CHAPTER XVII.

Half an hour later I joined Kondjé-Gul again at her house. She had sent

Fanny out of the room, and was waiting for me. When she saw me, she

threw her arm round my neck, and the long pent-up tears seemed to start

from her eyes like a fountain.

"Good heavens!" I exclaimed, "what is it, then?"

And taking her on my knees like a child, I held her in my arms; but she

soon recovered her energy.

"Listen, dear," she said in a firm voice, "you must forgive me for what

I have just done: you must forgive me for having concealed my thoughts

and my troubles from you, even at the risk of distressing you."

"I forgive you, everything," I answered immediately, "go on, tell me

quickly."

"Well, then! For a whole week I have been deceiving you," she continued,

"by telling you that I had no troubles, and that I did not know the

cause of that sadness which I could not conceal from you. I was afraid

of making you angry with my mother, by confessing to you that it was she

who was tormenting me."

"Your mother!" I exclaimed: "and what had she to say to you, then?"

"You shall hear all," she said, with animation, "for I must justify

myself for having kept a secret from you. I daresay you remember," she

continued, "that a fortnight ago she spoke to me about your marriage,

telling me that you were going to leave me."

"Yes, yes, I understand," I said. "What then?"

"My mother had made me promise to keep this revelation a secret, because

it was necessary, so she said, that Count Kiusko should not suspect that

we loved each other. She said that he had expressly attributed my

refusal to become his wife to some hope which I doubtless entertained of

marrying you."

"Well, go on; tell me what has occurred since."

"You know the state of trouble you found me in that night. I could not

hold back my tears, and you commanded me to tell you all. At last you

reassured me with so much warmth of feeling, that after that I did not

believe anyone but you. Quite happy at the thought of sacrificing myself

to your will, and to your peace of mind, I left off thinking about my

alarms, and regretted them as an insult to our love; I repeated to my

mother all your kind promises, and thought that I had set her mind at

rest. Imagine my astonishment at hearing her, a few days afterwards,

return to the subject: she had seen the count again, who had declared

that your uncle would disinherit you if you did not carry out his

wishes."

"And did you believe all that?"

"No," she replied promptly, "for you had not told me so! But then my

mother, seeing that I would only believe you, changed her tactics: she

spoke about Count Kiusko, his wealth, and his love for me."

"She did that, did she?"

"Oh, forgive her!" she continued; "she gets anxious both on my account

and her own. She is alarmed about the future, and fancies she sees me

deserted by you! Well, it was simply a cruel struggle for me, in which

my heart could not betray you. I suffered through it, and that's all!

But three days ago, I don't know what can have passed during your aunt's

party, my mother, on our way home, said to me in a decided manner that

she had resolved 'to live no longer among the infidels,' and intended

'to return to the land of the Faithful, in order to expiate the great

wrong she had committed by living here.'

"I was dismayed at this resolution of hers. As she based it upon our

faith, I could not oppose her, for that would have been a sacrilege, but

I could at least invoke her affection for me, and entreat her not to

leave. Then, while I was on my knees before her, and was kissing her and

crying, she startled me by saying: 'You shall not leave me; for, when I

go, I shall take you away with me'!"

"Why, she must be crazy!" I exclaimed.

"Well, dear," added Kondjé-Gul, "you can easily understand what a

thunderbolt this was to me! I felt it so painfully that I nearly swooned

away. My mother was alarmed and called for Fanny. The next day, I

attempted to prevail upon her to change her mind, declaring that it

would kill me to be separated from you. I thought I had mollified her,

for she kissed me and said that all she cared about was my happiness.

But this evening, while we were in the carriage on our way to

Suzannah's, she spoke again to me about Count Kiusko. I have a

presentiment that the greatest enemy to our love and happiness is that

man; and that he it is who has been influencing my mother, hoping, no

doubt, that when separated from you I should no longer be able to resist

her wishes.

"Well, you know the rest, I had gone into the boudoir while you were

dancing, when the count came and sat down by my side.--'Is it true that

you are going away?' he said to me, after a minute or so. 'Who could

make you believe such a thing?' I replied coldly. 'Why, something your

mother told me which seemed to imply it.' I remained silent--he did not

venture to follow up the subject, and said nothing more for a few

minutes. I kept my eyes on a book which I was looking through, for I

felt that his eyes were fixed upon me. 'Perhaps you will regret André a

little,' he continued, 'but what can you do? He is not free,--and

besides, do you suppose he would have loved you?'

