Poor General Corona stood by at the meeting, and I turned to him with

a more than hearty handshake. He kissed my hand, and his eyes filled.

Poor, poor people! As Captain Huse helped me out of the train, to my

joy and surprise I saw Hohler standing by the track. He had taken

down a trainful of agitated Germans, English, and Americans, two days

before, and was to go back to Mexico City with our returning train and

escort. I had a few words with him, amid the dry cactus of the parched

field, and commended to his courage and good sense our poor, distracted

compatriots left in the volcanic city. There may be no concerted

massacre of Americans, but the day will come when there will be other

horrors. Hohler said he had not slept for three nights, and only prayed

for a couple of hours of oblivion before tackling anything else. I

wished him Godspeed, and gave him a handclasp to match the temperature.

Then Captain Huse came up to me, saying: “We must go. Time is passing,

and we are unarmed.”

As I turned to walk down the track with him I saw the pathetic

spectacle of Madame Maass, whom I had parted from on that starry night

of the Fletcher dinner, four months or more ago. She had walked,

bareheaded, up that dusty stretch of track, from one train to the

other, to go to join her husband at Soledad. The step on to the train

by the steep embankment was so high I could not get up, nor could she

descend; so she leaned down to me and I reached up to her. Tears were

streaming down her grimy face; her black skirt was torn and rusty,

her other clothing nondescript, to say the least; a pathetic, stout,

elderly woman caught out in the troubles of war--or of peace, as they

tell me it is called in Washington.

Then Captain Huse and two of his officers, Lieutenant Fletcher, nephew

of Admiral Fletcher, and Ensign Dodd, walked down the track with me

about two kilometers. The rails were torn up, but the road-bed was

undestroyed, and as we walked along in the blazing sun, with scrubby,

dusty palms and cactus in the grayish fields on either side, my back

turned to the Mexican train, I was divided between joy and sorrow--joy

to see and be with my own again and the haunting thought of poor,

distracted Mexico, and of our own people, whom we had been obliged to

leave to Heaven knows what fate. It is easy to be the last out of the

danger zone, but very, very hard to be the first; I hope that another

time, if fate puts us again in such strange places, we will be the last

to go.

We finally got to our own train, which was run by a poor, dilapidated,

leaking, propped-up engine, all that was left. The Mexicans had been

quick about the machines, and every locomotive had been seized by

them and sent away, after which they had destroyed those kilometers

of track. Everybody climbed into the relief-train, and there came the

question of getting our luggage from one train to another. Captain

Huse had been obliged to come without an escort, accompanied only by

Fletcher and Dodd, unarmed. Until they had us they could not make

terms. So, to make a very long story short, several cutthroat-looking

peons, casting deadly glances at _los Gringos_, transferred a lot of

the hand-luggage, aided by the men of the party. All I possess of

value, except that left at the Embassy, is contained in a single, large

trunk, now reposing in the cactus-fields in the enemy’s lines, watched

over by the same shambling, dark-browed, cutthroat Mexicans who helped

to transfer the small baggage.

Captain Huse, finding himself with a broken-down engine and a lot of

unarmed civilians, and with sundown approaching, was too anxious to get

into his own lines to think of such trifles. He said, afterward, “You

didn’t realize what danger we were in.” I remember that I saw his face

suddenly light up, as we slowly moved along. He had caught sight of the

outposts that Admiral Fletcher, with vigilant forethought, had placed

five miles out of town, with guns and telescopes, ready to rush to our

aid, if necessary. Then he knew all was well, and, in spite of the fact

that I had not been able to realize any danger, my eyes filled again

at the sight of our brave men, some looking through their telescopes,

others ready with their guns.

I asked Captain Huse, “Are we at war with Mexico?”

And he answered, “I don’t know.” Adding, “They say not; but when one

armed force opposes another armed force, and many are killed, we are

rather of the opinion that it is war.”

He had just come from the thick of the fray. _We_ had sixty-three

wounded, seventeen killed, and several hundred Mexicans were killed and

wounded. The Cadet Academy made a fine defense. There would have been

more casualties for us, but at the critical moment the _San Francisco_,

the _Chester_, and the _Prairie_ opened fire on the Academy, a few feet

only above the heads of their own men, neatly piercing the windows of

the broad, low façade, as they would bulls’-eyes. All the officers are

agreed that the immense sums spent in target practice by the navy in

the past five years were amply compensated by that moment.

