FIRST IMPRESSIONS.

Ten minutes later the journey came to an end, and the girls surged out

on to the platform of the country station. A line of waggonettes,

cheerfully denominated "Black Marias" by the pupils, was in waiting, and

with less confusion than might have been expected the girls divided into

different parties, and seated themselves in the carriages marked with

their own house colours. Rhoda and her travelling companions, being all

"blue," were among the first to drive off, each girl clutching the

handbag which contained the immediate necessities of her toilet, and

chattering away at the pitch of her voice. "Square Face" was evidently

the wag of the party, and was treated with an admiring deference which

seemed to bespeak a position of importance. She was professionally

addressed as "Tom," and Rhoda from her seat opposite, read the words,

"Thomasina Bolderston," upon the label of the bag, and reflected that

she had never heard a name more entirely appropriate to its owner. It

was at once so ugly, so uncommon, and so arresting to the memory, while

Tom herself, once seen, could never be forgotten, nor confounded with

another girl. There she sat, the keen autumn air blanching her cheeks

and reddening her eyes, her arms crossed squarely over her bag, her lips

twitching with mischievous enjoyment. She had but to roll her eyes, and

the girls went into fresh convulsions of laughter; and when, at the

entrance to "Hurst" grounds, she took out her handkerchief and affected

to sob, the merriment reached an almost hysterical pitch. Rhoda,

however, failed to appreciate the humour of the joke, being inclined to

cry in good truth as the grim doorway yawned before her, and she caught

a glimpse of the chill, grey hall, so different from the glowing warmth

of her own dear home.

Dorothy gripped her arm in sympathetic fashion as they alighted and fell

into position in the long line of girls, who had suddenly thrown off

their hoyden airs, and assumed a demeanour of severe propriety. The

queue wended its serpentine course down the hall itself, and across a

smaller corridor to the head of the great staircase, where stood a lady

in a black silk dress, and a cap with lavender ribbons, crowning bands

of iron-grey hair. She was in reality small of stature, but she held

herself with an air which gave her the appearance of being six feet high

at least, and as she shook hands with each girl she addressed to her a

word of greeting.

"How do you do, Mary? Glad to see you, Kathleen. Hope you are better,

Ella. Welcome back, Carrie!" and so on, and so on. Occasionally there

came a hesitation, and the greeting terminated without a name being

added, but whenever this was the case there was a knitting of the brows

which showed distinct annoyance. Miss Bruce evidently took a pride in

remembering her pupils, and was hard on herself for any forgetfulness.

When it came to the turn of the new girls, she detained them a moment to

hope they would be happy, before waving them forward with an encouraging

smile.

"That's what we call being `presented.' She is the Queen, and on the

next landing are `the Lords,' and on the second `the Commons,'"

whispered a girl, who being herself only in her second term was not

averse from posing as preceptor. Rhoda lifted her eyes and beheld an

array of governesses standing before her, shaking hands and welcoming

the pupils in their turn. Some looked formidable and learned, some did

not. Some had the orthodox braided locks and spectacles, some even

condescended to the frivolity of a `fringe,' but one and all bore

themselves with a dignity worthy of a foremost position in the newest of

all new schools.

Rhoda passed by as in a dream, and felt far more interest in "the

Commons," who were for the most part young women removed from girlhood

by so slight a barrier that there was a tone of comradeship in their

voices, a sympathetic understanding in their glance. The sweetest

looking of all was evidently in special charge of the Blues, and, walked

by the side of the two new girls as the detachment filed along the

endless corridor towards its own apartments.

"You two are sisters? No! Ah, well, you must pretend you are, for a

day or two at least, until you get over the first loneliness. Every one

feels lonely at first among such a crowd of strangers, but it soon

passes, and we are very happy together. You must come and sit with me

in my little den sometimes. I'll ask you to tea on Sunday, and you must

always come to me if you are in any difficulty. In the meantime do as

the other girls do, and you will get along quite easily. You are in the

same room. Wash and get ready for tea at once. The gong will ring in

half an hour, and after that your boxes will have arrived and you will

be able to unpack."

They reached the door of the dormitory as she finished speaking, and the

girls entered, trying not to feel as if they were being introduced to a

prison cell, or to be unduly cast down because they were separated by

half the length of the room.

"If we could have been next each other and just wobbled the curtain

occasionally it would have been friendly!" sighed Rhoda, sinking down on

the solitary chair and gazing forlornly round her new abode. A bed, a

wash-stand, a chest of drawers with a glass on top, a small fixture

wardrobe, and about three yards of space on which to disport her own

fair self--different quarters, indeed, from her room at home, with its

spacious floor, its deep bay windows, its adjoining dressing-room and

bathroom! When the curtains were drawn there was a feeling of cramped

confinement which was most depressing to the spirits; yet, as her eye

took in one detail after the other, Rhoda realised that there were

redeeming points in the situation. Small as it was, the cubicle was

decidedly pretty, and blue enough to satisfy the blondest of mistresses.

Blue was the paint on the walls, blue the mat on the floor, blue and

white the coverlet on the bed, blue the quaintly shaped china on the

wash-stand. She remembered with a thrill of satisfaction that her own

bags and cases were of the same hue, and took off her hat feeling that

she had found an oasis in the desert of life.

