CHAPTER XVI

He went into the dining-room first--Rachel was still upstairs--and

picked up the _Arbiter_ again, looking at it with this new, terrible

interpretation of what he saw in it. There it was, as damning evidence

as ever a man was convicted upon, the map that no one but himself and

the two principals had seen, reproduced, roughly it is true, but still

unmistakably, from the paper that he alone in the house had had in his

possession. He turned hurriedly to the brief but guarded commentary

evolved at a venture by Pateley, but nevertheless very near the truth.

Pateley had played a bold game indeed, but he was playing it as

skilfully and watchfully as was his wont. Rendel threw down the paper

with a gesture of despair, then clenched his hands. If he had been a

woman he would have wept from sheer misery and agitation. But it was of

no good to clench his hands in despair; every moment that passed ought

to be used to find out the truth of what had happened, to clear himself

from that nightmare of suspicion.

He went hurriedly across the hall to his study with the instinct of one

who feels that on the spot itself there may be some suggestion to help

discovery. His writing-table was locked. He tried it, shook it. The key,

one of a peculiar make, hung always on his watch-chain. It was quite

impossible that, save by one who had the key, the table should have been

opened. What had he done yesterday? What had happened? And he sat down

and buried his face in his hands, concentrating his thoughts, trying to

recall every incident. The first time that Stamfordham had come in and

given him the rough notes and the map, he, Rendel, had been alone. There

was no doubt of that. After that who came in? Rachel? No, Rachel had not

been in the room with the papers except just at the end when Rendel was

sealing up the packet. Besides, if Rachel had had a hundred secrets in

her possession, they would have been as safe as in his own. Then he

caught himself up--in his own! after all, he was suspected--so the

impossible idea, apparently, could be entertained. Then the thought of

Sir William Gore came into his mind, but only to be instantly dismissed,

for since the papers were locked up in Rendel's writing-table they must

have been as inaccessible to Sir William as though they had been

separated from him by the walls of several apartments. And there was one

thing pretty certain: Gore, supposing him to be capable of using it, had

not got a duplicate key. "Even he," Rendel found himself thinking,

"would not do that." He heard Rachel's step swiftly descend the stairs

and go into the dining-room, then she came quickly across the hall to

the study.

"Oh, there you are, Frank," she said. "My father is----" then she broke

off as she saw that he was apparently buried in painful thought from

which he roused himself with a start as she spoke. "Is anything the

matter?"

"I will tell you," said Rendel, speaking with an effort.

"May I just ask you something first?" said Rachel hurriedly. "I want

some foolscap paper for my father. He is so restless this morning, so

impatient."

"It is in there--I told you, didn't I?" said Rendel, turning round and

pointing to one of the drawers at the side of his table.

"In that drawer!" said Rachel. "How very stupid of me! I didn't think of

that. I thought it was in the top part, and I could only get one sheet

out of there."

"The top? Wasn't the top locked?" said Rendel quickly, his whole thought

concentrated on the problem before him, and the part of the table must

have played in the drama that affected him so nearly.

"Yes, it was," said Rachel smiling, "and I couldn't open it, but there

was a little tiny corner of ruled paper sticking out, so I pulled it,

and out it came."

Rendel started and looked at her.

"It is sweetly simple," she added.

"Yes," said Rendel, with an energy that surprised her. "It would come

out quite easily, of course."

"Frank," she said, surprised, "what is it? You didn't mind my pulling it

out, did you?"

"Of course not; I don't mind your doing anything--only--I didn't realise

that things could be got out of my writing-table in that way."

"Well, you must be sure to poke them in further next time," Rachel said

lightly, shutting again the side drawer to which she had been directed,

and out of which she had got some sheets of foolscap. "I will be back

directly."

"Wait one moment," said Rendel. "Lord Stamfordham has been here."

"Lord Stamfordham! Since I went upstairs?" said Rachel, standing still

in sheer surprise.

"Yes," said Rendel. "Some secret information that--I knew about, has got

into the paper and is published this morning."

"Oh, Frank, how terrible!" said Rachel. "How did it happen? Do they

mind?"

"Yes, they mind," Rendel said.

"Was that what you saw in the paper," Rachel said, "that excited you so

much?"

"Yes," said Rendel.

"I don't wonder," Rachel said, standing with her hand on the handle of

the door, an attitude of all others least inviting of confidence. "Who

let it out?"

"That is what we want to know," said Rendel. "That is what Lord

Stamfordham came here to ask."