As we neared Vera Cruz our men in khaki (or white clothes dyed in

coffee, according to the hurry order) were seen in big detachments in

classic poses--standing, leaning on their guns, or sitting in groups

on the ground, drinking coffee and smoking. I must say it looked very

cozy and safe. Admiral Fletcher met us at the station, and I was glad

indeed to clasp that brave, friendly hand again. He has done splendid

work along all lines, passive or active, ever since he came to Mexican

waters. Shortly afterward I said good-by to him and to Captain Huse,

who is his chief of staff, and we went out in the admiral’s barge over

the glistening harbor, a thousand lights still lighting it, as when I

last saw it, but all else changed. Captain Simpson, of the _Minnesota_,

is on land duty, but the second in command, Commander Moody, met us at

the gangway and we were shown into these most comfortable quarters. I

have heard so much of the discomfort and heat of the men-of-war that I

am most agreeably surprised. The electric fan is working ten thousand

revolutions a moment; some one has called the new fan _la Mexicana_,

for obvious reasons. Admiral Badger came to welcome us last night, a

great, powerful, steam-engine of a man--a “dictator” (pardon the awful

word)! It is a big thing to have complete charge of so powerful a

combination as the North Atlantic fleet. He also said he didn’t know

whether we were at war or not, but that armed, opposing forces with

heavy casualties on both sides was generally considered to be war; that

we now “enjoyed all the _dis_advantages of both peace and war.” He had

heard we were arriving with eight hundred refugees, and had chartered

the _Mexico_, of the Ward Line, to take them away.

He asked, “Where are all the others?”

We said, “We are all that were allowed to come.” Apropos of that, if it

isn’t war, it is, as some one remarked, “sufficiently Shermanically

synonymous” for those left in the interior!

_11 o’clock._

Captain O’Keefe, of the _Mexico_, came to my state-room a while ago.

I had not seen him since before the “peace at any price” régime was

inaugurated. He is waiting for a full complement of refugees; they are

expecting a boatful from Coatzacoalcos, this afternoon. Am sitting in

the drawing-room of the admiral, cannon trained from the windows. The

_Condé_ got in early this morning. Lying in my berth I could see her

manœuvering into hers. It is intensely hot in the harbor. Two hours

ago Nelson went to the Consulate with his clerks. There is a mass of

work to be done, besides negotiations for getting all Americans out

of Mexico City. I wonder if that big, pleasant Embassy is now a mass

of charred ruins? A heavenly breeze is blowing through the room as I

write. I would be very interested in what is going on about us were

it not for the preoccupation about those left behind. Elim has a toy

pistol which he has been showing to the blue-jackets. He says it is

strange how frightened they all are, and told me, with shining eyes, he

already had four friends on the ship and would soon have six. It is a

blessed age--where one can so definitely count one’s friends.

_4_ P.M.

I have been sitting on deck, watching this busy port. Innumerable small

boats, flying our flag are rapidly passing to and fro over the burning

waters. Behind the _Condé_, which has effectually blocked the view of

the outer harbor, is the _Solace_. She contains the wounded, the dead,

and, mayhap, the dying ones. The _Minnesota_ is so near the Sanidad

pier that one can almost recognize individuals. Squads of our men are

constantly marching along with prisoners between double files, men who

have been caught sniping, bearing arms, or doing some overt act or

deed of violence. Last night, while dining, the echo of shots came from

the shore, and during the night, from time to time, desultory ghostly

sounds of sniping were heard.

I have just looked through the glass to distinguish about a dozen of

our men standing at the head of a street with fixed bayonets, facing a

pink house, evidently ready to protect some one coming out of it, or to

do justice. The lone torpedo-tube from San Juan Ulua is trained toward

the _Minnesota_, but it is believed to be inoffensive. I am sure I

hope it is, cuddled under our bows, so to speak. Yesterday two Mexican

officers came out of that historic fortress, begging to be allowed to

get food. They said they and all the inmates were starving. I saw the

conditions in days of relative plenty. What must they be _now_ in those

damp, deep, vermin-infested holes? Pale specters of men, too weak to

move, or wild with hunger and all the ensuing horrors--and all this so

near that I could almost hit it with a stone.

