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Raymon was amazed at what seemed to take place in Indiana's being as

soon as the hounds were away. Her eyes gleamed, her cheeks flushed, the

dilation of her nostrils betrayed an indefinable thrill of fear or

pleasure, and suddenly, driving her spurs into her horse's side, she

left him and galloped after Ralph. Raymon did not know that hunting was

the only passion that Ralph and Indiana had in common. Nor did he

suspect that in that frail and apparently timid woman there abode a more

than masculine courage, that sort of delirious intrepidity which

sometimes manifests itself like a nervous paroxysm in the feeblest

creatures. Women rarely have the physical courage which consists in

offering the resistance of inertia to pain or danger; but they often

have the moral courage which attains its climax in peril or suffering.

Indiana's delicate fibres delighted above all things in the tumult, the

rapid movement and the excitement of the chase, that miniature image of

war with its fatigues, its stratagems, its calculations, its hazards and

its battles. Her dull, ennui-laden life needed this excitement; at such

times she seemed to wake from a lethargy and to expend in one day all

the energy that she had left to ferment uselessly in her blood for a

whole year.

Raymon was terrified to see her ride away so fast, abandoning herself

fearlessly to the impetuous spirit of a horse that she hardly knew,

rushing him through the thickets, avoiding with amazing skill the

branches that lashed at her face as they sprang back, leaping ditches

without hesitation, venturing confidently on clayey, slippery ground,

heedless of the risk of breaking her slender limbs, but eager to be

first on the smoking scent of the boar. So much determination alarmed

him and nearly disgusted him with Madame Delmare. Men, especially

lovers, are addicted to the innocent fatuity of preferring to protect

weakness rather than to admire courage in womankind. Shall I confess it?

Raymon was terrified at the promise of high spirit and tenacity in love

which such intrepidity seemed to afford. It was not like the resignation

of poor Noun, who preferred to drown herself rather than to contend

against her misfortunes.

[Illustration 03: _THE BOAR HUNT_

_Raymon was terrified to see her ride away so

fast, abandoning herself fearlessly to the impetuous

spirit of a horse that she hardly knew, rushing him

through the thickets, avoiding with amazing skill

the branches that lashed at her face as they sprang

back, leaping ditches without hesitation, venturing

confidently on clayey, slippery ground, heedless of the

risk of breaking her slender limbs, but eager to be

first on the smoking scent of the boar._]

"If there's as much vigor and excitement in her tenderness as there is

in her diversions," he thought; "if her will clings to me, fierce and

palpitating, as her caprice clings to that boar's quarters, why society

will impose no fetters on her, the law will have no force; my destiny

will have to succumb and I shall have to sacrifice my future to her

present."

Cries of terror and distress, among which he could distinguish Madame

Delmare's voice, roused Raymon from these reflections. He anxiously

urged his horse forward and was soon overtaken by Ralph, who asked him

if he had heard the outcries.

At that moment several terrified whippers-in rode up to them, crying out

confusedly that the boar had charged and overthrown Madame Delmare.

Other huntsmen, in still greater dismay, appeared, calling for Sir

Ralph, whose surgical skill was required by the injured person.

"It's of no use," said a late arrival. "There is no hope, your help will

be too late."

In that moment of horror, Raymon's eyes fell upon the pale, gloomy

features of Monsieur Brown. He did not cry out, he did not foam at the

mouth, he did not wring his hands; he simply took out his hunting-knife

and with a _sang-froid_ truly English was preparing to cut his own

throat, when Raymon snatched the weapon from him and hurried him in the

direction from which the cries came.

Ralph felt as if he were waking from a dream when he saw Madame Delmare

rush to meet him and urge him forward to the assistance of her husband,

who lay on the ground, apparently lifeless. Sir Ralph made haste to

bleed him; for he had speedily satisfied himself that he was not dead;

but his leg was broken and he was taken to the château.

As for Madame Delmare, in the confusion her name had been substituted by

accident for that of her husband, or perhaps Ralph and Raymon had

erroneously thought that they heard the name in which they were most

interested.

Indiana was uninjured, but her fright and consternation had almost taken

away her power of locomotion. Raymon supported her in his arms and was

reconciled to her womanly heart when he saw how deeply affected she was

by the misfortune of a husband whom she had much to forgive before

pitying him.

Sir Ralph had already recovered his accustomed tranquillity; but an

extraordinary pallor revealed the violent shock he had experienced; he

had nearly lost one of the two human beings whom he loved.

