CHAPTER XII.

Toward the close of the month, Sir Francis Bendibow, having seriously

turned the matter over in his mind, wrote a note to his solicitor,

Merton Fillmore, asking him whether he could spare time to come over to

the bank that afternoon, and have a chat with him. This note he

dispatched to Mr. Fillmore by a private messenger, who was instructed to

wait for an answer. In half an hour, the messenger returned, and Sir

Francis read the following:

“DEAR BENDIBOW--I don’t see my way to come to you to-day. If you

have anything particular to say, dine with me at my house this

evening at seven o’clock.

“Yours truly,

“MERTON FILLMORE.”

“Well, perhaps that will answer better, after all,” murmured the

baronet, folding the paper up again with sombre thoughtfulness. “He

gives a decent dinner, too.” So, punctually at seven o’clock, Sir

Francis’ carriage drove up to Mr. Fillmore’s door; the footman gave a

loud double knock, and the baronet, in black tights and ruffled shirt,

was ushered into his host’s presence.

Though a solicitor, Merton Fillmore was an English gentleman, of Scotch

descent on his mother’s side, and more Scotch than English in personal

appearance; being of good height and build, lean, bony and

high-featured, with well-formed and powerful hands, carefully-groomed

finger nails, short reddish whiskers, and bushy eyebrows. His eyes were

dark blue, sometimes appearing black; clear and unflinching in their

gaze. The head above was well balanced, the forehead very white, and

hollowed at the temples. His movements were quiet and undemonstrative;

when speaking at any length, he habitually pressed his clenched right

hand into the palm of his left, and kept it there. At the end of a

sentence he would make his handsome lips meet together with a grave

decisiveness of expression. His voice had unexpected volume and depth;

it could be resonant and ear-filling without any apparent effort on the

speaker’s part; it could also sink until it was just above a whisper,

yet always with a keen distinctness of enunciation that rendered it more

audible than mere vociferousness. Soft or melodious it never was; but

its masculine fibre and vibration were far from unpleasing to most ears,

certainly to most feminine ones. Fillmore, however, was a bachelor; and

though still a little on the hither side of forty, he did not seem

likely to change his condition. He threw himself with unweariable energy

into his profession; it almost monopolized his time and his thoughts. He

saw a good deal of society; but he had never, so far as was known, seen

any woman who, to his thinking, comprised in herself all the attractions

and benefits that society had to offer. He might, indeed, have been

considered cold, but that was probably not so much the case as it

superficially appeared to be.

That he should have chosen the solicitor’s branch of the legal

profession was a puzzle to most people. His social position (his father

had been a gentleman, living upon his own income, and there was no

economical reason why Merton should not have done the same) would

naturally have called him to the Bar. It can only be said that the work

of a solicitor, bringing him as it did into immediate contact with the

humors, the ambitions, the disputes and the weaknesses of mankind,

suited his peculiar genius better than the mere logical partisanship of

the barrister. He cared more to investigate and arrange a case than to

plead it before a jury. He liked to have people come to him and consult

him; to question them, to weigh their statements against his own

insight, to advise them, to take their measure; to disconcert them or to

assist them. He by no means cared to bring all the suits on which he was

consulted before the court; on the contrary, he uniformly advised his

clients to arrange their disputes privately, furnishing them at the same

time with such sound reasons for so doing, and with such equitable

advice as to a basis of agreement, as to gain for himself the reputation

of an arbitrator rather than of an advocate. Nevertheless, whenever it

became necessary to push matters to an extremity, the side which Merton

Fillmore was known to have espoused was considered to be already half

victorious. No other solicitor in London, in fact, had anything like the

reputation of Merton Fillmore; he was among his fellows what Mr.

