CHAPTER XVII.

When Mr. Grant got to the door of the building, he found Sir Francis

Bendibow awaiting him in a small but stylish turn-out with two horses.

He took his seat beside the baronet on the box, and the footman sat

behind, with his arms folded. In this fashion they drove westward.

Sir Francis knew how to make himself an entertaining companion, and he

availed himself of his knowledge on this occasion. He talked volubly and

genially, giving his companion the gossip of the society of that day, a

society which somehow seems to have been more amusing and eventful, and

to have possessed more character and variety than is the case in our

times. The footman with folded arms had often listened to his master’s

conversation sallies, but had seldom heard him so agreeable as on the

present occasion; and he inferred that the gentleman, his companion, who

said very little, but whose manner was courteous and attentive, must

either be a particular friend of master’s or else some one from whom he

had received or was anticipating a favor.

“We should see more of each other, you know, Grant,” the baronet said

heartily. “A man makes many acquaintances as he moves on in the world,

but, damme, there are no friends like the friends of one’s youth, after

all! No friend has been more often in my thoughts during the last twenty

years than you have, and good reason, too!” To which, and to much more

of the same tendency, Mr. Grant responded in terms of grave and composed

politeness. Altogether it was a very amicable drive, and the weather and

the roads were all that could be desired.

Their route lay through Richmond and across the gray stone bridge that

separates the town from the parish of Twickenham. “When you ride home

to-night,” said Sir Francis, “you’ll find it an agreeable change to

follow the Isleworth road, on the west bank of the river; and cross by

Brentford Bridge. Mighty pretty quiet stretch, and but a trifle longer

if at all.” The footman could have told exactly how much further it was,

but of course held his peace, as he would have done had the baronet

affirmed it to be two miles shorter. Still bowling easily westward, the

horses tramped through the narrow winding street of a sleepy little

town, which seemed wearied out as it were with the burden of its

historic associations, and drew up at last before a wrought-iron gateway

in a high brick wall, the bricks cemented with green moss and crowned

with ivy. The gate having been promptly thrown open by the alert

footman, the horses tramped through it and up the graveled crescent of a

drive overshadowed with fragrant lime trees, until their driver pulled

them up before the gabled portal of an elderly but comfortable and

solid-looking edifice, faced with white plaster, and dignified by

far-projecting eaves. Tossing the reins to the man, Sir Francis got

actively down and assisted his friend to alight. They entered the house

arm-in-arm. A large cool shadowy hall received them; beyond, a broad

staircase, and opening inward to the right of it a vista of spacious

drawing-room, with windows giving upon a verandah, and a rich lawn at

the back of the house.

“Serve dinner at six, sharp!” said Sir Francis to the obeisant butler.

“Now, my dear Grant, no ceremony here, you know; but I remember your

fastidious habits. If you want to wash your hands, give yourself the

trouble to follow me up-stairs, and I think you’ll find everything

arranged to make you comfortable.”

“Uncommon civil the governor is to-day,” remarked the butler to the

footman, when the two gentlemen had disappeared in the upper regions.

“Who _his_ Mr. Grant, I’d like ter know?”

“Ha! you may arsk that, Mr. Tuppin,” returned the footman, with airs of

superior knowledge. “You may arsk that, and no blame to yer!”

“Well, I does hax it,” answered Mr. Tuppin brusquely; “not that I

supposes you can tell me hanythin’ about it, neither!”

“Ha! per-raps not!” retorted the footman, abandoning the vagueness of

mystery for the definiteness of imagination. “Per’aps I didn’t ’ear ’em

conversin’ as we came along, and the gent a-sayin’ as ’ow ’e’d arf a

millium as he was dyin’ to invest, and could the baronet adwise ’im on

the subjick? And the baronet he says, says ’e, ‘Why, if ten per cent. is

any good to you, my dear friend,’ says ’e, ‘I fancies we can take it

hoff yer ’ands and no questions arsked.’ And the gent ’e said as ’ow

‘e’d think about it.”

“Oh, that’s the story, his it?” said Mr. Tuppin, pushing up his eyebrows

and turning down the corners of his mouth. “Well, I thought it might ha’

been somethin’ new. But as fur that, my good feller,” he added, turning

away indifferently, “Sir Francis was talkin’ about it arter dinner no

longer ago nor day before yesterday. I ’eard ’im myself.”

To this assertion the footman was unable to frame a reply; being

undecided whether to credit his own ears with miraculous inspiration, or

to charge Mr. Tuppin with being a liar. The former course appearing the

more agreeable both to his vanity and his self-interest, he ended by

adopting it.

