CHAPTER XV.

Mr. Grant, like other men in whom a quiet demeanor is the result rather

of experience than of temperament, was very observant; and he had

observed several things during and after the day at Richmond. It may be

assumed that he had not planned that expedition without some

anticipation that it might have results particularly affecting Philip

and Marion; and up to the moment when the party were overtaken, on their

way home, by the Marquise Desmoines, he had reason to think that his

anticipations had not been deceived. Since that moment, however, a

change had taken place. Philip had worn an aspect of gloomy dejection at

variance with his customary bearing; and Marion’s mood had been

exaggerated and unequal; sometimes manifesting an over-accented gayety,

at other times relapsing abruptly and without apparent cause into depths

of wayward perversity. This state of things continued without much

modification for several days; it being further noticeable that the

young people avoided private interviews, or at any rate did not have

any: for, if Philip desired them, Marion had the means of balking his

desire. In the presence of other persons, however, she seemed not averse

from holding converse with him, but her speech on such occasions had a

mocking and unconciliating ring about it; and Philip’s replies were

brief and unenterprising. Evidently, the pegs that made their music had

been set down awry. There had been some sweet melody for a while. Who

was their Iago?

“What a very charming lady is the Marquise Desmoines,” remarked Mr.

Grant one day to Philip. “I have seldom seen a more lovely face or a

more engaging manner.”

“Yes,” returned the young man, looking away, and drumming on the table

with his fingers.

“It was easy to see that you and she were on the best of terms with each

other,” the old gentleman continued.

Philip folded his arms, and tapped on the floor with his foot.

“She seemed to take a great fancy to Marion,” Mr. Grant went on. “They

bid fair to become great friends. It would be an excellent thing for

Marion, would it not?”

“Upon my word, sir, it’s none of my business,” exclaimed Philip, rather

impatiently. “Miss Lockhart will choose her friends to please herself, I

presume. If it were my place to offer her advice in the matter, it might

be different. With your permission, I prefer not to discuss the

subject.”

“As you please, my dear Philip,” replied Mr. Grant, composedly taking

snuff. “For my own part, it appeared to me that the Marquise could give

Marion those social advantages and opportunities that she especially

needs. This invitation to her soirée will probably be the precursor of

others. By the by, you will be present, of course?”

“Yes, that is my intention,” said Philip, after a pause; and his tone

had something defiant or threatening in it, as if he meant not only to

be present, but to do some deed of note when he got there.

The Marquise’s party was, as she had intimated, strictly limited as to

numbers. It was not her wish to begin her formal entertainments as yet;

her bereavement was still too recent, and, moreover, her new house was

not in order. She might, possibly, have contrived to get along without

giving any party at all, just at present; but she was enough a woman of

the world not always to demand logical behavior of herself, any more

than to expect it in other people. She wished to feel the atmosphere of

the new society into which she was about to enter, and to compare it

with that which she had left. It would be novel; it might or it might

not be preferable. The Marquise might decide, upon this experiment, not

to settle in London after all. Straws may show how the wind blows. She

had no one’s pleasure or convenience to think of but her own. There was

not even the Marquis now, who, if he did not have things his own way, at

all events had occasionally afforded her the gratification of having

hers in spite of him; and whose demise she perhaps regretted as much on

that account as on any other. For the lady was of a strong and valiant

disposition, and wanted something more in life than abject assent, and

yielding beds of down. She wanted resistance, almost defeat, in order to

give zest to victory. She wanted a strong man to fight with. In her

heart, she believed she was stronger than any man she was likely to come

across; but there were men, no doubt, who might be formidable enough to

be temporarily interesting. What manner of man in other respects this

champion might be, would matter little to the Marquise. Like most women

of first-rate ability she was at bottom a democrat: rank was her

convenience, but she had no respect for it or belief in it. Had she

detected, in a stevedore or Hindoo, stuff that was not to be had

elsewhere, she would have received and entertained him. Meanwhile, she

was well content to put up with Philip Lancaster. There was stuff in

him: there was perhaps something in his past relations with her which

rendered their present mutual attitude more piquant; and then, there was

that little bud of a romance which the Marquise had surprised on

Richmond Hill. Upon the whole she was justified in giving her little

party.

