56. CYCLE.

Joyfully did Roquairol, on the first evening when he knew his father had

gone a journey, bear to his friend the invitation to go with him to his

mother. Albano blushed charmingly for the first time, at the thought of

that fiery night which had wrung from him the oldest mystery; for

hitherto neither of them, in the common hours of life, had retouched the

sacred subject. Only the Captain could easily and willingly speak of

Linda as well as of every other loss.

Liana always beheld her brother--the creator and ruling spirit of her

softest hours--with the heartiest joy, although he generally wanted to

get something when he came; for joy she flew to meet him, with the book

in her hand which she had been reading as her mother embroidered. She

and her mother had spent the whole day pleasantly and alone, alternately

relieving each other at embroidering and reading; as often as the

Minister travelled, they were at once free from discord and from the

visiting Charivari. With what emotion did Albano recognize the eastern

chamber, from which he had seen, for the first time, the dear maiden,

only as a blind one, standing in the distance between watery columns!

The good Liana received him more unconstrainedly than he could meet her,

after Charles's initiation into his wishes. What a paradisiacal mingling

of unaffected shyness and overflowing friendliness, stillness and fire,

of bashfulness and grace of movement, of playful kindness, of silent

consciousness! Therefore belongs to her the magnificent surname of

Virgil, the maidenly. In our days of female Jordan-almonds, academical,

strong-minded women, of hop-dances and double-quick-march steps in the

flat-shoe, the Virgilian title is not often called for. Only for ten

years (reckoning from the fourteenth) can I give it to a maiden;

afterward she becomes more manneristic. Such a graceful being is usually

at once thirteen and seventeen years old.

Why wast thou so bewitchingly unembarrassed, tender Liana! excepting

because thou, like the Bourignon, didst not once know what was to be

avoided, and because thy holy guilelessness excluded the suspicious

spying out of remote designs, the bending of the ear toward the ground

to listen for an approaching foe, and all coquettish manifestoes and

warlike preparations? Men were as yet to thee commanding fathers and

brothers; and therefore didst thou lift upon them, not yet _proudly_,

but so _affectionately_, that true pair of eyes!

And with this good-natured look, and with her smile,--whose continuance

is often, on _men's_ faces, but not on _maidens'_, the title-vignette of

falsehood,--she received our noble youth, but not him alone.

She seated herself at the embroidery-frame; and the mother soon launched

the Count out into the cool, high sea of general conversation, into

which only occasionally the son threw up a green, warm island. Alban

looked on to see how Liana made her mosaic flower-pieces grow; how the

little white hand lay on the black satin ground (Froulay's _thorax_ is

to wear the flowers on his birthday), and how her pure brow, over which

the curly hair transparently waved, bent forward, and how her face, when

she spoke, or when she looked after new colors of silk, lifted itself

up, animated with the higher glow of industry in the eye and on the

cheek. Charles sometimes hastily stretched out his hand towards her. She

willingly reached hers across; he laid it between his two, and turned it

over, looked into the palm, pressed it with both hands, and the brother

and sister smiled upon each other affectionately. And each time Albano

turned from his conversation with the mother, and true-heartedly smiled

with them. But poor hero! It is of itself a Herculean labor to sit idly

by where fine work is going on, such as embroidery, miniature painting,

&c.; but above all, with a spirit like thine, which has so many sails,

together with a couple of storms in behind, to lie inactively at anchor

beside the embroidery-frame, and not to be, say, a spinning Hercules

(that were easy), but only one that sees spinning,--and that, too, in

the presence of a great spring and sunset out of doors,--and, in

addition to all this, in the company of a mother, so chary of her words

(in fact, before any mother, it is of itself an impossibility to

introduce an edifying conversation with the daughter),--these are sore

things.

He looked down sharply at the embroidered Flora. "Nothing pains me so

much," said he,--for he always philosophized, and everything useless on

the earth troubled him grievously,--"as that so many thousand artificial

ornaments should be created in vain in the world, without a single eye

ever meeting and enjoying them. It will touch me very nearly if this

green leaflet here is not especially observed." With the same sorrow

over fruitless, unenjoyed plantings of labor, he often shut his eyes

upon wall-paper foliage, upon worked flowers, upon architectural

decorations. Liana might have taken it as a painter's censure of the

overladen stitch-garden, which, merely out of love for her father, she

was sowing so full,--for Froulay, born in the days when they still

trimmed the gold-lace with clothes, rather than the reverse, was fond of

buttoning a little silk herbary round his body,--but she only smiled,

and said, "Well, the little leaf has surely escaped that evil destiny:

it _is_ observed."

"What matters a thing's being forgotten and useless?" said Roquairol,

taking up the word, full of indifference to the Lector, who was just

entering, and full of indifference to the opinion of his mother, to

whom, as well as to his father, only the entreaties of his sister

sometimes made him submissive. "Enough that a thing _is_. The birds sing

and the stars move in majesty over the wildernesses, and no man sees the

splendor. In fact, everywhere, in and out of man, more passes unseen

than seen. Nature draws out of endless seas, and without exhausting

them; we, too, are a nature, and should draw and pour out, and not be

always anxiously reckoning upon the profit, for watering purposes, of

every transient shower and rainbow. Just keep on embroidering, sister!"

he concluded, ironically.

