CHAPTER XXXIII

“Lo, fool,” he said, “ye talk

Fool’s treason; is the king thy brother fool?”

Then little Dagonet clapt his hands and shrill’d,

“Ay, ay, my brother fool, the king of fools!

Conceits himself as God that he can make

Figs out of thistles, silk from bristles, milk

From burning spurge, honey from hornet combs,

And men from beasts—Long live the King of fools!”

—TENNYSON.

But yours the cold heart and the murderous tongue,

The wintry soul that hates to hear a song,

The close-shut fist, the mean and measuring eye,

And all the little poisoned ways of wrong.

—THE RUBAIYAT.

Everett had improvised a studio in a low loft over the bachelors’

quarters, contiguous to the cabin which he and Gregory shared.

It was necessary, he said, for him to get down to hard work now. That

hedging and ditching nonsense was great sport for a man’s holidays, but

he had no more time to play; he must paint. The work he had produced in

Fulham had not been, often, especially salable or popular in its

character, a certain mystic quality pervading it not readily understood

by casual observers. All that, he declared, was now to be rigidly

excluded from his painting; he should paint to sell—cheap, pretty

things, picturesque, palpable. With this purpose he had set to work with

a will, and by February had a few hundred dollars to turn over to the

treasury as the fruit of his industry. His pictures were sold in the

North through Keith Burgess as intermediary.

He was hard at work in the studio at nine o’clock on a night in

February, laying in the outline for a bit of the valley which he

declared he could paint now with his eyes shut, he had done it so often,

having found it “a good seller,” when he heard Gregory’s step on the

stairs. That the boy had just brought the mail up from Spalding Everett

knew, having heard the horse galloping over the bridge, and stopping

before the house.

Gregory came in now with several letters in his hand, one open. He did

not speak at first, and Everett let him walk up and down the place

undisturbed, seeing that he was peculiarly perplexed, probably by the

open letter, which Everett noticed was in Keith Burgess’s handwriting.

After a few moments he remarked slowly, but with an unusually incisive

quality in his tone:—

“Burgess is a singularly prudent little man. Did it ever strike you so?”

“He has some capacity, however, for the opposite quality.” Everett threw

out this remark with no manifestation of especial interest, and it

seemed to pass unnoticed.

“Having it in his power,” Gregory continued, with the same incisive

deliberation, “to extricate us from our whole present difficulty

himself, with the utmost ease, he yet jogs about the country after a

comfortable fashion, presenting the subject publicly as occasion offers,

and sends me back such letters as this.”

Lifting the sheet in his hand, Gregory read from it:—

“I held a meeting last night in Grand Rapids, to which I have been

working up carefully for over a week through the press, etc. The

attendance was fair, and the people listened well. I regret, however, to

be obliged to report that the practical results of the meeting were not

all that we could have wished—” and dropping the letter, Gregory added:—

“And so on, copiously, through nearly four pages of matchless ambiguity

and polite phrases, which could all have been condensed to the usual sum

total of his reports; thus far, nothing!”

“Still, Mr. Gregory, we must remember that he did pretty well for the

first few weeks.”

“Yes,” said Gregory, nodding a short assent, “while he was covering the

field which was ready for harvest—seeing the men already committed to

the cause. We can evidently expect nothing more from him. What kind of a

speaker is he, Everett?”

“Good, really very good as a special pleader. He had very fair success

when he was missionary secretary.”

“I wonder at it,” murmured Gregory,—“a mild, prudent little man like

that with his perpetual fears and scruples; I cannot fancy his ever

letting himself go.”

Everett, unwontedly sober and silent, worked on. Gregory paced the room

for a little while. He wanted to ask Everett how Keith’s marriage with a

woman like Anna could ever have come about, but he could not bring

himself to frame the question, and presently left the studio.

Hanging about the door below, Gregory found Barnabas Rosenblatt,

apparently waiting to speak with him.

“Hello!” said Gregory, not unkindly, but shortly. “Do you want me?”

“Well, shust a minit, if Herr Gregory vas not too busy,” and the little

Jew shuffled along by Gregory’s side until they reached the door of the

cabin.

Gregory brought his visitor in and gave him a chair, then stirred up a

smouldering fire and threw on a piece of pine, which, flaring up into a

sudden blaze, made other light unnecessary. The reflection of the yellow

flames played weirdly over the walls, and Barnabas seemed unable to

withdraw his eyes from the picture above the chimney.

“Our lady,” he said simply, nodding across at Gregory, and closing his

eyes impressively.