Sir Francis Bendibow was the first to arrive, bringing with him Merton

Fillmore, whom he introduced as follows: “A man, my dear creature, whom

I’ve long wished to make known to you. Most brilliant fellow in London;

my personal friend, as well as the trusted adviser of the House.” He

added in her ear, “You know--Fillmore, son of old Cadwallader Fillmore

... uncle the Honorable ... and Constance, you know ... married Lord

Divorn ... that’s the man! make friends with each other.”

“I think,” said the Marquise, glancing at the lawyer as she gave him her

hand, “that Mr. Fillmore is more accustomed to choose his friends than

to be chosen.”

This bit of impromptu criticism arrested Fillmore’s attention. After a

pause he said:

“My friends are my clients, and I don’t choose them.”

“I mean, you have not found it wise to be troubled with women. If I were

a man I might think as you do, but I should act otherwise. But then I

should not be a barrister.”

“I am a solicitor.”

The Marquise laughed. “Men of real genius distinguish their

professions--they are not distinguished by them ... I comprehend!”

“You would have made a better solicitor than I,” said Fillmore, with

something like a smile. “Your cross-examination would be very damaging.”

“We shall be all the better friends,” rejoined the Marquise, good

humoredly. “Mr. Fillmore is charming,” she added to Sir Francis, who had

just returned from a promenade to the other end of the room, where he

had been admiring himself in a looking-glass, under cover of smelling a

vase of flowers on the mantelpiece.

“Aye, indeed, kindred spirits,” said the baronet, nodding and smiling

complacently. “But how is this, eh? May we hope to monopolize these

privileges all the evening?”

“Here comes a rival,” answered the Marquise, as the door opened, and

Mr. Thomas Bendibow was ushered in. “I expect Mr. Philip Lancaster also.

Do you know him, Mr. Fillmore? How do you do, Tom? What lovely flowers!

For me? You are _preux chevalier_; that is more than your papa ever did

for me.”

“You know I don’t think of anything but you--well, I don’t, by George!

Oh, I say, don’t you look ravishing to-night, Perdita!” exclaimed this

ingenuous youth. “I say, there ain’t any other people coming, are there?

I want to have you all to myself to-night.”

“Tom, you are not to make love to your sister--before company!”

“Oh, sister be----! I know--you are going to flirt with that Lancaster

fellow--”

“You have not told me if you know Mr. Lancaster?” said the Marquise,

turning to Merton Fillmore.

“I have read his ‘Sunshine of Revolt,’ ” replied the solicitor.

“Good Gad!” ejaculated Sir Francis, below his breath. He was gazing

toward the doorway, in which several persons now appeared--the Lockhart

party, in fact--and his ruddy visage became quite pallid.

The Marquise’s beautiful eyes lighted up. She had had some secret doubts

as to whether Lancaster would come, for she understood not a little of

the intricacies of that gentleman’s character; but here he was, and she

felt that she had scored the first success in the encounter. To get the

better of any one, the first condition is to get him within your reach.

But Perdita took care that the brightness of her eyes should not shine

upon Philip too soon. She turned first upon Mrs. Lockhart and Marion.

She had taken the former’s measure at first sight, and knew how to make

her feel pleased and at ease. Marion was a more complex problem; but

Marion did not know the world, and it was simple enough to disappoint

her probable anticipation that the Marquise would at once monopolize

Philip. The Marquise lost no time in introducing Philip to Mr. Fillmore,

on the basis of the latter’s having read “The Sunshine of Revolt,” and

left the two gentlemen to make friends or foes of each other as they

might see fit. She then devoted herself to the two ladies, and

incidentally to Mr. Grant, whom she had invited simply as a friend of

theirs, and in whom she took no particular interest. Mr. Thomas

Bendibow, considering himself slighted, strolled off into an adjoining

room to indulge his wrongs over a glass of sherry. The baronet, who was

almost manifestly laboring under some unusual embarrassment or emotion,

attached himself, after some hesitation, to the Marquise’s party, and

endeavored to monopolize the conversation of Mr. Grant. That gentleman,

however, met his advances with a quiet reticence, which was beyond Sir

Francis’ skill to overcome. By degrees he found himself constrained to

address himself more and more to Mrs. and Miss Lockhart; and Perdita,

somewhat to her own surprise, was drawn more and more to look and speak

to Mr. Grant. There was something about him--in his old-fashioned but

noticeable aspect, in his quiet, observant manner--in the things he

said--that arrested the Marquise’s attention in spite of herself. Here

was a man who had seen and known something: a man--not a suit of

clothes, with a series of set grimaces, attitudes and phrases. Manhood

had an invincible attraction for this lady, no matter what the guise in

which it presented itself to her. At last she and Mr. Grant insensibly

settled down to what was practically a _tête-à-tête_.

