71. CYCLE.

On Sunday morning, when all the blue heavens stood open, and the earth

was festally decked with pearls and twigs, a gentle finger tapped at

Albano's door, which could belong to none but a female hand. It was

Liana who entered at so early an hour; Rabette and Charles without

uttered a loud greeting. On his exulting breast fell the beautiful

maiden, blooming from, her walk, with blessed, bright eyes, a freshly

bedewed rose-bud. It was his finest morning; he had a clear feeling of

Liana's love. As the Æolian-harp sounded in, she looked towards it,

remembered with a blush that fairest evening of the covenant, and

listened in silence, and dried her eyes when she turned them again

towards Albano. But he could not enter into this temple of joy without

having cleansed and healed himself by a frank confession of his late

errors. What a sweet rivalry ensued between them of confessing and

forgiving, when Liana lovingly exclaimed and owned that she had not

understood him lately, that only she was the blamable one, and that she

would begin this very moment to speak better. She could not give herself

any comfort about the secret pangs which she had caused her friend. As

mahogany furniture cracks in no temperature, and contracts no spots, and

needs no polishing, so was it with this heart, Albano's felt, as he now

swore to himself always, even when he did not understand her, to say to

himself, She is right.

She solved for him the riddle of her appearing to-day with those

friendly looks which a good nature redoubles, when it has anything to

sweeten,--namely, she was going back to Pestitz to-day; but the carriage

would not come till late, till evening, in fact, about tea-time, and so

there remained a whole day before them; and she hoped her father would

not take this circuitous route through Lilar as a breach of her promise.

A loving maiden grows unconsciously more bold. Thereupon she sought to

make him quite calm about the peaceful intentions of her father, and

represented his strictness, in subjecting himself and others to

convenience, as the reason of his prohibition, as well as of her being

summoned back to the wedding-festival. Albano, so soon after the oath

which he had just sworn to himself, kept it, and said, She is right.

The Captain came in with the red-cheeked Rabette, whose eyes glistened

with joy. The small apartment did not, by narrowness and confusion, make

the pleasure less. Charles, generally so much like Vesuvius, which in

the first hours of morning is still covered with snow, presented already

a warm summit; he seated himself at the instrument and thundered into

the noisy presence with a prestissimo (which lay open) of Haydn's,--that

true hour-caller of rejoicing hours,--and played, to the astonishment of

the females, the hardest part so easily, at sight, that he rather played

into it, than from it, and kept composing much (for instance, the bass)

himself; whereas Albano, with almost comic fidelity, gave you the exact

truth in music quite as much as in history, which, again, always became

in Charles's mouth a piece of his own personal biography. The morning

added wings to all their souls, whereas noon always binds men's wings

down,--hence Aurora goes with winged steeds, and the god of day with

wingless ones. "But how now are our seven pleasure-stations to be made

out?" inquired Charles, "for the day lies like a garden-hall, with

nothing but pleasure-avenues on all sides open before us." "Charles, is

it not, then, a matter of indifference _where_ a man loves?" said

Albano. Blessed one, whose heart needs nothing but one heart more, no

park into the bargain, no _opera seria_, no Mozart, no Raphael, no

eclipse of the moon, not so much as moonlight, and no read or acted

romance!

"First, I must see my Chariton," said Liana. "Yes," added her brother,

immediately, "she can bring our dinner after us into the gothic temple."

He proposed, namely, on this lovely day, to dine in the twelfth century,

and to sit by a sombre, motley window-light, and on sharp-cornered,

heavy, thick furniture, and, as it were, darkly under the earth of a

green present, glistening overhead, to sit with blooming faces; for

thus did he overload the fullest enjoyments with external contrasts, and

enjoyed every happy present most in the near gleam and reflection of the

sharpened sickle which was to mow them away.[190] "God forbid and avert

it, friend!" said Rabette. Albano, too, deemed the friendly Greek, her

laughing children, and the neighboring rose-fields far preferable, and,

with the aid of Liana, prevailed. Before the embowered cottage the

children came running to meet them, Helena, with her little apron full

of orange-blossoms, which she had picked up, for the breaking of them

off had been forbidden her, and Pollux, in the last, light bandage of

his broken arm, the hand of which had now been obliged to work with its

companion, the right hand, at puckering up and cracking the rose-leaves.

