bars itself a long time to painful truths! I have looked at you, and

wondered whether you could be ignorant of what I saw so clearly. I

believe you are honest in what you say. I know that you are; but it

is nevertheless true. I saw it the evening I went to ride. He loves

you, whether you see it or not. And, moreover, the world has begun

to join your names. I have heard, more than once, that he educated

you with the intention of marrying you; and recently it has been

rumored that the marriage would take place very soon. Do not be hurt

with me, Beulah! I think it is right that you should know all this."

"It is utterly false from beginning to end! He never had such a

thought! never! never!" cried Beulah, striking her clenched hand

heavily on the table.

"Why, then, was he so anxious to prevent your teaching?"

"Because he is generous and kind, and fancied it was a life of

hardship, which I could escape by accepting his offer to adopt me.

Your supposition is perfectly ridiculous. He is double my age. A

stern, taciturn man. What could possibly attract him to one whom he

looks upon as a mere child? And, moreover, he is a worshiper of

beauty! Now, it is an indisputable fact that I am anything but a

beauty! Oh, the idea is absurd beyond all degree. Never mention it

to me again. I tell you solemnly, Clara, your jealous fancy has run

away with your common sense."

A sad, incredulous smile flitted over Clara's face; but she made no

reply.

"Clara, rouse yourself from this weak dream. Oh, where is your

pride--your womanly pride--your self-respect? Is your life to be

aimless and dreary because of an unrequited attachment? Shake it

off! Rise above it! Destroy it! Oh, it makes the blood tingle in my

veins to think of your wasting your energies and hopes in love for

one who is so utterly indifferent to you. Much as I love you, Clara,

had I the power to make you his wife to-morrow, I would rather see

you borne to your grave. You know nothing of his fitful, moody

nature; his tyrannical will. You could not be happy with him; you

would see how utterly unsuited you are."

"Are you acquainted with the circumstances of his early life and

ill-fated marriage?" asked Clara, in a low, passionless tone.

"No; he never alluded to his marriage in any way. Long as I lived in

his house there was no mention of his wife's name, and I should

never have known of his marriage but from his sister."

"It was a most unhappy marriage," said Clara musingly.

"So I conjectured from his studious avoidance of all allusion to

it."

"His wife was very, very beautiful; I saw her once when I was a

child," continued Clara.

"Of course she must have been, for he could not love one who was

not."

"She lived but a few months; yet even in that short time they had

become utterly estranged, and she died of a broken heart. There is

some mystery connected with it; they were separated."

"Separated!" cried Beulah in amazement.

"Yes, separated; she died in New Orleans, I believe."

"And yet you profess to love him! A man who broke his wife's heart,"

said Beulah, with a touch of scorn.

"No; you do his noble nature injustice. He is incapable of such a

course. Even a censorious world acquitted him of unkindness."

"And heaped contumely on the unhappy victim, eh?" rejoined Beulah.

"Her conduct was not irreproachable, it has been whispered."

"Aye, whispered by slanderous tongues! Not openly avowed, to admit

of denial and refutation! I wonder the curse of Gomorrah does not

descend on this gossiping, libelous community."

"No one seems to know anything definite about the affair; though I

have often heard it commented upon and wondered over."

"Clara, let it be buried henceforth. Neither you nor I have any

right to discuss and censure what neither of us know anything about.

Dr. Hartwell has been my best and truest friend. I love and honor

him; his faults are his own, and only his Maker has the right to

balance his actions. Once for all, let the subject drop." Beulah

compressed her lips with an expression which her companion very well

understood. Soon after the latter withdrew, and, leaning her arms on

the table near her, Beulah sank into a reverie which was far from

pleasant. Dismissing the unsatisfactory theme of her guardian's

idiosyncrasies, her thoughts immediately reverted to Eugene, and the

revolution which five years had effected in his character.

In the afternoon of the following day she was engaged with her

drawing, when a succession of quick raps at her door forced an

impatient "Come in" from her lips. The door opened, and she rose

involuntarily as the queenly form of Cornelia Graham stood before

her. With a slow, stately tread she approached, and, extending her

hand, said unconcernedly:

"I have waived ceremony, you see, and come up to your room."

"How are you?" said Beulah, as they shook hands and seated

themselves.

"Just as usual. How did you contrive to escape the plague?"

"By resolving not to have it, I believe."

"You have a wan, sickly look, I think."

"So have you, I am sure. I hoped that you would come home strong and

well." Beulah noted, with a feeling of compassion, the thin, hollow

cheeks and sunken, yet burning, eyes before her. Cornelia bit her

lip, and asked haughtily:

"Who told you that I was not well?"

"Your countenance would tell me, if I had never heard it from

others," replied Beulah, with an instantaneous recollection of her

guardian's warning.

"Did you receive my note yesterday?"

"Yes. I am obliged by your invitation, but cannot accept it."

"So I supposed, and therefore came to make sure of you. You are too

proud to come until all the family call upon you, eh?"

"No; only people who consider themselves inferior are on the watch

for slights, and scrupulously exact the minutest requirements of

etiquette. On the plane of equality these barriers melt away."