Adolphus or Mr. Serjeant Runnington were among barristers. But his

acquaintance with the domestic secrets of London fashionable society was

affirmed, doubtless with reason, to be more extensive than that of any

physician, confidential clergyman or private detective in the

metropolis. He held in his hand the reputation and prosperity of many a

man and woman whom the world delighted to honor. Such a position is not

attained by mere intellectual ability or natural ingenuity; it demands

that rare combination of qualities which may be termed social

statesmanship, prominent among which is the power of inspiring others

with the conviction that their revelations will be at least as safe in

the hearer’s possession as in their own; and that he is broadly and

disinterestedly tolerant of human frailities. Most men, in order to

achieve success and eminence, require the spur of necessity or of

ambition; but it is doubtful whether Fillmore would have been so eminent

as he was, had either ambition or necessity been his prompter. He loved

what he did for its own sake, and not any ulterior object. From the

social standpoint he had nothing to desire, and pecuniarily he was

independent. What he made with one hand in his profession he frequently

gave away with the other; but no one knew the details of his liberality

except those who were its object. He seldom spoke cordially of any one;

but few were more often guilty of kindly acts. He was a man with whom

nobody ventured to take a liberty, yet who spoke his mind without

ceremony to every one. No one could presume to call Merton Fillmore his

friend, yet no honest man ever found him unfriendly. He was no

conventional moralist, but he distinguished sharply between a bad heart

and a good one. These antitheses might be produced indefinitely, but

enough has been said.

Fillmore lived in a handsome house in the then fashionable district of

London. It was one of the best furnished and appointed houses in the

town; for Fillmore was a man whose naturally fine taste had been

improved by cultivation. During his annual travels on the Continent he

had collected a number of good pictures and other works of art, which

were so disposed about his rooms as to show that their owner knew what

they were. The machinery by which his domestic economy moved was so well

ordered as to be invisible; you never remarked how good his servants

were, because you never remarked them at all. Once a week he gave

dinners, never inviting more than five guests at a time; and once a

month this dinner was followed by a reception. People renowned in all

walks of life were to be met with there. Lord Byron made his appearance

there several times--a young man of splendid eyes and an appalling

reputation, which his affable and rather reticent bearing scarcely

seemed to justify; Lady Caroline Lamb, who was supposed to be very much

in love with him, and to whom his lordship was occasionally rather

impolite; William Godwin, a dark little creature, too ugly not to be

clever, but rather troublesome to converse with; a tall black-haired

man, superbly handsome, in clerical garb; a man whose great black eyes

had seen more trouble than was wholesome for their owner--who, indeed,

as Hazlitt once remarked to Fillmore, would probably have been a great

deal better if he hadn’t been so damned good; an agreeable little Irish

lady, the author of an irretrievably moral work for the young, entitled

“Frank”; a small-chinned, lustrous-eyed, smiling, fervent gentleman, who

had written a number of graceful essays and poems, and who also, oddly

enough, was editor of a terrific Radical journal with a motto from

Defoe; a short, rather stout, Italian-looking fellow, with flashing face

and forcible gesticulation, the best actor of his day, and a great

toper; another stoutish man of a very different complexion, with a

countenance like a humanized codfish, thick parched lips that always

hung open, pale blue prominent eyes, and an astonishing volubility of

philosophical speculative dogmatism; a fastidious, elderly, elegant,

womanish, sentimental poetaster named Samuel Rogers, who looked not

unlike a diminished Sir Francis Bendibow with the spine taken out; and,

in short, a number of persons who were of considerable importance in

their own day, and have become more or less so since then. He would be

hard to please who could not find some one to his mind in Merton

Fillmore’s drawing-room.

Sir Francis Bendibow, on the evening with which we are at present

concerned, had a good deal on his mind; but that did not prevent him

from enjoying an excellent dinner. He was happy in the possession of a

strong and well-balanced physical organization, upon which age and a

certain amount of free living in youth had made small inroads. If he had

become a trifle stiff or so in his joints, he was still robust and

active, and bade fair to outlive many who were his juniors. That

injurious chemistry whereby the mind and emotions act upon the animal

tissues was but faintly operative with Sir Francis; though it is not to

be inferred that he was deficient in mental or in a certain kind of

emotional vigor. He and Merton Fillmore were on familiar terms with each

other--as familiar as the latter ever was a party to. Fillmore had been

the legal adviser of the bank for ten years past, and knew more about

it, and about Sir Francis himself, than the baronet was perhaps aware

of. But the baronet was thoroughly aware of the solicitor’s abilities

and force of character, and paid deference thereto, by laying aside,

when in his company, the air of courteous superiority which he

maintained toward the generality of men. Fillmore’s tendency in

discussion was toward terseness and directness; he expressed himself in

few words, though ordinarily pausing a few moments on the threshold of a

sentence. Sir Francis, on the contrary, inclined to be ornamental,

intricate, and wavy; not because he was ignorant that a straight line is

the shortest distance between two points, but because there was an

arabesque bias in him, so to speak, that prompted him to shun

straightforwardness as if it were a sort of vulgarity. Sometimes, no

doubt, and with some men, this method was effective; as the simple

person on foot is outdone by the skater, who, at the moment of seeming

to accost him face to face, all at once recedes sideways in a wheeling

curve that brings him wonderfully behind the other’s shoulder. But it

was time thrown away to indulge in such caprioles with a man like Merton

Fillmore; and as Sir Francis had the good sense to comprehend this, the

two commonly got on together very comfortably.