Raymon, who alone, in that moment of confusion and excitement, had

retained sufficient presence of mind to understand what he saw, had been

able to judge of Ralph's affection for his cousin, and how little it was

balanced by his feeling for the colonel. This observation, which

positively contradicted Indiana's opinion, did not depart from Raymon's

memory as it did from that of the other witnesses of the scene.

However Raymon never mentioned to Madame Delmare the attempted suicide

of which he had been a witness. In this ungenerous reserve there was a

suggestion of selfishness and bad temper which you will forgive perhaps

in view of the amorous jealousy which was responsible for it.

After six weeks the colonel was with much difficulty removed to Lagny;

but it was more than six months thereafter before he could walk; for

before the fractured femur was fairly reduced he had an acute attack of

rheumatism in the injured leg, which condemned him to excruciating pain

and absolute immobility. His wife lavished the most loving attentions

upon him; she never left his bedside and endured without a complaint his

bitter fault-finding humor, his soldier-like testiness and his invalid's

injustice.

Despite the ennui of such a depressing life, her health became robust

and flourishing once more and happiness took up its abode in her heart.

Raymon loved her, he really loved her. He came every day; he was

discouraged by no difficulty in the way of seeing her, he bore with the

infirmities of her husband, her cousin's coldness, the constraint of

their interviews. A glance from him filled Indiana's heart with joy for

a whole day. She no longer thought of complaining of life; her heart was

full, her youthful nature had ample employment, her moral force had

something to feed upon.

The colonel gradually came to feel very friendly to Raymon. He was

simple enough to believe that his neighbor's assiduity in calling upon

him was a proof of the interest he took in his health. Madame de

Ramière also came occasionally, to sanction the liaison by her

presence, and Indiana became warmly and passionately attached to

Raymon's mother. At last the wife's lover became the husband's friend.

As a result of being thus constantly thrown together, Raymon and Ralph

perforce became intimate in a certain sense; they called each other "my

dear fellow," they shook hands morning and night. If either of them

desired to ask a slight favor of the other, the regular form was this:

"I count upon your friendship," etc. And when they spoke of each other

they said: "He is a friend of mine."

But, although they were both as frank and outspoken as a man can be in

the world, they were not at all fond of each other. They differed

essentially in their opinions on every subject; they had no likes or

dislikes in common; and, although they both loved Madame Delmare, they

loved her in such a different way that that sentiment divided them

instead of bringing them together. They found a singular pleasure in

contradicting each other and in disturbing each other's equanimity as

much as possible by reproaches which were none the less sharp and bitter

because they took the form of generalities.

Their principal and most frequent controversies began with politics and

ended with morals. It was in the evening, when they were all assembled

around Monsieur Delmare's easy-chair, that discussions arose on the most

trivial pretexts. They always maintained the external courtesy which

philosophy imposed on the one and social custom on the other: but they

sometimes said to each other, under the thin veil of allusions, some

very harsh things, which amused the colonel; for he was naturally

bellicose and quarrelsome and loved disputes in default of battles.

For my part, I believe that a man's political opinion is the whole man.

Tell me what your heart and your head are and I will tell you your

political opinions. In whatever rank or political party chance may have

placed us at our birth, our character prevails sooner or later over the

prejudice or artificial beliefs of education. You will call that a very

sweeping statement perhaps; but how could I persuade myself to augur

well of a mind that clings to certain theories which a generous spirit

rejects? Show me a man who maintains the usefulness of capital

punishment, and, however conscientious and enlightened he may be, I defy

you ever to establish any sympathetic connection between him and me. If

such a man attempts to instruct me as to facts which I do not know, he

will never succeed; for it will not be in my power to give him my

confidence.

Ralph and Raymon differed on all points, and, yet, before they knew each

other, they had no clearly defined opinions. But, as soon as they were

at odds, each of them maintained the contrary of what the other

advanced, and in that way they would form for themselves an absolute,

unassailable conviction. Raymon was on all occasions the champion of

existing society, Ralph attacked its structure at every point.

The explanation was simple: Raymon was happy and treated with the utmost

consideration, Ralph had known nothing of life but its evils and its

bitterness; one found everything very satisfactory, the other was

dissatisfied with everything. Men and things had maltreated Ralph and

heaped benefits upon Raymon; and, like two children, they referred

everything to themselves, setting themselves up as a court of last

resort in regard to the great questions of social order, although they

were equally incompetent.

