When Mrs Van Herder died at her house on Marksville Avenue, New York,
leaving a legacy of a hundred dollars to each servant who had been over
three years in her employment, the Irish girl, Rose Byrne, could claim
the bequest, having scrubbed the Van Herder floors for five long years;
and ten minutes after she heard of her good fortune she had firmly made
up her mind what she would do with it: she would go home straight-way.
Home for Rose lay across the Atlantic, on the storm-beaten shore of
the County Donegal, and a dozen twelvemonths had passed since she had
seen it except in dreams. If the legacy had come sooner she might,
while waiting for the liner to sail, have spent much of her time and
not a few of her dollars in the purchase of presents and fine clothes
wherewithal to glorify her rejoining of her family circle. But by
now so many a precious stone had dropped sadly out of that ring of
hers, that she knew she would find only a small remnant safe in its
setting. An old grandmother and a married sister were all the near
relations left to welcome her back. This, and the prudence learned from
experience, made her preparations simple and thrifty. “I’m thinkin’,”
she said to herself, “that I’d do better to not be buyin’ till I get
home, for then I’ll have a notion of what’s wantin’. Buyin’ things for
them now is the same as puttin’ the right kays into the wrong holes;
there’s naught amiss wid the kays themselves only they won’t open them
locks. The stores do be oncommon iligant and tasty, but sure I’ll wait.”
Rose, in fact was thinking that the things most wanted at home would
probably be quite common, and not elegant at all; and when she reached
Kilgowran she very soon saw that her conjectures were even righter
than she had expected them to be. Her grandmother’s white-walled,
brown-thatched cabin, which looked like a weather-beaten mushroom on
the wide dark bog, was in reality still more poverty-stricken than
it had seemed in her memory. Partly, perhaps, because those lofty
and spacious chambers over seas, which you could fill with clearest
brilliance by a twirl of your finger and thumb, contrasted so strongly
with this one dark little room, where the rafters slanted low above
the uneven mud floor, and the shadows among them were seldom disturbed
by anything brighter than a stray flicker glancing from the hearth.
Its mistress had been old and gaunt as long as Rose could recollect,
and was now, of course, older and gaunter than ever. Her decrepit,
broken-down aspect struck Rose painfully as they sat opposite one
another, soon after her arrival, on small, rough, creepy-stools, by
the crumbling glow of the turf-sods. It was a sad thing, she thought,
to see an infirm old woman so poorly off that she had to wrap herself
in a ragged greatcoat as she crouched huddled up uneasily over her
fire, which she stirred with a broken spade-handle. Rose reflected with
some consolation that to provide “a dacint warm shawl” was certainly
in her power; “any sort of comfortable armchair” might be, she feared,
beyond her means.
Since Rose’s last sight of it, however, old Mrs Behan had added
something to her little dwelling’s scanty contents: another grandchild,
namely, the orphan daughter of her son Peter, a slip of a girl just
growing up. Maggie Behan was now nearly of the same age that Rose
Byrne had been when quitting the bog-land of Kilgowran, and she looked
very much as her cousin had done a dozen troublesome years ago. And it
was not long before Rose perceived that Maggie occupied the position
of prime favourite which had formerly been her own. This, indeed,
became apparent on the very first evening, despite Rose’s temporary
distinction as a newly-returned traveller, and it was made unmistakably
plain next morning, when Mrs Behan declared to Rose her opinion that
there had never been a one of them all who could hold a candle to
little Maggie for good looks, though the Behans were always as handsome
a family as any in the countryside. An impartial judge would have seen
nothing more remarkable in Maggie’s round, cheerful face than that
pleasant freshness of early youth which the Irish people, possibly with
a Danish reminiscence, call pig-beauty. So Rose knew well enough what
was betokened by such extravagant praise. But she was not left merely
to draw inferences. Their grandmother had a habit of expressing herself
frankly, and accordingly she soon spoke her mind to Rose on this point.
“Sure, now, you and me was always great, Rose, me dear,” she said.
“But little Maggie, the crathur, she’s what the heart of me’s fairly
set on, and small blame to me, for her aquil wouldn’t be aisy got. And
bedad ’twas the same way ever; ne’er a word had I agin poor Norah, your
mother, at all at all. But Pather was the lovely child--that’s your
poor uncle, Maggie’s father--ay, indeed, I always had a wonderful wish
for Pather.”
