CHAPTER XVIII.

A very gratified man was Mr. Singleton when he heard how matters stood

between Marion and his nephew. Indeed, with regard to the latter, his

feeling was chiefly one of exultation. "Now I have you!" he said to

himself; and it was with difficulty that he refrained from uttering

this sentiment when Earle announced the fact of his engagement. What he

did say was:--

"I am delighted, my dear boy--delighted! You could not have pleased me

better. Miss Lynde is a girl to do credit to any man's taste, and to

any position to which she may be raised. Her family is unexceptionable;

and as for fortune--well, you have no need to think of that."

Brian smiled. "I have not thought of it," he said; "but I fear she may

think a little of the fact that I have not much to offer her. To become

the wife of a struggling artist is not a very brilliant prospect for

one of her ambition."

Mr. Singleton frowned. So, after all, the thing had not settled itself,

but was to be fought over again! "You must surely be jesting when you

speak of such a prospect for her," he observed. "You must feel that

marriage brings responsibility with it; and that, since the future of

this charming girl is bound up with your own, you can no longer afford

to indulge in caprices."

"I do not think that I have ever indulged in caprices," replied Earle.

"In settling my plan of life, I have followed what I believe to be

right, as well as what I believed to be best. And I have no intention

of changing it now. Marion understands that in accepting me, she also

accepts my life. I am sure of that."

"_I_ am by no means sure of it," thought Mr. Singleton; but he was wise

enough to say no more, and bide his time to speak to Marion.

"My dear," he said to her, as soon as they were alone together, "you

know that the arrangement between Brian and yourself meets with my

warmest approval. But it will be of very little good to me personally,

unless you mean to use your influence--for you can no longer say that

you possess none--to induce him to yield to my wishes. Unless he does

so, he can expect nothing from me in the future. And that I should

regret for your sake now as well as his."

"You are very kind," said Marion, who understood all that was implied

in this. "Be certain that if he does not yield to your wishes, it will

not be my fault. I shall use all the influence I possess to induce him

to do so."

"In that case I have no fear," said the old man, gallantly. "Who could

resist you?"

A little while before Marion would have echoed this with a profound

conviction of her own irresistible power; but now, though she did not

dissent from it, she had a lurking fear that Brian Earle might not

prove so elastic in her hands as his uncle hoped. As yet, by tacit

consent, the subject of their future life had been avoided; but she

knew that the time would come when it must be discussed, and she said

to herself with passionate resolution that he should not throw away the

fortune which was offered him, if it were in her power to prevent it.

Had this resolution needed a spur, Mrs. Singleton's congratulations

would have given it. "I hope that you will be very happy," she said;

"and I think it is very good for me to hope it, for you step into my

place. Brian will not go abroad _now_."

"We have not settled that as yet," replied Marion, who detected a

questioning tone in the last assertion.

"I think that, in your place, I should settle it as soon as possible,"

said Mrs. Singleton. "It will be pleasanter for all parties. Although,

of course, Brian's decision is a foregone conclusion."

"You not only hope, you believe the contrary," thought Marion; "but I

will show you that you are mistaken."

Meanwhile Earle, unconscious of the struggle before him, was thinking

how much he had misjudged Marion in believing her so worldly, since,

knowing his definite decision with regard to his life, she was yet

willing to share that life. The declaration which he had made was

entirely unpremeditated; but, once made, he did not regret it. How

indeed was it possible to regret that which brought immediately so much

happiness to himself and to Marion? And it was too much to expect,

perhaps, that he should ask whether or not this happiness rested on a

very substantial basis--whether there were not elements in it certain

to produce discord as time went on. All that was hard, haughty and

worldly in Marion seemed, for the time being, to have disappeared.

Helen herself could hardly have seemed more gentle and tender to the

man she loved.

On the Sunday following their betrothal, he asked her if she would

go with him to church, and she readily assented. "I always liked

Catholicity," she said, as they took their way thither; "and I always

felt that if there was truth in any religion, it was in that. All the

others are but poor shams and imitations of it, and I have had an

instinctive scorn of them ever since I knew anything of the old faith.

I am glad, therefore, that you are a Catholic."

"Since I am not an Agnostic," he said, laughing. "You would have had a

higher opinion of my intellectual strength if I had avowed myself that,

you know."

She laughed too. "That was before I understood you," she said; "and

before I understood the grounds you had for your faith. But now I know

that you could be only what you are."

"And when," he asked, in a tone suddenly grown grave and earnest, "will

you also be that?"

"How can I tell?" she replied. "Should not faith be something more than

a mere matter of intellectual conviction?"

"Faith is a gift of God," he said. "If you are willing to receive it,

it will not be denied to you."

"I am willing now," she observed. "Always, heretofore, I have shrunk

from it. I have felt the fascination of Catholicity, but I have dreaded

what it would demand from me. But now I dread no longer. I am willing

to be what you are."

He smiled slightly, and, as they had reached the church by this time,

extended his hand to lead her over the threshold. Then withdrawing it,

"There!" he said; "I have done my part--I have brought you within the

door. God must do the rest."