“Well, Barnabas, what is it you want?” asked his host.

“It’s our lady,” said Barnabas, sniffing quite vigorously; “das is it.

How she fall off!” and he shook his head with a slow, mournful motion.

“Fall off what? I do not understand, Barnabas. You are speaking of

Sister Benigna?” Gregory’s face changed.

“So—so—” and the little man nodded emphatically. “She’s got awful poor!

Oh, my! Her bones comes right through zu next. My Kleine, she say our

lady don’t eat notin’s, shust only leetle, leetle milk, an’ work, work,

work, like a holy angel everywheres at one time, up an’ down the valley;

sick folks an’ well folks, all derselbe. Light come all place she come!”

and Barnabas relapsed into meditative silence, having found his

vocabulary hard tested by this prolonged statement.

“Do you mean that Sister Benigna is sick?” asked Gregory, with slight

sharpness.

“Ja, ja, Herr Gregory; she has went home sick heut’ abend from the sew

class down to der mill. When she go, all go. Fraternia ohne Sister

Benigna,” and the little man drew his shoulders quite up to his ears in

a characteristic shrug strongly expressive of a thing unthinkable.

Gregory rose, Barnabas following his example.

“I will go over and inquire,” he said, taking his hat, and they left the

house at once.

The night was cold, a light fall of snow lay over the valley, and the

stars glittered from a frosty sky.

When they reached the neighbourhood of Anna’s cottage Gregory sent

Barnabas up to the door, while he waited at a little distance. In a few

moments Frieda, who now shared Anna’s cabin, joined him, while Barnabas,

with the action of a waiting watch-dog, humble, and yet with a due sense

of responsibility, hung about near by. Frieda’s account was reassuring,

as far as immediate solicitude for Anna was concerned; she had come home

ill from the afternoon sewing class, and had a chill, headache, and

fever. She was resting now, and would doubtless be up again in a day or

two.

“Nothing can keep her down, Mr. Gregory,” Frieda said in conclusion. “I

am not frightened just now, but we all see plainly that Sister Benigna

is killing herself by inches. She eats hardly anything, and yet works as

if there were no limit to her strength. Sometimes I think she is just

laying down her very life for us here in Fraternia, and we’re not worth

it,” and with this Frieda’s voice broke a little, and without stopping

to say more she hurried back.

Gregory bade Barnabas good night hastily, and then, instead of going

home, he walked rapidly down the rough road to the mill, unlocked the

door, and went into his office and sat down at his desk. His face had

changed strangely; it had grown grey and his lips were tightly

compressed. He sat long in motionless silence, thinking intensely.

Although he had himself watched Anna with growing uneasiness, the

suggestions of Frieda and Barnabas came upon him with startling effect.

He asked himself now with unsparing definiteness whether this was indeed

the final turn of the wheel of torture on which he was bound, or whether

he could wait for another. The conviction was upon him, stark and stern,

that in the end he should yield and seek the one means of escape which

was still open to him, and which he had been holding off with almost

dogged resolution. He recalled the shaping of events in Anna’s life

during the last few months, and his face softened.

Late in November, when Keith went North, she had accompanied him, having

been sent for by her sister Lucia. Their mother, Gulielma Mallison, upon

whom age and infirmity had increased heavily, had conceived a

controlling desire to return to her childhood home, the Moravian town of

Bethlehem, to end her days. Anna had visited Haran therefore, and had

brought her mother back to her early home, establishing her there in the

quiet Widows’ House in peace and satisfaction.

At Christmas, when she returned alone to Fraternia, Anna had seemed to

bring with her a new infusion of active and aggressive force. Relieved

of anxiety for Keith, whom she had left in good spirits, and from the

constant ministration to his comfort, she was now wholly free to devote

herself to the common good. With new and contagious ardour she had

thrown herself therefore into the life of the discouraged little

community, cheering the faint-hearted and rekindling the flagging

purposes of the fickle. She taught the girls and women quaint fashions

of embroidery and work on linen which she had learned from her mother,

and inspired them with the ambition to earn something with their

needles, thus dispelling their listlessness. She seemed at times to

possess in her own enthusiasm and courage sufficient motive power to

energize them all; she worked and moved among them as if no less a task

had been given her, and with a sweetness and sympathy that never failed.