Both gave notice: "Mother was not ready yet, and had dressed them

first." But presently, neat and simple as a priestess destined to dance

around the altar of gods of joy, sprang Chariton to meet her Liana, and,

as she came, continued adjusting her hastily donned clothes by a light

hitching and twitching. "This," said Roquairol, after he had easily

obtained from Rabette a nodding assent thereto, because she had not

understood his French request for the same, "is my spouse since

yesterday,"--and he enjoyed without further circumstance the right of

thouing her, which she, since the friendly encouragement of the

Minister, accepted the more fondly with maidenly presentiments.

When Liana kindly announced four noonday guests for Chariton, there

stood in the dark eyes of the Greek gleams of joy, and the little face,

with great arched Italian eyebrows, became a stereotype smile, which was

not culinary embarrassment, but merely tongueless joy; which only made

her white semicircle of teeth shine more broadly, when Charles spoke

right out: "Surely thou canst help her, wife!" "Of course!" said

Rabette, quite delighted; because her heart had no longer any other lips

than her two hands, for which, if they could only lay hold of hard work,

it was full as much as if they were pressed by the hand of a lover. Did

she not again and again curse her awkward, hesitating throat, when

Roquairol, in her presence, poured out his sounding and fiery torrents

of speech? On this occasion, when he had again set off the surroundings

with artificial, shadowy refinements, he insisted upon it, of course,

that Chariton should be executive secretary, and Rabette only

corresponding secretary. Liana, too, out of a like womanliness, would

fain do something for her darling; but since she, as a maiden of rank,

could not cook anything, but only bake a little, accordingly it was

assigned her,--but reluctantly on the part of her friend, who never

loved to see the sweet form anywhere else than, like other butterflies,

by his side among the flowers,--at a quite late moment, and for a space

of ten minutes, with her eyes and in extraordinary cases with her three

writing-fingers, to co-operate in making the snow-balls, which were to

close and crown the dessert.

Never had kitchen ball-queen a broader canopy, or a more beautifully

carved sceptre and apple, or fairer _dames d'atour_[191] than Chariton,

and vessels and fire were quite thrown into the shade thereby.

Now the happy couples--and the children too--went out into the joyful

day, into the youthful garden, in order, like planets, with their moons,

to stand now near each other, now far off, now in opposition, and now in

conjunction, on their heavenly orbit around the same sun. "We will

launch out at a venture," said Charles, in port, "and see whether we do

not meet." Albano went with Liana after the children, who were already

skipping along on the little houses through the rose-walks, on the

bridge over the singing wood. He whose heart beats in such calm

blissfulness, seeks in the invisible church no visible one: the whole

temple of nature is the temple of love, and everywhere stand altars and

pulpits. On the smoothly descending life-stream man stands without

rudder, happy in his skiff, and leaves it to its own will.

Then the children, mindful of the maternal prohibition against

excursions, led the way up along the right, over the bridged eminence,

to the western triumphal arch; and Helena, merely as guide of the little

convalescent, ran forward quite unexpectedly and wildly with his hand.

How gladly did Albano follow the little pilots and pointers! Heavens!

when they looked round them on the magnificent height, and into the rich

outspread day, and then into each other's eyes, how freely and broadly

did the arches of their life-bridge rear themselves, and ships, with

swollen sails and proudly towering masts, sail away beneath! Rose-trees

clambered up the triumphal arches, the children reached up, snatched

roses from their summits, and trudged away (working out and proving the

unusual obedience) over four gates, in order, from the fifth, to look

down into the smooth, shining lake, and to descend into the "enchanted

wood," where art, like the children, played her pranks.

Out of the entrance of the wood came forth Charles and Rabette, on their

way back to Chariton over the arches, the former bound to the

wine-cellar (he had something empty therefrom in his hand), and she

intending to run a moment into the kitchen. He went blissfully, as if on

wings, and said: "Life travels to-day in the constellation of the wain,

far away through the blue." He turned round, however, to let the

_Pleiades_ rise before them, that is, the so-called "inverted rain,"

which ascends only for the space of five minutes, and properly only in

an illumination. He led them all into the wondrous wood, through a light

that lay in noonday slumber, glowing under free trees, whose stems,

standing far asunder, only tendered each other their long twigs. At the

focus of the picturesque paths, he let them await the play of the rain.

The children sprang after him with their hopes, and, backed by the

courage of the grown ones, sat down by them, on designated seats of the

gods, or children's seats, between two little round lakes.

