CHAPTER IX.

We may assume, for the present, that Mr. Grant’s object in calling upon

Sir Francis Bendibow was to make arrangements whereby the bank might

charge itself with the investment and care of his property. Meanwhile we

shall have time to review what had been happening during the previous

week at Mrs. Lockhart’s. Philip Lancaster and Mr. Grant, having passed

their first night at the “Plough and Harrow,” returned to the widow’s

with their luggage the next morning. Their reception on this occasion

was much more cordial and confident than it had been the day before. The

chance which had brought Lancaster into relations with the family of the

gallant old soldier, whose body he had rescued from an unmarked grave,

gave him a lien upon the interest and gratitude of the two women such as

he might not otherwise have acquired at all. The whole history of his

acquaintance with Major Lockhart had to be told many times over to

listeners who could never hear it often enough; and the narrator

ransacked his memory to reproduce each trifling word and event that had

belonged to their intercourse. The hearers, for their part, commented on

and discussed the story with a minuteness so loving and unweariable as

to move Lancaster to say privately to Mr. Grant, “Damme, sir, if it

doesn’t make me wish that I had been the Major, and the Major me. I

shall never have a widow and daughter to mourn me so!”

“It is one of the ills of this life,” Mr. Grant returned with a smile,

“that while your mourners are your only honest flatterers, their

flattery always comes a day too late. If you had been the Major you

would have missed hearing his praises. Being yourself, you miss the

praises themselves; but upon the whole I think you have the best of it.

The love of these good women for their departed father and husband is

like yonder ray of sunshine which falls upon his portrait. It falls only

there, but see how it brightens and warms the whole room--and your own

countenance, I fancy, especially. In some measure, sir, you are heir of

that wealth of affection which was the Major’s while he lived. Your news

of him has partly made you his substitute in the eyes of those who loved

him. _Non omnis moriatur._”

“I wish you would take my poem in hand and put some poetry into it. ’Tis

true the wreath of fame, as well as the brand of infamy, is laid only on

dead brows. If a man could but return to life long enough to admire his

own statue, or read his damnation in the _Quarterly_!”

“The damnation is swifter of foot than the statue, and sometimes

overtakes us on this side of the grave,” said Mr. Grant. “But your

aspiration may be realized. I have known the dead to come to life.”

“To find, probably, that the reality of dead features is less comely

than the remembrance?”

“As for that, the dead man, if he be wise, will so disguise himself as

to avoid recognition. He will renew his life only so far as to be a

spectator, not a participant. So that, after all, he is not himself

again, nor any other man either, and that is the same as to say that he

is nobody, which is as much as a dead body has any right to be.”

“I’m not sure of that,” said Lancaster, folding his arms and leaning

back his head. “There is a fellow in Weimar by the name of Goethe--you

may have heard of him--who has written a poem called ‘Faust.’ Faust

comes back to life, or to youth, which amounts to the same thing, and

proves to be anything but a mere spectator. He gets caught in a

love-scrape, and there is the devil to pay. There is something

attractive in this human life which grapples us whether we will or no,

and makes us dance to one tune or another. On second thoughts I withdraw

my aspiration; one life is enough for me, and may be too much. To live

again would be to wear the same old cap and bells, only jingling them to

another measure. No man with any self-respect or sense of the ridiculous

would do it.”

“I apprehend you may be familiar with an earlier work of M. Goethe’s,

which I also have read, called the ‘Sorrows of Werther.’ But I question

seriously whether mankind are really the poor puppet-show that you speak

of. Life is unreal and bootless only so long as you make yourself the

centre and hero of it. As soon as you begin to help on the others with

their parts, both they and you cease to be puppets. For no man can live

in himself, but only in his acts; and if his acts are just, so much the

more fragrantly will they survive him.”

“I believe that theoretically; but practically I am persuaded that to

fall passionately in love is the only way to become alive: and

selfishness is the very essence of love.”

“Ha!” ejaculated Mr. Grant stroking his chin. “You have been in love no

doubt?”

“I have been like other men, or as much worse than the average as my

intellectual capacity may be superior to theirs. But--no; I have never

been alive in the sense I speak of.”

“Too unselfish, eh?”

“Well--not quite selfish enough, I suppose; or too cautious to venture

on a final plunge into the abyss. The puppet business is less arduous,

and gives a man a better opinion of himself, by lowering his opinion of

his fellow-actors.”

“Ha! and it’s too late to expect you to lose your caution, now, of

course?”

“I have experimented too much!” replied Lancaster, getting up and going

to the window.

Mr. Grant took a pinch of snuff and said nothing.

