Chapter XXVI

Two days later, Marya Dmitrievna visited Vassilyevskoe according to her

promise, with all her young people. The little girls ran at once into

the garden, while Marya Dmitrievna languidly walked through the rooms

and languidly admired everything. She regarded her visit to Lavretsky as

a sign of great condescension, almost as a deed of charity. She smiled

graciously when Anton and Apraxya kissed her hand in the old-fashioned

house-servants’ style; and in a weak voice, speaking through her nose,

asked for some tea. To the great vexation of Anton, who had put on

knitted white gloves for the purpose, tea was not handed to the grand

lady visitor by him, but by Lavretsky’s hired valet, who in the old

man’s words, had not a notion of what was proper. To make up for this,

Anton resumed his rights at dinner: he took up a firm position behind

Marya Dmitrievna’s chair; and he would not surrender his post to any

one. The appearance of guests after so long an interval at Vassilyevskoe

fluttered and delighted the old man. It was a pleasure to him to see

that his master was acquainted with such fine gentlefolk. He was not,

however, the only one who was fluttered that day; Lemm, too, was in

agitation. He had put on a rather short snuff-coloured coat with a

swallow-tail, and tied his neck handkerchief stiffly, and he kept

incessantly coughing and making way for people with a cordial and

affable air. Lavretsky noticed with pleasure that his relations with

Lisa were becoming more intimate; she had held out her hand to him

affectionately directly she came in. After dinner Lemm drew out of his

coat-tail pocket, into which he had continually been fumbling, a small

roll of music-paper and compressing his lips he laid it without speaking

on the pianoforte. It was a song composed by him the evening before, to

some old-fashioned German words, in which mention was made of the stars.

Lisa sat down at once to the piano and played at sight the song....

Alas! the music turned out to be complicated and painfully strained; it

was clear that the composer had striven to express something passionate

and deep, but nothing had come of it; the effort had remained an effort.

Lavretsky and Lisa both felt this, and Lemm understood it. Without

uttering a single word, he put his song back into his pocket, and in

reply to Lisa’s proposal to play it again, he only shook his head and

said significantly: “Now--enough!” and shrinking into himself he turned

away.

Towards evening the whole party went out to fish. In the pond behind the

garden there were plenty of carp and groundlings. Marya Dmitrievna was

put in an arm-chair near the banks, in the shade, with a rug under her

feet and the best line was given to her. Anton as an old experienced

angler offered her his services. He zealously put on the worms, and

clapped his hand on them, spat on them and even threw in the line with a

graceful forward swing of his whole body. Marya Dmitrievna spoke of

him the same day to Fedor Ivanitch in the following phrase, in

boarding-school French: “Il n’y a plus maintenant de ces gens comme ça,

comme autrefois.” Lemm with the two little girls went off further to the

dam of the pond; Lavretsky took up his position near Lisa. The fish were

continually biting, the carp were constantly flashing in the air with

golden and silvery sides as they were drawn in; the cries of pleasure of

the little girls were incessant, even Marya Dmitrievna uttered a

little feminine shriek on two occasions. The fewest fish were caught by

Lavretsky and Lisa; probably this was because they paid less attention

than the others to the angling, and allowed their floats to swim back

right up to the bank. The high reddish reeds rustled quietly around,

the still water shone quietly before them, and quietly too they talked

together. Lisa was standing on a small raft; Lavretsky sat on the

inclined trunk of a willow; Lisa wore a white gown, tied round the waist

with a broad ribbon, also white; her straw hat was hanging on one hand,

and in the other with some effort she held up the crooked rod. Lavretsky

gazed at her pure, somewhat severe profile, at her hair drawn back

behind her ears, at her soft cheeks, which glowed like a little child’s,

and thought, “Oh, how sweet you are, bending over my pond!” Lisa did not

turn to him, but looked at the water, half frowning, to keep the sun

out of her eyes, half smiling. The shade of the lime-tree near fell upon

both.

“Do you know,” began Lavretsky, “I have been thinking over our last

conversation a great deal, and have come to the conclusion that you are

exceedingly good.”

“That was not at all my intention in-----” Lisa was beginning to reply,

and she was overcome with embarrassment.

“You are good,” repeated Lavretsky. “I am a rough fellow, but I feel

that every one must love you. There’s Lemm for instance; he is simply in

love with you.”