While Charles ran swiftly up and down in zigzag, attending to the

hydraulic and other mechanism,--nearly according to the points of the

labyrinth-garden in Versailles,--they could fly about through the magic

wood that rose everywhere. An all-powerful arm of the Rosana, which

swept by without, struck in among the flowers, and bore a heavy, rich

world; now the water was a fixed mirror, now a winding, beating vein,

now a gushing spring, now a flash of lightning behind flowers, or a dark

eye behind leafy veils; tapering shores, short beds, children's gardens,

round islands, little hills, and tongues of land lay between: they held

their motley, blooming children on arm and bosom, and the blue eyes of

the forget-me-not, and the full tulip-cheeks, and the white-cheeked

lilies played together like brothers and sisters apart from strangers,

but roses ran through all. Now they heard a murmuring and purling; the

lakes beside them bubbled up; on a peeled May-tree, fenced in on an

island, the yellow fir-needles began to drop from above; from the

hanging birches on the tongue of land, an inner rain dripped and glided

down; out of the two lakes beside them water-jets flew like

flying-fishes toward heaven. Now it gushed everywhere, and rows of

fountains, those water-children, played with the flower-children. Like

birds, streams fluttered with broad wings out of the laurel-hedges, and

fell into the groups of roses. On a hill full of oaks, a water-snake

crawled up; victoriously shot out from all the mouths of the shores

besieging arches to the summits; suddenly the cheated spectators found

themselves overhung with rainbows, for the lakes flung their waters high

across over them, so that the wavering sun blazed through the

lattice-work of drops, as through a shivered jewel-world. The children

screamed with a terror of joy. The scared birds cruised through the

shower; night butterflies were cast down; the turtle-doves shook

themselves on the ground, beaten down in the torrents; the banks and the

beds held their blooming little ones beneath the heavens.

After five minutes the whole was over, and nothing remained, save that

in all flowers and eyes the moist radiance trembled, and on the waves

the stars continued to glisten. The children ran after the

wonder-worker, Charles. "All is over outwardly," said Albano, "but not

within us. I am to-day perfectly and peacefully happy; for thou lovest

me, and the whole world, too, is friendly. Art thou, too, happy, Liana?"

She answered, "Still more happy, and I must needs weep for joy if I told

how happy I am." But she was weeping already. "See! drops!" said she,

naively, as he looked upon her, and wiped _his_, which were the

sprinklings of the rainbow, softly from his cheeks. His lips touched her

holy, tender eye, but the other remained open, and her love looked out

from it at him, and never did her holy soul hover nearer to him.

After a few minutes this inverted heavenward shower was also over. They

went across the middle of the free gardens to the eastern parts and

gates. How brightly lay the coasts of the future before them, with

thick, high green, and nightingales flying around the shores! Rapture

makes the manly heart more womanly. The voice of his full bosom spoke

but softly to Liana, on whose countenance, turned sidewise and

heavenward, lay a still, pious gratitude; his fiery glance moved but

slowly, and rested on the beautiful world; and he went without hasty

strides around the smallest points of land. The young nightingale whet

her well-fed bill against the twig, and shook herself merrily; the old

one sang a short lullaby, and skipped chanting after fresh food; and

everywhere flew and screamed across each other's paths the children of

spring and their parents. Little white peacocks ran, without their

pride, like little children in the grass. Blissfully floated the swan

between her waves, with the white arch over the eyes that dipped under,

and blissfully hovered the glistening music-fly, like a fixed star,

undisturbed in the air, over a distant, flowery bell. The butterflies,

flying flowers, and the flowers, fettered butterflies, sought and

sheltered each other, and laid their variegated wings to wings; and the

bees exchanged flowers only for blossoms, and the rose which has no

thorns for them they exchanged only for the linden.

"Liana," said Albano, "how I love the whole world to-day, on thy

account! I could give the flowers a kiss, and press myself into the very

heart of the full trees; I could not tread in the way of the long chafer

down there." "Should one," she replied, "ever feel otherwise? How can a

human being, I have often thought, who has a mother, and knows her love,

so afflict and rend the heart of a brute mother? But Spener says, we do

not forgive beasts even their virtues." "Let us go to him," said he.

They came out through the eastern gate on the mountain-way behind the

flute-dell, up to the house of old Spener, which lay in noonday

brightness; but, as they heard loud reading and praying, they chose

rather to walk by at a great distance, in order not to throw so much as

their shadow into his holy heaven.