"At this question, the cruel irony of which wounded me to the quick, I

was possessed by some mad impulse, I raised my head and replied to him

in such a scornful tone that he rose up in confusion. Just then you came

in. I wished to overwhelm him with my contempt so as to destroy all

further hopes he might cherish. You know what I said--"

"And quite right, too! For it was necessary to put a stop to his

nonsense. I will attend to it."

"But what if my mother wants to separate us?"

"Your mother, indeed!" I exclaimed; "your mother who sold you, abandoned

you to the life of a slave, do you think she can come and claim the

rights which she has thrown away?"

"Can you defend me against her, then?"

"Yes, dear, I will defend you," I exclaimed in a passion, "and now set

your mind at ease. There is a miserable plot at the bottom of all this,

which I intend demolishing. When I leave you I am going to Count Kiusko,

and I assure you that he sha'n't trouble you any more: after that I

shall see your mother."

"Good heavens!" said Kondjé-Gul, "are you going to fight him?"

"No, no," I answered with a laugh, in order to remove her fears; "but

you must understand that it is necessary for me to have an explanation

with him."

In the morning I returned home and arranged all my affairs ready for any

eventuality; then when all was in order I went after two of my friends,

and asked them to hold themselves ready to act as my seconds in an

affair which I might be compelled by grave circumstances to settle that

very day. Having obtained their promise to do so, I proceeded to

Kiusko's in the Rue de l'Elysée.

When I arrived at his house, I saw from the windows being open that he

was up. A footman, who knew me, was standing under the peristyle. He

told me that he did not think his master would see anyone then. I gave

him my card and instructed him to send it up at once to the count. In a

minute or two after he returned and asked me to come up to his master's

private room: he showed me into a little smoking-room adjoining the

bedroom, to which the count's intimate friends only are admitted. I had

hardly entered it when Daniel appeared; he was dressed in a Moldavian

costume which he uses as a dressing-gown.

"Hullo, here's our dear friend André!" he said when he saw me, in such

an indifferent tone that I could detect in it the intentional

affectation of a calmness to which his pale countenance gave the lie.

Still he did not hold out his hand to me, nor did I proffer mine; he sat

down, indicating to me an arm-chair on the other side of the fire-place.

"What good fortune has brought you here so early this morning?" he

continued, taking a few puffs at his cigar.

"Why, I should have thought you expected to see me," I replied, looking

him straight in the face.

He returned my look with a smile.

"I expected you, without expecting you, as they say."

By the peculiar tone in which he uttered these words, I could see that

he was determined to make me take the initiative in the matter upon

which I had come.

"Very well!" I said, wishing to show him that I guessed his mind. "I

will explain myself."

"I am all attention, my dear fellow," he answered.

"I have come to speak to you," I continued drily, "about Mademoiselle

Kondjé-Gul Murrah, and about what passed yesterday between her and you."

"Ah, yes! I understand: you are referring to the somewhat severe lecture

which I drew upon myself, and to the confidential communication she made

me."

"Precisely so," I added; "you could not sum up the two points better

than you have done: a lecture, and a confidence. Now as one outcome of

the second point is that I am responsible for all Mademoiselle Murrah's

acts, I have come to place myself at your command respecting the lecture

she thought fit to give you."

"What nonsense, my dear fellow!" he exclaimed, puffing a cloud of smoke

into the air. "After all I only had what I deserved, for I can only

blame my own presumption. Besides the very anger of such a charming

young lady is a favour to the man who incurs it, so that my only regret

is that I offended her. I should therefore really laugh at myself to

think that I could hold you responsible for this little incident: nay, I

will go so far as to say that, strictly speaking, I should owe you an

apology for what you might be justified in complaining of as an act of

disloyalty between friends, but for the fact that I can plead as my

excuse the complete ignorance in which you left me of certain mysterious

relations. You must know very well that a simple word from you, my

relative, my _friend_, would have made me stop short on the brink of the

precipice."

I appreciated the reproachful irony concealed in this last sentence; but

I had gone too far to trouble myself about remorses of conscience

regarding him.

"So then," I replied, "you have nothing to say, no satisfaction to

demand of me in respect to this lecture?"

"None whatever, my dear fellow!" he answered, in the same easy tone

which he had preserved all along. "And I may add that there could be

nothing more ridiculous than a quarrel between two friends like you and

me upon such a matter!"

"Let's think no more about it then!" I continued, imitating his

composure. "Since you take it so good-naturedly, I sha'n't press it.

But, having settled this first point, it remains now for us to discuss

what you have termed the _confidence_."

At this he could not repress a slight gesture. His dark eye flashed up,

but for a moment only: he was soon quite calm again.

"Ah, yes!" he said carelessly; "now we've come to the second point."

"This is the point of importance for me," I added; "and I am going to

ask you, on my side, what you propose to do after this revelation?"