All who watched her wondered at the power in her, and many who had

murmured hitherto now declared themselves ashamed, and responded

willingly. John Gregory marvelled more and more at the qualities of

brilliant leadership which she now developed. Within him a voice, which

he could not always silence, sometimes whispered that if such a nature

as that which had been gradually revealed to him in Anna Burgess, in its

plenitude of power and its greatness of purpose, could have been allied

to his own, a movement far beyond what he had even dreamed of in

Fraternia might have been possible.

But while a certain reënforcement of courage had followed Anna’s strong

initiative, and while in some respects the domestic conditions of the

people had been improved and their murmurings for the time partially

silenced, the gravity of the situation and of the prospects for the

future as Gregory saw them remained unchanged. Keith’s mission had

proved unproductive, as the letter just received emphasized afresh.

Gregory himself could not leave Fraternia at this juncture without

manifest peril. Only his personal influence now availed to hold together

many discordant elements which were very actively at work and arrayed

against each other. From no quarter could he discern any hope of

substantial support.

And now, last of all, she was laid low; worse, they told him she was

laying down her life in her devotion to his cause—she, his one

high-hearted, intrepid, dauntless ally! Bitterly Gregory said to himself

that she who had freely left wealth and station was starving and working

to her death to save him from defeat, and all in vain, unless—Should he

calmly sit by and permit the sacrifice? Great of heart as she was, all

her work could not avail, nor his, unless aid of another kind could be

found, and that at once.

And it could be found; of that he had little doubt. To find it he must,

indeed, make a certain compromise, but it was one which involved only

himself, his own position,—perhaps, after all, only his own pride. Had

he not himself preached against the subtle selfishness which underlies

the passion for individual perfection? Did not the common good and the

larger interests of his cause call for the sacrifice?

Gregory rose at last and went to the outer door of the mill. It was five

o’clock of the February morning, and off to the east a faint yellowish

light was climbing up the sky. The mill pond lay dead in its stillness

below him; the water fell quietly, stilled with ice, over the dam; the

valley stretched out white and cold; a mile below was the black belt of

the forest, and beyond, the dim plain, with the stars shining over. It

was pure and cold and pitiless. In sky or earth no sign of relenting, no

suggestion of a gentler day. But Gregory was not looking for signs, or

reckoning with omens, save the omen which had come unasked and taken up

its abode in his mind. He was thinking, not of the scene before him, nor

of the sleeping village behind, nor even of the outline of the future,

nor of Anna in her pain and patience.

An old story was repeating itself within him of the ancient king to whom

the sibyl came bringing nine books, which, being offered, he rejected;

and of how, in the end, it had been the fate of the king to desire the

three which alone were left, and to obtain them at a threefold price.

Presently the door of the mill was closed, and Gregory returned to his

desk. There was sternness in his face as he set about writing a letter,

and self-disdain and humiliation; but he wrote on, and finished the

letter, which he signed and sealed. Then, without further hesitation or

pause, he crossed the road to the mill stables, brought out and saddled

his own horse, a tall roan, fit to carry a man of his proportions,

mounted it, and rode away down the valley toward Spalding. The letter

which he chose to mail with his own hand was addressed to Senator

Ingraham, and it stated briefly that the writer had come to the

conclusion that his rejection of the generous gift offered him on a

certain night known to them both was ill advised, and that if the same

or any part of it were offered him now for the furtherance of his

coöperative work, it would not be refused.

A week passed, and Anna, protesting that she was as well as ever, had

returned to her regular round of cares. The only change in her

appearance was a peculiar whiteness of the tints of her skin, such that

her face at times seemed actually to emit light. The contrast of this

whiteness of tint with the masses of her dull, dark hair and the large,

clear eyes, full of the changing lights which lurk in hazel eyes, gave

her at this time a startling beauty, startling because it suggested

evanescence. Most marked, Fraternia people said, was this phase of

Anna’s appearance on a night near the end of another week, when a large

company was gathered in the hall over the mill for an entertainment.

Anna had been much interested through the winter in a series of author’s

evenings, and this chanced to be the occasion for the closing programme

of the series. The subject was Lowell, and prose had been read and

poetry declaimed; the changes rung on all,—humorous, pathetic, and

patriotic. The little hall was full and the audience eager for the

closing number, because it was to be given by Anna herself, who had a

charming gift in rendering poetry.