"Well, he doesn't think it was you, I suppose," said Rachel, smiling at

the absurd suggestion.

"It is quite possible," Rendel said, with a dim idea that he would lead

up to the statement, "that he might--that he does."

"What!" said Rachel, opening her eyes wide. "Frank! how absurd!"

"So it seems to me," said Rendel sombrely.

"Too ridiculous!--I'll come down in one moment," Rachel said

apologetically. "I don't want to keep my father waiting."

"Don't say anything to him," said Rendel, "of what I have just been

saying to you."

"Oh, no, I won't indeed," Rachel said. "He ought not to have anything to

excite him to-day," and she went rapidly upstairs.

Rendel, as the door closed behind her, felt for the moment like a man

who, shipwrecked alone, has seen a vessel draw near to him and then pass

gaily on its way without bringing him help. What was to be done? Again

he took hold of the situation and looked it in the face. But now a new

light had been thrown upon it by Rachel. If a paper could be taken out

in the way that she had shown him, it was possible that Gore might have

obtained the map in the same way, though it still seemed to Rendel

exceedingly unlikely that, granted he had done so, he would have been

able, given the condition he was in, to act upon it soon enough for it

to appear this morning. He hesitated a moment, then he made up his mind

to wait no longer. He took up the _Arbiter_ and went upstairs to Sir

William's room. He met Rachel coming out.

"Oh, thank you," she said, as she saw the paper. "I was just coming down

to fetch that. Father would like to see it."

"I thought I would bring it up," Rendel said. "I want to speak to him a

moment."

Rachel looked alarmed.

"Frank, you will be careful, won't you?" she said. "He really is not in

a fit state to discuss anything this morning."

"I am afraid what I have to say won't wait," Rendel said. "I think I had

better speak to him alone." And he quite unmistakably waited for Rachel

to go her way before he went into Sir William's room and shut the door.

Sir William, wrapped in his dressing-gown, was sitting up in an easy

chair. On the table near him were sheets of foolscap paper covered with

figures, and lying beside them a letter with a bold, splotchy writing,

which he quickly moved out of sight as Rendel came in, a letter that had

told him of certain successful financial operations undertaken in the

City on his behalf. His face was pale and haggard. He looked up, as he

saw Rendel come into the room, with an expression almost of terror,

dashed however with resentment. In his mind at that moment, his

son-in-law was the embodiment of the fate that, in some incredible way,

had, as it were, turned him, Sir William Gore, who had hitherto spent

his life in the sunshine of position, of dignity, of the deserved

respect of his fellow-creatures, out into a chill storm of

circumstances, absolutely alone, into some terrible world where, instead

of walking upright among his fellow-men, he was, by no fault of his own,

he kept repeating to himself, hurrying along with a burden on his back,

crouching, fearing observation, fearing detection. That burden was

almost intolerable. He had been trying to distract his thoughts and seek

some cold comfort by making calculations based upon the letter he had

received from Pateley, but all the time, behind it lay ice-cold and

immovable the thought of the price at which Pateley's co-operation had

been bought, of the moment of reckoning with Rendel that must come when

the sands should have run out their appointed time. So much had he

suffered, so much had he been dominated by this thought, that when the

door opened and Rendel finally came in, the moment brought a sort of

relief. Rendel, on the other hand, when he saw Sir William looking so

old, so white and feeble, suddenly felt his purpose arrested. It was

impossible, surely, that this old man, with the worn, handsome face and

pathetically anxious expression, could have had a hand in a diabolical

machination, and the thought that it was unlikely came to him with a

gleam of comfort. Then as quick as lightning came a reaction of

wonderment as to what hypothesis was to take the place of this one. At

any rate, there was only one thing to be done: to tell Gore the story

without a moment's further delay.

"Good morning, Sir William," he said. "I am sorry to hear you are not

well this morning."

"Not very," Gore said, trying to speak calmly, and involuntarily looking

at the newspaper in Rendel's hand.

"I hear you were asking for the _Arbiter_," Rendel said.

"Yes, I should like to see it," Gore replied, "when you have done with

it."

"I want you to see it," Rendel said. "There is something in it which

matters a great deal." Gore felt a sudden grip at his heart. He said

nothing. "Here it is," said Rendel, and he handed him the paper, folded

so as to show the startling headings in big letters and the rough

facsimile of the map. Gore looked at it. The whole thing swam before his

eyes; he held it for a moment, trying desperately to think what he had

better say, but he could find no anchorage anywhere.