This evening, however, when the cloth had been drawn, and the servants

had disappeared, Fillmore, looking at his guest as he pushed toward him

the decanter of claret, perceived that there was something more than

usual on his mind. Therefore he said:

“Has that boy of yours been getting into more scrapes?”

“Not he,” answered the baronet, holding his glass up to the light for a

moment, and then turning the contents down his throat. “Poor lad, he’s

scarce recovered yet from the fall he got off that coach.”

They cracked filberts for a while in silence. At last Fillmore said:

“Is the bank doing well?”

“Oh, if it never does any worse, I ought to be satisfied.”

“You must look out for a partner,” observed Fillmore, after a pause.

“Your son will never make a banker. And you won’t live forever.”

“The experience I have had with partners has not been encouraging,” said

Sir Francis, with a melancholy smile. “The boy has plenty of brains, but

he’s not strong; and, hang it! a spirited young fellow like him must

have his fling. Time enough to talk to him about business when he’s seen

a bit of the world.”

“He will see a bit of the next world before long, if you don’t keep him

better in hand,” said Fillmore. “You ought to get a partner. All men are

not Charles Grantleys, if you refer to him. You can do nothing else,

unless you intend to marry again.”

“I marry again? Good God, Fillmore! If everybody else were as far from

that as I am, the child born to-day would see the end of the world. No,

no: I’d sooner give up business altogether. There are times, begad, when

I wish I had given it up twenty years ago.”

The baronet said this with so much emphasis that Fillmore, after looking

at him for a few moments, said:

“What times are those, Bendibow?”

“It’s rather a long story,” the other replied; and hesitated, wrinkling

his forehead. As Fillmore kept silence, he presently resumed: “You know

what confidence I have always reposed in you. To others I show myself

only as the banker, or the man of the world; but to you, my dear

Fillmore, I have always opened myself without disguise. You comprehend

my character; and I suppose you would say that I’m a fair average

specimen of the genus homo--eh?”

“If you require my opinion of you, I can give it,” replied Fillmore

quietly.

“Well, ’tis not often one gets his portrait drawn by an artist like

you,” said the baronet laughingly. “ ‘Extenuate naught, nor set down

aught in malice,’ as Charley Kean has it. I expect to be edified, I

assure you.”

“To begin with, your bank is the last place where I should think of

putting my money,” said Fillmore, with deliberation.

“What the dooce...!”

“You may be as prosperous as report says you are,” continued Fillmore;

“but you are a gambler to the marrow of your bones. You have put money

in ventures which promised cent per cent: but they were carried on at

imminent risk of ruin. If you have not been ruined, you have only your

luck to thank for it. I like you well enough; and you have made a great

success for a man of your beginnings; but you have no more morality than

there is in that decanter of claret. Don’t take offense, Sir Francis.

The day I find you, or any other man, committing a crime of which no

alteration in my circumstances or temperament could have rendered me

capable, that day I shall throw up my profession and become a journeyman

evangelist. We have always been on friendly terms, and I shall never

take advantage of facts about you that have come to my knowledge; but

... well, are you determined to be indignant?”

“Damme, sir, you have insulted me in your own house! I--”

“Don’t be a fool, Bendibow,” interrupted the other coldly. “You have

come here to ask my advice, and perhaps my assistance. You can have

both, within certain limits; but on condition that you don’t require me

to shut my eyes to your character. Technically speaking, I have insulted

you; and you may resent it if you like. But as a man of the world, you

may remember that I have not spoken in the presence of witnesses; and

that if you were blameless, the insult would recoil on myself. Take time

to think it over, and then do as best pleases you.”

