Telling Aunt Hitty

Araminta woke with the birds. As yet, it was dark, but from afar came

the cheery voice of a robin, piping gaily of coming dawn. When the

first ray of light crept into her room, and every bird for miles around

was swelling his tiny throat in song, it seemed to her that, until now,

she had never truly lived.

The bird that rocked on the maple branch, outside her window, carolling

with all his might, was no more free than she. Love had rolled away

the stone Aunt Hitty had set before the door of Araminta's heart, and

the imprisoned thing was trying its wings, as joyously as the birds

themselves.

Every sense was exquisitely alive and thrilling. Had she been older

and known more of the world, Love would not have come to her so, but

rather with a great peace, an unending trust. But having waked as

surely as the sleeping princess in the tower, she knew the uttermost

ecstasy of it--heard the sound of singing trumpets and saw the white

light.

Her fear of Aunt Hitty had died, mysteriously and suddenly. She

appreciated now, as never before, all that had been done for her. She

saw, too, that many things had been done that were better left undone,

but in her happy heart was no condemnation for anybody or anything.

Araminta dressed leisurely. Usually, she hurried into her clothes and

ran down-stairs to help Aunt Hitty, who was always ready for the day's

work before anybody else was awake but this morning she took her time.

She loved the coolness of the water on her face, she loved her white

plump arms, her softly rounded throat, the velvety roses that blossomed

on her cheeks, and the wavy brown masses of her hair, touched by the

sun into tints of copper and gold. For the first time in all her life,

Araminta realised that she was beautiful. She did not know that Love

brings beauty with it, nor that the light in her eyes, like a new star,

had not risen until last night.

She was seriously tempted to slide down the banister--this also having

been interdicted since her earliest remembrance--but, being a grown

woman, now, she compromised with herself by taking two stairs at a time

in a light, skipping, perilous movement that landed her, safe but

breathless, in the lower hall.

In the kitchen, wearing an aspect distinctly funereal, was Miss

Mehitable. Her brisk, active manner was gone and she moved slowly.

She did not once look up as Araminta came in.

"Good-morning, Aunt Hitty!" cried the girl, pirouetting around the bare

floor. "Isn't this the beautifullest morning that ever was, and aren't

you glad you're alive?"

"No," returned Miss Mehitable, acidly; "I am not."

"Aren't you?" asked Araminta, casually, too happy to be deeply

concerned about anybody else; "why, what's wrong?"

"I should think, Araminta Lee, that you 'd be the last one on earth to

ask what's wrong!" The flood gates were open now. "Wasn't it only

yesterday that you broke away from all restraint and refused to make

any more quilts? Didn't you put on your best dress in the afternoon

when 't want Sunday and I hadn't told you that you could? Didn't you

pick a rose and stick it into your hair, and have I ever allowed you to

pick a flower on the place, to say nothing of doing anything so foolish

as to put it in your hair? Flowers and hair don't go together."

"There's hair in the parlour," objected Araminta, frivolously, "made up

into a wreath of flowers, so I thought as long as you had them made out

of dead people's hair, I'd put some roses in mine, now, while I'm

alive."

Miss Mehitable compressed her lips sternly and went on.

"Didn't you take a rug out of the parlour last night and spread it on

the porch, and have I ever had rugs outdoor except when they was being

beat? And didn't you sit down on the front porch, where I've never

allowed you to sit, it not being modest for a young female to sit

outside of her house?"

"Yes," admitted Araminta, cheerfully, "I did all those things, and I

put my hair up loosely instead of tightly, as you've always taught me.

You forgot that."

"No, I didn't," denied Miss Mehitable, vigorously; "I was coming to

that. Didn't you go up to Miss Evelina's without asking me if you

could, and didn't you go bareheaded, as I've never allowed you to do?"

"Yes," laughed Araminta, "I did."

"After I went away," pursued Miss Mehitable, swiftly approaching her

climax, "didn't you go up to Doctor Dexter's like a shameless hussy?"

"If it makes a shameless hussy of me to go to Doctor Dexter's, that's

what I am."

"You went there to see Doctor Ralph Dexter, didn't you?"