Things went on very quietly in the old brick house. Both the older and

the younger man were regular in their habits, and gave their hostesses

no trouble. In the mornings after breakfast, Lancaster, who was of an

athletic complexion, took a walk of an hour or two along the London

road, returning toward noon, and shutting himself up in his room, where

he occupied himself in writing. Mr. Grant commonly spent the forenoon

in-doors, either busying himself about his private affairs, or reading,

or chatting intermittently with Mrs. Lockhart or Marion, as they passed

in and out of the sitting-room. In the afternoon he sometimes walked out

to get the air, and may occasionally have ridden a horse as far as

London. But the after-dinner hours were the pleasantest of the day, from

a social point of view. Neither Mr. Grant nor Lancaster were heavy

drinkers, and seldom remained at table more than a quarter of an hour

after the ladies had left it. Then the four remained together in the

sitting-room till bed-time; sometimes playing cards, as was the custom

of the time; sometimes content to entertain one another with

conversation; sometimes having music, when Lancaster would second

Marion’s soprano with his baritone. Mrs. Lockhart and Mr. Grant had most

of the conversation between themselves; Lancaster, save upon the special

topic of the Major, seldom doing more than to throw in an occasional

remark or comment, generally of a witty or good-humoredly cynical

tendency; Marion being the most uniformly silent of the four, though she

possessed rare eloquence as a listener. At cards, Mrs. Lockhart and

Lancaster were apt to be partners against Marion and Mr. Grant. The

latter would then display a polished and charming gallantry toward his

young _vis-à-vis_, of a kind that belonged rather to the best fashion

of the last century than to this; and which was all the pleasanter

because it was more the reticence of a sincere and kindly disposition

than the pretense of a cold and unsympathetic one. Marion reciprocated

his advances with a certain arch cordiality which characterized her when

her mind was at ease and her surroundings agreeable; and thus a species

of chivalrous-playful courtship was established between the elderly

gentleman and the young gentlewoman, which was a source of mild

entertainment to everybody. The widow and Philip Lancaster, on the other

hand, were unscrupulously romantic and informal in their intercourse;

Philip paying rosy compliments to Mrs. Lockhart, with earnest gravity,

and she expressing her affectionate admiration of him in a manner worthy

of simple-hearted Fanny Pell. In a certain sense, this pairing-off was

grounded upon a natural and genuine attraction between the respective

partners. For there was a child-like element in Mrs. Lockhart which was

absent from her daughter; and Mr. Grant had a boyish straightforwardness

which was not apparent in Lancaster; and thus the balance was better

preserved than had the two younger people contended against the two

elder. The former were old where the latter were young. In another point

of view, the normal sympathy of youth with youth, conditioned upon the

lack of actual experience and the anticipation of an indefinite future,

was not to be denied; so that what Lancaster said to Mrs. Lockhart may

have had an oblique significance for Marion; and Marion’s replies to Mr.

Grant could be construed as veiled rejoinders to Lancaster. At the same

time it need not be inferred that anything serious was intended on the

part of any of the four.

As regards success in card-playing, it commonly fell to Mrs. Lockhart

and Lancaster. “And yet I may say, without vanity, that I was accounted

a fair hand at it in

[Illustration: PULLING THEMSELVES TOGETHER AND DISCUSSING THE MAGNITUDE

OF THEIR DISASTER.]

my earlier days,” Mr. Grant once remarked apologetically to his partner.

“Cards are not played where you have been living?” Marion suggested.

“No; at least I devoted myself to other games, and my Hoyle was

forgotten.”

“I think cards are less popular in society than they used to be

five-and-twenty years ago,” remarked Mrs. Lockhart.

“Oh, it is in many ways a different England from that old one,” Mr.

Grant said, stroking his chin with his thumb and forefinger. “A great

rage for balloons at that time, I recollect. And for boxing--there was

the Prince of Wales boxing with Lord Hervey one night after the opera.

Dueling, too; why, in 1786 ’twas almost a distinction for a man not to

have fought a duel; the point of honor was much oftener vindicated than

the point of the argument. No wonder; to be drunk at a certain hour of

the day was accounted a mark of breeding among gentlemen. Charles Fox

was a terrible fellow for drinking and dicing; used to see him at

Watthier’s.”

“Watthier’s? Mr. Tom Grantley used to go there a great deal,” said Mrs.

Lockhart, blushing a little after she had spoken.

“Aye, so he was; I have seen him, too--a very handsome man. But I was

still quite young when he died. You knew him, madam?”

“I believe mamma knew him very well,” put in Marion, with a touch of

mischief. “He was to have danced at your wedding, was he not, mamma?”

“He was very kind to me when I was very young and foolish,” replied her

mother, with quiet simplicity. “He was not in England when I married.”