"That is very surprising," he said finally. "As far as I can see,

it's--it's a partition of Africa between England and Germany? Is that

it? I can't see very well this morning."

"That is it," said Rendel.

"Yes, that is very important," Gore said, leaning back and letting the

paper slide from his grasp. "Most important," and he was silent again,

waiting in an agony of suspense for what Rendel's next words would be.

Rendel, scarcely less agitated, was trying to choose them carefully.

"I am very sorry," he began, "to have to tire and worry you about this

when you are not well, but I have a particular reason for talking to you

about it."

"Pray go on," Gore managed to say under his breath.

"I have a special reason," said Rendel, "for wanting to remember what

happened in my study yesterday afternoon."

"Yesterday afternoon?" said Gore. "Did anything particular happen?"

"That is what I want to know," said Rendel, trying to speak calmly and

quietly. "You will oblige me very much if you will try to remember

exactly what happened all the time, from the moment you came into the

room until you left it."

Gore made an effort to pull himself together. There was no difficulty,

alas! for him in remembering every single thing that had taken

place--the difficulty was not to show that he remembered too well.

"When I came in," he said, endeavouring to speak in an ordinary tone,

"you were at your writing-table."

"I was," said Rendel, watching him.

"And then I sat down in an armchair and read the _Mayfair Gazette_----"

and he stopped.

"Yes. All that," Rendel said, "I remember, of course. Thacker came in

telling me Lord Stamfordham was there, and I rushed out, shutting the

roller top of my writing-table, which closes with a spring. I was

especially careful to shut it, as it had valuable papers in it."

"Indeed?" said Sir William, almost inaudibly.

"Yes, and among them," Rendel said, watching the effect of his words, "a

map--that map of Africa which is reproduced this morning in the

_Arbiter_."

"In your writing-table?" Gore said, with quivering lips.

"Yes, in my writing-table, out of which it must have been taken."

"That is very serious," Gore forced himself to say.

"It is very serious," said Rendel, "as you will see. When I came back

and had finished my work on the papers I did them up myself in a packet

and sent them to Lord Stamfordham."

"Your messenger was not trustworthy, apparently," said Gore, recovering

himself.

"My messenger was Thacker," Rendel said, "who is absolutely trustworthy.

Lord Stamfordham himself told me that he had received the packet with my

seal intact."

"Still," said Gore, "servants have been known to sell State secrets

before now."

"But not Thacker," said Rendel. "However, of course I shall ask him; I

must ask every one in the house, for it must have been by some one here

that the thing was done, that the map was got out."

"I thought you said the table was locked?"

"It was locked, yes," said Rendel, "but I have learnt this morning that

papers can be pulled out from under the lid. Rachel got a piece of

foolscap paper for you in that way."

"Did she?" said Gore, feeling that he had unwittingly supplied one link

in the chain of evidence.

"There was only one person, so far as I know," said Rendel, "in the room

while that paper was in my desk, who could have pulled it out and looked

at it, and apparently made an unwarrantable use of it." The question

that he expected to hear from Gore did not follow. Rendel waited, then

he went on, "That person was--you."

"What do you mean?" said Gore, sitting up, his colour going and coming

quickly.

"My words, I think, are quite plain," Rendel said. "I mean that all the

evidence, circumstantial, I grant, points--you must forgive me if I am

wronging you--to your having taken out the map."

"Will you please give me your reasons for this extraordinary

accusation?" said Gore.

"Yes," said Rendel, "I will." And he spoke more and more rapidly as, his

self-control at length utterly broken down, and his emotion having

gained entire possession of him, he felt the fierce joy of those who,

habitually watchful of their words, yield once or twice in their lives

to the impulse of letting them flow out unchecked in an overwhelming

flood. "You alone were in the room with the papers; your prepossessions

are all against us; you spoke yourself just now of the value of a State

secret sold in the proper quarter; things are looking ugly about the

'Equator.'"

"Do you mean to hint----" said Gore.

Rendel interrupted him quickly. "No, not to hint," he said; "hinting is

not in my line. I dare to say it out. I dare to say that in one of those

moments of aberration, of deviation, whatever you choose to call it,

that sometimes descend upon the most unlikely people, you pulled that

paper out, from idle curiosity, I daresay, and finding out what it was

you sent it to the _Arbiter_."

"You did well," said Gore bitterly, "to keep your wife out of the room

while you were accusing me. I am old and defenceless," he said, with

lips trembling, and again an immense self-pity rushing over him. "I

can't answer; I can't reply to a young man's violence."

