At five o’clock, on Friday, May 1st, we said good-by to dear Captain

Simpson and all the luxurious hospitality of the _Minnesota_, Commander

Moody and the officers of the day wishing us “Godspeed.” Just as we

were leaving Captain Simpson told us that he had been signaled to

send five hundred rations to San Juan Ulua. As we pushed off across

the water, accompanied by Ensign Crisp, the boat officer of the day,

great patches of khaki colored the shores of the town. They were

squads of our men, their tents and paraphernalia, the color coming

out strong against Vera Cruz, which had an unwonted grayish tone that

afternoon. The _Yankton_ was lying in the outer harbor, surrounded by

battle-ships, dreadnoughts, and torpedo-boats--a mighty showing, a

circle of iron around that artery of beautiful, gasping Mexico. It was

about quarter before six when we reached the _Yankton_. As I looked

about I seemed to be in a strange, gray city of battle-ships. Shortly

afterward Admiral Badger put out from his flag-ship, the _Arkansas_,

to say good-by to us. He came on board, greeting us in his quick,

masterful way. Such power has rarely been seen under one man as that

huge fleet represented in Vera Cruz harbor, and the man commanding

it is fully equal to the task; he is alert, with piercing blue eyes,

very light hair gone white, and a clean, fresh complexion--the typical

mariner in a high place. I think he feels entirely capable of going

up and down the coast and taking all and everything, even the dreaded

Tampico, with its manifest dangers of oil, fire, disease, and all

catastrophes that water can bring. He spoke of the thirty thousand

Americans who have already appeared at our ports, driven from their

comfortable homes, now destitute, and who can’t return to Mexico

until we have made it possible.... I imagine he strains at the leash.

He loves it all, too, and it was with a deep sigh that he said,

“Unfortunately, in little more than a month my time is up.” But all

endings are sad. Great bands of sunset red were suddenly stamped across

the sky as he went away, waving us more good wishes.

Captain Joyce, who had gone into town to get us some special kind of

health certificate to obviate any quarantine difficulties, came on

board a little later, and soon after his return we were under way. The

quick, tropical night began to fall. What had been a circle of iron by

day was a huge girdle of light pressing against Mexico, as potent under

the stars as under the sun. My heart was very sad.... I had witnessed a

people’s agony and I had said an irrevocable farewell to a fascinating

phase of my own life, and to a country whose charm I have felt

profoundly. Since then I have been dead to the world, scribbling these

words with limp fingers on a damp bit of paper. This jaunty yacht is

like a cockle-shell on the shining waters. Admiral Fletcher and Admiral

Cradock sent wireless messages, which are lying in a corner, crumpled

up, like everything else.

I said to Elim, lying near by in his own little sackcloth and ashes,

“Yacht me no yachts,” and he answered, “No yachts for me.” Later,

recovered enough to make a little joke, he said he was going to give me

one for a Christmas present.

I said, “I will sell it.”

He answered, “No, sink it. If we sell it dey’ll invite us--dey always

do.” He looked up later, with a moan, to say, faintly, “I would rather

have a big cramp dan dis horriblest feeling in de world.”

This is, indeed, _noblesse oblige_! I have suffered somewhat, perhaps

gloriously, for _la patria_, and I suppose I ought to be willing to

enact this final scene without bewailings; but I have been buried

to the world, and the divine Sarah’s cabin is my coffin. If such

discomfort can exist where there is every modern convenience of

limitless ice, electric fans, the freshest and best of food, what

must have been the sufferings of people in sailing-ships, delayed by

northers or calms, with never a cold drink? I envelop them all in

boundless sympathy, from Cortés to Madame Calderon de la Barca.

_U. S. S. “Yankton.” May 4th. 3.30._

Awhile ago I staggered up the hatchway, a pale creature in damp white

linen, to once more behold the sky, after three cribbed and cabined

days. A pilot’s boat was rapidly approaching us on the nastiest,

yellowest, forlornest sea imaginable. I felt that I could no longer

endure the various sensations animating my body, not even an instant

longer. Then, suddenly, it seemed we were in the southwest passage of

the great delta, out of that unspeakable roll, passing up the “Father

of Waters”--the abomination of desolation. Even the gulls looked sad,

and a bell-buoy was ringing a sort of death-knell. Uniformly built

houses were scattered at intervals on the monotonous flat shores, where

the only thing that grows is tall, rank grass--whether out of land

or water it is impossible to say. These are the dwellings of those

lonely ones who work on the levees, the wireless and coaling stations,

dredging and “redeeming” this seemingly ungrateful land, stretching out

through its flat, endless, desolate miles.

