CHAPTER XXIII.

When a man is dying, or just dead, it often seems, to those interested

in the matter, that he is taken off prematurely; that he leaves his life

incomplete; that his usefulness was not at an end; that he and those who

were bound to him would have been the better had he survived. Death

seems like a violence, a robbery, a wrong; and all the more wrongful a

robbery, because we are powerless to resist it or to punish it. The

mother who mourns her infant, the lover who looks on the dead face of

his mistress, the child who feels a dim horror at the unresponsive

coldness of the hand whose every touch was love, the friend who sees the

horizon of his own life darken and his pathway narrow at the grave of

his friend--to these it seems that an injury has been inflicted upon

them, the traces of which no compensation can remove.

And yet, as the mind moves forward through the succession of moods and

events that is called time, how speedily this wound of loss is healed!

Not those who nurse their grief the longest are always the ones who

loved most generously and whole-heartedly. Often there is more love of

self than love of the departed in those who refuse to be comforted.

By-and-by, as we journey on along the road of mortal existence, meeting

at every step fresh scenery and new thoughts and demands for action, and

knowing that for us there is no retreating, no pausing even; only, at

most, a profitless glance backward at scenes and occurrences whose sole

reality now is in the growth or decay which they have wrought in our

own souls; by-and-by we begin to discover that the dead have not been

left behind; that, in such measure as we truly loved them, in that

measure are they with us still, walking hand in hand with us, or shining

as guides of our forecasting thoughts, and strengthening our hearts in

dreams and secret musings. Death, which seemed so arbitrary and

reckless, is vindicated by our wiser and calmer judgment. The mortal

life that seemed cut short, is seen to have lasted out its fitting span;

more years would have been more evil and less good, more weariness and

less use. Suddenness is predicable only of material things; in the

processes and passions of the spirit there is at all times just

proportion and equable movement. It is outside the domain of accidents

and violence.

As regards Charles Grantley’s death, there was not, it may be surmised,

any wide necessity to preach resignation. His acquaintances were not

many; his friends few indeed. To the majority even of those who knew

him, his true name and antecedents were unknown. The mystery and

ambiguity which had attached to him were scarcely likely to increase his

popularity; and probably the only thing that could have drawn anything

like general attention to his end was the fact of its being a murder.

But murders and robberies were not so rare in the London environs then

as they are now; at all events they excited less remark; a highwayman

was still a difficulty to be reckoned with by belated travelers; and,

moreover, men’s minds had become more or less callous to the idea of

bloodshed and violence, after so many years of wars and outrage.

Accordingly, Mr. Grantley’s funeral was but thinly attended, comprising

few or none beyond the indispensable churchyard officials and the

immediate personages of the present history. From the number of the

latter, indeed, Sir Francis Bendibow must be subtracted. Another

funeral took place on the same day, in which he may be supposed to have

felt an even greater interest; and yet he was absent even from that. The

fact is, the unfortunate baronet’s mind had received a shock which

prevented him from clearly apprehending the full extent of the calamity

which had caused it. The notion that he and his son were enjoying a

holiday together, and were not to be disturbed, seemed the most

inveterate of his delusions, as it had been his first. Possibly it was

not so much positive mania in him as the uncontrollable shrinking of his

soul from the horror of the truth; analogous to the instinct which makes

us turn away our eyes from a too-revolting spectacle. Feeling that to

confront and realize the facts would overturn his reason, he abandoned

reason in the effort to preserve it. But all the while, in some remote

recess of his mind, veiled even from himself, must have lurked the fatal

knowledge which he strove to escape. It was there, like a relentless and

patient enemy, lying in wait for him, and sure to spring forth and

throttle him at last. Else wherefore was there that furtive gleam of

terror in the baronet’s sunken and heavy-lidded eyes? Why did he sigh so

deeply and so piteously? What was the reason of those long fits of

musings, during which his face worked so strangely, and his lips grew so

white and dry? Why did he so anxiously shun the sound of whatever might

imply the truth? No; if this were madness, it was the madness of

concealment, not of ignorance. Only a gleam of sanity could render him

truly insane.