Though it was scarcely in the nature of things that Rose should
not feel somewhat aggrieved at finding herself thus superseded,
circumstances helped her to take a philosophical view of the situation,
saying to herself: “Why, it’s only natural Granny’d think a deal of
Maggie, that she’s after bringin’ up. And, sure, maybe the more she
thinks of her the better these times, for who else is there to be
stoppin’ along wid her and mindin’ her when she’s gettin’ so ould and
feeble?” Therefore, as the days went past, Rose, keeping a watchful eye
on significant trifles, was glad to see no lack on Maggie’s part of due
helpfulness and affection. “She’ll be well looked after anyhow,” she
thought, as she observed her young cousin’s energetic “reddin’ up” of
the house-room, and good-humoured ways with the querulous old woman;
and once she spoke some of these sentiments aloud.
Her grandmother and she had walked across the bog to eleven o’clock
Mass at Kilgowran Chapel, and were sitting to rest in the August
sun on the low dilapidated wall of the chapel-yard. This Kilgowran
burial-ground is a dreary, unrestful place, overlooked by the backs
of several houses, and overgrown with tall, harsh green nettles and
rusty brown docks. Among them the few grey stones, and the wooden
crosses, plentier because cheaper, are sometimes nearly lost. These
low, crookedly set crosses vary in hue from time to time, according to
the different painting jobs that have been in progress thereabouts, as
the leavings in a pot are often devoted to this purpose. A vivid canary
was just then the prevailing colour. Mrs Behan surveyed them musingly
as she and Rose sat to wait for Maggie, who had gone on a message, and
she presently remarked: “I’ve no likin’ for that yallery colour; it’s
as ugly as sin. If it was me, I’d sooner a deal have the pink one there
is yonder over young Andy FitzSimon. His father gave it a new coat the
time he was doin’ up Mr Purcell’s front palin’s a while ago. But, sure,
how would poor Maggie be stickin’ up crosses or anythin’ else over me,
the crathur, thry her best?”
“Maggie’s a very good girl,” Rose said, to give the conversation a
livelier turn. “I don’t know what you’d do widout her.”
But her commendation of her cousin, generally so eagerly taken up, had
not the usual effect upon her grandmother. For instead of replying,
“Ay, bedad,” and launching out into complacent praises, Mrs Behan
answered, firmly and gloomily: “I’d do first-rate; grand I’d do,
if I got the chance.” An unexpected response, which surprised Rose
considerably; but Maggie’s arrival just then prevented comment or
explanation.
In the course of the next week Rose was again puzzled by some of her
grandmother’s sayings and doings. What perplexed her first was a marked
disapprobation of the little purchases that she made for the benefit
of the cabin and its occupiers. The sorely-needed garments or utensils
or groceries never had a reception more gracious than: “Well, now,
yourself’s the great gaby to be bringin’ home all them contrivances,
litterin’ up the place. ’Deed it’s a pity to see you throwin’ away your
money on the likes of such ould thrash that nobody wants.” Moreover,
Mrs Behan’s manner showed plainly that these protests were not merely
polite disclaimers, but sincere utterances of her sentiments. Rose
wondered and pondered without catching sight of any plausible reason.
She well knew that none of her family had ever inclined towards
excessive thrift, either on their own or other people’s account.
Stranger still, Mrs Behan began to let fall what sounded to Rose
terribly like hints that she had outstayed her welcome and had better
end her visit. That this should have happened already, or, in truth,
could happen ever at all, was a bitter thought to Rose; and one night,
after her grandmother had been talking about the sailing of steamers
from Queenstown, she felt so badly that she ate hardly a morsel of
supper, and went to bed early, almost resolved to leave next morning.
But thereupon Mrs Behan had manifested such deep concern at these signs
of indisposition, and had so bestirred herself to totter about, making
tea and toast for the invalid, and scaring away intrusive hens whose
crawking might disturb “her honey,” that Rose found it for the time
being impossible to harbour any longer those grievous suspicions.
