CHAPTER VIII.

It was not very long before Marion's promise to Mr. Singleton was

recalled to her mind--if, indeed, that could be said to be recalled

which had never been forgotten. For she had not exaggerated in saying

that this old man, with his air of the world, with his keen, critical

glance, and the mingled imperativeness and courtliness of his manner,

was after her own taste. His evident admiration and appreciation of

herself no doubt led greatly to this result; for had she been treated

as he was in the habit of treating people whom he did not like, there

could hardly have been much liking on her side. But since his approval

of _her_ was very manifest, her approval of _him_ was not less so; and

was, moreover, sharpened by the restless ambition which made her look

eagerly for any opening by which she might gain her desired ends.

She was glad, therefore, to receive one morning a note from Mrs.

Singleton, begging to know if that day would suit her for the

fulfillment of her promise to sing for Mr. Singleton alone. "I should

have asked _you_ to name the day," the note went on, "but for the fact

that there are only certain days on which my uncle feels equal to the

exertion of seeing any one; and, of course, he wishes to see as well

as to hear you. If you have no other engagement for this afternoon,

will you, then, gratify him by coming at five o'clock? And I hope to

keep you to spend the evening with me."

Had any engagement interfered with the proposed appointment, there

is no doubt that Marion would have broken it like a thread; but she

was, happily, free from such a necessity, and had only to tell Mrs.

Singleton that she would accept her invitation for the afternoon with

pleasure. So, at the time appointed, her aunt's carriage dropped her at

the door of the house which the Singletons had taken for the season.

It was by far the handsomest house in Scarborough--wide, spacious,

stately, with nobly proportioned rooms, and halls that spoke eloquently

of the wealth that had planned them. It was a wealth that had vanished

now, as the house had passed out of the possession of those who built

it; but the fine old place served admirably as a setting for the

Singleton establishment, which was formed on a very lavish scale.

When Marion was shown into the drawing room, she found Mr. Singleton

there, established in a deep easy-chair near the piano, with an open

newspaper before him. He laid it on his knee when she entered, and held

out his hand.

"You will excuse my keeping my seat," he said, as she came toward

him. "I rise with great difficulty, owing to obstinate sciatica, and

never without assistance. But you must believe that I appreciate your

kindness in coming."

"I am very glad to come," she said, with cordial sincerity. "I told you

that it would be a pleasure to me. I like to sing, especially to one

who knows what good singing is; and whose praise, therefore, has value."

He smiled, evidently well pleased. "And how do you know," he said,

"that my praise has that value?"

"One can tell such things very quickly," she replied. "I think I should

have known that you possessed musical culture even if I had not heard

so."

"I have a good deal of musical knowledge, at least," he said. "In my

youth I lived much abroad, and I have heard all the great singers of

the world. It has been a passion with me, and I have missed nothing

else so much during these later years of invalidism. You can judge,

therefore, whether or not it is a pleasure to hear such a voice as

yours."

"I know that my voice is good," said Marion; "but I also know how much

it lacks cultivation. I fear that must jar on you, since you have heard

so many great singers."

"No, it does not jar on me, because you have no bad tricks. You sing

simply and naturally, with wonderful sweetness and power. Sing now, and

afterward I will take the liberty of asking you some questions about

yourself."

Marion went to the piano, and, animated by the last words, sang as

well as she could possibly have sung for a much larger audience. In

the lofty, wide room she let out the full power of her splendid voice

with an ease, a total absence of effort, which delighted her listener.

Lying back in his deep chair while song followed song, and marking

how clear and true every note rang, his interest in the singer grew;

and he began to rouse a little from the state of indifferent egoism

which was normal with him, to consider what would be the future of this

girl, whom nature had so richly endowed. Perhaps curiosity had a part

in the interest; at least when Marion had sung for some time, he said

suddenly:--

"That is enough for the present. I must not be unreasonable, and I must

not let you strain your voice. Will you come now and talk to me for a

while?"

"Willingly," she answered, rising from the instrument with a smile.

"But you must remember that it does not follow that because I can

entertain you by singing I can also entertain you by talking."

"I think it will follow," he said. "You talk, if not as well as you

sing--for that would be very extraordinary--at least well enough to

make me desire to listen to you. And in order to make you appreciate

that, I must tell you that the talking of most people bores me

intolerably."

