CHAPTER VI. -- PERSECUTION

On Monday afternoon Dolores was sitting at the end of the long garden

walk, upon a green garden-bench, with a crocodile’s head and tail

roughly carved. The shouts of the others were audible in the distance

beyond the belt of trees. Aunt Lily had driven into the town to meet her

sisters, taking Fergus with her, whereas Dolores had never been out in

the carriage. There was partiality! Though, to be sure, Fergus was to

have a tooth out! Harry and Gillian were playing with the rest, and

she had been invited to join, but she had made answer that she hated

romping, and on being assured that no romping was necessary, she replied

that she only wanted to read in peace. She had refused the “Thorn

Fortress,” which she was told would explain the game, and had hunted out

“Clare, or No Home,” to compare her lot with that of the homeless one.

Certainly, she had not yet been sent to bed with a box on the ear

because a countess had shown symptoms of noticing her more than her

ugly, over-dressed cousin. But then Aunt Lily would not allow her to

walk down alone to the Casement Villas to see dear Constance, and would

let that farmer keep all those dreadful cows in the paddock, so that

even going escorted was a terror to her.

Nor had her handsome mourning been taken from her and old clothes of

her cousin substituted for it. No, but she had been cruelly pulled about

between Mrs. Halfpenny and the Silverton dressmaker with a mouthful of

pins; and Aunt Lily had insisted on her dress being trimmed with velvet,

instead of the jingling jet she preferred.

Did they intercept her letters? She had had one from her father, sent

from Falmouth, but only one from Maude Sefton in ten days! Moreover, she

had one from Constance in her apron pocket, arrived that very afternoon,

asking her to come down with Gillian on the Sundays, that the friends

might enjoy themselves together while the classes were going on; but she

made sure that all were so jealous of her friendship with Constance that

no consent would be given.

She did not hear or notice the whisperings in the laurels behind her--

‘Do you see that sulky old Croat, smoking his pipe under the tree?’

‘No, he is a Black Brunswicker.’

‘Nonsense, Willie; the Black Brunswickers weren’t till Bonaparte’s

time.’

‘I don’t care, he is anything black and nasty; here goes!’

‘Oh stop; don’t shoot. I believe he is only a vivandiere. Besides, it’s

treacherous--’

‘I tell you he is laying a train to blow up the tower. There!’

An arrow struck the bench beside Dolores, who, more angry than she had

ever been in her life, snatched it up, unheeding that it had no point

to speak of, rushed headlong in pursuit, while, with a tremendous shout,

Valetta and Wilfred flew before her to a waste overgrown place at the

end of the kitchen garden.

‘We’ve shot a Croat!’

‘No, a Black Brunswicker.’

‘Oh ah! They are coming--the enemy! Into the fortress! Bar the wolf’s

passage!’

And as Dolores struggled through the bushes, she saw the whole family

dashing into an outhouse, and the door slammed. She pushed against it,

but an unearthly compound of howls, yells, shouts and bangs replied.

‘Gillian! Harry, I say,’ she cried in great anger; ‘come out, I want to

speak to you.’

But her voice was lost in the war-whoops within, and the louder she

knocked, the louder grew the din, till she walked off, swelling with

grief and indignation. Mysie, after all her professions of friendship,

to use her in this way! And Harry and Gillian, who should have kept the

others within bounds!

Slowly she crossed the lawn, just as Lady Merrifield, the other two

aunts, and Fergus, all came out from the glass door of the drawing-room.

Aunt Jane, a trim little dark-eyed woman, looking at two and forty much

the same as she might have done at five and twenty; and Aunt Adeline,

pretty and delicately fair, with somewhat of the same grace as Lady

Merrifield, but more languor, and an air as if everything about her were

for effect. Though not specially fond of theses aunts, Dolores was glad

to have them as witnesses of her ill-usage.

‘There stands Dolly, like a statue of Diana, dart in hand,’ exclaimed

Aunt Adeline.

‘Yes,’ said Dolores; ‘I wish to know, Aunt Lilias, if Wilfred and

Valetta are to call me names, and shoot arrows at me?’

‘What do you mean, my dear?’

‘They came at me while I was sitting quietly reading--there--and shot at

me, and called me such horrid names I can’t repeat them, and ran away.

Then the others, Gillian and Harry and all, would not listen to me, but

shut themselves up in an out-house and shouted at me.’

‘I think there must be some mistake, Dolores,’ said her aunt. ‘Where are

they?’