Dinner, instead of being served in the dining-room, which was in the

front part of the house, and commanded no pleasant outlook, was laid out

in the drawing-room, through the open windows of which the friends

could let their eyes wander out upon the expanse of silken turf, and the

verdurous masses of whispering foliage. A sentiment of cultured and

imperturbable repose was expressed by this little region: not the vacant

or helpless repose of wild nature; but the repose that comes of

over-ripeness, or of containing more than can be uttered. The quaint

ghosts of past times paced the deep smoothness of the lawn, and lurked

in the shadows of the trees.

“Other parts of the world are better, perhaps, to live in than England,”

remarked Mr. Grant: “but the place to die in is here.”

“What’s that? Die in? Pooh! time enough to talk of dying twenty years

hence,” cried the genial baronet.

“Twenty years is a long time to wait,” replied the other meditatively.

“The time to leave life is when you find it pleasant, but no longer

necessary. My former interests are finished. I should not care to become

absorbed in new ones; not in this world at all events.”

Here the servant entered with the after-dinner wine.

“We can’t afford to lose you yet awhile, my dear friend,” exclaimed the

baronet. “Now that we have you safely with us again, we mean to keep

hold of you. What do you say to finishing our wine out yonder on the

lawn? Yes--Tuppin, take the small table out, and a couple of chairs.

Such weather as this should be taken advantage of.”

“And, by the way,” he resumed, after the change had been made, and they

had been left finally alone in their seclusion, “talking about life in

England--whereabouts do you propose actually to settle? Of course I

assumed that you’ve no notion of remaining permanently in your present

quarters--not even if you have designs on the widow--eh? ha! ha!”

The other rested his eyes coldly on the baronet and replied: “Possibly

not: but I have no other definite plans touching a dwelling.”

“Well, if your coming back to England was as unexpected to you as it was

to us, your plans might easily be a bit ... undigested!”

“As to that, I question whether there was any moment during my absence

when I did not cherish the purpose of returning; and ’tis at least a

year ago that the date of my departure from India was fixed. What I

might do on my arrival was, indeed, another question.”

Sir Francis crossed one leg over another and caressed his shapely knee.

“Upon the whole, you know,” he said, “I rather wonder at your remaining

so faithful to us. You were well enough placed in India, I suppose?

Seems to me I would have stayed there. What did you expect to find here?

One’s acquaintances get pretty well used up in twenty years.”

“Considerations had weight with me that might not have affected you in

my place. I acted according to my feeling, as does every one who acts

freely.”

“Ah! I understand: the Marquise--eh? Parental affection and all that!

Well, does the lady reciprocate?”

This was uttered in a somewhat strained tone, and the speaker’s

countenance wore a smile that was anxious and perfunctory rather than

spontaneous and genial. But Mr. Grant seemed not to notice the

alteration.

“I can’t say I’ve been disappointed,” he replied; “perhaps because I

expected little. The child I left in your care has grown up to be a

woman of the world, wealthy and fashionable, and naturally not much

given to sentiment. She has fascination, ambition, and common sense; she

is quick-witted, independent and adventurous. I saw the germ of these

traits in her long ago; but I also saw--or so I fancied--a generous and

passionate heart, which might counterbalance whatever was dangerous in

her other qualities. Doubtless ’twas this hope that influenced my

determination to return to England.”

“Ah! a passionate and generous heart! ... well. And may I enquire whether

the lady meets your anticipations in that particular?”

Mr. Grant did not at once reply; but after awhile he said in a measured

tone, his eyes turned toward the ground, “With due allowance for

accidents and circumstances, I do not think my estimate of Perdita was a

mistaken one.”

“Accept my congratulations then!” rejoined the baronet, with a short and

heavy laugh. “I am to take it, then, that, in order to win the sympathy

of this passionate and generous heart, you have not spared the

reputation of the lady’s foster-father?”

Grant looked up quickly and keenly. “I made no such insinuation!” said

he.

“But you can’t deny the fact?”

“I’m not concerned either to deny or to admit it.”

“Well, well--you’re quite right: no use disputing about that. And

Fillmore--another sympathetic confidant, I presume?”

“As a man of affairs, I found Mr. Fillmore all I could wish.”

“Exactly! and who is to be next? I’m interested to know the persons who

are henceforth to behold me in my true colors! Or perhaps you intend to

be impartial in your favors, and publish the matter broadcast?” All this

was said with a kind of ghastly jocularity. “Let me hear just what I’m

to expect. That’s only fair--eh?”