"Are there any signs by which one can tell when one begins to bore

you?" asked Marion, sitting down on a low chair in front of him.

"Because I should like to cease as soon as that point is reached."

He smiled, all the lines of his face relaxing as he looked at her.

In fact, he found the charm of her beauty almost as great as that of

her voice. Had it been an unintellectual beauty, he would have cared

nothing for it; but the flash of that indescribable quality which the

French call _esprit_, the quickness and readiness of her speech, the

grace of her manner,--all pleased and interested the man, who was not

easily pleased or interested.

"I do not believe there is any danger of your ever reaching that

point," he said. "And I think you are sure of it yourself. You have no

fear of boring any one; for you know the thing is impossible."

"You are very kind," she answered. "But I have never observed that the

people who bore one are at all afraid of doing it. So, lack of fear

would not prove exemption from the possibility. But I flatter myself

that I have penetration enough to detect the first sign, and I am

certain that I would not need to detect the second."

"Any one who saw you would be certain of that," he said, regarding

her intently. "As it chances, however, it may be I who will prove the

bore; for I am going to claim one of the privileges of an old man, and

ask you some questions about yourself; or, to spare me the trouble of

asking the question, I should like for you to tell me something about

your life, if you have no objection."

"Not the slightest," replied Marion; "indeed your interest flatters me.

But I am sorry to say that there is very little to tell. You see, my

life is only beginning."

"True. You have just left school, I believe?"

"Only a few weeks ago. I came then with my cousin from the convent,

where I had spent two years."

"You are not a Roman Catholic, I hope?"

"Oh! no, certainly not." It occurred to her, as she spoke, that if he

should ask what she was, she would not be prepared with so ready an

answer. But his interest was apparently satisfied with ascertaining

what she was _not_, and he went on to another question:--

"Where is your home?"

"Ah! that is difficult to answer," she said. "Before going to the

convent, I lived with my uncle, but I could hardly call that home; and,

since I have no desire to return to his house, I must reply with strict

correctness that I have no home."

"That is a sad statement for one so young. Is not your uncle your

guardian?"

"I suppose that he is; but, you see, I have no fortune to look

after--somehow it has all vanished away,--and, personally, I am not

very much in need of a guardian."

"Permit me to differ with you there," said Mr. Singleton, gravely.

"Personally, I think that you are very much in need of a guardian.

And by that I do not mean any reflection on your power of conducting

yourself--which I have no doubt is very sufficient,--but I mean that

no young and beautiful woman of good social rank should be without the

protection of such guardianship."

"I presume certainly that my uncle considers himself my guardian,

and it is likely that he has legal power to interfere with my

actions," said Marion. "But I think he does not feel interest enough

to interfere--unless he thought me likely to bring discredit on the

family. And I believe he knows me well enough not to fear that."

Mr. Singleton smiled at the unconscious pride of her tone, and the

gesture with which she lifted her head. "One need not know you very

well in order to be sure of that," he said. "But, since these are your

circumstances, allow me, as your kinsman, to ask another question. What

are your plans for the future?"

She opened her hands with a gesture signifying emptiness, and slightly

shrugged her shoulders. "Frankly, I have none," she answered. "I am

waiting on fate. Don't think that I mind it," she added, quickly,

catching an expression on his face. "It is interesting--it is like

waiting for a play to begin. If I had my choice, I should prefer the

uncertainties of my life to a life already mapped and arranged like

that of my cousin, Helen Morley. Why should uncertainty of the future

daunt one who has a consciousness of some powers, and has no fear at

all? I am only anxious for the play to begin, that is all."

"Poor child!" said her listener. The words were uttered involuntarily,

and startled him a little; for he was not easily moved to sympathy

or compassion. But the very dauntlessness of this courage, the very

rashness of this self-confidence, were sad to the man who knew so well

the pitfalls of life, the dangers which no powers could avert, no

bravery overcome. If Marion had subtly calculated how best to rouse

his interest, and touch whatever heart remained to him in the midst

of the gradual withering up of the springs of feeling, she could

not have succeeded better, nor probably half so well. Any appeal to

his sympathy, any tearful eyes or supplicating tones, he would have

resisted; but this proud daring of fate, this quick rejection of pity,

moved him more than, beforehand, he would have imagined possible. When

conscious of the words which had escaped him, he went on:--

"Pardon me, but I have known so long the life you are just

beginning--indeed I am about to leave the stage as you make your

_début_,--that I fear the play may not prove all that you fancy. It is

apt to take sudden turns which no skill can foresee, and which force

one, whether one will or not, into very unpleasant situations. But I

have no inclination to act the part of a prophet of ill, so I hope all

this may be reversed for you; certainly so much courage and so much

beauty ought to propitiate Fate. And, meanwhile, if there is anything I

can do to serve you, remember that I am your kinsman, and let me know."