“Grantley was a relative of mine--or would have been, if he had lived

ten years longer,” Lancaster remarked. “My father and he both married

daughters of old Seabridge. By-the-by, didn’t he have a daughter who

disappeared, or something of that sort?”

“It was a son. I believe he was a very promising young gentleman, but he

came to a sad end. Probably you may have met him, Mr. Grant?”

“Never, madam.”

“What end was that?” Lancaster demanded.

“He was discovered in some crime about money--embezzlement, I think. He

was a junior partner in the bank; Sir Francis Bendibow trusted him

entirely. It almost broke his heart when Charles ran away. But Sir

Francis behaved very nobly about it.”

“Ah! he had been recently ennobled, had he not?” inquired Mr. Grant in a

dry tone. But if he intended any innuendo, Mrs. Lockhart did not

perceive it.

“He made good the loss out of his own private property,” she went on;

“and he supported Mrs. Grantley as long as she lived. Poor woman, she

was his sister, and of course knew nothing about her husband’s

wickedness.”

“ ’Tis indeed a romantic story,” said Mr. Grant thoughtfully. “Sir

Francis, I presume, took all means to trace the fugitive?”

“I think he did all that he honestly could to let him escape. They had

been such friends, you know. Besides, if the unfortunate young man had

any feeling left, he must have been punished enough in losing his honor

and his family.”

“Ha! no doubt. He has never been heard from since?”

“No; except that Sir Francis gave me to know that he died a few years

afterwards.”

“I don’t believe that Sir Francis Bendibow was so wonderfully generous,”

exclaimed Marion, who had been manifesting some signs of restiveness.

“You always think a person is good if they say they are. I dare say the

Bendibows were very grateful to Charles Grantley for marrying into

their family; he had earls and barons for his kinsmen, and the Bendibows

have always courted the great. As to Sir Francis, ’tis true his manners

are very soft and courteous; but my father has told me he was very

unsteady in his youth, and I think my father meant more than he said.”

“Yet, admitting that, still the defaulter would not be excused,”

observed Mr. Grant.

“Since he was not brought to his trial, it cannot be said how much or

how little he was a criminal,” returned Marion, turning her eyes upon

the speaker and kindling with her cause. “He was the son of a man who

had nothing ignoble in him, whatever else he may have had. You have told

me that yourself, mother. And his mother was noble of birth, and I have

heard, noble of nature, too.”

“I can confirm you in that,” said Lancaster. “My father used to say that

if Edith Seabridge had been born a man instead of a woman, she would

have made herself the foremost man in England. But it showed no less

nobleness in her to give up everything to the love and service of her

husband.”

“And the son of such a father and mother should not be judged a thief

and coward except upon clear evidence,” Marion continued, acknowledging

Lancaster’s support only by a heightened color. “He died before I was

born, I suppose, but I have always thought that perhaps he was not so

much to blame--not in any dastardly way, I mean. He was not a rake and a

gambler as Sir Francis was; but a man who cared for learning, and for

freedom, and the thoughts that make people better. ’Tis not that kind of

man that would steal money for himself: if he committed a crime, I can

only think it must have been for the good of some one he loved--not for

his own good. You say he and Sir Francis were dear friends; perhaps it

was for Sir Francis’ own sake that he did it--to help him through some

strait. And then it would be no wonder that Sir Francis let him escape

so easily!”

“But,” said Mr. Grant, who had listened with attention to Marion’s

advocacy, with a curious smile occasionally glimmering across his face,

“but, my dear, that is a doubtful cause that can be maintained only on

the discredit of the other side. How could this man have embezzled for

the benefit of Sir Francis if, as I am given to understand, he absconded

with the proceeds of his robbery?”

“No one knows whether he had the money with him,” answered Marion,

driven to bay. “All that is known is, that he disappeared, and that Sir

Francis said the bank was robbed. You say that Sir Francis replaced the

loss from his private purse; but perhaps his purse had first been filled

for him by the very man he denounced as a defaulter!”

At this audacious hypothesis Mr. Grant laughed, though with so kindly an

expression that Marion could not feel she was being ridiculed. “You go

near to make me wish, my dear,” he said, “that I might be unjustly

accused, if I might hope to have you for my defender.”

“How fortunate, then, was this questionable cousin of mine, to have made

good his embezzlement and his escape, and withal to have found such a

defender!” said Lancaster. “You see, Miss Lockhart, my cousinhood with

him allows me the liberty of reviling him quietly if I choose. Whatever

your cousin has done, you are liable to do yourself; so I am only

whipping myself across my cousin’s back.”

“If you need whipping at all, why don’t you whip yourself directly?”

Marion demanded, quick to resent whatever seemed to her patronizing or

artificial in another’s tone.

“Oh, Marion!” exclaimed Mrs. Lockhart, under her breath.