Sir Francis, however, whatever may have been his other failings, was not

slow-witted; and he had already taken his attitude. “You have a damned

disagreeable way of putting things, Fillmore,” he said; “you ought to

know that something more than logic is necessary to make social

intercourse agreeable. It is not so much what you say, as your manner of

saying it, that got the better of my temper for a moment. I’m not going

to quarrel with you for not believing me to be a saint; you may distrust

my financial discretion if you like; but you can’t expect me to be

interested in hearing your reasons. Let me try the other claret. I have

made my mistakes, and I’ve repented of them, I hope. No man, unless he’s

a fool, gossips about his mistakes--why should he? Do you mean to say

that I can’t consult you on a matter that annoys me, without your raking

up all my follies of the last five and twenty years?”

“My intention was not to alter our relations, but to define them,”

Fillmore replied. “As we stand now, we are not likely to misconceive

each other. What is this annoyance?”

“It comes from one of my follies that you’ve not been at the pains to

remember. But I suppose you know that when Grantley absconded, he left a

daughter behind him, whom I adopted; and that ten years ago she married

and left England.”

Fillmore nodded.

“She came back a week or two ago,” continued the baronet: “and she acted

a little scene at my expense in my office. It was at my expense in more

ways than one. She is a devilish clever woman. She had a grudge against

me for not having given her the dowry she wanted at the time of her

marriage; and ... well, the upshot of it was that I compounded with her

for ten thousand pounds. It was confoundedly inconvenient at the time,

too; and after all, instead of banking with us, as she had given us to

understand she would, the little rascal has gone to Childs’. Her husband

left her a very pretty fortune. There’s not a widow in London better off

or better looking than she is.”

“She means to settle here?”

“She does. And I would give a good deal if she had settled in New

Zealand instead!”

“From what you have said,” observed Fillmore, after a pause, “I infer

that the lady knows something to your discredit.”

“Thank you! It’s not what she knows, but what she may come to know--at

least, something might happen which might be very annoying. Hang it,

Fillmore, can’t you keep your inferences to yourself? I’m not in the

dock--I’m at your table!”

“If I am to understand your story, either you must tell it, or I must

guess it.”

“I am telling it, as fast as I can use my tongue,” returned Sir Francis,

who was beginning to be demoralized by the lawyer’s imperturbable

high-handedness. “To hear you, one would suppose that I was talking in

riddles.”

“It may be my obtuseness; but I cannot see why the fact that a

good-looking woman, who is your niece and adopted daughter, chooses to

live in London, should in itself cause you annoyance.”

“If you will do me the favor to listen to me for a moment, I may be able

to explain it. This niece and adopted daughter of mine is ... is not my

own daughter, of course.”

“Does any one believe that she is? The lady herself, for example?”

“If she did, I should not be inconvenienced in the way I am. Had I

foreseen all contingencies, I should have brought her up in the belief

that she was my own daughter. As far as giving her every advantage and

indulgence that was in my power is concerned, no daughter of my own

could have been treated differently. But though I omitted to disguise

from her the fact that she was not my own flesh and blood, I was careful

never to enlarge upon the misfortunes of her actual parentage. I never

spoke to her about Charles Grantley. Whatever she may have learnt about

him did not come from me. I have always discouraged all allusion to him,

in fact; but a girl’s curiosity will be gratified even to her own hurt;

and Perdita has more than once given me to understand that she knew her

father’s name, if not his history.” Here Sir Francis paused, to pour

himself out a glass of claret.

“Since the man is dead,” said Fillmore, “and his reputation not of the

brightest, her knowing about him can injure no one but herself.”

“Let us put a case,” said the baronet, narrowing his eyes and turning

his face toward the ceiling. “Let us suppose she were to say to herself,

‘My father disappeared so many years ago, a fugitive from justice. Some

time after, report came of his death. Now, there may be true reports and

there may be false reports. Has this report had such confirmation as to

put its truth beyond all possibility of question? It has not. It is

therefore within the range of possibility that it may be false. Now,

whose interest would it be that a false report of that kind should be

circulated? Who, and who only, would benefit by it? Who would be

relieved by it from an imminent and incessant peril? Whom would its

belief enable to begin a new career, unhampered by the delinquencies of

his past? And to do this, perhaps, in the very spot where those former

delinquencies had been committed? What--’ ”

“You mean to imply,” interposed Fillmore, “that your adopted daughter

believes her father to be living in London?”