Then one evening, on her return from the post-office, she discovered
her grandmother alone in the kitchen. The old woman was stooping over
the table, upon which she had spread out the contents of Rose’s large
wash-leather purse. Perceiving herself detected, she attempted first to
conceal her occupation with a corner of her shawl, and next to assume
an unabashed demeanour, failing in a pitiable way that made Rose hasten
to say gaily, accepting the scrutiny as a matter of course: “Well,
Granny, it’s fine and rich I am these times, amn’t I?” And, restored
to self-respect, Mrs Behan spoke her mind without embarrassment. “Oh,
bedad are you. But it’s not very long before you won’t be so. Five
and ninepence you’re after spendin’ since this day week. You might
as well be lettin’ on to keep a sup of wather in an ould sack as in
your purse. Never your fool’s fut you set outside the door but you’ll
throw away a couple of shillin’s. Och, you needn’t be offerin’ to
hide it: I see the big lump of a parcel you have under your arm this
minyit. And the end of it ’ill be that before we know where we are the
passage-money ’ill be gone. Look there,” she said, pointing to the
coins, which she had counted into two unequal heaps, “that’s your fares
on the boat, and that other’s all you have left for wastin’; and it, by
rights, you’ll want to live on till you get places on the other side.
But you’ll keep it up, all I can do or say, till you’ll not lave enough
to take the two of yous over.”
“The two of me, Granny?” Rose said. “Sure the dear knows it’s lonesome
entirely I’ll be goin’ across, and what for in the world would I be
payin’ the double fares?”
“Where’s Maggie?” said Mrs Behan.
“_Maggie?_” said Rose. “And now what would bewitch me to be takin’
Maggie away, and she the only one you have to be doin’ e’er a hand’s
turn for over here?”
“Well enough I can be doin’ meself all the hand’s turns I want,” said
Mrs Behan. “What ’ud ail me to not? Haven’t I got the hins? And I
might be droppin’ down off me standin’ feet any minyit of the day, and
then what ’ud become of little Maggie? It’s the best chance for her
altogether.”
“Maggie’d be frettin’ woeful if she was took away from you,” said
Rose. “Ne’er a fut she’d come, it’s my belief, and anyhow ’twould be no
sort of thing to go do. I wouldn’t be thinkin’ of it at all.”
They argued the point for a long time without change of opinion on
either side, until at last Rose said: “Well, Granny, you know I’m
goin’ on Tuesday to stop a while wid me sister up at Clochranbeg, so
’twill be time enough to talk about Maggie when I come back. There’s no
hurry.” And in this adjournment Mrs Behan had to acquiesce with what
patience she could.
During her fortnight’s visit to the struggling MacAteer family, away in
the furthest corner of the wide county, Rose considered the question
much and anxiously, with the result that on her journey back to
Kilgowran she was sometimes repeating in her mind a decision at which
she had reluctantly arrived. “I’ll thry get a place in this counthry,”
she said to herself. “It’s poor livin’ and bad wages, and I well know
the best way to lend them a helpin’ hand is from across the wather. But
how would Granny, the crathur, understand? And I’ll promise her that if
anythin’ happins her I’ll take Maggie back wid me then to the States.
Maybe that ’ill contint her.”
But Rose never gave that promise. For when she reached the little brown
and white cottage in the black bog she found it more lonesome within
than without; and running in affright to the Dohertys, its far-off
nearest neighbours, she heard the worst news. Mrs Doherty, looking
scared and solemn, related how, the evening after Rose left, Mrs Behan
had asked them to take in Maggie for a little while, as she herself was
real bad and going into Ballymoyle Infirmary. And how on that day week,
when Jim Doherty had tramped over to inquire for her, he heard that she
was dead and buried. “Took very suddint, the crathur, God be good to
her!” Mrs Doherty said, “or to be sure she’d send word by some manner
of manes to poor Maggie that she set such store by, and that’s sittin’
here in desolation in the corner ever since, as quiet as a bird hunted
out of its sivin sinses.”
Maggie did indeed look so wan and woebegone that Rose’s first thought
was: “She’d never ha’ been persuaded to come away wid me. If I had but
known I might ha’ promised to take her safe enough, instead of to be
vexin’ poor Granny wid goin’ against the notion; and I’d liefer than
a great deal I had so.” However, she was obliged to mingle active
exertions with the regret that made them all dreary and wearisome. She
could not afford to linger, lest her little fortune should actually, as
poor Granny had dreaded, dwindle away, leaving her without the means
of paying her cousin’s passage. That Maggie must now accompany her was
obvious, for “Who else would be mindin’ the girl?” and Maggie herself
had apparently no wishes one way or the other. So Rose hastened to make
their preparations before the waning autumn became stormier winter, and
the long amber rays, which seemed stooping to peer in under thatched
eaves at little low windows, should be all lost among clouds and mist.