“I only meant,” said Lancaster smiling, “that whenever I hear of a man

committing a crime, I have a fellow-feeling for him: I believe there is

the making of a capital criminal in me, if I am only given fair

opportunities.”

It was not the first time Lancaster had spoken in this way, and Marion

had not made up her mind how to understand him. She looked away and made

no reply.

After a moment Mr. Grant said, “You spoke of Charles Grantley having

left a family behind him; is one to infer from that there were

children?”

“There was a daughter, I think,” said Mrs. Lockhart, relieved at the

change of subject; “didn’t you know her, Marion?”

“She was at the same school with me for a little while; but she was much

older than I; she was just leaving when I began. She was very pretty and

very genteel; much more genteel than I ever thought of being. She never

spoke to me but once, and then she told me to go up-stairs and fetch her

slippers.”

“Did you obey?” asked Lancaster.

“No. At first she looked at me very indignantly; but soon she laughed

and said, ‘You don’t mind me, because I am a woman; but the day will

come when you will fetch a man’s slippers for him, and kiss them after

he has put them on.’ She was not like any other girl I ever saw; but

almost every one was fond of her; she could do so much--and yet she was

always waited on.”

“I should like to know how she turned out. She evidently had a

character,” remarked Lancaster.

“She married very well, I believe,” said Mrs. Lockhart.

“Yes; he was three times her age, and very rich, and so fond of her that

he didn’t care whether her name was Bendibow or Grantley,” rejoined

Marion, rather harshly. “She was always called Miss Bendibow, by the

way, and she may have been Sir Francis’ real daughter for aught I know;

she seemed to think so herself, and she certainly didn’t speak of any

other father. I suppose she didn’t much care who her father was. At any

rate she became the Marquise Desmoines.”

Lancaster moved suddenly in his chair, and seemed about to speak, but

checked himself.

Mr. Grant took snuff, and asked, after a pause, “You say he was very

fond of her?”

“Yes, I am sure he was,” said Mrs. Lockhart; “he often talked to me

about her--for he was a friend of ours, and used to visit us often;

because my husband saved his life in France, when the Marquis could not

have escaped but for his assistance and protection; and after that he

lived in London, and was sometimes so poor as to be forced to give

lessons in French and in music; for all this time his estates in France

were in jeopardy, and he did not know whether he would ever recover

them. But he did, at last; and then he entered society, though he was no

longer a young man; and it was then that he met Perdita Bendibow, as she

was called. He proposed to her and she accepted him; she could scarce

have helped but like him, I am sure. After their marriage they went to

France, but I have heard nothing of her since.”

“There is one thing you have forgotten, mamma,” said Marion; “it is

another proof how much the Marquis cared for her. Sir Francis gave her

no dowry. I suppose he thought it no more than just to save the money

out of what her father had cost him.”

“It is not charitable to say so, Marion; and I am sure one could not

expect that Sir Francis would give her a dowry, when her husband was so

wealthy.”

“So the girl never knew her real father? Well, doubtless it was better

so; doubtless he would have wished it so himself, if he retained any

unselfish and noble feelings--as you, my dear child, have been

charitable enough to imagine may have been the case. And perhaps

Perdita’s lot was the one best suited to her--she being as you have

described her. For my part, having once had a child of my own, I may

hope that she is happy--and that she deserves to be.” Mr. Grant uttered

all this in a musing tone, as though his mind was dwelling upon other

things than those immediately under discussion; but there was much grave

tenderness in the sort of benediction with which he concluded. It made

Marion’s heart go out toward him. She felt sure that he had known some

deep love, and grievous sorrow, in his day. Now he was a lonely old man,

but she resolved to be in the place of a daughter to him. She leaned her

cheek upon her hand, and fell into a revery, in the midst of which the

clock struck eleven.

“Bless me! how late we are keeping you up, Mrs. Lockhart,” exclaimed Mr.

Grant, shutting up his snuff-box and putting it in his pocket. “The

truth is, I have been so long deprived of ladies’ society, that now I am

prone to presume too much on my good fortune. In future, you must help

me to keep myself within bounds. Good-night, madam--I am your most

obedient servant. Good-night, my dear Miss Marion; your father must have

been a good man; I wish I might have known him. Mr. Lancaster, do you go

with me?” The old gentleman was always thus ceremonious in his

leave-takings.

“Yes, I’m with you,” said Lancaster, breaking out of a brown study into

which he had subsided, and getting briskly to his feet. “I have to thank

you for a strange story--an interesting one, I mean.”

“Is there so much in it?” said Marion, as she gave him her hand.

“I fancy I see a good deal in it,” answered he; adding with a smile,

“but then, you know, I call myself a poet!”

The ladies courtseyed; the gentlemen bowed, and went up-stairs

together.

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