It seemed to Marion, as she knelt by him during Mass, as if God were

doing this. Her heart opened to the influences around her as it had

never opened before. The Holy Sacrifice had a meaning for her which it

had never, up to this time, possessed; she forgot the plainness and

bareness of the chapel, the unfashionable appearance of the people, in

her consciousness of the Divine Reality before her on the altar. And

when the priest, addressing the people at the end of Mass, spoke in

plain and forcible language of the truths of faith, her mind replied by

an assenting _Credo_.

But as he turned to preach, Father Byrne received a shock of unpleasant

surprise in perceiving Marion's face by Brian Earle's side. He had

not seen or heard of her since the occurrences which had ended

Helen's engagement. He had not been aware that she still remained in

Scarborough after her aunt's departure; but he had met Earle, and

liked the young man so much that this unexpected appearance beside him

of the girl who had destroyed her cousin's happiness, seemed to him

a conjunction that boded no good. The sight distracted him so much

that he hesitated over the opening words of his sermon. The hesitation

was only momentary: he took a firm grasp of his subject, and began;

but whenever his glance fell on those two faces in one of the front

pews, he said to himself, "Poor young man!" and asked himself if,

knowing what he did, he should offer a warning to the object of his

commiseration.

After Mass, giving the question some thought, he decided that if the

opportunity for it arose, he would speak to Earle on the subject; but

that he would take no steps to make an opportunity, since it might

have been an accidental association, meaning little or nothing. And so

the matter might have passed without result, had not Earle presented

himself that afternoon at the pastoral residence. He had two motives

for the visit--one was to see Father Byrne, with whom he had been most

pleasantly impressed; the other, to ask for some book of instruction

to put into Marion's hands. The good Father was a little disturbed by

the appearance of his visitor: it seemed he was to be forced to deliver

his warning--for he had no intention of receding from his agreement

with his conscience. Therefore, after they had talked for some time on

various subjects, and a slight pause occurred, he was on the point of

beginning, when Earle anticipated him by speaking:--

"I must not weary you by a long visit, Father," he said, "knowing that

Sunday is a day which makes many demands upon you. I have come not only

for the pleasure of seeing you this afternoon, but to ask your advice

on a matter of importance. I want a book which sets forth Catholic

doctrine in a clear and attractive manner, for one disposed toward the

Church. What work will best answer my purpose?"

Father Byrne named a work familiar to most Catholics, and of wide

circulation; but Earle shook his head. "That will not do at all. I

want something of an intellectual character, and with the charm of

literary excellence. Else it would have no effect on the person for

whom I intend it."

"Perhaps if you told me something about the person," suggested the

priest, "I could judge better what would be suitable."

"I want the book," Earle answered, "for a young lady of much more than

ordinary intelligence, who has no Protestant prejudices to overcome,

and who, I think, only needs to be instructed to induce her to embrace

the Catholic faith."

Father Byrne's face changed at the words "a young lady." "Surely," he

said, after an instant's hesitation, "you do not mean the young lady

who was with you in church this morning?"

"Yes," replied Earle, surprised by the tone even more than by the

question. "I mean Miss Lynde. Do you know her?"

"I know her slightly, but I know _of_ her very well," answered the

priest, gravely. "And I regret to say that I cannot imagine a more

unpromising subject for conversion. My dear Mr. Earle, I think that

you will waste your efforts in that direction. I hope I am not

uncharitable, but I have little confidence in the sincerity of Miss

Lynde's desire to know the truth."

"Why have you no confidence?" asked Earle, shortly, almost sternly.

The other looked distressed. It was a more unpleasant task than he had

anticipated which he had set himself, but he felt bound in conscience

to go through with it.

"Because," he replied, "I know that the young lady has had ample

opportunity to learn all about the Faith if she had desired to do so.

She had been at school in a convent for some time, and she came here

with her cousin, Miss Morley, who is a devoted Catholic." He paused a

moment, then with an effort went on: "But it is not for this reason

alone that I distrust her sincerity. I chance to know that she acted

badly toward her cousin, that she was the cause of her engagement being

broken, and she behaved with great duplicity in the whole matter."

"This is a very serious charge," said Earle. He held himself well under

control, but the priest perceived that he was much moved. "Do you speak

with positive knowledge of what you assert?"

"As positive as possible, with regard to the facts," Father Byrne

answered. "Miss Morley broke her engagement because she heard the man

to whom she was engaged making love to her cousin. She generously

refrained from blaming the latter, but Mrs. Morley told me that Miss

Lynde had undoubtedly made deliberate efforts to attract her daughter's

lover. You will understand that I tell you this in confidence, and

nothing but my sincere interest in you would induce me to tell it at

all. You might readily hear it from others, however. It is, I believe,

a notorious fact in Scarborough."

Earle was silent for a minute, looking down as if in thought, with his

dark brows knitted, and his pleasant countenance overcast. The last

words made him recall various hints and allusions of Mrs. Singleton's.