‘Out beyond there,’ said Dolores, pointing in the direction in which

Fergus was running.

Lady Merrifield set off with her, and the other two ladies followed more

slowly.

‘I thought it would not do,’ said Aunt Jane.

‘Lily’s children are so rough,’ added Aunt Adeline.

‘I am not so sure that the fault is theirs,’ was the reply. ‘She is a

priggish little puss, who wants shaking up.’

‘Ah! here come the hordes,’ sighed Adeline, shrinking a little, as the

entire population, summoned by Fergus, came pouring forth to meet the

advancing mother.

‘How is this, Wilfred? Have you been shooting arrows at your cousin?’

‘Mama!’ cried Valetta, indignantly, ‘he did not shoot at her; he only

pretended, and shot the old crocodile-bench. He never meant any more. It

was only play.’

‘Have you not been forbidden to shoot in the direction of any person?’

‘Nor I didn’t!’ said Wilfred. ‘I only shot the crocodile. I never tried

to hit her. She is quite big enough to miss.’

‘And she did look such a nice Croat, mamma,’ added Valetta. ‘We were

scouts out of the Thorn Fortress, Willie and I, and it was such a jolly

dodge to steal upon one of the enemy.’

‘You should have warned her.’

Then it would not have been a surprise,’ said Val, seriously.

‘Was she not at play with you?’

‘No, mamma,’ said Mysie. ‘We asked her, and she would not. I say,’

pausing in consternation, ‘Dolores, was it you that came and called at

the door of the Wolf’s passage?’

‘Of course. I wanted to show Gillian how Wilfred behaved to me.’

I thought it was Fergus come home to be the enemy.’

‘Didn’t you know her voice?’ asked the mother

‘We were all making such a noise ourselves in the dark,’ said Gillian,

‘that there was no hearing any one; and Primrose was rather frightened,

so that Hal was attending to her. Indeed, Dolores, I am very sorry. If

we had guessed that it was you, we would have opened the door at once,

and then you would have known that it was all fun and play, and not have

troubled mamma about it.’

‘Wilfred and Valetta knew,’ said Dolores, rather sullenly.

‘Oh! but it was such fun,’ said Val.

‘It was fun that became unkindness on your part,’ said her mother. ‘You

ought not to have kept it up without warning to her. And what do I hear

about names? I hope that was also misunderstanding of the game. What did

you call her?’

‘Only a Croat,’ said Valetta, indignantly, ‘and a Black Brunswicker.’

‘Was that it, Dolores?’

‘Perhaps,’ she muttered, disconcerted by a laugh from her Aunt Jane.

‘I do not know what you took them for,’ said Lady Merrifield, ‘but you

see some part of this trouble arose from a mistake on you part. Now,

Wilfred and Valetta, remember that is not right to force a person into

play against her will. And as to the shooting near, but not at her,

you both know perfectly well that it is forbidden. So give me your bow,

Wilfred. I shall keep it for a week, that you may remember obedience.’

Wilfred looked sullen, but obeyed. Dolores could not call her aunt

unjust, but as she look round, she met glances that made her think it

prudent to shelter herself among the elders. Aunt Jane asked what the

game was.

‘The Thorn Fortress,’ said Gillian. ‘It comes out of that delightful

S.P.C.K. book so called, where, in the ‘Thirty Years’ War,’ all the

people of a village took refuge from the soldiers in a field in the

middle of a forest guarded by a tremendous hedge of thorns. Val had

it for a birthday present, and the children have been acting it ever

since.’

‘It has quite put out the Desert Island passion, which used to be a

regular stage in these children’s lives. Every voyage we have taken,

somebody has come to ask whether there was any hope of being wrecked on

one.’

‘Fergus even asked when we crossed from Dublin,’ said Gillian.

‘He was put up to that, to keep up the tradition,’ observed Harry.

On reaching the house, the elders proceeded to five o’clock tea in

the drawing-room, the juniors to gouter in the dining-room. As Dolores

entered, she beheld a row of all her five younger cousins drawn

up looking at her as if she had committed high treason, and she was

instantly addressed--

‘Tell-take tit!’ began Valetta.

‘Sneak!’ cried Wilfred.

‘I will call her Croat!’ added Fergus.

‘Worse than Croat! Bashi Bazouk!’ exclaimed Valetta.

‘Worse than Crow!’ chimed in Primrose.

‘Oh, Dolores! How could you?’ said Mysie.

‘To get poor Willie punished!’ said Val.