Ships of refugees are passing in and out. A Dutch ship, _Andrijk_, has

just left, and a French one, the _Texas_, passed by us, leaving for

Tampico to gather up refugees. Think of all the comfortable homes, with

the precious accumulations of lifetimes of thrift and work, that are

deserted in the disorder of flight, to be left later to the complete

devastation of looters. All over the country this is taking place. An

officer who saw a group of thirty or forty refugees at Tampico told me

he thought at first it was a band of gypsies; it proved, however, to be

half-clad, starving women and children who but a few days before had

been prosperous American citizens.

The sun is under a cloud, but a hot, damp atmosphere has enveloped the

port, and an opalescent light plays over the town. From where I sit I

can see the old white fortress of Sant’ Iago which we shelled, and

the yellow Naval Academy where the Mexican youths made their gallant

stand. The chartered boats of the Ward Line, _Mexico_, _Monterey_, and

_Esperanza_, also the now historic _Ypiranga_, are lying close to the

various piers, ready to receive refugees and take them to New Orleans

or Galveston. There they will be, in many cases, a three days’ source

of interest--and then they can starve!

Helen, the deer, a great pet of the sailors, and got in Tampico, keeps

trying to nibble my long, white veil; the spotless decks are rather

poor for browsing, and she looks a bit disconsolate at times. A snappy

green parrot is being taught to say, “Look out for the snipers.”

_April 25th. 10.30._

I spent yesterday quietly on board, getting my breath. N. was at the

Consulate all day, where he had been sending off his mail. About

five o’clock, when he went to return Admiral Badger’s call, I went

into town, first to the headquarters of Admiral Fletcher, at the

fly-infested Hotel Terminal. In the past the proprietor has encouraged

in many ingenious ways the propagation of the fly. He owns the other

hotel, the Diligencias, where he has his cuisine. In order to save

himself the expense and bother of keeping two cooking-places going,

he allowed the Terminal to become so disgustingly infested with flies

that the “guests” are obliged to tramp through the hot streets to the

Diligencias whenever the pangs of hunger or thirst assail them. We have

cleaned out more things than flies in the tropics, however.

I saw at the headquarters, for a moment, Captain Huse, Sir Christopher,

and _le capitaine de vaisseau_ Graux, commanding the _Condé_, and many

others. Afterward Admiral Fletcher sent Rowan with me to see the town.

Everything is closely watched and controlled by our five thousand or

more blue-jackets and marines. Everywhere are the marks of bullets

along the once-peaceful streets--the clean perforations of the

steel-jacketed bullets of the American rifles; quaint cornices chipped;

electric street globes destroyed; pink façades looking as if there was

a design in white where the shots had taken off the color. We walked

over to the Plaza, meeting acquaintances at every step, harassed and

discomfited refugees. Several hundreds had just got into the city of

the “Truly” Cross from Mexico City in the last train, having been

nearly twenty hours _en route_ and having left most of what they

possessed for the mobs of Mexico City. It is difficult to get any exact

information from them. According to their stories, many of the bankers

were in jail; American shops were looted; some Americans were killed;

and all Mexican servants had been warned to leave American homes. As

they left only seven hours later than we did, I don’t know that their

information is worth much. The telegraph lines are down. What we do

know is that dreadful things can happen in that beautiful city at any

moment. When the Embassy was closed, the whole thing collapsed, from

the point of view of Americans.

When Rowan and I got to the Plaza we found the band of the _Florida_

playing in the band-stand--nothing like so well as the Mexican Policia

Band, by the way--and hundreds of people, foreigners, Americans,

Mexicans, sitting about, taking their lukewarm drinks under the

_portales_ of the Hotel Diligencias, whose ice-plant had been destroyed

by a shell from the _Chester_. The place swarms with our men, and the

buildings looking on the Plaza are all occupied as quarters for our

officers. From the bullet-defaced belfry of the newly painted cathedral

blue-jackets looked down upon us, and from every roof and every window

faces of our own soldiers and officers were to be seen. We walked

across to the Municipal Palace, which is also used by us as a barracks.

The men of the _Utah_ were answering the bugle-call to muster for

night duty. They were of the battalion landing in small boats under

heavy fire that first day; they were saved by the cannon-fire from

the ships. There were many casualties among their ranks. The men look

happy, proud, and pleased, and in all the novel excitement and pride

of conquest. I went into the church, where I also found some of our

men stationed. Some one had been shot and killed from behind the high

altar, two days ago. I fell on my knees, in the dimness, and besought

the God of armies.