"Thank you," said Marion, graciously. "But while waiting for the play

to begin, I have nothing to desire. My friends are very kind. And now I

fear that I may have reached that point of which we spoke earlier--the

point of possible boredom. At least I know that I have talked too much

of myself."

"Not at all," he replied, quickly. "You have only answered my

questions; and I have been, I fear, too inquisitive. But my interest in

you must plead my excuse. I suppose I have been more ready to gratify

it because it is not easily roused--at least not to the degree in which

you have roused it."

"That is very pleasant for me to hear," said Marion, truthfully. "I

like to rouse interest--everyone does, I imagine; and yet I should not

care for it if it were easily roused."

"No, I imagine not," said he, with a look that seemed to read her

through and through. "You will care only for difficult things, and you

are made to gain them."

Before Marion could express her approval of this prophecy, the sound of

approaching footsteps was heard, and Mrs. Singleton entered the room,

in the freshest and prettiest of evening toilets. She held out both

hands to Marion, with an air of effusion.

"I was roused out of my _siesta_ by the most delightful sounds!" she

cried. "At first I thought it must be an angel singing, but angels are

not in the habit of visiting me; so then I remembered your appointment,

and that I had intended to be present to share the pleasure with uncle.

Unfortunately I slept too long for that, but you will sing some for me

now--or perhaps we had better defer it until later, when Tom can have

the pleasure too. You remember that you are going to spend the evening

with us."

Marion remembered, and was very willing to do so; for these were people

whom she liked to cultivate. They were not only people of high social

consideration, who might be useful to her, but their knowledge of the

world, their familiarity with society abroad as well as at home, and

their easy habits of wealth and luxury, pleased her taste and gratified

her own instinctive yearning for these things. The quiet, old-fashioned

comfort of her aunt's establishment lost all its charm when contrasted

with the fashion and lavish expenditure which were here. She was the

only guest at the beautifully served dinner to which they sat down in

the summer gloaming; but she could truly assure Mrs. Singleton that she

was glad it was so. "Who could be found in Scarborough as entertaining

as yourselves?" she asked.

"How very nice of you to say so!" replied that lady, patting her hand.

"Then we are very well satisfied; for I am sure nobody could be found

in Scarborough as entertaining as you are. In fact, you do not belong

to the Scarborough order of life at all; you are totally out of place

here."

Marion laughed. "I am afraid I feel so occasionally," she said;

"but I have an idea that it is my fault: that I expect too much of

Scarborough."

"You belong to another life altogether," repeated Mrs. Singleton,

positively. "I felt sure of it the first time I saw you. A quiet,

sociable, country-town existence may suit other people--your pretty

cousin, for example,--but it does not suit _you_."

"That is very true," said Marion. "As a matter of taste, it certainly

does not suit me; but I learned early that one cannot always expect to

have one's tastes gratified."

"You are very philosophical. Now, for me, I always expect to have my

tastes gratified, and they generally are. Demand a great deal and you

will get at least some of it; that is my philosophy."

"And, unlike many philosophers, you always practice what you preach.

That I can testify," said Mr. Singleton (the husband). "Don't let her

demoralize you, Miss Lynde. If you have any moderation of desire, by

all means keep and culture it."

"Unfortunately, my desires are boundless," replied Marion, smiling. "It

is only my expectations which are moderate."

"Well, that is remarkable enough," said the gentleman; "if only you can

manage to keep them so--but you will not."

"Why not?"

He cast a glance into an opposite mirror. "About the best reason I

offer is to be found there," he answered. "No woman is going to expect

less than Nature gave her a right to demand."

And so on all sides fresh fuel was offered to the vanity which already

turned high and strong in dangerous flame.

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