Half-an-hour seemed a long time to prepare for tea, when no change of

garment was possible, but it passed so quickly that the sound of the

gong came as a surprise, and she emerged from her retreat to find her

room-mates already filing towards the door. Thomasina led the way,

staring at Rhoda's locks with an amusement which the girl found it hard

to fathom. She had brushed out the curling mane with even greater care

than usual, and was conscious that it was as tidy as nature had intended

it should be. Then why stare and smile? She could not understand, but

Thomasina only said enigmatically--

"Gather ye rosebuds while ye may! Come on, Fuzzy!" and led the way out

into the corridor.

Lines of girls were appearing on every side--along this corridor, along

that, down narrow nights of stairs, around unexpected corners, all

converging steadily on the central staircase. It was like a game of

"Follow my leader," and Rhoda could not but admire the ease and skill

with which "Tom" avoided collision, and marshalled her party to its own

table in the great dining-hall. When every one was seated, and grace

said, the clatter of cups and saucers began, and Rhoda had her first

experience of a school meal.

Well! the tea was very welcome, and it certainly was hot, but somehow or

other it did not taste like the tea at home. There was so much "cup"

about it--perhaps that was the explanation. It was quite an effort to

get one's lips over the rim. Thickness seemed to be the order of the

day when one looked from the china to the slices of bread and butter

piled in the many plates. One such chunk would make a meal in itself,

thought Rhoda, nibbling fastidiously at the first slice, but whether

from the fatigue of the long journey or the stimulating effect of

companionship, her appetite seemed to be unusually keen, and when it was

finished she put out her hand to take a second slice.

Instantly Thomasina's voice rang out in warning. "Stop that, Fuzzy!

That's forbidden!" Rhoda stared at her in dignified displeasure. "My

name happens to be Rhoda Chester!"

"Congratulate you, I'm sure. Couldn't be sweeter; but you mustn't break

rules, Rhoda Chester, all the same. The rule in this school is that no

girl helps herself at meals, or asks for more, or pays any attention to

her own plate."

"But if I am hungry? If I _want_ more? How am I to get it?"

"You must rely on the thoughtfulness and attention of your neighbours.

Each girl is supposed to look after those beside her, but if she forgets

you must starve in silence, knowing that you suffer in a good cause. I

find myself that a slight nudge applied to the elbow just as the cup is

being carried to the mouth is a useful and judicious reminder... Let me

press a piece of plum-cake upon you, Miss Chester!"

She held out the plate of bread with her squarest smile, and Rhoda

smiled back with a curious sense of elation. She questioned herself

curiously as to its cause, and made the surprising discovery that it was

because Thomasina had spoken to her, and showed some faint signs of

friendliness!

Tea over, there was another game of "Follow my leader," to the top story

of the building this time, where all the length of a corridor was lined

by baggage, with the mysterious addition of a flat wicker clothes-basket

beside each trunk. The house-mistress, Miss Everett, was flitting to

and fro, and explained to the bewildered new girls that as the cubicles

afforded no room for the accommodation boxes they must unpack upstairs,

and carry down their possessions to store in drawers and wardrobes.

For the next hour and a half, therefore, the curious scene was witnessed

of sixty pupils staggering downstairs in turns under the weight of heavy

baskets of clothes, and meeting with sundry adventures by the way. Lazy

girls gave themselves the usual additional share of trouble by

overweighting their load and toppling it over on the floor; hasty girls

tripped on the stairs and collapsed in a heap, with a rain of boots

falling on their head and pins showering broadcast through the

banisters; careless girls took a rest to ease aching backs, then nipped

up the wrong basket and bore it away, to reappear ten minutes later,

puffing and injured, and receive indignant reproaches from the rightful

owners.

Rhoda worked with a will, undisturbed by any such interruptions. It was

with the unconsciousness of habit that she shook out her silk-lined

skirts, on lifting them from the box, but the rustling sound could not

be mistaken, and instantly she was aware that the girls on either side

were mincing round in affected fashion, shaking out their own skirts,

and simpering meaningly in her direction.

At the first glance from her eyes they became statues of propriety, but

she felt their ridicule, and catching the giggles of laughter which

followed her retreat blushed over cheek and neck in an agony of

mortification.

After all, was it appropriate to bring fine clothes to school? Where

the rules of the house were plain living and high thinking, was it not

better to dress accordingly? Might not display savour of ignorance, of

lack of perception, of--oh, horrors!--of snobbishness itself?

The new dresses hung neglected on their pegs, and Rhoda put on a silk

blouse with her serge skirt, and walked down to supper in mental

sackcloth and ashes.

But here was a pleasant surprise! The room was not grey any longer, but

flooded with rosy light from the pink-hued shades which covered the

electric burners. The girls, too, were no longer clad in dark blue as

in a uniform, but shone forth in blouses of brilliant hues, pink, blue,

red, and white alternating gaily, with an occasional green or yellow to

add to the variety. There was in the atmosphere an indefinable air of

relaxation, of rest after labour, which added tenfold to the brightness

of the scene. What if on each plate there was only a morsel of fish,

not half enough to satisfy clamourous appetites, there was unlimited

bread and jam to follow, and if cocoa was not the drink of all others

which one would have chosen, it was at least wholesome and satisfying.

Rhoda ate and was thankful, and felt ready for bed even before the

summons came. Several times during the day, when her feelings had

threatened to become too keen for endurance, but pride had forbidden

outward demonstration, she had cherished a determination to cry

comfortably in bed; but when the time came she was so sleepy, so

exhausted with excitement, the bed was so unexpectedly sympathetic, that

she forgot her resolution, and, snoodling down on the pillow, fell

swiftly and happily asleep.

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