At last I have got a chance to finish my letter. Lots of things have

happened since I commenced it. I have had no good rest for three days

and two nights, so you can imagine the condition I am in. Sunday

morning we marched away from Fair Oaks with three days’ rations in

our haversacks. The way property and supplies were destroyed didn’t

look good to us. The rebels followed closely, and a few miles back we

went into line of battle, posted batteries, and were ready for them.

There was a short and sharp fight a little ways to our right [Savage

Station,] but we didn’t get into it. The rebels were repulsed, and

we moved on again. Along in the night we got into bivouac in the

dark, a great mass of troops, where we could see but little of our

surroundings until daybreak. Then we soon studied it out that we were

at a cross-roads, with an immense wagon train parked near by, and a

heavy force to protect it. During the forenoon the troops were moved

into position to meet any advance from the direction of Richmond. We

were not attacked until the middle of the afternoon, and then a great

battle was fought [Glendale or Charles City Cross Roads.] We whipped

the rebels at every point. The Second Regiment was all over the field,

generally in support of some battery or other regiment. We lost very

few men. I was hit in the groin by a spent ball and crippled about as I

would have been if a mule had kicked me. We were advancing up a slope,

in line, to support a regiment that was breaking. I heard that bullet,

and when it struck me it set me back out of the ranks and I thought I

was shot through and through. I saw some of the boys look back sort

of pityingly as the line went on. It did not take me long to find out

that I was very far from being a dead man. There was a dent in my thick

leather belt, but the bullet had not gone through. It had doubtless

struck the ground and lost much of its force before it hit me. I was

back in my place by the time the regiment reached the crest. But in a

little while I was very lame, and it was only by great effort that I

kept along with the regiment that day and the next.

That night and the next morning we moved on a few miles farther and

took position on high ground not far from the James river. Here another

great battle was fought [Malvern Hill.] The artillery firing was

simply terrific, we having some of our gunboats in action. The rebels

charged again and again, and were driven back every time with frightful

losses. It was a terrible punishment we gave them. We were not actively

engaged, and so lost no men.

I got in here this afternoon pretty well used up. It commenced to rain

last night, the roads were in bad condition, and there were thousands

upon thousands of stragglers. But aides were stationed to direct these

as they poured out onto the flats, and the disorganization was quickly

rectified. Don’t know when I’ll get a chance to send this. Go up and

tell my folks.

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_LX_

CAMP NEAR THE JAMES RIVER,

_Monday, July 8, 1862_.

Can write only a short letter now, and my old excuse will have to do

duty again—“used up.” We are fortifying our position, and as there

is a good chance of Johnny paying us a visit most any time, we are

putting the house in order to entertain him. We work night and day on

our intrenchments. We are camped in an open field, on a gentle slope

along the crest of which run our rifle pits and earthworks. The weather

is frightfully hot, and as a consequence the men feel very shiftless

and lazy. I do, anyway, and judge the rest by their actions. Quite a

number of our boys were taken prisoners in the retreat. Perk. Lane

is probably among the number, as he was one of the sick sent back to

Savage Station, and they were nearly all taken.

Eddie Dakin, the Captain’s waiter, is going home tomorrow, and I will

intrust this letter to him, to be dropped in the Manchester or some

other post office.

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[Illustration: BILL RAMSDELL]

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_LXI_

CAMP NEAR HARRISON’S LANDING,

JAMES RIVER, VA., _July 11, 1862_.

Received a letter from you last night. I am writing under very

unfavorable conditions, as it is a rainy day and mud and water reign

supreme. Whenever it rains hard the water beats through the canvas

like a fine sieve. If the wind happens to blow it is pretty sure,

in addition, to beat into one end or the other of the shelter. The

prospect now is that we shall lay in our present position for some time

and have considerable leisure. If we do you can expect a letter from me

pretty often.

We are hard at work fortifying our lines. The camp of our regiment is

immediately to the rear of a redoubt where twenty or thirty cannon

will be mounted. Two eight-inch howitzers are now in position. We are

building rifle pits from the right of this redoubt down to a pond

[Rowland’s mill pond.] When you know that our intrenchments form a line

several miles in length, you will get some idea of the magnitude of

our works. This is a very interesting locality, plastered all over with

historic associations. President Wm. Henry Harrison was born near here,

and down by the river there is a stately mansion built long before the

Revolution of bricks brought from England. In the family burying ground

I saw stones dating back over two hundred years.