They had produced little impression upon him at the time--not enough

to cause him to inquire what they meant,--but now they came back with

a force derived from what he had just heard. With sudden clearness he

recalled that Marion seemed to shrink from any mention of her cousin,

and that he had seen her change color once or twice when some man was

alluded to by Mrs. Singleton in very significant tones. Even if it

had been possible to doubt the priest, who spoke with such evident

reluctance, these things recalled by memory gave added weight to all

that he said. Presently the young man looked up, and spoke with an

effort:--

"I have no doubt you have meant kindly, Father, in speaking of this

matter; but, if you please, we will not discuss it further. To return

to the book--I see that I had better decide for myself what will be

suitable. Something of Newman's might answer, only he deals chiefly

with Anglican difficulties; or perhaps Lacordaire's great Conferences

on the Church might be best."

"That is rather a--formidable work," said the Father, hesitatingly.

"Yes," answered Earle; "but so splendid in its logic, so luminous in

its style, that whoever reads it understandingly will need no other.

But I must not detain you longer."

He rose as he spoke, shook hands with the priest--who was uncertain

whether or not to regret what he had done,--and took his departure.

Once outside he said to himself that the thing to do now was to go

directly to Marion, and learn from her the true meaning of the story

which had so deeply disturbed him. He felt loyally certain that, as he

heard it, it could not be true,--that she could never willfully have

drawn her cousin's lover from his allegiance. At least he repeated

this to himself more than once. But in his heart was a lurking doubt

which he would not acknowledge,--a lurking recollection of the distrust

he had felt toward her at first, and which lately had faded from his

mind. Well, it would depend upon what she told him now whether this

distrust were to be revived or finally banished.

It was late in the afternoon when he entered the grounds of the house

in which Mr. Singleton dwelt; and the long, golden sunshine streamed so

invitingly across emerald turf and bright flower-beds toward the green

depths of shrubbery in the old garden, that he turned his steps in that

direction, thinking it barely possible he might find Marion there,

since she was partial to a seat under an arbor covered with climbing

roses.

Some instinct must have guided his steps; for Marion _was_ there,

seated in the green shade, and so absorbed in reading that she did not

perceive his approach. He paused for a minute to admire the beautiful

picture which she made--a picture to delight an artist's eye,--asking

himself the while if what looked so fair could possibly be capable

of deceiving. It was a question that must be answered in one way or

another, and, tightening his lips a little, he came forward.

She looked up with a slight start as he drew near, and the light of

pleasure that came into her eyes was very eloquent. "So you have found

me!" she said. "I thought that you might. I looked for you when I came

out, but did not see you anywhere."

"I had gone into Scarborough," he answered. "I went to see"--he stopped

before saying "Father Byrne," with a sudden thought that it might not

be well for her to connect the priest with the information of which he

must presently speak--"to see a friend," he continued. "I wanted to

borrow a book. What have you there?"

She held it out, smiling. "Helen gave it to me long ago," she said,

"but I never looked at it until to-day."

Earle found that it was a translation of the admirable French

"Catechism of Perseverance," which is one of the best compendiums of

Catholic doctrine. "After all," he said, "I do not know that I can do

better than this, although I was thinking of a book of another kind for

you,--a book that would rouse your interest as well as instruct you."

"I think I should prefer your choice," she said. "Helen had the best

intentions, but she forgot that what suited her would not be likely to

suit me."

This repetition of Helen's name brought his attention back from the

book to the subject it had replaced in his mind. "Helen!" he repeated.

"You mean your cousin, Miss Morley?"

"Yes. You have heard me speak of her. She is a Catholic. It was with

her that I came to Scarborough."

"And why has she gone away and left you?"

Something in the tone rather than in the words caused Marion to color

with a quick sense of apprehension. "My aunt took her away for change

of air and scene. They are wealthy, and can go where they like. I could

not go with them, and so Mrs. Singleton kindly asked me to stay with

her. That is very simple, is it not?"

"Very," he answered. He looked down, and turned absently the leaves of

the Catechism. "But, since you were your cousin's guest, it seems to me

it would have been simpler if she had asked you to go with her."

"There were reasons why she did not," said Marion. She hesitated a

moment, and then an impulse of candor came to her,--a quick instinct

that Earle must hear from herself the story which he had perhaps

already heard from others. "I will tell you what they were," she

continued. "It is a matter which it is disagreeable to me to recall,

but I should like to tell you about it."

Then she told him. There is everything, as we know, in the point

of view from which a picture is regarded, or a story is told; so

it was not surprising that, as he listened, Earle felt a sense of

infinite relief. If this were all, she was not indeed altogether

free from blame--for she acknowledged that she had taken pleasure in

the perception of Rathborne's admiration,--but certainly she did not

deserve that charge of duplicity which the priest had made. It was an

unfortunate affair; but, feeling the power which she exercised over

himself, how could he wonder that another man had felt and yielded to

it?

So, for the time at least, all his doubt was dissipated, and Marion,

satisfied with this result, deferred the decisive struggle yet to come.

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