The water is yellower than the Tiber at its yellowest, and no mantle

of high and ancient civilization lends it an enchantment. The pilot

brought damp piles of papers on board, but I can’t bear to read of

Mexican matters. Whether Carranza refuses flatly our request to

discontinue fighting during the mediation proceedings, or a hasty New

York editor calls Villa “the Stonewall Jackson of Mexico,” it is only

more of the same. My heart and mind know it all too well.

I have a deep nostalgia for Mexico; even for its blood-red color.

Everything else the world can offer will seem drab beside the memory of

its strange magic.

A radio came from Mr. Bryan at six this morning requesting N. to

observe silence until he has conferred in Washington. But N. had

already made up his mind that _silentium_ would be his sign and

symbol. Unless we get in at the merciful hour of dawn he will be

besieged by reporters. A word too much just now could endlessly

complicate matters for Washington.

We are slipping up broad, mournful, lake-like expanses of water.

From time to time a great split comes, and it seems as if we had met

another river, seeking another outlet. More white and gray houses

show themselves against the tall, pale-green, persistent grasses and

the yellow of the river. They are lonely, isolated homes, wherein

each family earns its bread in the sweat of its brow by some kind

of attendance on the exacting “Father of Waters”--mostly, trying to

control him.

_6.45_ P.M.

We have just slipped through quarantine like a fish. Our own

extraordinary orders and two or three telegrams from Washington,

with orders not to hold us up, made it an easy matter. We saw the

_Monterey_, which had arrived in the morning, with six hundred and

twenty-three passengers aboard, moored at the dock. The women and

children were to sleep in screened tents on land. Many of them were

refugees from Mexico City itself, and they cheered and waved, as we

passed by, and called “O’Shaughnessy! O’Shaughnessy!”

The refugees, according to the copy of the _Picayune_ the health

officers left us, are loud in praise of Carden, saying their escape

is due to him and not to the State Department, and giving incidental

cheers for Roosevelt. Dr. Corput is a martinet; but though he was hot

and decidedly wilted about the collar when his six-foot-two person came

into the saloon where we were dining, he looked highly competent. It

will be a bright microbe that gets by him. He, with his yellow flag, is

lord and master of every craft and everything that breasts this river.

The whole question of guarding the health of the United States at this

station is most interesting. It is one of the largest in the world, but

is taxed to its utmost now by the thousands of refugees from Mexico,

most of them cursing the administration, as far as I can gather, during

the hundred and forty-five hours of travel since leaving Mexico. The

quarantine station itself, under the red, late afternoon sun, looked

a clean, attractive village, supplemented by rows of tents. There are

immense sterilizers in which the whole equipment of a ship can be

put, huge inspection-rooms, great bathing-houses, and a small herd of

cattle. It is sufficient to itself. Nothing can get at the inmates, nor

can the inmates, on the other hand, get at anything. I should say that

the wear and tear of existence would be materially lessened during the

one hundred and forty-five hours. The great ships that pass up now are

laden with people who have been exposed to every imaginable disease in

the Mexican _débâcle_. You remember the small-pox outbreak in Rome, and

how _that_ microbe was encouraged! Well, _autre pays, autre mœurs_. The

Indian, however, thinks very little more of having small-pox than we

think of a bad cold in the head.

_10_ P.M.

We have been going up-stream very quietly, in this dark, soft night,

zigzagging up its mighty length to avoid the current. Sometimes we were

so near the shores we could almost touch the ghostly willow-trees;

while mournful, suppressed night noises fell upon our ears. The

mosquitoes are about the size of flies--not the singing variety, but

the quiet, biteful kind. My energies are needed to keep them off, so

good night; all is quiet along the Mississippi. We have ninety miles

from quarantine to New Orleans.