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_LXII_

CAMP NEAR HARRISON’S LANDING, VA.,

_July 19, 1862_.

Rod. Manning, my present tentmate, and I got tired of lying in the

mud, so we sallied over to where they were tearing down a house, about

three-quarters of a mile from here, and managed to gather in a quantity

of the old clapboards. With these spread on a framework of poles, we

have a bunk or platform high enough to keep us out of the water when it

rains, and making a very fair seat when, for instance, I want to write

a letter to you. This is not the only public improvement. We have built

a bough arbor over the front of our tent to give some shade from the

scorching sun, and are thinking of a bough screen at the back end of

the tent to keep out the wind and rain.

Our rifle pits are finished, so we will have no duty except guard duty

and a short drill each day. I hope the North will send reinforcements

on quickly, for I want to see our army advance again on Richmond and

end the war. This is a good place to rest in for a few weeks, where we

can have our supplies landed at our very door from transports.

In the retreat from Fair Oaks our company lost ten men taken prisoners.

We have a pitifully short line now, compared with what it was when we

left Manchester.

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_LXIII_

CAMP NEAR HARRISON’S LANDING, VA.,

_July 23, 1862_.

By the papers I see that a hospital is to be established in New

Hampshire for the care of sick and wounded soldiers from our state.

That is all very nice, but, as much as I would like to see home, I hope

I will never have any use for that establishment. I have been out today

to a review by Gen. McClellan and am pretty well fagged out. Now I will

try to answer some of your questions. There are not many houses about

here—it’s right out in the country. Such houses as there are are mostly

occupied as hospitals. Those outside our lines that would interfere

with the range of our guns have been torn down. Notwithstanding the

ravages of war, it is a most beautiful region. The busy place now is

down at the landing, where the negroes are kept busy unloading supplies

from the transports. Our food, for a few days, has not been quite up

to the New Hampshire standard. Our meat has been “smoked sides”—a very

poor quality of bacon. I have almost forgotten how a real first-class

meal does taste.

“Those curls?” Well, I came to the conclusion, yesterday, that inasmuch

as I had lost my comb and didn’t know where I could get another, heroic

measures were necessary. So I hunted up a camp barber and had my hair

cut and my head shaved, sandpapered and varnished. I was looking at the

little round picture yesterday, and a little end of black hair that

straggled out between the case and the picture reminded me that you

placed it there the night I told you I had enlisted. It was braided and

tied just as you tied it that evening. We had but little idea then that

I was to be so long away.

_Thursday, July 24._

It is about three o’clock in the afternoon, and I have just finished

my dinner. I looked over the miserable piece of miserable bacon

that the company cook handed out to me, and then started off into

the wilderness, and when I came back I had gathered in a pint of

blackberries, which helped out very materially.

General McClellan was around today looking over the intrenchments. One

of his staff had quite a little misadventure down by the pond, where

a lot of us were having a swim. A small canal, or sluice, runs out

of this pond, which is crossed by a frail plank bridge. The General

and staff were crossing this bridge, when a plank gave way and down

into the ditch went one horse and rider. The officer managed to crawl

out—and a very draggled specimen he was—but it took the united efforts

of the whole party to get that horse onto terra firma.

I received a letter from Roger [Woodbury] yesterday. He was of opinion

that the Third Regiment would come up to the Peninsula, as troops were

being sent from that Department to reinforce McClellan. I saw Hen. [W.

H. D.] Cochrane yesterday, and he told me the Third and Fourth were

actually embarked for here.

_Saturday, July 26._

Yesterday morning the Second Regiment went out on picket and got in at

noon today. I had the most enjoyable picket tour in all my experience.

We were out about two miles from camp, and as there were cavalry

vedettes and patrols still farther out, we had no fears of a surprise

attack. There were so many of us that no man had to stand a post more

than one one-hour turn. The rest of the time we were at liberty to

roam, pick blackberries and gather green apples and have a good time

generally. No camp ever had a more perfect picket protection than was

given by that swarm of foragers and sight-seeing scouts. Close to

headquarters was a house—a well-shaded, cozy southern home. The owner

and his two sons are in the rebel army, but his wife and daughter

remain and have a safeguard of our soldiers. And you never saw such a

swarm of little negroes as there was about that place.

Today has been feast day—the greatest dinner within the memory of man—a

genuine “biled dish”—potatoes, beets, onions, cabbage and boiled salt

pork. And just now Rod. Manning is frying some apples that are going to

make a pretty good dish, if I can judge by the smell.