As we walked along in the older part of the town, _en route_ to the

Naval Academy, there were piles of once peaceful, love-fostering, green

balconies heaped in the streets. They will be used for camp-fires by

our men. Doors were broken in, houses empty. There was a great deal

of sniping done from the _azoteas_ (roofs) those first days, and it

was necessary, in many cases, to batter down the doors and go up and

arrest the people caught _in flagrante_, in that last retreat of the

Latin-American.

_Pulque_[17]-shops and _cantinas_ of all descriptions were barricaded,

and, looking through the doors, we could see heaps of broken glass,

overturned tables and chairs. A sour, acrid smell of various kinds of

tropical “enliveners” hung in the still, heavy air--mute witnesses of

what had been. We passed through several sinister-looking streets, and

I thought of “Mr. Dooley’s” expression, “The trouble we would have if

we would try to chase the Monroe doctrine up every dark alley of Latin

America.” The big, once-handsome Naval Academy was patrolled by our

men, its façade telling the tale of the taking of the town only too

well; windows destroyed by the _Chester’s_ guns, balconies hanging

limply from their fastenings. We looked through the big door facing the

sea, but the patrol said we could not enter without a permit. Every

conceivable disorder was evident--cadets’ uniforms lay with sheets,

pillows, books, broken furniture, heaps of mortar, plaster. The boys

made a heroic stand, and many of them gave up their lives; but what

could they do when every window was a target for the unerring mark of

the _Chester’s_ guns? Many a mother’s hope and pride died that day for

his country, before he had had a chance to live for it. This is history

at close range.

I had finally to hurry back, stopping, hot and tired, for a few minutes

at the Diligencias, where we had some lukewarm ginger-ale; my sticky

glass had a couple of reminiscent lemon-seeds in it. It was getting

dusk and Rowan was afraid the sniping might begin. I got into the

_Minnesota’s_ waiting boat, feeling unspeakably sad, and was put out

across the jeweled harbor--but what jewels! Every one could deal a

thousand deaths.

Nelson had a long talk with Admiral Fletcher.... On receipt of orders

to prevent the delivery by the _Ypiranga_ of the arms and ammunition

she was carrying to the Mexican government and to seize the customs,

his duty was solely to carry out the commands of the President in a

manner as effective as possible, with as little damage to ourselves as

possible. This he did.

I think we have done a great wrong to these people; instead of cutting

out the sores with a clean, strong knife of war and occupation, we

have only put our fingers in each festering wound and inflamed it

further. In Washington there is a word they don’t like, though it has

been written all over this port by every movement of every war-ship

and been thundered out by every cannon--WAR. What we are doing is war

accompanied by all the iniquitous results of half-measures, and in

Washington they call it “peaceful occupation.”

Now I must sleep. The horrors of San Juan Ulua (on which our

search-lights play continually) will haunt me, I know. The stench of

those manholes is rising to an unanswering, starlit sky. May we soon

deliver it from itself!

_Saturday Morning._

Captain Simpson came back from shore duty late last night. He is so

kind and solicitous for our comfort, that I only hope we are not too

greatly interfering with his. He has had his men lodged in a theater,

commandeered for the purpose. He went to some barracks first, but

fortunately learned in time that there had been meningitis there, and

decamped even quicker than he went in. Captain Niblack has taken his

place.

The _Minnesota_, on which Admiral Fletcher was when he went into Vera

Cruz, is a ship not belonging to any division down here, and is only

temporarily in harbor. So she is used for all sorts of disjointed, but

important work--distributing of supplies, communications of all kinds.

She is more than busy--a sort of clearing-house--during what they call

here “the hesitation war, one step forward, one step back, hesitate,

and then--side-step.”

The rescue-train goes out through our lines every day under Lieutenant

Fletcher, to meet any train possibly arriving from the interior. And,

oh, the odds and ends of exasperated and ruined American humanity it

brings in!

FOOTNOTE:

[17] One of the most amusing things ever stated about Carranza is that

he intends to have the too-popular _pulque_ replaced by light French

wines! One can only hope that, while he is about it, he will arrange to

replace corn by permanent manna!

