Chapter III.

MR. HICHENS.

She turned and walked slowly back to the house. Once within the front

door and out of his sight, she was tempted to rush across the hall and

up the stairs to her own room. She was indeed gathering up her skirts

for the run, when in the hall she almost collided with the Reverend

Malachi Hichens, who stood there with his nose buried in a vase of

roses, while behind his back his hands interwove themselves and pulled

each at the other's bony knuckles.

"Ah!" He faced about with a stiff bow, and a glance up at the tall

clock. "You are late this morning, Miss Josselin. But I dare say my

good brother Silk has been detaining you in talk?"

"On the contrary," answered Ruth, "his talk has rather hastened me than

not."

They entered the library. "Miss Quiney tells me," he said, "that our

studies are to suffer a brief interruption; that you are about to take a

country holiday. You anticipate it with delight, I doubt not?"

"Have I been, then, so listless a scholar?" she asked, smiling.

"No," he answered. "I have never looked on you as eager for praise, or

I should have told you that your progress--in Greek particularly--has

been exceptional; for a young lady, I might almost say, abnormal."

"I am grateful to you at any rate for saying it now. It happens that

just now I wanted something to give me back a little self-respect."

"But I do not suppose you so abnormal as, at your age, to undervalue a

holiday," he continued. "It is only we elders who live haunted by the

words 'Work while ye have the light.' If youth extract any moral from

the brevity of life it is rather the pagan warning, _Collige rosas_."

Her eyes rested on him, still smiling, but behind her smile she was

wondering. Did he--this dry, sallow old man, with the knock-knees and

ungainly frame, the soiled bands, the black suit, threadbare, hideous in

cut, hideous in itself (Ruth had a child's horror of black)--did he

speak thus out of knowledge, or was he but using phrases of convention?

Ruth feared and distrusted all religious folk--clergymen above all; yet

instinct had told her at the first that Mr. Hichens was honest, even

good in an unlovely fashion; and by many small daily tests she had

proved this. Was it possible that Mr. Hichens had ever gathered roses

in his youth? Was it possible that, expecting Heaven and professing a

spiritual joy in redemption, a man could symbolise his soul's state by

wearing these dingy weeds? Had he no sense of congruity, or was all

religion so false in grain that it perverted not only the believer's

judgment but his very senses, turning white into black for him, and

making beauty and ugliness change places?

"For my part," said Mr. Hichens wistfully, "I regret the interruption;

for I had even played with the thought of teaching you some Hebrew."

He paused and sighed. "But doubtless the Almighty denies us these small

pleasures for our good. . . . Shall we begin with our repetition?

I forget the number of the Psalm?"

"The forty-fifth," said Ruth, finding the place and handing him the

book. "_My heart is inditing of a good matter: I speak of the things

which I have made unto the king_." . . . She recited the opening lines

very quietly, but her voice lifted at the third verse. Beautiful words

always affected her poignantly, but the language of the Bible more

poignantly than any other, because her own unforgettable injury had been

derived from it and sanctioned by it, and because at the base of things

our enemies in this world are dearer to us than friends. They cling

closer.

Yet,--and paradox though it be--the Bible was the more alive to her

because, on Mr. Langton's hint, she had taken it like any other book,

ignoring the Genevan division of verses and the sophisticated chapter

headings. Thus studied, it had revenged itself by taking possession of

her. It held all the fascination of the East, and little by little

unlocked it--Abraham at his tent door, Rebekah by the fountain, her own

namesake Ruth in the dim threshing-floor of Boaz, King Saul wrestling

with his dark hour, the last loathly years of David, Jezebel at the

window, Job on his dung-heap, Athaliah murdering the seed royal, and

again Athaliah dragged forth by the stable-way and calling _Treason!

Treason!_ . . . Bedouins with strings of camels, scent of camels by the

city gate, clashing of distant cymbals, hush of fear--plot and

counterplot in the apartments of the women--outcries, lusts, hates--

blood on the temple steps--blood oozing, welling across the gold--blood

caking in spots upon illimitable desert sands--watchmen by the wall--in

the dark streets a woman with bleeding back and feet seeking and

calling, "_I charge you, O daughters of Jerusalem, if ye find my

beloved_--"

"_Hearken, O daughter, and consider, incline thine ear_"--Ruth's voice

swelled up on a full note: "_forget also thine own people and thy

father's house._"

"_So shall the King have pleasure in thy beauty: for he is thy lord, and

worship thou him_."

"Excuse me--'for he is thy Lord God,'" corrected Mr. Hichens. . . .

"We are taking the Prayer Book's version."

"I changed to the Bible version on purpose," Ruth confessed;

"and 'lord' ought to have a small 'l'. The Prayer Book makes nonsense

of it. They are bringing in the bride, the princess, to her lord.

_She is all glorious within, her clothing is of wrought gold. She shall

be brought unto the King in raiment of needlework: the virgins that be

her fellows shall bear her company_--"

"The Hebrew," said Mr. Hichens, blinking over his own text which he had

hastily consulted, "would seem to bear you out, or at least to leave the

question open. But, after all, it matters little, since, as the chapter

heading explains in the Authorized Version, the supposed bride is the

Church, and the bridegroom, therefore, necessarily Our Lord."

"Do you think that, or anything like that, was in the mind of the man

who wrote it?" asked Ruth, rebellious. "The title says, 'To the Chief

Musician upon Shoshannim'--whatever that may mean."

"It means that it was to be sung to a tune called Shoshannim or Lilies--

doubtless a well-known one."

"It has a beautiful name, then; and he calls it too 'Maschil, A song of

Loves.'"

"Historically no doubt you are right," agreed Mr. Hichens. "The song is

undoubtedly later than David, and was written as a Prothalamion for a

royal bride. It is, as you say, exceedingly beautiful; but perhaps we

had best confine our attention to its allegorical side. You probably do

not guess who the bride was?"

"No," Ruth admitted. "Who was she?"

"It is generally admitted, I believe, to have been written as a bridal

hymn for Queen Jezebel."

"O--oh!" Ruth bit her lip, but had to laugh in spite of herself.

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