They gazed into the fair, still flute-dell, and would fain go directly

in; at length it spoke up to them with one flute. Their friends seemed

to be down below there. The flute continued long to complain, as if

lonely and forsaken; no sisters and no fountains murmured in with it. At

last there rose, panting, in company with the flute, a timid, trembling

singer's voice, struggling forth. It was Rabette, behind the tall

bushes. She stirred both to the depths of the soul, because the poor

creature, with the labor of her helpless voice, was rendering her loved

one the meek sacrifice of obedience. "O my Albano," said Liana, twining

around him with ecstasy, "what sweetness to think that my brother is

happy, and has found peace of soul, and _that_ through thy sister!" "He

deserves all my peace," said he, with emotion; "but we will not disturb

the two, but go back the old way." For Rabette's tones were often cut

short, but it was uncertain whether by fear, or by kisses, or by

emotion.

When they came in again through the eastern gate, the songstress and

Charles came out of the green portal to meet them, both with wet eyes.

Charles, stepping impetuously over living beds, and with wandering eyes,

grasped a hand of both with his, and said, "This is, for once in this

rainy world, a day which does not look like a night. Brother, but when

one is so deeply blest, and catches the music of the spheres, the tones

are such as were once heard in token that from Mark Antony his patron

deity, Hercules, was departing." Thus are joys, like other jewels,

mechanical poisons, which only in the distance shine, but, when touched

and swallowed, eat into us. But Albano replied, smiling, "Since thou now

fearest, dear friend, thou hast nothing to fear; for thou art not

perfectly happy. I, however, alas! fear nothing." "Bravo!" said Charles;

"now go into your kitchen, maiden!" He went into the so-called "Temple

of Dreams," but soon hastened after her into the forbidden kitchen.

Albano visited Liana's spring chamber. Here he painted to himself from

memory that bright Sunday when Liana led him through Lilar, and he let

the past soothingly glimmer into the present; but the latter overpowered

the former with its beams. Out in the garden stood and shone, so it

seemed to him, the pure pillars of his heaven, the supporters of his

temple, the trees; and all that he here saw near him belonged again to

his happiness, Liana's books and pictures and flowers, and every little

mark of her tender hand.

At last the saint of the Rotunda herself--suffused with a virgin blush

at this nearness and at his blushing--stepped in, to take him away into

the cool dining-room. It was small and dusky, but the heart needs not

for its heaven much space nor many stars therein, if only the star of

love has arisen. To the table-talk,--whereby alone an eating becomes a

human one,--and to the jokes,--the finest _entremets_, the powdered

sugar of conversation,--the children contributed their share, especially

as they, unqualified to ascend from the forbidden _thou_ to _you_,

always used thou-you at once. The deeply-red Chariton made extracts from

Dian's letters and from the history of her life, and from the surgeon's

bulletins in relation to Pollux's broken arm; she sought to extol the

snow-balls, listened with a half-credulous, half-cunning look to the

Captain, who spun out the sportive marriage-thou toward Rabette into

five acts, and smiled with pleasure just where it was required.

Especially did that music-barrel of all souls, Charles, spin joyously

round; that Jupiter, around whom the eclipses of so many satellites were

always flying, could show a great, serene splendor, when he and others

wished. As often as Albano, according to the old way, would not come to

his tragedy, he drew up the curtain of a comedy. To the good Rabette a

word was as good as a look from him, although she only returned the

latter, so as neither to fall into the _Thou_ nor into the _You_.

Albano, knit with ears and eyes to one soul, could not produce with his

lips much more than a smile of bliss; he could more easily have made a

hymn than a _bon-mot_, a grace at meat than a dinner speech. For his

Liana was to-day too affectionate, so contentedly and exhilaratingly did

the sweet maiden look round with such hearty play, acting the chatty,

bantering hostess, that a man who saw it and thought of her firm

death-belief, would only have been so much the more deeply affected by

this dance around the grave with flowers on the head, though he should

remark--or rather for the very reason of his remarking--that she was

here merely carrying on a joke with jocoseness itself for the

sake--according to her new moral funeral arrangement--of sweetening for

her beloved every parting-hour, as well the next as the last of all. But

this was hard to perceive, because in female souls every show easily

becomes reality, whether it be a sad or a gay one.

How happy was her friend and every good being to think that the saint

pronounced herself blest! And then she became, in turn, still more so.

Thus does the radiance of joy dart to and fro between sympathizing

hearts, as between two mirrors, in growing multiplication, and grows

without end.

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