“Doesn’t it occur to you, Frank,” said the other, looking fully at him,

while the color reddened in his face, “that what you are saying is

offensive? Has my past conduct given you grounds to adopt this tone

toward me? You try my temper, sir! and I ... I shall not, however,

allow myself to be angry.” By a manifest effort he, in fact, controlled

his rising heat, and constrained himself to an austere coldness.

The baronet seemed not to wish to provoke his guest any further. Either

he was afraid of him--and there was a stern fire at the heart of the

uniformly serene old gentleman which did not encourage wanton

experiment--or else there were reasons why he desired rather to

conciliate than to irritate him. “I expressed myself clumsily, Charles,”

he said. “ ’Pon my honor I meant no insult. But a man wants to know how

he stands--where he’s to look for enemies and where for friends. Now you

and I are not going to rake up old matters--eh? For good or bad, the

past is done with. The wrong can’t be righted now; you can’t right it,

nor can I; if I could, I would in a moment. But time has arranged things

after its own fashion. I did what I could for the wife and child, didn’t

I? I stuck to Perdita till she got a good husband, and then ’twas she

left me, not I her. You ... well--you made your way in the world, and if

all were known, perhaps you’re in a better position to-day than if all

this had never happened. But your turning up again has put a new face on

the affair--eh?”

“In what manner?”

“Why, in this manner--but you mustn’t mind my speaking out: we know each

other well enough not to stickle at formalities--eh?”

“Say on, sir.”

“I understand human nature as well as most men; and I don’t expect too

much of it--not even of you, my dear Charles. I can put myself in your

place, and look at things in your way. Quite right and natural you

should wish Perdita to feel toward you as a daughter to her father. And

as to Fillmore, of course it might be necessary, in doing business with

him, to enter into certain explanations: for Merton has his crotchets,

and is not the man to go into anything he doesn’t, in a certain way,

approve of. But, allowing all that, I have to consider my own position

also. I’m compromised; and taking my age and yours into consideration

(not to mention other things), it makes me doocidly uneasy. I can

believe you mean me no harm; but others might be less considerate. I’m

not half sure of Fillmore; and as for Perdita ... who trusts a woman at

the best of times?”

“Let me point out to you, Bendibow, that you are proceeding upon an

assumption of your own: namely, that my daughter and Mr. Fillmore know

your secret.”

“Well,” said the other, with a husky laugh, “appearances look that way,

and what’s more, you’ve not denied it.”

“I have neither denied nor affirmed it,” repeated Grant.

“Quite right of you not to commit yourself. But, passing that over, if

you really mean me no mischief, why the devil can’t you give me tangible

proof and pledge of it?”

“Bendibow, have you had any occasion to suspect me of unfriendliness

since my return here?”

“H’m! nothing definite, perhaps. But it would have seemed more natural

if you had banked with us instead of Childs, for instance.”

“That is a matter of financial judgment. You cannot expect me, who know

what your business practices are, to have the same confidence in your

financial orthodoxy that I have in Childs’? But I did leave a thousand

in your hands, precisely in order to avoid remark.”

“And if ’twere a hundred thousand, you might have it back, with

interest, to-morrow!” exclaimed Sir Francis with vehemence. “But that’s

not our topic. You have something in your possession--you know what I

mean--which you can’t object to making over to me, if we are friends.”

“Do you refer to the letter you wrote to me at the time”--

“Never mind the details! Yes, that’s the thing--that and the other

papers. Many a wakeful night they’ve given me, since then!”

“I shall never surrender them to you,” said Grant, with decision. “Your

only use for them would be to destroy them. They are my protection. My

personal security, as well as my right to my property, might depend on

them. Were you a far more trustworthy man than you have ever shown

yourself to me, Frank Bendibow, I would not place myself so helplessly

at your mercy.”

“You won’t let me have ’em, then?”

“No. I am immovable on that point. Remember, that the possession of

those papers was the condition of my action when ... twenty years since.

What influenced me then has at least as much weight now. You must be

content with some other pledge than that. An honest man should ask no

other pledge than an honest man’s word.”

“Look here, Grantley,” said the baronet, leaning forward and speaking in

a husky and uneven voice: “I swear to you by all that’s sacred, if

you’ll give me the papers, I’ll never take advantage of you. I’ll down

on my knees and take what oath you please--I’ll do it this moment if you

say so. Think, man! If anything should happen to you, and those things

were found and read, what would become of me ... but it’s not that--’tis

not myself I care about. If the worst comes to the worst, I should know

how to deal with myself. But it’s that boy of mine--poor little fellow!