Lisa’s brows did not exactly frown, they contracted slightly; it always

happened with her when she heard something disagreeable to her.

“I was very sorry for him to-day,” Lavretsky added, “with his

unsuccessful song. To be young and to fail is bearable; but to be old

and not be successful is hard to bear. And how mortifying it is to feel

that one’s forces are deserting one! It is hard for an old man to

bear such blows!... Be careful, you have a bite.... They say,” added

Lavretsky after a short pause, “that Vladimir Nikolaitch has written a

very pretty song.”

“Yes,” replied Lisa, “it is only a trifle, but not bad.”

“And what do you think,” inquired Lavretsky; “is he a good musician?”

“I think he has great talent for music; but so far he has not worked at

it, as he should.”

“Ah! And is he a good sort of man?”

Lisa laughed and glanced quickly at Fedor Ivanitch.

“What a queer question!” she exclaimed, drawing up her line and throwing

it in again further off.

“Why is it queer? I ask you about him, as one who has only lately come

here, as a relation.”

“A relation?”

“Yes. I am, it seems, a sort of uncle of yours?”

“Vladimir Nikolaitch has a good heart,” said Lisa, “and he is clever;

maman likes him very much.”

“And do you like him?”

“He is nice; why should I not like him?”

“Ah!” Lavretsky uttered and ceased speaking. A half-mournful,

half-ironical expression passed over his face. His steadfast gaze

embarrassed Lisa, but he went on smiling.--“Well, God grant them

happiness!” he muttered at last, as though to himself, and turned away

his head.

Lisa flushed.

“You are mistaken, Fedor Ivanitch,” she said: “you are wrong in thinking

.... But don’t you like Vladimir Nikolaitch?” she asked suddenly.

“No, I don’t.”

“Why?”

“I think he has no heart.”

The smile left Lisa’s face.

“It is your habit to judge people severely,” she observed after a long

silence.

“I don’t think it is. What right have I to judge others severely, do you

suppose, when I must ask for indulgence myself? Or have you forgotten

that I am a laughing stock to everyone, who is not too indifferent even

to scoff?... By the way,” he added, “did you keep your promise?”

“What promise?”

“Did you pray for me?”

“Yes, I prayed for you, and I pray for you every day. But please do not

speak lightly of that.”

Lavretsky began to assure Lisa that the idea of doing so had never

entered his head, that he had the deepest reverence for every

conviction; then he went off into a discourse upon religion,

its significance in the history of mankind, the significance of

Christianity.

“One must be a Christian,” observed Lisa, not without some effort, “not

so as to know the divine... and the... earthly, but because every man has

to die.”

Lavretsky raised his eyes in involuntary astonishment upon Lisa and met

her gaze.

“What a strange saying you have just uttered!” he said.

“It is not my saying,” she replied.

“Not yours.... But what made you speak of death?”

“I don’t know. I often think of it.”

“Often?”

“Yes.”

“One would not suppose so, looking at you now; you have such a bright,

happy face, you are smiling.”

“Yes, I am very happy just now,” replied Lisa simply.

Lavretsky would have liked to seize both her hands, and press them

warmly.

“Lisa, Lisa!” cried Marya Dmitrievna, “do come here, and look what a

fine carp I have caught.”

“In a minute, maman,” replied Lisa, and went towards her, but Lavretsky

remained sitting on his willow. “I talk to her just as if life were not

over for me,” he thought. As she went away, Lisa hung her hat on a twig;

with strange, almost tender emotion, Lavretsky looked at the hat, and

its long rather crumpled ribbons. Lisa soon came back to him, and again

took her stand on the platform.

“What makes you think Vladimir Nikolaitch has no heart?” she asked a few

minutes later.

“I have told you already that I may be mistaken; time will show,

however.”

Lisa grew thoughtful. Lavretsky began to tell her about his daily life

at Vassilyevskoe, about Mihalevitch, and about Anton; he felt a need

to talk to Lisa, to share with her everything that was passing in his

heart; she listened so sweetly, so attentively; her few replies and

observations seemed to him so simple and so intelligent. He even told

her so.

Lisa was surprised.

“Really?” she said; “I thought that I was like my maid, Nastya; I had no

words of my own. She said one day to her sweetheart: ‘You must be dull

with me; you always talk so finely to me, and I have no words of my

own.’”

“And thank God for it!” thought Lavretsky.

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