"The Princess comes to-day!" said the Lector, and, delighted with the

prospect, Liana kissed her mother's hand. She looked up often and

confidentially from her embroidery at the courtier, who seemed to be

very intimate, but who, as a refined man, was full as much respected

and as respectful as if he were there for the first time.

The announcement of the Princess set the Captain into a charming state

of easy good-humor; a female part was to him as necessary for society as

to the French for an opera, and the presence of a lady helped him as

much in teaching, as the absence of a button did Kant.[135] By way of

drawing his sister off from the flowers, he removed the red veil from a

statue on the card-table, and threw it, like a little red dawn, over the

lilies on the face of the embroideress; just then the door opened and

Julienne entered. Liana, trying to remove the veil, in her haste to

welcome her, entangled herself in the little red dawn. Albano

mechanically reached out to her his hand to relieve her of the veil, and

she gave it to him, and a dear, full look besides. O how his enraptured

eye shone!

Julienne brought with her a train of _jeux d'esprit_. The Captain, who,

like a pyrotechnist, could give his fire all forms and colors,

reinforced her with his; and his sister sowed, as it were, the flowers

with which the zephyrettes of raillery could play. Julienne almost said

no to yes, and yes to no; only toward the Minister's lady was she

serious and submissive,--a sign that, on her arena of disputation, among

the grains of sand particles of golden sand still lay, whereas for

philosophers the arena is the prize and the ground,--at once the

battle-field, the _Champ de Mars_, and the _Champs Elysées_. Upon the

Count she fixed her passionate gaze as boldly as only princesses may

venture to and love to; and when he returned the glance of her brown

eye, she cast it down; but she remembered him, from her old visit in

Blumenbühl, and inquired after his friends. He now entered with pleasure

upon something that was as ardent as his own soul,--encomiums. It is

against the finest politeness to praise or blame persons with

warmth,--things one may. While he portrayed with grateful remembrance

his sister Rabette, Julienne became so earnestly and deeply absorbed in

his eye, that she started, and asked the Lector about the steps of the

_Anglaise_ which he had led at the masquerade. When he had done his best

to give an idea of it, she said she had not understood a word of what he

had been saying; one must, after all, execute it.

And herewith I suddenly introduce my fair readers in a body to a

domestic ball of two couples. See the two sisters-in-soul, side by side,

like two wings on _one_ dove, harmoniously flutter up and down. Albano

had expected Julienne would form a contrast, by nimble and sprightly

fluttering, to the still, hovering movement of her friend; but both

undulated lightly, like waves, by and through each other, and there was

not a motion too much nor too swift.

Hence I have so often wished that maidens might always dance exactly

like the Graces and the Hours,--that is to say, only with one another,

not with us gentlemen. The present union of the female wave-line with

the masculine swallow-like zigzag, as well in dress as in motion, does

not remarkably beautify the dance.

Liana assumed a new ethereal form, somewhat as an angel while flying

back into heaven lays aside his graceful earthly one. The dancing-floor

is to woman's beauty what the horse's back is to ours; on both the

mutual enchantment unfolds itself, and only a rider can match a dancing

maiden. Fortunate Albano! thou who hardly dar'st take the finger-points

of Liana's offered hand in thine! thou gettest enough. And only look at

this friendly maiden, whose eyes and lips Charis so smilingly brightens

for the dance, and who yet, on the other hand, appears so touchingly,

because she is a little pale! How different from those capricious or

inflexible step-sisters, who, with half a Cato of Utica on the wrinkled

or tightly stretched face, hop, fall back, and slip round. Julienne

flies joyfully to and fro; and it is hard to say before whose eyes she

loves to flutter best, Liana's or Albano's.

When it was done, Julienne wanted to begin over again. Liana looked at

her mother, and immediately begged her friend rather for a cooling off.

A mere pretext! A female friend loves to be alone with a female friend;

the two loved each other before people only with a veil upon their

hearts, and longed for the dark arbor where it might fall off. Liana had

a real loving impatience, till she could, with her duplicate-soul, her

twin-heart, snatch moments free from witnesses in the garden of evening

and May. They came back changed and full of tender seriousness. The

lovely beings were perhaps as like each other in their innermost souls

and in stillness as in the dance, and more so than they seemed.

And thus passed with our youth a fair-starred evening! Pardon him,

however, that he grasped and pressed this nosegay so close as to feel

some of the thorns. His heart, whose love grew painfully near another,

could not help finding this other, where there was no sign of response,

at once _higher_ and _farther_ off. Her love was love of man,--her smile

was meant for every kind eye,--she was so cheerful. In Lilar she easily

passed into emotion and general contemplations; not so here,--of course

she would look right sympathetically upon her wildly loving brother,

who, since that confession-night, had twined himself as if with

oak-roots around the darling; but her half-blind love for the brother

might indeed be only, in the deceiving light of reflection, shining upon

_his_ friend. All this the modest one said to himself. But what he had

enjoyed in full measure of ecstasy was the increasing, clear, tender,

steadfast love of his soul's-brother.

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