I love him better than my own soul, or anything else. Sooner than he

should ever think ill of his father, I’d let you shoot me dead here

where I sit. All I live for is to make him happy, and leave him an

honorable name and fair prospects. And if, after all I’ve hoped and

done, he were to get wind of this--! I can’t endure to think of it!”

cried the baronet, his voice breaking.

“You’re the same Frank Bendibow as in the old days,” said the other

sadly. “I cared a great deal for you then, and I fear I’m not quite

cured of it yet. The worst is, you make yourself believe your own

deceptions. I won’t do what you ask; it would be to risk interests and

obligations which needn’t be mentioned now. But perhaps we might make

some compromise. The papers might be handed to some third person--to Mr.

Fillmore, for example”--

“Fillmore be damned!” cried the baronet violently, striking the table

with his fist, while his face flushed dark red. “I’ll have no

compromises! I’ll trust neither you nor Fillmore! How do I know what

plot you’ve been hatching against me this very day? Will you give me the

papers, or not? Yes or no?”

“I can only repeat that I will not,” said the baronet’s guest, gravely.

“Then.... But, oh, for God’s sake, Charley,” said Bendibow, abruptly

changing his tone from menace to entreaty, “think of my Tom! You’re a

father yourself, you”--

“Let’s have an end of this,” interrupted the other, between compassion

and scorn. “You needn’t fear for the boy, nor for yourself either. The

papers can never be made public, except by my voluntary act: and it

depends solely on you whether that ever becomes necessary. I always

carry them upon my person, in a sealed cover, addressed to a friend who,

on receiving them, and after taking certain precautions, would probably

destroy them. In case of my dying suddenly, therefore, you would suffer

no detriment. That’s all I have to say: and now, if you please, we’ll

drop the subject.”

“You always carry them about you?” repeated the baronet.

“I have them on me now. Isn’t it getting a little damp out here? My

Indian experience makes me cautious.”

“ ’Tis a cloudy night: there’ll be no dew,” said the baronet absently.

“What did you say? Yes, certainly, we’ll go into the house. I have some

prints I want you to look at. Wait a moment! I say, Charley--it’s all

right--it’s all right. I didn’t mean anything. Fact is, my head is not

always quite right, I fancy. I get carried away ... damme, I ask your

pardon--shake hands with me, Charley!”

He stretched out his hand and grasped the other’s, which he shook hard

and mechanically, then letting it go abruptly.

“Life’s a queer business!” he continued with a laugh. “We get pushed

into doing things we wouldn’t have believed ourselves capable of: ’tis

all circumstances ... fate! As far as I can see, I’m no worse nor better

than others. Come in--come into the study. The evening hasn’t begun

yet.”

“I must turn homewards. ’Twill be a dark night.”

“Pooh! not a bit of it. Can’t let you off before ten or eleven. And your

horse won’t be ready yet. Come now--else I’ll think you bear me a

grudge. You’ve had it your own way so far--give me my turn a bit

now--eh?”

“I’ll stay a little longer, if you wish,” said the guest courteously.

“That’s right! You shan’t go off to call me a brute and a bully. Why, we

used to hit it off pretty well together in the old times! Let’s have ’em

over again, for this one evening--eh? just as if nothing had happened.”

And herewith Sir Francis cast aside his dejection and preoccupation, and

became once more vivacious and agreeable. His guest had again occasion

to admire the man’s really great social and mental powers. Two or three

hours passed rapidly. Then, all at once, Sir Francis complained of

severe twinges in his right leg and foot.

“That damned gout of mine!” he exclaimed ruefully. “Ah! ah! all up with

me for the next day or two! Ah!--may I trouble you to ring that bell?

Tuppin--here, Tuppin! I’ve got another attack. See that everything in my

room is ready. Whew! Well, my dear Grant, sorry our evening should end

so. Better luck next time.”

“Shall I carry a message to your physician?” asked Grant, who had risen

to take his leave.

“No--oh, no--I have everything here; shall have to fight it out--no

hastening the thing--ah! Good-by, then, till next meeting.

Tuppin--ah!--Mr. Grant’s horse; have it brought round to the door.”

“The ’orse is quite ready, Sir Francis, if you please.”

“Good-by, then, Grant, good-by. The lower road, you know, through

Isleworth; the lower road, eh?”

“Thank you, I remember. Farewell, and a speedy recovery to you!” And

with a kindly look at his suffering host, Mr. Grant left the room under

the respectful guidance of Tuppin, and having bestowed a gratuity upon

that worthy butler, he mounted his horse and rode away into the summer

darkness.

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