"Yes, I did," sang Araminta, "and oh, Aunt Hitty, he was there! He was

there!"

"Ain't I told you," demanded Miss Mehitable, "how one woman went up

there when she had no business to go and got burnt so awful that she

has to wear a veil all the rest of her life?"

"Yes, you told me, Aunt Hitty, but, you see, I didn't get burned."

"Araminta Lee, you're going right straight to hell, just as fast as you

can get there. Perdition is yawning at your feet. Didn't that

blackmailing play-doctor come home with you?"

"Ralph," Said Araminta--and the way she spoke his name made it a

caress--"Ralph came home with me."

"I saw you comin' home," continued Miss Mehitable, with her sharp eyes

keenly fixed upon the culprit. "I saw his arm around your waist and

you leanin' your head on his shoulder."

"Yes," laughed Araminta, "I haven't forgotten. I can feel his arms

around me now."

"And at the gate--you needn't deny it, for I saw it all--he KISSED you!"

"That's right, Aunt Hitty. At his house, he kissed me, too, lots and

lots of times. And," she added, her eyes meeting her accuser's

clearly, "I kissed him."

"How do you suppose I feel to see such goin's on, after all I've done

for you?"

"You needn't have looked, Aunty, if you didn't like to see it."

"Do you know where I went when I went out? I went up to Deacon

Robinson's to lay your case before him." Miss Mehitable paused, for

the worthy deacon was the fearsome spectre of young sinners.

Araminta executed an intricate dance step of her own devising, but did

not seem interested in the advice he had given.

"He told me," went on Miss Mehitable, in the manner of a judge

pronouncing sentence upon a criminal, "that at any cost I must trample

down this godless uprising, and assert my rightful authority. 'Honour

thy father and thy mother,' the Bible says, and I'm your father and

mother, rolled into one. He said that if I couldn't make you listen in

any other way, it would be right and proper for me to shut you up in

your room and keep you on bread and water until you came to your

senses."

Araminta giggled. "I wouldn't be there long," she said. "How funny it

would be for Ralph to come with a ladder and take me out!"

"Araminta Lee, what do you mean?"

"Why," explained the girl, "we're going to be married--Ralph and I."

A nihilist bomb thrown into the immaculate kitchen could not have

surprised Miss Mehitable more. She had no idea that it had gone so

far. "Married!" she gasped. "You!"

"Not just me alone, Aunty, but Ralph and I. There has to be two, and

I'm of age, so I can if I want to." This last heresy had been learned

from Ralph, only the night before.

"Married!" gasped Miss Mehitable, again.

"Yes," returned Araminta, firmly, "married. My mother was married, and

Ralph's mother was married, and your mother was married. Everybody's

mother is married, and Mr. Thorpe says it's the nearest there is to

Heaven. He was going to be married himself, but she died.

"Dear Aunt Hitty," cooed Araminta, with winning sweetness, "don't look

so frightened. It's nothing dreadful, it's only natural and right, and

I'm the happiest girl the sun shines on to-day. Don't be selfish,

Aunty--you've had me all my life, and it's his turn now. I'll come to

see you every day and you can come and see me. Kiss me, and tell me

you're glad I'm going to be married!"

At this juncture, Thorpe entered the kitchen, not aware that he was

upon forbidden ground. Attracted by the sound of voices, he had come

in, just in time to hear Araminta's last words.

"Dear child!" he said, his fine old face illumined. "And so you're

going to be married to the man you love! I'm so glad! God bless you!"

He stooped, and kissed Araminta gently upon the forehead.

Having thus seen, as it were, the sanction of the Church placed upon

Araminta's startling announcement, Miss Mehitable could say no more.

During breakfast she did not speak at all, even to Thorpe. Araminta

chattered gleefully of everything under the blue heaven, and even the

minister noted the liquid melody of her voice.

Afterward, she went out, as naturally as a flower turns toward the sun.

It was a part of the magic beauty of the world that she should meet

Ralph, just outside the gate, with a face as radiant as her own.

"I was coming," he said, after the first rapture had somewhat subsided,

"to tell Aunt Hitty."

"I told her," returned the girl, proudly, "all by my own self!"

"You don't mean it! What did she say?"