“You must find it lonely here in England after so many years,” she said.

“My exile is a cage of invisibility for me,” answered Mr. Grant. “I find

few to see and recognize me, but that does not prevent me from seeing

and recognizing much that is familiar. I find that England stands where

it did, and is none the less homelike for having forgotten me. Indeed,

one may say, without being cynical, that the memory of old friends is

almost as pleasant, and in some respects more convenient, than their

presence would be.”

The Marquise laughed. “I think your old friends might call that cynical,

if they could hear it.”

“You would recognize its truth in your own case,” said Mr. Grant, half

interrogatively.

She lifted her eyebrows, as if the remark required explanation.

“An old fellow like me sometimes knows more about the origins of the

younger generation than they know themselves. I had the honor of your

acquaintance when you were learning to say ‘Papa,’ and wore little pink

slippers.”

“Ah!” murmured the Marquise, looking at him keenly. “Then....” she

paused.

“And your father also,” said Mr. Grant, in a low voice.

“Sir Francis Bendibow,” said Perdita, after a pause.

Mr. Grant met her glance, and said nothing.

“Now I think of it,” remarked Perdita, tapping her chin lightly with the

handle of her fan. “I am inclined to agree with you. Memories may

sometimes be more convenient than presence.”

“It is not always the convenient that happens, however,” rejoined the

old gentleman. “And convenience itself may sometimes, on some accounts,

be less desirable than an acceptance of facts. If Sir Francis Bendibow,

let us say, had been suspected of a grave indiscretion in early life,

and had in consequence disappeared from society, leaving his family

behind him--”

“His family would probably, in the course of time, become reconciled to

his absence,” interrupted Perdita, coloring slightly. “Human

relationship is not so rigid and important a matter as romancers and

sentimentalists try to make it out, Mr. Grant. As long as my child, or

my husband, or my father continues to live within my sight and reach, I

acknowledge myself the mother, wife, or daughter, and conduct myself

accordingly. But if they vanish from my knowledge and remembrance, I

learn to do without them, and they have no further concern with me. If

they die, I shall not weep for them, and if they return, I shall not

care for them. If I were more imaginative, or more inclined to feel my

emotions to order, it might be otherwise. But it is my nature to feel my

own emotions, and not other people’s, and to see things as they are, and

not as poetry pretends. My father, sir, is not the man who brought me

into the world and then abandoned me, but--on the whole,” she added,

suddenly and completely changing her tone and manner, and speaking

smilingly, “I prefer to say that I have no father at all, and want

none.”

Her speech had been more like that of a frigid and saturnine man, than

like the utterance of a beautiful and youthful woman. Mr. Grant had

listened to it attentively. He appeared to meditate for a few moments

after she had ceased, and then he said, “I too have felt the force of

circumstances, and should be the last to underrate it. Ambassadors, you

know”--here he smiled a little--“are less deaf to the voice of reason

than principals might be. I am intrusted with plenary powers, and may

relinquish my side of the discussion definitively. I should regret my

mission, were it not that it has obtained me a charming and valuable

acquaintance”--here he bowed ceremoniously--“which I trust may continue.

If I have annoyed you, be satisfied that I shall never subject you to

the same annoyance again--nor to any other, I hope.”

“I have made no disguise of my selfishness, you see,” said the Marquise,

with gayety in her voice, but with a somewhat contradictory expression

about her eyes and mouth. After a moment she went on as if impelled,

despite a certain reluctance, “But I am unselfish too, as you will find

out if you come to know me better. You will find out that I am not a

daughter whom any parent with a sense of prudence and self-respect would

put out his hand to reclaim.” And hereupon the Marquise laughed, while

tears sparkled for an instant on her eyelashes.

“What says our fair hostess,” called out the voice of Sir Francis

Bendibow, from the other side of the table, where he was conversing with

the other two ladies, while his eyes and thoughts were elsewhere;

“Should a man who loves two women give up both of them, or settle upon

one? Come, ladies, the Marquise shall be our umpire--eh?”