_Sunday, July 27._

Hen. Everett has just been over here, and we had a good long chat about

times in the old printing office in Manchester. The sun is coming up in

a way that promises a hot day—and a hot day down here _is_ hot.

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_LXIV_

CAMP NEAR HARRISON’S LANDING, VA.,

_August 3, 1862_.

Our Division went out, last night, on a reconnoissance most up to

Malvern Hill, where the last great battle was fought on the retreat. We

went on through woods, over stumps, wading brooks and bog holes, until

we were pretty near the enemy’s lines, when Gen. Hooker learned that

Kearney had accomplished what we had set out to do, and we about-faced

and blundered back to camp through the darkness. It was almost three

o’clock when we got back, and I was tired through and through. [The

expedition was really misled by a guide.]

There has been some little stir here for a few days in relation to

transfers to the gunboats, as twenty-five or thirty seamen are wanted

from each regiment. Those who have been to sea and want to go again

have passed in their names, but we do not know as yet who, if any, have

been accepted. Gunnison sent in his with the rest.

The company cooks are preparing a great dinner—soup, with potatoes,

onions and cabbages in it. It certainly is a feast to men who have

learned not to be surprised if they get nothing but hard bread, or even

nothing at all. I have just heard that we are to go out tonight on

another reconnoissance. I hope not. I had much rather lie comfortably

in my tent than go on any such tramp as we had last night.

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_LXV_

CAMP NEAR HARRISON’S LANDING, VA.,

_August 8, 1862_.

Since I last wrote we have been on quite a little expedition to Malvern

Hill and back. We left our camp Monday afternoon, just before sunset.

It was a beautiful evening, and as we followed a fairly good road we

trudged along very comfortably until about midnight, when we halted

and slept on our arms until daybreak. Bright and early we resumed our

march. The enemy’s cavalry pickets were struck within a few hundred

yards and our cavalry sent them flying, after the exchange of a few

shots. When we came out into a large field I saw that we were on the

ground where we fought on the second day of the retreat from Fair

Oaks—[at Charles City Cross Roads.] Then we swung to the left and

pushed down the road to Malvern Hill—the same we had followed once

before. When we came out into the great open area around Malvern Hill,

one of our light batteries was already engaged with a rebel battery of

four pieces. These guns naturally paid some attention to us, but with

the exception of one shell which burst in our ranks before we filed

out of the road and did some damage, not a man was hit in the Second

Regiment. We had, really, remarkable luck, as they did some very good

shooting and burst a number of shells and case-shots in our very faces.

The Eleventh Massachusetts had two men killed and eight wounded by

one shot. After half or three-quarters of an hour of this, the rebel

battery limbered up and struck up the river road for Richmond, and our

cavalry went after them. We gathered in quite a bunch of prisoners,

singly and in little squads—men scattered around on outpost and picket

duty, who came up out of the woods to see what the trouble was—and

found out. One of these was particularly low-down mean and “sassy,” and

he and “Heenan” had it out. After looking us over he said there was

one thing he cussed himself for, and that was that he looked so much

like a Yankee. Then Nich., leaning on his gun took Johnny in hand. He

looked him up and down, with _such_ a contemptuous sneer on his face.

He commented on his general disreputable appearance, and to wind up

with, set the fellow fairly wild with rage, by leaning forward and

confidentially asking him how much nigger blood there was in him.

The rebel battery was posted under big trees in the grounds of the old

mansion house on the hill. When we advanced to the position we found

three or four wounded and one dead batteryman that the rebels had left

behind. The dead man had been hit on the head by a piece of shell, and

lay all curled up, but still tightly clasping in his hands the shell he

was carrying to his gun.

We occupied the hill until Thursday morning, when we leisurely returned

to camp. It was really a delightful outing. When we returned, my

haversack was bulging with the fruits of my foraging—apples and plums,

fresh pork, hog’s liver, and one good fat chicken.

Perk. Lane and four others of our boys who were taken prisoners have

returned. They have had a pretty hard time of it, but have many amusing

stories to tell of prison life in Richmond. Provisions there are very

high indeed—molasses six dollars a gallon, flour twenty-five dollars

a barrel, bread twenty-five cents a loaf, and everything else in

proportion. We are beginning to get a little soft bread now ourselves.

Yesterday we had a whole loaf to a man, and we have had one meal before

that.