One thing that she did gave some small consolation to Maggie and
herself. She bespoke a wooden cross for their grandmother’s grave from
Jim Doherty, who was a great hand at carpentry. Jim at first made some
demur about accepting the commission, on the grounds that he might
be “bothered to find the right grave there promiscuous in the Union
corner.” But in the end he consented, and refused to take a farthing
for his work, and promised to paint the cross a fine, strong pink, and
if possible at all to set it in the proper place, though about this he
still expressed doubts. So Rose entrusted Mrs Doherty with the key of
the deserted cabin till Mrs MacAteer could take possession of its few
effects, and she and Maggie said farewell to Kilgowran.
The cousins voyaged safely to New York, and were fortunate enough to
get situations there in the same household. One day, soon after Rose
had reported their arrival to Mrs Doherty at Kilgowran, she received
an Irish letter, which she and Maggie spelled out with bewildered
amazement at first, and finally with almost incredulous joy. It was
written by the Kilgowran schoolmaster, from the dictation evidently of
more than one person, which made its style rather involved and obscure,
as we may perceive:--
“Dear Rose, and Maggie, jewel machree, that has no call to be fretting
all the while. Sure, now, Rose, you needn’t be mad wid me, for the
only plan I could contrive to get you out of it was to take off wid
meself to the Infirmary as soon as I got your back turned, for then I
well knew you wouldn’t be long quitting yourself, and bringing little
Maggie wid you. So I bid Jim Doherty let on I was the ould woman they
were after burying there on Friday. But afraid of me life I was lest
he wouldn’t have the wit to be telling you the right lies.--Dear
Miss Rose Byrne, you can bear me witness that ne’er a word of truth
I told you good or bad, except saying I couldn’t tell the very place
the grave was, and small blame to me for that same, when Herself is
sitting here by her fire this minyit, and well able to be giving
impidence as ever she was in her life. But I mean to let you know I
didn’t go back of me promise about the cross, no fear. A grand little
one it is, and I have it painted as pink as a rose, the way it had a
right to be. Dear Miss Byrne, so when I brought it over to her just
now--”
“The big _stookawn_ he was to go do such a thing,” Rose commented on
reading this.
“--nothing else would suit her but I must stick it up for her on the
wall alongside of her dresser, and an iligant apparence it has. I may
say Mr Joseph Gogarty, the National School teacher, is in a great
admiration of it altogether. (I am glad to state that I consider the
memorial cross a neatly-made and tastefully-constructed article.--J.
G.)--Indeed now, Rose, yourself was a very good girl to think of
spending your money on it, if Jim Doherty would let you, and there
will I be keeping it, dry and convanient, till whenever I want it,
plase God; and then Jim Doherty will see there will be no mistake
about where it’s put in the burying-ground. And, Maggie, alanna, you
will be getting on finely in the States; and don’t be lonesome, me
jewel, for there do be no chances in Kilgowran, and sure the hins is
grand company to me. So no more at present from your grandmother,
Honoria Behan, and Jim Doherty.”
“Saints above, but herself’s the great rogue, glory be to goodness,”
Rose said when they had at last puzzled out the real state of affairs.
“And rightly she got the better of me that time, and quare fools she
made of the two of us, that were frettin’ ourselves distracted, and she
just waitin’ ready to flourish up out of her bed like an ould cricket
leppin’, and back again wid her into her little house as soon as she
had us safely landed on board. But all the same, it’s wonderin’ I am,
Maggie, if she isn’t apt to be lost entirely widout either of us.”
“I’ll save hard,” said Maggie. “Wid such a power of dollars in me wages
it won’t be a great while till I have enough to get back to her. Ah,
Rose dear, me heart’s cold to think of her sittin’ there wid that ould
pink cross stuck up on the wall. But, plase God, that’s where I’ll find
it yet when I get home to her; and then I’ll not be long takin’ it
down.”
And at the present time Maggie is still saving hard, and the pink cross
still hangs on the wall beside her grandmother’s dresser.