"I must compliment you, my dear fellow, for upon my word it's a most

wonderful romance. Do you really mean to say that this beautiful young

lady whom we have all been admiring from a distance, fascinated by her

charms, and who like a young queen has been starring it in the most

aristocratic drawing-rooms of your society, exciting enthusiastic praise

wherever she goes,--that she is your slave?--You must admit that no

mortal man could help envying you!"

"Do your compliments," I continued, "imply an engagement, on your part,

to abandon importunities, which you now recognise to be useless?"

"Oh, indeed!" he exclaimed, with a laugh; "so you're going to ask me now

to make _my_ confession?"

Exasperated by this imperturbable composure of his, which I could not

break down, I again looked him straight in the face, and asked--

"Do you mean to say you refuse to understand me?"

"No, my good sir!" he answered, resuming his peculiar smile, "I

understand you perfectly well; you want to pick a quarrel with me, or to

force me to demand satisfaction from you for a matter to which I do not

attach as much importance as you do. Between ourselves, a duel would be

an act of folly."

"Do you understand, at any rate," I retorted, "that I forbid your ever

presenting yourself before Mademoiselle Kondjé-Gul Murrah again?"

"Fie! my dear fellow! What do you take me for? After such an astonishing

confession on her part, I should prove myself deficient in the most

ordinary discretion, if I did not henceforth spare her my presence; so

you may set your mind at ease on that point."

"Do you also imply by this evasive answer that you will abandon certain

plots with her mother, which I might describe in terms that would not

please you?"

"_Corbleu!_ I should be too heavily handicapped in such a game, you must

admit. Nor do I think that the good lady would be of much service to me,

from what I know of her. Moreover," he added, "you have made me your

confidences, as a friend, and, late though they arrive, I shall feel

bound by them henceforth, if only on the ground of the mutual

consideration, which, in grave circumstances, relations owe to each

other."

The idea, then, occurred to me of provoking him in another way; but I

clearly realised that, as he was playing such a perfidious part, it

would be dangerous for me to commit this imprudence.

"Come, my dear Daniel," I said, as I rose from my chair, "at any rate, I

can see that you have a very good-natured disposition."

"Of course I have," he replied; "and yet there are people who accuse me

of evil designs."

The most formidable perils are those which you feel darkly conscious of,

without being able to discern either the enemy or the snare. This

interview with Kiusko left almost an impression of terror on my mind.

Knowing him to be as brave as I did, I felt convinced that his

insensibility to my insults could only be due to the calculated calm of

an implacable will, which was pursuing its object, whether of love, of

vengeance, or of hatred, with all the energy of desperation.

Notwithstanding the humiliations he had undergone, I made sure that he

had by no means given up the game. He meant to have Kondjé-Gul, even if

he had to capture her forcibly, and to carry her off as his prey. When I

considered his sinister calm, which seemed to be abiding its

opportunity, I wondered whether we were not already threatened by some

secret machinations on his part.

Still I was not the man to be overcome by childish panics; so I soon got

over this transitory feeling of alarm. I knew that after all we were so

unequally matched, that I need not seriously fear his success. However

determined Kiusko might be not to abandon the cowardly _rôle_ he had

assumed, I felt sure that an open affront at the club would compel him

to fight.

Feeling reassured by this consideration, I decided to be guided in my

action by the result of the interview which I was going to have with

Kondjé-Gul's mother. It was necessary for me to commence by putting a

stop to the foolish proceedings of this woman, who was perhaps acting

unintentionally as Kiusko's accomplice in schemes the object of which

she could not foresee. It was eleven o'clock, an hour at which I knew I

should find her alone, while Kondjé-Gul was taking her lessons: I went

accordingly to Téral House.

When I arrived a carriage was coming in and drawing up under the

portico. I saw Madame Murrah get out of it. She could not avoid showing

some annoyance on observing me. Rather surprised at her taking such an

early drive, I asked her to go into the drawing-room. She went there

before me, and, seeing me take an arm-chair, she sat down on the divan

in her usual indolent manner, and waited to hear what I had to say.

The scene which I am now going to relate to you, my dear Louis, was

certainly, according to our ideas, a remarkable one. I tell it you just

as it happened; but you must not forget that, for the Circassian woman,

there was nothing in it which was out of conformity with her principles

and the ideas of her race.

"I have come to talk with you," I said, "upon a serious subject, the

importance of which perhaps you do not comprehend; for, without

intending it, you are causing Kondjé-Gul a great deal of trouble."

"How am I causing my daughter trouble?" she answered, as if she had been

trying to understand.