_May 5th._ _In the train, going through Georgia and North Carolina._

We got into New Orleans yesterday at 6.30 A.M., under a blazing sun.

There were reporters and photographers galore at the dock to meet us

and the good ship _Yankton_. They did not, however, get fat on what

they got from N., who refused to discuss the Mexican situation in any

way. But we _did_ lend ourselves to the camera. We were photographed

on the ship, on the blazing pier, in the noisy streets, near by,

among a horror of trucks and drays rattling over huge cobblestones,

and a few more terrors in ink will be broadcast. I then went to the

nearest good shop and got a black taffeta gown (a Paquin model with

low, white-tulle neck), and began to feel quite human again. Then we

motored about for several hours with one of the officers, through a

city of beautiful homes, interesting old French and foreign quarters,

driving at last over a magnificent causeway. On one side was a swamp

filled by all sorts of tropical vegetation, and, doubtless, inhabited

by wet, creeping things; on the other side, a broad canal. We reached

a place called West End, on Lake Pontchartrain, where we lunched on

shrimps, soft-shelled crabs, and broiled chicken, quite up to the

culinary reputation of New Orleans. Afterward we went back to the boat

under a relentless afternoon sun and over more of those unforgetable

cobblestones.

I was completely done up. They were coaling as we got back to the ship,

but the sailors hastily shoveled a way for me, and I threw myself on

my bed in a state of complete exhaustion. When I came on deck again

at 5.30 the hideous coaling was done, the decks were washed, and

everything was in apple-pie order. Crowds were again on the pier, and

the photographers got in more work. The golden figure of Cleopatra

that decorates the prow was blood-red in the afternoon sun. At six

we started out with Captain Joyce, who had literally “stood on the

burning deck” all day, overseeing the coaling process. We wanted to

show him a little of the city in the sudden, beautiful, balm-like

gloaming. We stopped a moment at the St. Charles, where I mailed my

long _Yankton_ letter, and found it overflowing with Americans from

Mexico, with smiles or frowns upon their faces, according as they were

going to or leaving a bank account. We then went to Antoine’s, which

has been celebrated for seventy-five years. There we had a perfect

dinner, preceded by a mysterious and delightful appetizer, called a

“pink angel,” or some such name, most soothing in effect. (It proved to

be made of the forbidden absinthe.) Also there were oysters, roasted

in some dainty way, chicken okra, soft-shelled crabs again, and frozen

stuffed tomatoes.

New Orleans still retains a certain Old World flavor and

picturesqueness. One might even dream here. Everything is not

sacrificed at the altar of what is called efficiency--that famous

American word which everywhere hits the returning native.

Some of the newspapers were quite amusing, and all were complimentary.

One congratulates N. on being relieved “from the daily task of

delivering ultimatums to, and being hugged by, Huerta.” Others are very

anxious to know if “Vic Huerta” kissed and embraced Mr. O’Shaughnessy

on his departure. The _abrazo_ is certainly not in form or favor in the

more reticent United States of America.

_Richmond Hotel, Washington, D. C._

We got in at seven o’clock, and, accompanied by the usual press

contingent, came to this hotel. The proprietor had telegraphed to us to

New Orleans, saying that N. was the greatest diplomat of the century,

American patriot, and hero. We thought we’d try him, he sounded so

_very_ pleasant, and we have found comfortable quarters. Now, while

waiting breakfast, ordered from a Portuguese, I have these few minutes.

An amusing letter from Richard Harding Davis is here, inclosing

newspaper head-lines two and a half inches high--“O’Shaughnessy Safe.”

He adds, “Any man who gets his name in type this size should be

satisfied that republics are not ungrateful!”

A pile of letters and notes awaits me; the telephone has begun to ring.

How will the Washington page write itself? _Adelante!_

THE END

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Transcriber’s Notes:

Footnotes have been moved to the end of each chapter and relabeled

consecutively through the document.

Illustrations have been moved to paragraph breaks near where they are

mentioned, except for the frontispiece.

Punctuation has been made consistent.

Variations in spelling and hyphenation were retained as they appear in

the original publication, except that obvious typographical errors have

been corrected.

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