Dolores stood her ground. ‘It was time to speak when it came to shooting

arrows at me.’

‘Hush! hush! Willie,’ cried Mysie. ‘I told you so. Now Dolores, listen.

Nobody ever tells of anybody when it is only being tiresome and they

don’t mean it, or there never would be any peace at all. That’s honour!

Do you see? One may go to Gill sometimes.’

‘One’s a sneak if one does,’ put in Wilfred; but Mysie, unheeding went

on--

‘And Gill can help without a fuss or going to mamma.’

‘Mamma always knows,’ said Val.

‘Mamma knows all about everything,’ said Mysie. ‘I think it’s nature;

ad if she does not always take notice at the time, she will have it out

sooner or later.’ Then resuming the thread of her discourse: ‘So you

see, Dolly, we have made up our minds that we will forgive you this

time, because you are an only child and don’t know what’s what, and

that’s some excuse. Only you mustn’t go on telling tales whenever an

evident happens.’

Dolores thought it was she who ought to forgive, but the force against

her was overpowering, though still she hesitated. ‘But if I promise not

to tell,’ she said, ‘how do I know what may be done to me?’

‘You might trust us,’ cried Mysie, with flashing eyes.

‘And I can tell you,’ added Wilfred, ‘that if you do tell, it will be

ever so much the worse for you--girl that you are.’

‘War to the knife! Cried Valetta, and everybody except Mysie joined in

the outcry. ‘War to the knife with traitors in the camp.’

Mysie managed to produce a pause, and again acted orator. ‘You see,

Dolores, if you did tell, it would not be possible for mamma or Gill to

be always looking after you, and I couldn’t do you much good--and if all

these three are set against you, and are horrid to you, and I couldn’t

do you much good--horrid to you, you’ll have no peace in your life; and,

after all, we only ask of you to give and take in a good-natured sort of

way, and not to be always making a fuss about everything you don’t like.

It is the only way, I assure you.’

Dolores saw the fates were against her, and said--

‘Very well.’

‘You promise?’

‘Yes.’

‘Then we forgive you, and here’s the box of chocolate things Aunt Ada

brought. We’ll have a cigar all round and be friends. Smoke the pipe of

peace.’

Dolores afterwards thought how grand it would have been to have replied,

‘Dolores Mohun will never be intimidated;’ but the fact was that her

spirit did quail at the thought of the tortures which the two boys

might inflict on her if Mysie abandoned her to their mercy, and she was

relieved, as well as surprised to find that her offence was condoned,

and she was treated as if nothing had happened.

Meantime Aunt Jane was asking in the drawing-room, ‘How do you get on?’

‘Fairly well,’ was Lady Merrifield’s answer. ‘We shall work together in

time.’

‘What does Gill say?’ asked the aunt, rather mischievously.

‘Well,’ said the young lady, ‘I don’t think we get on at all, not even

poor Mysie, who works steadily on at her, gets snubbed a dozen times a

day, and never seems to feel it.’

I hoped her father would have sent her to school,’ said Aunt Adeline. ‘I

knew she would be troublesome. She has all her mother’s pride.’

‘The proudest people are those who have least to be proud of,’ said Aunt

Jane.

‘School would have hardened the crust and kept up the alienation,’ said

Lady Merrifield.

‘Perhaps not. It might teach her to value the holidays, and learn that

blood is thicker than water,’ said Miss Jane.

‘It is always in reserve,’ added Miss Adeline.

‘Yes, Maurice told her to send her if I grew tired of her, as he said,’

replied Lady Merrifield, ‘but of course I should not think of that

unless for very strong reasons.’

‘Oh, mamma!’ and Gillian remained with her mouth open.

‘Well?’ said Aunt Jane.

‘I meant to have told you mamma, but Mr. Leadbitter came in about the

G.F.S. and stopped me, and I have never seen you to speak to since.

Yesterday you know, I stayed from evensong to look after the little

ones, and you said Dolores might do as she pleased, so she stayed at

home. The children were looking at the book of Bible Pictures, and it

came out that Dolly knew nothing at all about Joshua and the walls of

Jericho, nor Gideon and the lamps in the pitchers, nor anything else.

Then, when I was surprised, she said that it was not the present system

to perplex children with the myths of ancient Jewish history.’

Gillian was speaking rapidly, in the growing consciousness that her

mother had rather have had this communication reserved for her private

ear--and her answer was, ‘Poor child!’

‘Just what I should expect!’ said Aunt Jane.