"She said everything. She told me hell was yawning at my feet, but I'm

sure it's Heaven. She said that she was my father and mother rolled

into one, and I was obliged to remind her that I was of age. You

thought of that," she said, admiringly. "I didn't even know that I'd

ever get old enough not to mind anybody but myself--or you."

"You won't have to 'mind' me," laughed Ralph. "I'll give you a long

rope."

"What would I do with a rope?" queried Araminta, seriously.

"You funny, funny girl! Didn't you ever see a cow staked out in a

pasture?"

"Yes. Am I a cow?"

"For the purposes of illustration, yes, and Aunt Hitty represents the

stake. For eighteen or nineteen years, your rope has been so short

that you could hardly move at all. Now things are changed, and I

represent the stake. You've got the longest rope, now, that was ever

made in one piece. See?"

"I'll come back," answered Araminta, seriously. "I don't think I need

any rope at all."

"No, dear, I know that. I was only joking. You poor child, you've

lived so long with that old dragon that you scarcely recognise a joke

when you see one. A sense of humour, Araminta, is a saving grace for

anybody. Next to Love, it's the finest gift of the gods."

"Have I got it?"

"I guess so. I think it's asleep, but we'll wake it up. Look here,

dear--see what I brought you."

From his pocket, Ralph took a small purple velvet case, lined with

white satin. Within was a ring, set with a diamond, small in

circumference, but deep, and of unusual brilliancy. By a singular

coincidence, it fitted Araminta's third finger exactly.

"Oh-h!" she cried, her cheeks glowing. "For me?"

"Yes, for you--till I get you another one. This was my mother's ring,

sweetheart. I found it among my father's things. Will you wear it,

for her sake and for mine?"

"I'll wear it always," answered Araminta, her great grey eyes on his,

"and I don't want any other ring. Why, if it hadn't been for her, I

never could have had you."

Ralph took her into his arms. His heart was filled with that supreme

love which has no need of words.

Meanwhile Miss Mehitable was having her bad quarter of an hour.

Man-like, Thorpe had taken himself away from a spot where he felt there

was about to be a display of emotion. She was in the house alone, and

the acute stillness of it seemed an accurate foreshadowing of the

future.

Miss Mehitable was not among those rare souls who are seldom lonely.

Her nature demanded continuous conversation, the subject alone being

unimportant. Every thought that came into her mind was destined for a

normal outlet in speech. She had no mental reservoir.

Araminta was going away--to be married. In spite of her trouble, Miss

Mehitable noted the taint of heredity. "It's in her blood," she

murmured, "and maybe Minty ain't so much to blame."

In this crisis, however, Miss Mehitable had the valiant support of her

conscience. She had never allowed the child to play with boys--in

fact, she had not had any playmates at all. As soon as Araminta was

old enough to understand, she was taught that boys and men--indeed all

human things that wore trousers, long or short--were rank poison, and

were to be steadfastly avoided if a woman desired peace of mind. Miss

Mehitable frequently said that she had everything a husband could have

given her except a lot of trouble.

Daily, almost hourly, the wisdom of single blessedness had been

impressed upon Araminta. Miss Mehitable neglected no illustration

calculated to bring the lesson home. She had even taught her that her

own mother was an outcast and had brought disgrace upon her family by

marrying; she had held aloft her maiden standard and literally

compelled Araminta to enlist.

Now, all her work had gone for naught. Nature had triumphantly

reasserted itself, and Araminta had fallen in love. The years

stretched before Miss Mehitable in a vast and gloomy vista illumined by

no light. No soft step upon the stair, no sunny face at her table, no

sweet, girlish laugh, no long companionable afternoons with patchwork,

while she talked and Araminta listened. At the thought, her stern

mouth quivered, ever so slightly, and, all at once, she found the

relief of tears.

An hour or so afterward, she went up to the attic, walking with a

stealthy, cat-like tread, though there was no one in the house to hear.

In a corner, far back under the eaves, three trunks were piled, one on

top of the other. Miss Hitty lifted off the two top trunks without

apparent effort, for her arms were strong, and drew the lowest one out

into the path of sunlight that lay upon the floor, maple branches

swaying across it in silhouette.