She had chosen a number of passages from the “Commemoration Ode,” and as

she stood on the platform with its dark crimson background and drapery,

dressed, as she was habitually when indoors, in white, her eyes kindling

as she spoke the noble words of the noblest American poem, the audience

watched her face with an attention even closer than that with which they

listened to her voice. This, indeed, showed a slight weakness, but the

eloquence and energy of her spirit subdued it to a deeper pathos, while

its impressiveness was most marked when she reached the close of the

fifth strophe, every word of which to her meant John Gregory:—

“But then to stand beside her,

When craven churls deride her,

To front a lie in arms and never yield,

This shows, methinks, God’s plan

And measure of a stalwart man,

Limbed like the old, heroic breeds,

· · · · ·

Fed from within with all the strength he needs.”

She was half-way through the lines when a striking and incomprehensible

change passed over her. Her eyes dilated, then drooped, her breath

almost forsook her, and her quiet hands clasped each other hard. She

continued to speak, but her voice had lost its tone and timbre. Almost

mechanically she kept on to the close of the part she had selected, but

those who loved her feared to see her fall before the end. When she

reached the room behind the stage, the faithful Frieda was waiting to

receive her.

What had happened? Was it merely that Sister Benigna was still weak from

her illness? As they broke up, these questions were repeatedly asked

among the people. Some of them called attention to the fact that while

she was speaking a stranger had tiptoed into the hall so noiselessly

that only a few persons had been aware of his coming, but he was a man

of so singular a physiognomy and an expression so repellent that a vague

connection was felt to link Anna’s agitation with his appearance.

This man was Oliver Ingraham.

Anna, with Frieda, hurrying out of the mill alone into the blackness of

the starless and stormy night, and turning homeward, heard steps

approaching, heavy and hard. Some one passed them. Anna knew only by the

great height and breadth of shoulder, dimly discerned through the dark,

that it was Gregory. She stopped, and he turned, catching a glimpse of

her white face.

“Mr. Gregory,” she said, “Oliver Ingraham is here. What can it mean?”

“Here already!” he cried almost harshly. “I have only this moment

received a despatch!” and he hastened forward, as if he might yet

interpose some obstacle to this most unwelcome arrival.

The words in the despatch, crumpled fiercely and thrust into Gregory’s

pocket, were these:—

“My son will be the bearer of the funds required. Trust you will

give him the opportunity he desires for study of social problems.

“INGRAHAM.”

It was the first word of reply to his letter which Gregory had received,

and it was a word which made him set hard his teeth and groan like a

wounded lion.

“Perhaps it is fair,” he said to himself, as he crossed the bridge; “but

Ingraham’s Nemesis as the price is a higher one than even I expected.”

Above, in the mill hall, Oliver was mingling with the people who were in

the habit of remaining together for an hour of social interchange after

the programme, on these occasions. He quickly found his old townsman,

Mr. Hanson, who seemed more amazed than rejoiced to greet him in

Fraternia.

“Stopped over, eh, to see our village?” he asked. “On your way North, I

suppose?”

“Oh, no,” said Oliver, smiling complacently; “I have come straight from

home. I have a commission for your czar from my father, and I rather

look to throwing in my fortunes with you folks. I want to see how this

experiment works; study it, you know, on all sides. If I like it, I

guess I shall stay.”

“Oh, really,” said Hanson, a little aghast.

“How are you getting on, anyway?” proceeded Oliver, craftily.

“Rose-colour washed off yet? Has it been pretty idyllic this winter?

Say, I should think catering for a crowd up in this valley would be

quite a job. Don’t get salads and ices every day, I take it.”

Hanson shook his head impatiently, longing to get away from the

questioner.

“Well,” said Oliver, “I suppose by this time Gregory the Great has

issued his edicts and made all the poor people rich, hasn’t he? and all

the rich people poor? That seems to be the method of evening up. I don’t

wonder the poor fellows like it. Should think they would.”

“You will know better about us when you have been here awhile, Mr.

Ingraham.”

Oliver nodded cheerfully. “Oh, yes, of course. I am going to take notes,

you see. Perhaps I’ll write it up by and by,” and he tapped the neat

note-book which protruded from a pocket of his coat. “Are all the

sinners saints by this time?” he added.

“Hardly.”

“Well, then, we’ll put it the other way,” said Oliver, with a peculiar

significance in his high voice, “are the saints all sinners yet?” The

malicious leer with which this question was accompanied seemed to turn

it into a hateful insinuation, which Hanson, with all his

half-suppressed discontent, resented hotly. He was about to make a hasty

reply when Gregory came up and spoke to Oliver, to whom he held out his

hand. His manner was as cold as could be with decent courtesy, and when

Oliver had shaken his hand he passed his handkerchief over it with the

impulse a man has after touching a slug or a snake.

Oliver noticed the gesture, and rubbed his long white hands together

reflectively.

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