‘Probably it was jargon half understood, and repeated in defence of

her ignorance,’ said Lady Merrifield. ‘She is an odd mixture of defiant

loyalty and self-defence.’

‘What shall you do about this kind of talk?’ asked her sister.

‘One must hear it sooner or later,’ said Harry.

‘That is true,’ returned his mother, ‘but I suppose Fergus and Primrose

did not hear or understand.’

‘Oh no, mamma. I know they did not, for they were squabbling because

Primrose wanted to turn over before Fergus had done with Gideon.’

‘Then I don’t think there is any harm done. If it comes before Mysie or

Val I will talk to them, and I mean to take this poor child alone for a

little while each day in the week and try to get at her.’

‘There’s another thing,’ said Gillian. ‘Is she to go down with me always

to Casement Cottages on Sunday afternoons when I take the class?’

‘To teach or to learn?’ ironically exclaimed Aunt Jane.

‘Neither,’ said Gillian. ‘To chatter to Constance Hacket. They both

spoke to me about it yesterday before I went home, and I believe

Constance has written a note to her to ask her today! Fancy, that goose

told me my sweet cousin was a dear, and that we didn’t appreciate her.

Even Miss Hacket gave me quite a lecture on kindness and consideration

to an orphan stranger.’

‘Not uncalled for, perhaps,’ said Aunt Jane. ‘I hope you received it in

an edifying manner.’

‘Now, Aunt Jane! Well, I believe I said we were as kind as she would let

us be, especially Mysie.’

Lady Merrifield here made the move to conduct her sisters to their

rooms; Miss Mohun detained her when they had reached hers, and had left

Adeline to rest on her sofa. The two, though very unlike, had still the

habits of absolute confidential intimacy belonging to sisters next in

age.

‘Lily,’ said Miss Mohun, ‘Gillian spoke of a note. Did Maurice give you

any directions about this child’s correspondence?’

‘You know I did not see him. I was so much disappointed. I would give

anything to have talked her over with him.’

‘I am not sure that you would have gained much. I doubt whether he knows

much about her, poor fellow. But the letters?’

‘He wrote that she had been a good deal with Professor Sefton’s family,

and he thought they might like to keep up their intercourse.’

‘Nothing about Flinders? He ought to have warned you.’

‘No. Who is he?’

‘A half-brother--no, a step-brother to poor Mary. He was the son by a

former marriage of her father’s first wife, and has been always a

thorn in their sides. He is a low, dissipated kind of creature; writes

theatrical criticisms for third-rate papers, or something of that kind,

when he is at his best. I believe Mary was really fond of him, and

helped him more than Maurice could well bear, and since her death the

man has perfectly pestered him with appeals to her memory. I really

believe one reason he welcomed this post was to get out of his reach.’

‘You always know everything Jenny. Now how did you know this?’

‘I called once in the midst of an interview between him and Mary. And

afterwards I came on poor Maurice when he was really very much provoked,

and had it all out; ad since her death--well, I saw him get a begging

letter from the man, and he spoke of it again. I wish I had advised him

to warn you against the wretch.’

‘I don’t suppose he knows where the child is. He is no relation to her,

you say?’

‘None at all, happily. But on that occasion, when I was an uncomfortable

third, Maurice was very angry that she should have been allowed to call

him Uncle Alfred; and Mary screwed up her little mouth, and evidently

rather liked the aggravation to Mohun pride.’

‘Poor Maurice, so he had a skeleton! Well, I don’t see how it can hurt

us. The man probably knows nothing about us, and even if he could trace

the girl, he must know that she can do nothing for him.’

‘You had better keep an eye on her letters. He is quite capable of

asking for the poor child’s half sovereigns. I wish Maurice had given

you authority.’

‘Perhaps he spoke to her about it. At any rate, what he said of the

Seftons is quite sufficient to imply that there is no sanction to any

other correspondence.’

‘That is true. Really, Lily, I believe you are the most likely person

to do some good with her, though I don’t think you know what you are in

for. But Gillian does!’

‘I believe it is very good for the children to have to exercise a little

forbearance. In spite of all our knocking about the world, our family

exclusiveness is pretty much what ours was in the old Beechcroft days--’

‘When Rotherwood and Robert Mohun were out only outsiders and the

Westons came on us like new revelations!’

‘It is curious to look back on,’ said Lady Merrifield. ‘It seems to me

that the system, or no system, on which we were brought up was rather

passing away even then.’