In another corner of the attic, up among the rafters, was a box

apparently filled with old newspapers. Miss Hitty reached down among

the newspapers with accustomed fingers and drew out a crumpled wad,

tightly wedged into one corner of the box.

She listened carefully at the door, but there was no step in the house.

She was absolutely alone. None the less, she bolted the door of the

attic before she picked the crumpled paper apart, and took out the key

of the trunk.

The old lock opened readily, and from the trunk came the musty odour of

long-dead lavender and rosemary, lemon verbena and rose geranium. On

top was Barbara Lee's wedding gown. Miss Hitty always handled it with

reverence not unmixed with awe, never having had a wedding gown herself.

Underneath were the baby clothes which the girl-wife had begun to make

when she first knew of her child's coming. The cloth was none too fine

and the little garments were awkwardly cut and badly sewn, but every

stitch had been guided by a great love.

Araminta's first shoes were there, too--soft, formless things of

discoloured white kid. Folded in a yellowed paper was a tiny, golden

curl, snipped secretly, and marked on the outside: "Minty's hair."

Farther down in the trunk were the few relics of Miss Mehitable's

far-away girlhood.

A dog-eared primer, a string of bright buttons, a broken slate, a

ragged, disreputable doll, and a few blown birds' eggs carefully packed

away in a small box of cotton--these were her treasures. There was an

old autograph album with a gay blue cover which the years in the trunk

had not served to fade. Far down in the trunk was a package which Miss

Mehitable took out reverently. It was large and flat and tied with

heavy string in hard knots. She untied the knots patiently--her mother

had taught her never to cut a string.

Underneath was more paper, and more string. It took her half an hour

to bring to light the inmost contents of the package, bound in layer

after layer of fine muslin, but not tied. She unrolled the yellowed

cloth carefully, for it was very frail. At last she took out a

photograph--Anthony Dexter at three-and-twenty--and gazed at it long.

On one page of her autograph album was written an old rhyme. The ink

had faded so that it was scarcely legible, but Miss Hitty knew it by

heart:

"'If you love me as I love you

No knife can cut our love in two.'

Your sincere friend,

ANTHONY DEXTER."

Like a tiny sprig of lavender taken from a bush which has never

bloomed, this bit of romance lay far back in the secret places of her

life. She had a knot of blue ribbon which Anthony Dexter had once

given her, a lead pencil which he had gallantly sharpened, and which

she had never used.

Her life had been barren--Miss Mehitable knew that, and in her hours of

self-analysis, admitted it. She would gladly have taken Evelina's full

measure of suffering in exchange for one tithe of Araminta's joy.

After Anthony Dexter had turned from her to Evelina, Miss Mehitable had

openly scorned him. She had spent the rest of her life, since, in

showing him and the rest that men were nothing to her and that he was

least of all.

She had hovered near his patients simply for the sake of seeing

him--she did not care for them at all. She sat in the front window

that she might see him drive by, and counted that day lost which

brought her no sight of him. This was her one tenderness, her one

vulnerable point.

The afternoon shadows grew long and the maple branches ceased to sway.

Outside a bird crooned a lullaby to his nesting mate. An oriole

perched on the topmost twig of an evergreen in a corner of the yard,

and opened his golden throat in a rapture of song.

Love was abroad in the world that day. Bees hummed it, birds sang it,

roses breathed it. The black and gold messengers of the fields bore

velvety pollen from flower to flower, moving lazily on shimmering,

gossamer wings. A meadow-lark rose from a distant clover field,

dropping exquisite, silvery notes as he flew. The scent of green

fields and honeysuckles came in at the open window, mingled

inextricably with the croon of the bees, but Miss Mehitable knew only

that it was Summer, that the world was young, but she was old and alone

and would be alone for the rest of her life.

She leaned forward to look at the picture, and Anthony Dexter smiled

back at her, boyish, frank, eager, lovable. A tear dropped on the

pictured face--not the first one, for the photograph was blistered

oddly here and there.

"I've done all I could," said Miss Mehitable to herself, as she wrapped

it up again in its many yellowed folds of muslin. "I thought Minty

would be happier so, but maybe, after all, God knows best."

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