"I have no intention," Rendel said, still speaking with a passion which

intoxicated him, "of being violent, but I must go on with this, for Lord

Stamfordham won't rest until it is sifted to the bottom, and he is not a

man to be trifled with. And as to your being defenceless, good God! your

best defence is Rachel's trust in you and devotion to you. It is because

of it that I wanted to spare her the knowledge of what we have been

saying. Her faith in your infallibility has always seemed to me so

touching that for her sake I have respected it. I have tried--Heaven

knows I have tried!--all this time to be to you what she wished me to

be." Gore stirred; he was quite incapable of speaking. "This is not the

moment," Rendel went on, almost unconscious of his words, which poured

out in a flood, "to keep up a hollow mockery of trust and friendship,

and it is more honest to tell you fairly that I have not entirely

shared her faith in you. I have always thought that, like the rest of us

after all, you were neither better nor worse than most other fallible

people in this world, and that you may be, as I daresay we all are,

fashioned by circumstances, or even by temptation. And I tell you

frankly that I believe that you did this thing that I accuse you of.

How, I demand to know. That, at any rate, is not more than one man may

ask of another."

Sir William winced and writhed helplessly under Rendel's words. The

intolerable discomfort and misery that he felt as the moment of

discovery drew near had given place gradually to a furious resentment at

what he was being made to endure at the hands of one who ought not to

have presumed to criticise him. As Rendel stood there, his clearly cut

face hard and stern, pouring out accusations and reproach, Gore felt as

if the younger man embodied all the adverse influences of his own life.

It was through Rendel that the fatal opportunity had come of his getting

himself into this terrible strait, Rendel: who, most unjustly in the

scheme of things, was daring to tax Gore with it. It was too horrible to

bear longer. He too felt that the time had come when that with which his

heart and soul were overflowing must find vent in speech. As he heard

Rendel's words of stern impeachment ringing in his ears, "I tell you

frankly that I believe that you did this thing," he rose desperately to

his feet.

"Well," he said, casting with a kind of horrible relief all restraints

and prudence to the winds, "what if I had?"

Rendel turned pale.

"If you had?" he said. "You did it, then?"

"If I had," Gore went on quickly, "it wouldn't have been a crime. You

can't know how easy it was for the thing to happen. I am not going to

tell you--I am not going to justify myself----" And he went on with a

passionate need of self-vindication, drawing from his own words the

conviction that he had hardly been at fault.

"Sir William," Rendel said hurriedly, "tell me----"

"It is easy enough," said Gore, "for you to talk of faith and trust. You

need not grudge my child's faith in me. I have nothing else left now."

And as the two men looked at each other each in his soul had a vision of

the gracious presence that had always been by Sir William's side: of one

who would have believed in him, justified him, if the whole world had

accused him. Rendel suddenly paused as he was going to speak.

"Life is very easy for you," Gore went on in a rapid, trembling voice.

Oh, the relief of saying it all!

"It is all quite plain sailing for you, you with whom everything

succeeds, you who are young and have your life before you. You have time

for the things that happen to you to be made right."

"Don't let us discuss all that now," said Rendel, with an effort. "We

are talking of something else that matters more than I can say. You

only can tell me----"

"I will tell you nothing," said Gore loudly, excited and breathless,

speaking in gasps. "One day when you are old and alone--and both of

these things may come to you as well as to other people--you will

understand what all this means to me."

"Father, dear father!" cried Rachel, coming in hurriedly. Anxious and

wretched at Rendel's interview with her father being so unduly

prolonged, she had wandered upstairs again, and when she heard the

excited and angry voices she could bear the suspense no longer. "What is

it?"

Gore sank back trembling into his chair as she came in, making signs to

her that for the moment he was unable to speak. A glance at him was

enough to show that it actually was so.

"Oh, Frank!" she cried, "what have you done? I asked you not to excite

him."

"Wait, Rachel, wait!" said Rendel, trying to speak calmly, feeling that

everything was at stake. "Sir William, can you not tell me----?"

Gore feebly shook his head.

"Frank!" cried Rachel, amazed at his persistence. "Oh, don't! Let me

implore you not to ask him anything more. Frank! do you mind leaving him

now? Oh, you must, you must, really. Look at him!"

Sir William, white and exhausted, was leaning back in his chair with his

eyes closed. Rendel looked at her face of quivering anxiety as it bent

over her father, then turned slowly and left the room.

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