Thus Ralph always upheld his visionary scheme of a republic from which

he proposed to exclude all abuses, all prejudices, all injustice; a

scheme founded entirely upon the hope of a new race of men. Raymon

upheld his doctrine of an hereditary monarchy, preferring, he said, to

endure abuses, prejudice and injustice, to seeing scaffolds erected and

innocent blood shed.

The colonel was almost always on Ralph's side at the beginning of the

discussion. He hated the Bourbons and imparted to all his opinions all

the animosity of his sentiments. But soon Raymon would adroitly bring

him over to his side by proving to him that the monarchy was in

principle much nearer the Empire than the Republic. Ralph was so lacking

in the power of persuasion, he was so sincere, so bungling, the poor

baronet! his frankness was so unpolished, his logic so dull, his

principles so rigid! He spared no one, he softened no harsh truth.

"_Parbleu!_" he would say to the colonel, when that worthy cursed

England's intervention, "what in heaven's name have you, a man of some

common sense and reasoning power, I suppose, to complain of because a

whole nation fought fairly against you?"

"Fairly?" Delmare would repeat the word, grinding his teeth together and

brandishing his crutch.

"Let us leave political questions to be decided by the powers

concerned," Sir Ralph would say, "as we have adopted a form of

government which forbids us to discuss our interests ourselves. If a

nation is responsible for the faults of its legislature, what one can

you find that is guiltier than yours?"

"And so I say, monsieur, shame upon France, which abandoned Napoléon

and submitted to a king proclaimed by the bayonets of foreigners!" the

colonel would exclaim.

"For my part, I do not say shame upon France," Sir Ralph would rejoin,

"but woe to her! I pity her because she was so weak and so diseased, on

the day she was purged of her tyrant, that she was compelled to accept

your rag of a constitutional Charter, a mere shred of liberty which you

are beginning to respect now that you must throw it aside and conquer

your liberty over again."

Thereupon Raymon would pick up the gauntlet that Sir Ralph threw down. A

knight of the Charter, he chose to be a knight of liberty as well, and

he proved to Ralph with marvelous skill that one was the expression of

the other; that, if he shattered the Charter he overturned his own idol.

In vain would the baronet struggle in the unsound arguments in which

Monsieur de Ramière entangled him; with admirable force he would argue

that a greater extension of the suffrage would infallibly lead to the

excesses of '93, and that the nation was not yet ripe for liberty, which

is not the same as license. And when Sir Ralph declared that it was

absurd to attempt to confine a constitution within a certain number of

articles, that what was sufficient at first would eventually become

insufficient, supporting his argument by the example of the

convalescent, whose needs increased every day, Raymon would reply to all

these commonplaces expressed with difficulty by Monsieur Brown that the

Charter was not an immovable circle, that it would stretch with the

necessities of France, attributing to it an elasticity which, he said,

would afford later a means of satisfying the demands of the nation, but

which in fact satisfied only those of the crown.

As to Delmare, he had not advanced a step since 1815. He was a

stationary mortal, as full of prejudices and as obstinate as the

émigrés at Coblentz, the never-failing subjects of his implacable

irony. He was like an old child and had failed utterly to comprehend the

great drama of the downfall of Napoléon. He had seen naught but the

fortune of war in that crisis when the power of public opinion

triumphed. He was forever talking of treason and of selling the country,

as if a whole nation could betray a single man, as if France would have

allowed herself to be sold by a few generals! He accused the Bourbons of

tyranny and sighed for the glorious days of the Empire, when arms were

lacking to till the soil and families were without bread. He declaimed

against Franchet's police and extolled Fouché's. He was still at the

day after Waterloo.

It was really a curious thing to listen to the sentimental idiocies of

Delmare and Monsieur de Ramière, philanthropic dreamers both, one under

the sword of Napoléon, the other under the sceptre of Saint-Louis;