‘Specks we growed,’ said Jane. ‘What do you call the system?’

‘Just that people thought it their own business to bring up their

children themselves, and let the actual technical teaching depend upon

opportunities, whereas now they get them taught, but let the bringing up

take it chance.’

‘People lived with their children then--yes, I see what you mean, Lily.

Poor Eleanor, intending with all her might to be a mother to us, brought

us up, as you call it, with all her powers; but public opinion would

never have suffered us to get merely the odd sort of teaching that she

could give us. It was regular, or course; but oh! do you remember the

old atlas, with Germany divided into circles, and everything as it was

before the Congress of Vienna?’

‘You liked geography; I hated it.’

‘Yes, I was young enough to come in for the elder boys’ old school

atlases, which had some sense in them. It seems to me that we had more

the spirit of working for ourselves according to our individual tastes

than people have now. We learnt, they are taught.’

‘Well! and what did we learn?’

‘As much as we could carry,’ said Aunt Jane, laughing. ‘Assimilate, if

you like it better; and I doubt if people will turn out to have done

more now. What becomes of all the German that is crammed down girl’s

throats, whether they have a turn for languages or not? Do they ever

read a German book? Now you learnt it for love of Fouque and Max

Piccolomini, and you have kept it up ever since.’

‘Yes, by cramming it down my children’s throats. But what I complain of,

Jane, in the young folk that come across me is not over-knowledge, but

want of knowledge--want of general culture. This Dolores, for instance,

can do what she has been taught better than Mysie, some tings better

than Gillian, but she has absolutely no interest in general knowledge,

not even in the glaciers which she has seen; she does not know whether

Homer wrote in Greek or Latin, considers “Marmion” a lesson, cannot tell

a planet from a star, and neither knows nor cares anything about the two

Napoleons. Now we seem to have breathed in such things. Why! I remember

being made into Astyanax for a very unwilling Andromache (poor Eleanor)

for caress, and being told to shudder at the bright copper coal-scuttle,

before Harry went to school.’

‘Of course poor Maurice could not cultivate his child. Yet, after all,

we grew up without a mother; but then the dear old Baron lived among us,

and knew what we were doing, instead of shutting us up in a schoolroom

with some one, with only knowledge, not culture. Those very late dinners

have quite upset all the intelligent intercourse between fathers and

children not come out.’

‘Yes, Jasper and I have felt that difficulty. But after all, Jenny, when

I look back, I cannot say I think ours was a model bringing up. What a

strange year that was after Eleanor’s marriage!’

‘Ah! you felt responsible and were too young for it, but to me it was a

very jolly time, though I suppose I was an ingredient in your troubles.

Yes, we brought ourselves up; but I maintain that it was better

alternative than being drilled so hard as never to think of anything but

arrant idling out of lesson-time.’

‘Lessons should be lessons, and play, play, is one of the professor’s

maxims to which that poor child has treated us.’

‘Ah! on that system, where would have been all your grand heraldic

pedigrees? I’ve got them still.’

‘Oh! Jenny, you good old Brownie, have you? How I should like to look

at them again and show them the Gillian and Mysie. Do you remember the

little scalloped line we drew round all the true knights?’

‘Ay! and where would have been all your romancing about Sir Maurice de

Mohun, the pride of his name? For my part, I much prefer a cavalier

dead two hundred years ago as the object of a girl’s enthusiasm--if

enthusiasm she must have--to the existing lieutenant, or even curate.’

‘Certainly; I should be sorry to have been bred up to history with

individual interest and romance squeezed out of it. You see when Jasper

came home from the Crimea he exactly continued mine.’

‘You have fulfilled your ideal better than falls to the lot of most

people, even to the item of knighthood.’

‘Ah! you should have heard us grumble over the expense of it. And,

after all, I dare say Sir Maurice found his knight’s fee quite as

inconvenient! Oh!’ with a start, ‘there’s the first bell, and here have

I been dawdling here instead of minding my business! But it is so nice

to have you! I day, Jenny, we will have one of our good old games at

threadpaper verses and all the rest tonight. I want you to show the

children how we used to play at them.’

And the party played at paper games for nearly two hours that evening,

to the extreme delight of Gillian, Mysie, and Harry, to say nothing

of their mother and aunts, who played with all their might, even Aunt

Adeline lighting up into droll, quiet humour. Only Dolores was

first bewildered, then believed herself affronted, and soon gave up

altogether, wondering that grown-up people could be so foolish.

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