Be that as it may, it became known that the late events had compelled

Sir Francis to retire temporarily from society, and from the conduct of

his business; and much sympathy was expressed, on all sides, for the

unhappy gentleman; and grave speculations were indulged in as to the

probable future of the Bank, in case his retirement should be prolonged.

Not readily were to be found business aptitudes and experience

comparable to his. Moreover, the times were hard, just at present; and

although the Bank’s credit was now, as at all times, unexceptionable,

yet even the Bank was but a human institution, and all human

institutions partake of human perishableness. It was impossible to be

too prudent, when, as now, empires might change hands or vanish at any

moment. Finance is not a matter of sentiment; and though it is always

agreeable to have business relations with a man who is at once

aristocratic and charming, yet when the personage in question is

represented only through his clerks, such considerations are in

abeyance. Thus it happened that a good many clients of the famous Bank

of Bendibow Brothers withdrew their deposits and placed them elsewhere;

and the world went on.

Meanwhile the murderer of the old East Indian remained at large, the

police being unable to form any trustworthy idea as to who or where he

was. At the inquest, everybody who could be conceived to have any

connection with the case (including the baker who lent Miss Lockhart his

wagon, and the ostler of the “Plough and Harrow” who entertained Mr.

Thomas Bendibow on the last evening of his life) were strictly examined;

and though several of them proffered a vast deal of information, little

or none of it had much to do with the matter to be elucidated. The last

highwayman who had been known to infest the vicinity in which the murder

took place, had been captured and safely hanged some time before; and

this new aspirant for the slip-knot evidently meant to prolong his

career for a while longer. His present venture must have been a

disappointment to him; for it was shown that the deceased had not been

robbed (doubtless on account of the unexpected arrival of succor); and,

even had the succor not arrived, no robbery worthy of the name could

have taken place, inasmuch as the deceased had little or no money in

his pockets; nothing, in fact, but a packet of old letters, which were

of no interest to anybody, and to a highwayman least of all. The jury

returned a verdict of “met his death at the hands of some person or

persons unknown;” and the world went on.

But the seed of that flower of love that had been planted in the soil of

Charles Grantley’s grave took root, and grew, and blossomed; and it bade

fair to be as sweet and wholesome a flower as ever such seed produced.

Marion and Philip, looking into their future, could see nothing but

brightness there, all the brighter by contrast with the tender shadow of

sadness out of which they looked. Nothing but good, they believed, could

come from a union begun at such a time, and with such a consecration.

The influence of Grantley was with them, with almost the vividness, at

times, of a spiritual presence; and they insensibly spoke and acted on a

higher and purer plane than they would have done had he not lived and

died. If his mourners were few, few men have been more tenderly mourned;

and to Marion especially was his memory dear and reverend, by reason of

the cloud that had overhung so large a portion of his life. That cloud,

to her apprehension, had now become all illuminated with heavenly gold;

and she felt as little need to confirm her faith by an examination of

the packet left in her care, as to ask Philip for proof of her love for

him. Marion was enthusiastic and imperious in her faiths even more than

in her scepticisms. But, indeed, her whole nature was, for the time,

sweetened, subdued, and yet ardently developed. The strangeness and

harshness which had occasionally characterized her in the past, was now

no longer noticeable; her moods were equal, her heart happy and active.

It seemed as if nothing could obscure her serenity; and yet a woman in

her condition is peculiarly liable to tragic or chilling accidents. The

delicate and sensitive petals of the soul, expanding thus freely to the

unaccustomed air, are never so susceptible as now to blight and injury,

albeit it is from one source only that the harm can come. Let the lover

walk heedfully at this period of his career, nor even grasp his treasure

too firmly, lest unawares it vanish from his hand, or be transformed

into something hostile.