“It is not a question for an umpire to decide,” replied the Marquise.

“Let the man put his case before the two women, and leave them to settle

it between themselves.”

“But we are supposing him to be an ordinary man, not a hero.”

“Then he would not find more than one woman to be in love with him.”

“And it might turn out,” remarked Marion, “that he was deceived in

supposing himself capable of being really in love with anybody.”

“If he were a hero, I’m sure he would not love more than one,” said Mrs.

Lockhart, gently.

“Altogether, your problem appears to have been deprived of all its

conditions,” observed Fillmore, who with Philip Lancaster, had

approached during the discussion.

“A man who really loves one woman, finds in her all that is worth loving

in all women,” Lancaster said.

“A poet’s eyes,” remarked the Marquise, “create, in the woman he loves,

nine-tenths of what he sees there.”

“And may blind him, for a time, to nine-tenths more,” was the poet’s

reply; at which every one laughed except Mrs. Lockhart and Mr. Grant,

but which very few understood.

After this, the company readjusted itself: the Marquise made Philip sit

down and talk to her and Marion; and the three gradually got on very

good terms with one another. Meanwhile, Sir Francis improved his

opportunity to buttonhole Fillmore, and drew him into the next room,

where Mr. Thomas Bendibow was sitting, still in the sulks, behind a

large pot of azaleas in the embrasure of the window.

“What did I tell you?” exclaimed the baronet, hushing his voice, but

with a vehement gesture. “Did you ever see anything like that fellow’s

assurance? Damn him, he was _tête-à-tête_ with her for half an hour. Ten

to one he’s told her the whole thing.”

“What thing?” inquired Fillmore composedly.

“Why, that he’s her father, and--”

“Well, since he is her father, I know of no law to prevent him saying

so.”

“Damme, no, if that were all: but how do I know what pack of lies he may

have been telling her about me--”

“Come, Bendibow, don’t be a fool. If I were you, I shouldn’t mind what

lies he told her about me, so long as I was sure that no truth he might

tell would do me any harm. Besides, Mr. Grant, or whatever his name is,

does not look to me like a scoundrel or a liar. And the Marquise does

not seem to be a lady likely to let herself be imposed upon, or to act

imprudently. You have not been open with me about this matter, Sir

Francis. You are afraid to act against this man, and you are concealing

the reason from me. I don’t ask it, and I don’t want to know it. But I

am not going to undertake anything in the dark. You must manage the

affair without my co-operation. You should have known me well enough

never to have invited it.”

Several expressions--of anger, of dismay, of perplexity--had passed

across the baronet’s features while Fillmore was speaking; but at the

end he laughed good humoredly, and put his hand for a moment on the

other’s shoulder.

“If I were to live with you, day in and day out,” he said, “you’d make

either a saint or a devil of me before six weeks were over. You have the

most irritating way with you, begad, that ever I came across. But I know

you’re a good fellow, and I shan’t be angry. You might allow me a little

natural exasperation at seeing things go topsy-turvy--never mind! I

believe you’re right about Perdita, too; she’s no sentimental fool. Dare

say matters will come out all right, after all. There! we’ll think more

about it. I’ll talk it over quietly with Grantley--with Grant, you

know--ah! Here we are!”

The Marquise, leaning on the arm of Mr. Grant, and followed by the rest

of the company, were entering the room, being come in quest of supper,

which was to be served here, and of which the sherry, whereof Mr. Thomas

Bendibow had already partaken, was but an accessory. The Marquise

rallied the baronet on his lack of gallantry in not having been on hand

to do his part in escorting some one; and they all took their places at

table with much gayety and good humor; Mr. Thomas having watched his

opportunity, when no one was looking in his direction, to emerge from

the shelter of the azaleas and take his seat with the rest. His aspect

was so dazed and distraught as to suggest the suspicion that the sherry

had been exceptionally potent; only it so happened that no one noticed

him. His sulkiness had vanished; but from time to time he turned his

eyes on Mr. Grant with a secret expression of consternation and

bewilderment, which, considering the peaceful and inoffensive aspect of

that gentleman, seemed rather gratuitous.

There were more gentlemen than ladies present, and Mr. Grant chanced to

have Mr. Fillmore for his left-hand neighbor, and presently fell into

talk with him. “I have heard your name mentioned,” he remarked at

length, “by my friend Mrs. Lockhart. You are, I believe, a member of the

legal profession?”