As Beulah spoke she looked steadily into the searching, black eyes,

which seemed striving to read her soul. An expression of pleasure

lighted the sallow face, and the haughty lines about the beautiful

mouth melted into a half-smile.

"Then you have not forgiven my rudeness during early schooldays?"

"I had nothing to forgive. I had forgotten the affair until you

spoke."

"Then, why will you not come?"

"For reasons which would not be removed by a recapitulation."

"And you positively will not come?"

"Not this evening. Another time I certainly will come with

pleasure."

"Say to-morrow, then."

"To-morrow I shall be engaged."

"Where? Excuse my pertinacity."

"At Dr. Asbury's. I have promised to practice some duets with

Helen."

"Do you play well, Beulah? Are you a good musician?"

"Yes."

Cornelia mused a moment, and then said slowly, as if watching the

effect of her question:

"You have seen Eugene, of course?"

"Yes."

"He has changed very much in his appearance, has he not?"

"More than I was prepared to expect."

"He is to be a merchant, like my father."

"So he wrote me."

"You endeavored to dissuade him from complying with my father's

wishes, did you not?"

"Yes; most earnestly," answered Beulah gravely.

"Beulah Benton, I like you! You are honest indeed. At last I find

one who is." With a sudden impulse she laid her white, jeweled hand

on Beulah's.

"Is honesty, or, rather, candor, so very rare, Cornelia?"

"Come out from your 'loop-hole of retreat,' into the world, and you

can easily answer your own question."

"You seem to have looked on human nature through misanthropic

lenses."

"Yes; I bought a pair of spectacles, for which I paid a most

exorbitant price! but they were labeled 'experience'!" She smiled

frigidly.

"You do not seem to have enjoyed your tour particularly."

"Yes, I did; but one is glad to rest sometimes. I may yet prove a

second Bayard Taylor, notwithstanding. I should like you for a

companion. You would not sicken me with stereotyped nonsense."

Her delicate fingers folded themselves about Beulah's, who could not

bring herself to withdraw her hand.

"And, sure enough, you would not be adopted? Do you mean to adhere

to your determination, and maintain yourself by teaching?"

"I do."

"And I admire you for it! Beulah, you must get over your dislike to

me."

"I do not dislike you, Cornelia."

"Thank you for your negative preference," returned Cornelia, rather

amused at her companion's straightforward manner. Then, with a

sudden contraction of her brow, she added:

"I am not so bearish as they give me credit for?"

"I never heard you called so."

"Ah! that is because you do not enter the enchanted circle of 'our

clique.' During morning calls I am flattered, cajoled, and fawned

upon. Their carriages are not out of hearing before my friends and

admirers, like hungry harpies, pounce upon my character, manners,

and appearance, with most laudable zest and activity. Wait till you

have been initiated into my coterie of fashionable friends! Why, the

battle of Marengo was a farce in comparison with the havoc they can

effect in the space of a morning among the characters of their

select visiting list! What a precious age of backbiting we city

belles live in!" She spoke with an air of intolerable scorn.

"As a prominent member of this circle, why do you not attempt to

rectify this spreading evil? You might effect lasting good."

"I am no Hercules, to turn the Peneus of reform through the Augean

realms of society," answered Cornelia, with an impatient gesture;

and, rising, she drew on her glove. Beulah looked up at her, and

pitied the joyless, cynical nature, which gave an almost repulsively

austere expression to the regular, faultless features.

"Beulah, will you come on Saturday morning and spend an hour or so

with me?"

"No; I have a music lesson to give; but if you will be at home in

the afternoon, I will come with pleasure."

"I shall expect you, then. You were drawing when I came in; are you

fond of it?" As she spoke she took up a piece which was nearly

completed.

"Yes; but you will find my sketches very crude."

"Who taught you to draw?"

"I have had several teachers. All rather indifferent, however."

"Where did you see a St. Cecilia? There is too much breadth of brow

here," continued Cornelia, with a curious glance at the young

teacher.

"Yes; I deviated from the original intentionally. I copied it from a

collection of heads which Georgia Asbury brought from the North."

"I have a number of choice paintings, which I selected in Europe.

Any that you may fancy are at your service for models."

"Thank you. I shall be glad to avail myself of the privilege."

"Good-by. You will come Saturday?"

"Yes; if nothing occurs to prevent, I will come in the afternoon."

Beulah pressed her offered hand, and saw her descend the steps with

a feeling of pity which she could not exactly analyze. Passing by

the window, she glanced down, and paused to look upon an elegant

carriage standing before the door. The day was cold, but the top was

thrown back, and on one of the cushions sat, or, rather, reclined, a

richly dressed and very beautiful girl. As Beulah leaned out to

examine the lovely stranger more closely Cornelia appeared. The

driver opened the low door, and, as Cornelia stepped in, the young

lady, who was Miss Dupres, of course, ejaculated rather peevishly:

"You stayed an age!"

"Drive down the Bay Road, Wilson," was Cornelia's reply, and, as she

folded her rich cloak about her, the carriage was whirled away.

Beulah went back to the fire, warmed her fingers, and resumed her

drawing, thinking that she would not willingly change places with

the petted child of wealth and luxury.

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