XXIV

Dinner on the _Essex_--The last fight of Mexico’s naval

cadets--American heroes--End of the Tampico incident--Relief for the

starving at San Juan Ulua--Admiral Fletcher’s greatest work.

_“Minnesota,” April 26th._

When Nelson left, as you know, he turned our affairs over to the

British, an English-speaking, friendly, great Power, which could and

would help our nationals in their desperate plight. Behold the result!

Last night we dined on the _Essex_, in our refugee clothes. Sir

Christopher, looking very handsome in cool, spotless linen, met us at

the gangway with real cordiality and interest.

His first words after his welcome were, “I have good news for you.”

“What is it?” we asked, eagerly. “We have heard nothing.”

“Carden is going to arrange to get out a refugee-train of several

hundred Americans on Monday or Tuesday, and I have this afternoon sent

off Tweedie [commander of the _Essex_] with two seven-foot marines and

a native guide to accompany the convoy down. He is to get up by hook

or crook. He will go by train, if there is a train, by horse if there

isn’t, and on foot, if he can’t get horses.”

You can imagine the love feast that followed as we went down to dinner.

We were proceeding with a very nice piece of mutton (Admiral Badger had

sent a fine, juicy saddle over to Sir Christopher that morning) when a

telegram came--I think from Spring-Rice. Anyway, the four Englishmen

read it and looked rather grave. After a pause Sir Christopher said,

“They might as well learn it from us.” What do you think that telegram

contained? The news that American interests had been transferred from

Sir Lionel’s hands into those of Cardoza, the Brazilian minister! Of

course I said to Sir Christopher, “Our government very naturally wants

to compliment and sustain good relations with South America, and this

is an opportunity to emphasize the fact,” but it was rather a damper to

our love feast.

Well, we have taken our affairs and the lives of many citizens out of

the hands of a willing, powerful, and resourceful nation and put them

into the hands of a man who, whatever Power he represents, has not the

practical means to carry out his kind desires or friendly intentions.

I doubt if Huerta knows him more than by sight. Washington has made up

its mind about Carden and the English rôle in Mexico, and no deeds of

valor on the part of Carden will make any difference. Washington won’t

have him. Sir Christopher Cradock, here in a big battle-ship in the

harbor, is willing and able to co-operate with Sir Lionel, the head of

a powerful legation in Mexico City, for the relief of our nationals in

sore plight and danger of life; but apparently that has nothing to do

with the case. Washington is relentless.

The _Essex_ shows between eighty and ninety “wounds,” the results of

the fire from the Naval Academy on Wednesday. Paymaster Kimber, whom

they took me in to see after dinner, was in bed, shot through both

feet and crippled for life. The ship was an “innocent bystander,” with

a vengeance. In Sir Christopher’s saloon, or rather, Captain Watson’s

saloon, were hung two slippers (one of pink satin and the other of

white) which had been found at the Naval Academy after the fight--dumb

witnesses of other things than war. The officers said the Academy was

a horrid sight. Those boys had taken their mattresses from their beds,

put them up at the windows, and fired over the top; but when the fire

from the ships began these flimsy defenses were as nothing. There were

gallant deaths that day. May their brave young souls rest in peace. I

don’t want to make invidious distinctions, but in Mexico the youngest

are often the brightest and noblest. Later there is apt to be a

discouraging amount of dross in the gold.

I keep thinking of Captain Tweedie, _en route_ to Mexico City to help

bring out American women and children. When he gets there he will find

that rescue isn’t any of his business!

Yesterday afternoon the _North Dakota_ came in. We saw her smoke far

out at sea, and she was a great sight as she dropped anchor outside

the breakwater. I was looking through the powerful glass on Captain

Simpson’s bridge. Her blue-jackets and marines were massed in orderly

lines, doubtless with their hearts beating high at the idea of active

service. Lieutenant Stevens, who was slightly wounded in the chest on

Wednesday, came back to the ship yesterday. He is a young bridegroom of

last autumn and has been here since January. The “cheerful, friendly”

bullet is in his chest in a place where he can always carry it. I

understand that when he was wounded he was on the outskirts of the

town, and that he and another wounded man, themselves on the verge of

collapse, carried an unconscious comrade several kilometers to the

hospital. But who shall record _all_ the gallant deeds of the 21st and

22d of April?[18]

_“Minnesota,” April 26th. 3_ P.M.

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