“Not so fast, not so fast, my friend! So far as I am aware, the idea has

not entered into her mind. I am speaking of possibilities.”

Fillmore gazed at his guest several moments in silence. At length he

said: “I will adopt the hypothetical vein, since you prefer it. We will

suppose that Grantley is alive and in London, and that his daughter

finds it out, and seeks or grants an interview with him. What would be

the nature of the inconvenience that would cause you?”

“But surely, my dear Fillmore,” cried the baronet, “you cannot fail to

see how awkwardly I should be placed! The man, of course, would have

some plausible story or other to tell her. She would believe him and

would plead his cause with me. What could I do? To deliver him up to

justice would be as much of a hardship and more of a disgrace to me than

to him, not to speak of the extremely painful position in which it would

place her. Matters would be raked up which were far better left in

merciful oblivion. Were I, on the other hand, to allow him to establish

himself amongst us, under the assumed name which he would probably have

adopted, he would presume upon my tolerance and become an impracticable

nuisance. Having once accepted him I should never afterward be able to

rid myself of him; he would make himself an actual incubus. The thing

would be unendurable either way.”

“It will simplify this affair, Bendibow,” said the lawyer slowly, “if

you inform me whether Charles Grantley is in London or not.”

Sir Francis, who looked a good deal flushed and overwrought, tossed off

another glass of wine by way of tranquilizing his nerves, and said, “Of

course, my dear fellow, I might confide in your discretion. You

understand my dilemma ... my object is to prevent--”

“Come, Bendibow, answer my question, or let us change the subject.”

For a moment it seemed probable that the baronet would give vent to the

spleen which was doubtless grilling within him; but the moment passed,

and he answered rather sullenly, “ ’Tis not likely that I should have

been at the pains to prolong this interview had I not good reason to

believe that he is in this neighborhood. In fact, the fellow had the

audacity to call on me at the bank the other day and introduce himself

under the name of Grant.”

“Is he in needy circumstances?”

“No--not as far as I know,” said Sir Francis, wiping his face with his

handkerchief. “In fact, now I think of it, the clerk gave me to

understand that he had deposited a certain sum in the bank.”

“Did he express an intimation of visiting his daughter?”

“He inquired about her. Of course I did not inform him of her

whereabouts; I was but an hour before made acquainted with them myself.

The assurance of the man passes belief.”

“It is certainly remarkable, if there is nothing to be added to your

account of the events that led to his disappearance. What do you wish me

to do?” As the baronet hesitated to reply, the other continued, “Shall I

speak with the man and threaten him with the severity of the law unless

he departs?”

“No, no--that won’t do at all!” exclaimed Sir Francis with emphasis. “No

use saying anything to him; he knows very well that I don’t choose to

have any scandal; and if he would keep himself quiet and not attempt to

renew any of his former ties or associations, he might go to the devil,

for me. I forgave him twenty years ago, on condition that he would take

himself off, and I would forgive him now for not keeping to the letter

of his agreement, provided he would observe the spirit of it. No,

no--it’s the Marquise--it’s Perdita whom we must approach. You can

manage her better than I. She won’t suspect you. You must sound her

carefully. She’s a doocid clever woman, but you can do it if any man

can. If you can induce her to change her residence to some other

country, so much the better. Find out what she knows and thinks about

this father of hers. If the opportunity offers, paint the devil in all

his ugliness. At any cost put all possible barriers in the way of their

meeting. That’s the main thing. No use my giving you instructions;

you’ll know what to do when you see her, and find out the sort of woman

she is. Shall depend on you, my dear Fillmore--your sagacity and

friendship and all that. You know what I mean. Use your own judgment.

Damme, I can trust a friend!”

“I will think it over, and speak to you again on the subject in a day or

two,” said Fillmore, who perceived that the claret had not improved the

baronet’s perspicacity or discretion. Moreover, the subject appeared to

him to demand more than ordinary reflection. Long after Sir Francis had

been bundled into his carriage and sent home, the lawyer sat with folded

arms and his chin in his hand, examining the topic of the evening in

many lights and from various points of view.

“Never knew an honest man so shy of the malefactor who had swindled

him,” he muttered to himself when he went to bed.

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