_Sunday, August 10._

I hear from home that a great many of the white-livered gentry swear

they will not submit to being drafted. Then shoot them—that’s my

advice—and the Second Regiment would like the job. I can hardly write

at all, the flies bother me so. They are here in millions, and nobody

can take any comfort, for the torments.

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_LXVI_

CAMP NEAR ALEXANDRIA, VA.,

_September 6, 1862_.

After being here two days I have managed to get the materials together

for writing a letter. We have had a mighty strenuous time since we

marched away from Harrison’s Landing [August 15]—in two hard battles,

to say nothing of hard marches and transportation by sea and land, on

crowded steamers and rattletrap freight cars. Marching to Yorktown, we

were there loaded onto transports. No sooner were we fairly landed in

Alexandria than we were toted out to Warrenton Junction and dumped,

late at night, in the fields by the side of the road. Here, we were

told, we would have a chance to rest, and we did, just one day and one

night. That night Stonewall Jackson showed up at Manassas, directly in

our rear, and we were sent after him. We came upon him at Kettle Run

and had a rattling smart fight, with several hundred men killed and

wounded on both sides. Two days later we were engaged in the second

great battle of Bull Run. Our brigade here showed its mettle as it

never had before, and especially the Second Regiment. We were ordered

to advance through woods, without any supports, and attack the rebels

behind a railroad grade five or six feet high. We went in. They gave

us a volley, and we charged them, the Second going over the work with

a yell and giving those fellows the surprise of their life. It was

savage work for a short time, but we were determined to drive them, and

we did. Then we went for the second line, a few rods further on, and

set them agoing. And pretty soon it became apparent that what there was

left of us were being surrounded. Then we got out—we had to or be taken

prisoners. We lost 147 men out of a little over 300 that went in, and

most of these within a very few minutes. Gen. Grover said it was the

greatest bayonet charge of the war.

I got my first man as I went over the bank. I dashed round a big bush

in the very edge of the grade right onto a rebel, who threw his gun

up aiming at somebody to my right. He never fired, for I gave it to

him from the hip and doubtless saved the life of some Second Regiment

man—I’ll never know who. And just as I was starting on my return trip

something tickled my upper lip and the roots of my nose, and for a

while I was doing the ensanguined act on the smallest capital of any

man in the regiment. It was a pretty close shave, all the same. One

inch further, in the wrong direction, would have spoiled my beauty, and

three inches would have spoiled me.

The actual fate of a lot of the boys is still in doubt. Charlie Smiley

is missing, and nobody can tell anything about him. [He never came

back.] Frank Robinson was shot through the bowels, near the railroad

bank. Captain Carr told me, a few minutes later, that he had to leave

him there, dying.

Father is over in Washington, but so far has been unable to get a pass

to come over here, while I could not get a pass to go over there. It

will be pretty tough if, after all I have gone through, and he so near,

they do not give me a chance to see him.

I do not know how soon we may be on the move, but hope not for some

time, for really the regiment is in pretty bad shape. The latest camp

rumor is that we are going down to Budd’s Ferry, which would be very

nice, but is entirely improbable. But we certainly should have a chance

to get our breath, at least. We have been in ten fights, and in some

of them have borne the brunt. There are regiments here that have never

been in any fight at all, but have laid back here in comfort, while

others were getting the rough of it.

It is a beautiful day, and I am sitting in front of my tent, upon a

pile of corn husks, the Potomac at my feet and the cities of Alexandria

and Washington up there to the north.

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_LXVII_

CAMP NEAR ALEXANDRIA, VA.,

_September 14, 1862_.

It bids fair to be a very hot day, so I am starting my letter just as

early as I can get down to business. Father got over the river three

or four days ago. Dan. Clark [U. S. Senator] took it up with the War

Department and Gerry got his pass. He is going to stay several days

longer, and you can imagine how much I am enjoying his visit. He is

spending a good part of his time visiting the hospitals and hunting

out and cheering up the New Hampshire men he finds there. He doesn’t

say anything, but I have my doubts whether the lodgings here are fully

up to his standard of comfort. Rod. Manning and I, in our capacity as

chambermaids, make up the best bed we can with the materials at our

command, and give E. G. the middle berth, with us under the eaves. But

the ground is hard, and a knapsack or pair of shoes is not a real good

pillow until you get fitted to them. Our guest grunts a good deal and

turns over pretty often, and this morning I woke up before daylight and

found him outside, sitting on a cracker box, over a little campfire he

had nursed into action.

Since my last letter we have moved our camp about two miles, over to

Fairfax Seminary, a brick building now occupied as a hospital, on the

heights overlooking the city of Alexandria. Our camp is right to the

rear of Fort Ward.

