Susie blenched. "Back to America?"

"No, abroad--to Switzerland, Italy, anywhere. I mean by your staying

here for me," Milly pursued, "your staying with me wherever I may be,

even though we may neither of us know at the time where it is. No," she

insisted, "I _don't_ know where I am, and you never will, and it

doesn't matter--and I dare say it's quite true," she broke off, "that

everything will have to come out." Her friend would have felt of her

that she joked about it now, had not her scale from grave to gay been a

thing of such unnamable shades that her contrasts were never sharp. She

made up for failures of gravity by failures of mirth; if she hadn't,

that is, been at times as earnest as might have been liked, so she was

certain not to be at other times as easy as she would like herself. "I

must face the music. It isn't, at any rate, its 'coming out,'" she

added; "it's that Mrs. Condrip would put the fact before her to his

injury."

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