Monsieur Delmare planted at the foot of the Pyramids, Raymon seated

under the monarchic shadow of the oak of Vincennes. Their Utopias, which

clashed at first, became reconciled in due time: Raymon limed the

colonel with his chivalrous sentiments; for one concession he exacted

ten, and he accustomed him little by little to the spectacle of

twenty-five years of victory ascending in a spiral column under the

folds of the white flag. If Ralph had not constantly cast his abrupt,

rough observations into the centre of Monsieur de Ramière's flowery

rhetoric, he would infallibly have won Delmare over to the throne of

1815; but Ralph irritated his self-esteem, and the bungling

outspokenness with which the Englishman strove to shake his convictions

served only to anchor him more firmly in his imperialism. Thus all

Monsieur de Ramière's efforts were wasted; Ralph trod heavily upon the

flowers of his eloquence and the colonel returned with renewed

enthusiasm to his tri-color. He swore that he would shake off the dust

from it some fine day, that he would spit on the lilies and restore the

Duc de Reichstadt to the throne of _his fathers_; he would begin anew

the conquest of the world; and he always concluded by lamenting the

disgrace that rested upon France, the rheumatism that glued him to his

chair and the ingratitude of the Bourbons to the old moustaches whom the

sun of the desert had burned and who had swarmed over the ice-floes of

the Moskowa.

"My poor fellow!" Ralph would say, "for heaven's sake be fair; you

complain because the Restoration did not pay for services rendered the

Empire and because it did reimburse its _émigrés._ Tell me, if

Napoléon could come to life again to-morrow in all his power, would you

like it if he should withdraw his favor from you and bestow it on the

partisans of legitimacy? Every one for himself and his own; these are

business discussions, disputes concerning private interests, which have

little interest for France, now that you are almost all as incapacitated

as the _voltigeurs_ of the emigration, and that, whether gouty, married

or sulking, you are all equally useless to her. However, she must

support you all, and you see who can complain the loudest of her. When

the day of the Republic dawns, she will clear her skirts of all your

demands, and it will be no more than justice."

These trivial but self-evident observations offended the colonel like so

many personal affronts; and Ralph who, with all his good sense, did not

realize that the pettiness of spirit of a man whom he esteemed could go

so far, fell into the habit of irritating him without mercy.

Before Raymon's arrival there had been a tacit agreement between the two

to avoid every subject of controversy in which there might be some

clashing and wounding of delicate sensibilities. But Raymon brought into

their conversation all the subtleties of the language, all the petty

artifices of civilization. He taught them that people can say anything

to one another, indulge in all sorts of reproaches and shield themselves

behind the pretext of legitimate discussion. He introduced among them

the habit of disputation, then tolerated in the salons, because the

vindictive passions of the Hundred Days had finally become appeased, had

assumed divers milder shades. But the colonel had retained all the

vehemence of his passions, and Ralph made a sad mistake in thinking that

it was possible for him to listen to reason. Monsieur Delmare became

daily more sour toward him and drew nearer to Raymon, who, without

making too extensive concessions, knew how to assume an appearance of

graciousness in order to spare the other's self-esteem.

It is a great imprudence to introduce politics as a pastime in the

domestic circle. If there exist to-day any peaceful and happy families,

I advise them to subscribe to no newspaper; not to read a single line of

the budget, to bury themselves in the depth of their country estates as

in an oasis, and to draw between themselves and the rest of society a

line that none may pass; for, if they allow the echoes of our disputes

to meet their ears, it is all over with their union and their repose. It

is hard to imagine how much gall and bitterness political differences

cause between near kindred. Most of the time they simply afford them an

opportunity for reproaching one another for defects of character, mental

obliquities and vices of the heart.

They would not dare to call one another knave, imbecile, ambitious

villain or poltroon. They express the same idea by such names as

_jesuit, royalist, revolutionist_ and _trimmer._ These are different

words, but the insult is the same, and all the more stinging because

they may pursue and attack one another in this fashion without

restraint, without mercy. There is an end to all mutual toleration of

failings, all charitable spirit, all generous and delicate reserve;

nothing is overlooked, everything is attributed to political feeling,

and beneath that mask hatred and vengeance are freely exhaled. O ye

blessed dwellers in the country, if there still be any country in

France, shun, shun politics, and read the _Peau d'Ane_ by your

firesides! But the contagion is so great that there is no retreat

obscure enough, no solitude profound enough to hide and shelter the man

who would find a refuge for his amiable heart from the tempests of our

civil dissensions.

In vain had the little château in Brie defended itself for years

against this ill-omened invasion; it lost in time its heedlessness, its

active domestic life, its long evenings of silence and meditation. Noisy

disputes awoke its slumbering echoes; bitter and threatening words

terrified the faded cherubs who had smiled amid the dust of the hangings

for a hundred years past. The excitements of present-day life found

their way into that ancient dwelling, and all those old-fashioned

splendors, all those relics of a period of pleasure and frivolity saw

with dismay the advent of an epoch of doubt and declamation, represented

by three men who shut themselves up together every day to quarrel from

morning till night.

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