The reading of Mr. Grantley’s will was, for various reasons, postponed

until about a week after his funeral. Merton Fillmore, who had charge of

it, had sent a communication to the Marquise Desmoines to be present on

the occasion; but she, after some delay, finally let it be known that

she declined the invitation, observing that she had but the slightest

acquaintance with the gentleman who called himself Grant, or Grantley,

and that it was impossible to suppose that she could have any interest

in the disposition of his property; from which it may be inferred that

she had made up her mind to ignore, ostensively if not also from

conviction, his pretensions to relationship with her. Upon receiving her

letter, Fillmore stroked his chin with a slight, ambiguous smile, and

forthwith took measures to convene the meeting at Mrs. Lockhart’s house

on the following morning, at twelve o’clock.

Now, it so happened that Philip had, the evening previous, received a

note from his publisher in the city, requesting his presence at the

office betimes the next day. For Philip’s labors during the last few

months had resulted in the production of a poem, more ambitious in

design and larger in scope than anything he had heretofore attempted.

His earlier writings, indeed, had been chiefly lyrical in character, and

had been rather indicative of poetical moods and temperament in the

author than of those unmistakable gifts of seeing, feeling, and creating

that belong to poets by divine right. He had made good his claims to be

ranked among the aristocracy of genius--possibly among those whose

place is near the throne; but he had as yet put forward no serious

pretensions to wear the royal crown on his own brows. The present work,

which bore the title of Iduna, seems to have been a semi-mystical

composition, cast in a more or less dramatic form, and aiming to portray

the conflict which is to some extent going on in every human heart,

between the love that consults and indulges selfish interests or

impulses, and that nobler and purer love which strikes through the

mortal and temporary symbol to the divine and eternal reality. To

illustrate this theme, Philip had imagined a wild, sea-beaten kingdom,

situated somewhere in the unexplored ocean of time; a rocky vision of a

royal castle, and living there a warrior-king, grim, whose beard drifts

like the snow blown from a mountain-top across the sky. To him was born

Iduna, glorious in beauty, untamable in spirit, dowered from her infancy

with mysterious and half-supernatural gifts. For once, when little more

than a baby, she had wandered alone from the castle, and down to the

misty reaches of the wave-beaten shore. What happened to her there was

never known; but round her neck was hung a broad necklace, wrought with

more than human skill of workmanship, of unknown shells and precious

stones and links of virgin gold. The necklace was endowed with

talismanic attributes, conferring on the grim king’s daughter miraculous

powers and the lustre of a goddess; and it was whispered among the

people that it was the gift of some mighty spirit of the sea, some ocean

demi-god, who had met the little princess on the shore, and who, if she

remained true to the sublimity of her fate, would one day claim her for

his bride. But woe to her should the magic necklace be lost or yielded

up! At these foolish fancies the grim king laughed and tossed his beard;

but, as Iduna grew in stature and in the splendor of her beauty, men

said that for such as she no merely human destiny was meet; and when, at

certain seasons, the sea thundered more resoundingly along the coast,

and the wreaths of foam were swept by the fierce breeze past the castle

battlements, Iduna would mount her horse and ride forth, as if she heard

the voice of her god-like lover calling to her in the gale, and saw his

form moving towards her over the tumultuous crests of the ocean billows;

though to other eyes than hers he would appear but as a pillar of

gleaming mist, a stately phantom of the storm, half seen, half imagined.

At these superstitions the grim king frowned, and swore by his beard

that the girl should learn--and that ere long--the sufficient worth of a

mortal bridegroom.

