VI

One rarely loses one's personality in dreams; it is rather intensified,

with all the proper circumstances and relations of it, but I have had at

least one dream in which I seemed to transcend my own circumstance and

condition with remarkable completeness. Even my epoch, my precious

present, I left behind (or ahead, rather), and in my unity with the

persons of my dream I became strictly mediæval. In fact, I have always

called it my mediæval dream, to such as I could get to listen to it; and

it had for its scene a feudal tower in some waste place, a tower open at

the top and with a deep, clear pool of water at the bottom, so that it

instantly became known to me, as if I had always known it, for the Pool

Tower. While I stood looking into it, in a mediæval dress and a mediæval

mood, there came flying in at the open door of the ruin beside me the

duke's hunchback, and after him, furious and shrieking maledictions, the

swarthy beauty whom I was aware the duke was tired of. The keeping was

now not only ducal, but thoroughly Italian, and it was suggested somehow

to my own subtle Italian perception that the hunchback had been set on

to tease the girl and provoke her so that she would turn upon him and

try to wreak her fury on him and chase him into the Pool Tower and up

the stone stairs that wound round its hollow to the top, where the

solemn sky showed. The fearful spire of the steps was unguarded, and

when I had lost the pair from sight, with the dwarf's mocking laughter

and the girl's angry cries in my ears, there came fluttering from the

height, like a bird wounded and whirling from a lofty tree, the figure

of the girl, while far aloof the hunchback peered over at her fall.

Midway in her descent her head struck against the edge of the steps,

with a _kish_, such as an egg-shell makes when broken against the edge

of a platter, and then plunged into the dark pool at my feet, where I

could presently see her lying in the clear depths and the blood curling

upward from the wound in her skull like a dark smoke. I was not sensible

of any great pity; I accepted the affair, quite mediævally, as something

that might very well have happened, given the girl, the duke and the

dwarf, and the time and place.

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