"By continually telling her that I am going to leave her in order to get

married,--by telling her that you wish to go away, and have even decided

to take her with you. She is of course alarmed by all these imaginary

anxieties."

"If it is so decreed by Allah!" she said quietly, "who shall prevent

it?"

I had been expecting denials and subterfuges. This fatalistic utterance,

without answering my reproaches, took me quite aback and made me

tremble.

"But," I replied in a severe tone, "Allah could not command you to bring

unhappiness to your daughter."

"As you are going to be married----"

"What matters my marriage?" I answered. "It cannot in any way affect

Kondjé-Gul's happiness! She knows that I love her, and that she will

always retain the first place in my affections."

Madame Murrah shook her head for a minute in an undecided manner. The

argument which I had employed was a most simple one.

At last she said: "Your wife will be an infidel; and, according to your

laws, she will be entitled to demand my daughter's dismissal."

Dumb-founded at hearing her raise such objections, when I had fancied

that I only needed to express my commands, I gazed at her in complete

astonishment.

"But my wife will never know Kondjé-Gul!" I exclaimed. "She will live in

her own home, and Kondjé-Gul will live here, so that nothing will be

changed so far as we are concerned."

Upon this reasoning of mine, which I thought would seem decisive to her,

the Circassian reflected for a moment as if embarrassed as to how she

should answer me. But suddenly, just when I thought she was convinced,

she said:

"All that you have said would be very true, if we were in Turkey; but

you know better than I do that in your country, your religion does not

permit you to have more than one wife."

"But," I exclaimed, more astounded than ever at her language, "do you

suppose, then, that Kondjé-Gul could ever doubt my honour or my

fidelity?"

"My daughter is a child, and believes everything," she continued. "But,

for my own part, I have consulted a lawyer, and have been informed that

according to your law she has become as free as a Frenchwoman, and has

lost all her rights as _cadine_ which she would have enjoyed in our

country. Moreover I am informed that you can abandon her without her

being able to claim any compensation from you."

I was struck dumb by this bold language and the expression with which it

was accompanied. This was no longer the apathetic Oriental woman whose

obedience I thought I commanded like a master. I had before me another

woman whose expression was thoughtful and decided--I understood it all.

"While informing you that your daughter is free," I said, changing my

own tone of voice, "this lawyer no doubt informed you also, that you

could marry her to Count Kiusko?"

"Oh, I knew that before!" she replied, smiling.

"So you have been deceiving me these two months past, by leaving me to

believe that you had answered him with a refusal?"

"It was certainly necessary to prevent you from telling him what he now

knows.--The silly girl told him everything yesterday."

"How do you know that?"

I saw her face redden.

"I know it. That's enough!" she replied defiantly.

Feeling certain that Kondjé-Gul had not told her anything of the

incident of the day before, I divined that she had just left Kiusko's,

where she had been, no doubt, during our interview.

"May I ask you, then, what you propose to do, now that Count Kiusko

knows everything?" I continued, controlling my anger.

"I shall do what my daughter's happiness impels me to do. You cannot

marry her without being obliged to give up your uncle's fortune. If

Count Kiusko should persist in wishing to make her his wife, knowing all

the circumstances that he now does, you can understand that I, as her

mother, could not but approve of a marriage which would assure her such

a rich future."

At this I could no longer restrain myself, but exclaimed:

"Oh, indeed! Do you imagine I shall let you dispose of her like that,

without defending her?"

"No, of course, I know all this.--And that's the very point upon which I

consulted a counsel; but, according to what he has advised me, I should

like to ask what authority you can claim over my daughter? What rights

can you set up against mine?"

"Well, I should like to remind you also that I can ruin your comfortable

expectations by killing Count Kiusko," I said, quite beside myself with

rage.

"If so it is written!" she rejoined in a calm voice.

Exasperated by her fatalistic imperturbability, I felt moved by some

furious and violent impulse. I got up from my chair to calm myself. I

could see that for two months past I had been duped by this woman, who

had been pursuing with avidity a vision of unexpected fortune, and that

nothing could now divert her from this pursuit. I felt myself caught in

their abominable toils.

Sitting motionless on her divan, with her hands folded over her knees,

she regarded me in silence.

"Well!" I said, coming close to her again, "I can see that your maternal

solicitude is all a question of money. For what sum will you sell me

your daughter a second time, and go back to live by yourself in the

East?"

She hesitated a moment, and then she said:

"I will tell you in a week's time."

By her deceitful looks I judged that she still placed some hope in

Kiusko, and that she probably wished to wait until she could make sure

about it, one way or the other--but from motives of discretion I held my

tongue, and took leave of her.

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