Did you ever know Joe Locke?—[Joseph L., a Manchester boy.] I saw

him yesterday. He is in the Thirty-third Massachusetts, which is

temporarily assigned to this brigade.

Father brought up from the city, yesterday, a big bag of flour, butter,

and about all the other “fixings” he could lug, and there will be high

living, for a time, in our tent. The laugh was on him, good and hard,

the day we moved camp. He started out in the morning from our old camp,

to visit the hospitals. When we arrived here he was at the Seminary,

only a few rods away. He watched us come and pitch our tents, without

any idea that it was the Second Regiment, and when he got ready to go

he tramped back to the old camp, only to find himself among strangers.

Fortunately, some one was able to direct him, and in due time he was

back here with four extra miles of travel to his credit.

Those boxes that the boys sent for from Harrison’s Landing came along

yesterday, but a great deal of the stuff had been so long on the way

that it had spoiled. When I see these new regiments coming out now I

remind myself that when my term of service is ended they will be only

half way through. But I hope that with the new calls for troops there

will be enough to finish this up in so short a time that we can all be

home before long.

Two or three of the boys supposed to have been killed at Bull Run have

turned up in the hospitals, but poor Frank Robinson is undoubtedly dead.

What company is your brother in? I will hunt him up if I can get to his

regiment after it arrives. [James K. Lane, Company G, Eleventh N. H.]

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_LXVIII_

CAMP NEAR ALEXANDRIA, VA.,

_Sunday Evening, September 21, 1862_.

I have been down to the Eleventh Regiment to see James [K. Lane, “the

girl’s” brother] and other boys there. I went into the camp, stopped a

while at one of the Manchester companies, where I found lots of fellows

that I knew, and then started for Co. G to find James, when he bore

down on me with all sail spread. I knew him, and he knew me, at sight,

and we were just as well acquainted after we had shaken hands as though

we had known each other for years.

We are doing a little digging now—just enough to keep our hand in—on

rifle pits between Forts Worth and Ward. Our knapsacks, which were

loaded onto barges when we left Harrison’s Landing, got here only two

days ago. I had begun to think they were gone for good, and was ready

to bewail the loss of all my valuables, when they turned up safe and

sound.

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_LXIX_

CAMP NEAR ALEXANDRIA, VA.,

_September 29, 1862_.

It is now almost nine o’clock in the evening, and I have had a pretty

busy day. And tomorrow I go on picket, which will spoil two days more.

So I guess I had better write tonight. This morning, as soon as I had

eaten my breakfast, I started off for the Tenth Regiment. Met lots of

old Manchester acquaintances, and Billy Cochrane, Ichabod, Sargent

Bartlett and I got together and had a real Excelsior Literary Society

reunion. On my way back I called in at the Eleventh Regiment camp, and

James walked a part of the way home with me.

Tonight “Bobby” [Albert B.] Robinson, who was taken prisoner at the

first Bull Run, got back to the company and the reception he got from

those of us who are still left baffles all description. A camp story is

going the rounds that Gov. Berry is trying to have this regiment sent

to New Hampshire to recruit.

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_LXX_

CAMP NEAR ALEXANDRIA, VA.,

_Sunday, October 12, 1862_.

Have just got back from the Thirteenth Regiment, where I found not a

single man I knew, so I got a good long tramp for nothing. Got a mosaic

letter from sister Addie Friday, made up of contributions from half a

dozen of her friends. Have just had a pocket tourniquet given me, a

little instrument to stop the flow of blood from a wounded arm or leg.

I don’t see how it could be of much use in stopping a bloody nose.

Charlie Smiley has never been heard from and doubtless never will.

So far as quarters are concerned, we are mighty comfortably situated

just now. We have folded up our pieces of shelter tent and in their

place pitched a camp of old-fashioned army “Sibleys.” My tent-crew

comprises seven good fellows. Each man has built himself a bunk, and

still there is room to spare. The heavy tent-cloth keeps out the rain,

so we have a perfectly dry nest. But there are persistent rumors that

we will not remain here much longer.

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_LXXI_

CAMP NEAR ALEXANDRIA, VA.,

_October 19, 1862_.

The Eleventh Regiment is now in the vicinity of Harper’s Ferry. Simons,

who used to keep the bookstore, was down here yesterday, hunting up

stragglers from the division. He thought that by this time the regiment

might be over in Virginia.

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