Of this earthly love; of the loss of the magic necklace, and with it the

protection of the sea-god; of Iduna’s imprisonment in the castle; of her

final recovery of her talisman by the self-sacrificing agency of the

mortal lover whose happiness depended upon withholding it from her; and

of her escape from the castle: no more than a hint can be given. Seaward

she rode, and the storm came up to meet her. But the tidings of her

flight came to the king, and he mounted his war-horse and thundered with

all his knights in pursuit. Wilder grew the storm; the heavens were

darkened, and seemed to stoop to the earth; strange sounds, as of the

fierce mutterings and laughter of viewless spirits, filled the air. Yet

still the grim king rode on, and, filled with grisly forebodings, his

knights pressed after him in silence. Then the blast shrieked madly in

their ears; the earth rocked and shuddered; ghastly lights flickered

along the blackness of the sky; and the sea, gathering itself together

in a thunder-smitten battlement of toppling surges, swept forward on the

land. Yet, ere it engulfed them forever, they saw by the glimmer of

phantom fires, the form of Iduna flying far before them, her black hair

floating backward on the hurricane, and the magic necklace flashing

round her neck. And even as the waters smote them, a god-like apparition

seemed to emerge resplendent and serene from the midmost heart of the

tempest; toward him Iduna stretched her arms, and was folded to his

breast.

When the sun rose again, castle and kingdom, knights and king had

vanished, and the gray sea rolled its murmuring billows fathoms

overhead. But tradition tells that in the night, after the princess had

gone forth, the lover who had liberated her to his own dear cost mounted

to the topmost turret and gazed seaward, and as the destroying wave came

towering toward him through the roar and terror of the darkness, he saw,

riding with it on its awful crest, two beings of superhuman beauty and

grandeur. As they drew near him, he bowed his head, trembling; but his

heart seemed to hear a voice that was like Iduna’s murmuring his name,

and her soft fingers touched his cheek. He seemed to be gathered up out

of himself, and to move beside her; the tempest was still; they were

together and alone, and the morning broke.

Such, in bare prose, is the outline of the poem to the making of which

Philip had brought his best talents and energies, and on the merits of

which he had been fain to stake his fame. Being done, however, and in

the printers’ hands, he had lost heart about it; felt that it was cold

and inadequate, and regretted that he had not been wise enough to have

kept it for ten years, and then destroyed it. Accordingly his

publisher’s summons, coming as it did within a fortnight of the time the

book appeared, failed to kindle in him any pleasurable anticipations;

and on his way to the city he pretty well made up his mind to abandon

poetry as a profession, and take to something else. It was all very well

to amuse one’s self with such vanities while one is a boy, but now that

he was about to take to himself a wife, Philip felt that he ought to

adopt some more remunerative calling. He presented himself at the

office, with a very grave face, about ten o’clock.

The publisher bowed, and begged Mr. Lancaster to be seated. “I should

have had the honor to wait upon you at your own residence, sir,” he

said, “but as it was desirable to have your signature to some receipts,

and for other business reasons, I took the liberty--er--well! Now, Mr.

Lancaster, I don’t know what your expectations were; it was only natural

that they should have been great; so were mine; but, to tell you the

truth ... however, judge for yourself.” And he handed him a paper, on

which was a brief statement of accounts. “We have been on the market

only ten days last Wednesday,” added the publisher, “and I call the

results thus far fair--fair! Sir, they deserved to be; but I doubt not

we shall do better yet.”

“What is this about?” inquired Philip, who had been staring at the

paper. “What does this entry of eleven hundred and fifty pounds mean?”

“Your profits on the percentage as agreed upon,” answered the publisher.

“We published at ten and sixpence, you know.”

“Oh ... I see!” said Philip, quietly. His heart heaved, and he knew not

whether he were more likely to burst into a storm of tears or a shout of

laughter. “That seems to me very good indeed,” he compelled himself to

add. “Didn’t expect the half of it.”

“Genius like yours, sir, may expect anything--and get it!” said the

publisher sententiously. “There is no poet before you, Mr. Lancaster,

to-day--not one! Do you care to take the check with you now, or....”

“I suppose I may as well,” said Philip.

Some transactions were gone through with; Philip never remembered what

they were. At last he found himself, as if by magic, at the door of the

house in Hammersmith, with eleven hundred and fifty pounds in his

pocket. He threw open the door of the sitting-room and strode in.

He had forgotten all about the reading of the will. There was Mr.

Fillmore, with the document in his hand, just reading out the words--“I

give and bequeath to Marion Lockhart”--and there was Marion, with a

startled and troubled look in her eyes.

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