Fillmore inclined his head in assent.

“There are some affairs of mine which need putting in order,” continued

Mr. Grant, “and as they may require a good deal of judgment for their

proper disposition, I had been thinking of applying to you for

assistance. Will you pardon me for taking advantage of this unexpected

opportunity to mention the matter to you?”

“I am obliged to you, sir. You are, perhaps, aware,” added the lawyer,

turning so as to look his interlocutor directly in the face, “that I

have for several years been legal adviser to Sir Francis Bendibow?”

“Yes: yes, to tell the truth, I was partly influenced by that also,”

replied the old man quietly. “Sir Francis will doubtless tell you that

he and I are old acquaintances: and I--in short, then, I may request you

to appoint a time for our interview.”

Fillmore named a day near the end of the following week; and then

relapsed into silence, being fairly taken by surprise, and unable to

make the joints of his puzzle fit together. Mr. Grant and the Marquise

were both enigmas in different ways, and worth being studied. After a

while, however, he decided that the Marquise was the more inviting, if

not the more difficult enigma of the two; and he experienced an unusual

degree of pleasure in keeping his eyes upon her. He was not inclined to

think that anything would be gained by her leaving London.

She was in a very brilliant and fascinating humor; her talk was witty

and entertaining beyond what is common even with clever women. Indeed,

one who had known her well might have fancied that her vivacity was the

indication of some excitement, which, perhaps, had its origin in

something less enjoyable than the lustre of the wax candles on the walls

and table. Philip Lancaster no doubt knew the Marquise better than did

any one else in that room; but, if he saw more in her behavior than the

others did, it is likely that he accounted for it on erroneous grounds.

He did not notice that, although she glanced frequently at Mr. Grant,

yet that gentleman was the only person at table whom she never

addressed. But Philip, in fact, was too much occupied with his own

affairs to devote much time to general observation. He was sitting next

to Marion, who had young Mr. Bendibow for her neighbor on the other

side. Marion, after making several quite ineffectual attempts to draw

the latter into conversation, was at length obliged to listen to Philip;

and, he fancied, less unconciliatingly than of late. The events of the

evening had been rather different from Philip’s anticipation. He had

come burdened with a saturnine resolve to offer some deliberate slight

to his hostess, by way of improving his position in the eyes of his

lady-love; but--whether most to his relief or to his disappointment it

would be hard to say--the Marquise had given him no opportunity. Save

for one ambiguous remark--to which he had made a prompt rejoinder--she

had throughout had the air of bringing him and Marion together, and

desiring their felicity. When she had addressed him, which had been but

seldom, it had been on literary or indifferent subjects. Philip was not

so pig-headed as to fail to perceive that the Marquise might make

herself an exceedingly agreeable and even advantageous friend. If she

were willing to forget the past, all might be right and pleasant in the

future. His gloomy thoughts were considerably lightened by these

reflections; and yet, somewhere in the back scenery of his mind, there

may have been a faint shadow of resentment at something--for Philip, in

spite of his superior poetic and intellectual endowments, was not much

more than human after all.

He could not know that the Marquise, also, had found the course of

events different from what she had expected; she had aimed her party at

Philip, but had started quite other game. Nevertheless, her object as

regarded Philip had accomplished itself quite as well as if she had been

able to pursue it in her own way. He had received the impression which

she wished, and she had the opportunity of estimating the degree of

influence which Marion had over him. That was all she desired at the

moment. As for the other affair, although she had answered Mr. Grant

explicitly and decidedly enough, she was less decided in her own mind;

she meant to think it over by herself, and to modify her course should

that seem ultimately advisable. There was no need to hurry herself about

it; she would have ample opportunities for renewing her conversation

with Mr. Grant whenever she wanted to do so. To discover a father after

so many years, was at least an excitement and an adventure; and if Mr.

Grant were really able to bring about such a meeting, it might be worth

while to permit it. But then it was desirable, in the first place, to

find out what manner of man this father was. Perdita, on questioning her

memory, could not form even the vaguest image of him. She had let

herself forget him easily, and it was now too late to recall him.

Upon the whole, destiny seemed to be in an interesting and not unamiable

mood. In reality, destiny had never been more sardonically pregnant, as

regarded every one of those assembled in the Marquise’s dining-room,

than on that evening.

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