WHEREIN JENNY MAKES HER LAST MISTAKE.

"I marvel Tom and Jenny Lavender doesn't make it up," said Persis

Fenton, as she laid the white cloth for supper on her little table.

"Here's Jenny got a fine sensible young woman, with God's grace in her

heart (more than ever I looked for), and Tom goes on living in that

cottage all by his self, and never so much as casts an eye towards her--

and that fond of her as he'd used to be, afore, too! Tony, man, don't

you think it's a bit queer?"

"I think," said old Anthony, looking up from his big Bible, which he was

reading by the fireside, "I think, Persis, we'd best leave the Lord to

govern His own world. He hasn't forgot that Tom's in it, I reckon, nor

Jenny neither."

"Well, no--but one'd like to help a bit," said Persis, lifting off the

pan to dish up her green pudding, which was made of suet and

bread-crumbs, marigolds and spinach, eggs and spice.

"Folks as thinks they're helping sometimes hinders," replied Anthony,

quietly taking off his great horn spectacles, and putting them away in

the case.

"Tell you what, Tony, I hate to see anything wasted," resumed Persis,

after grace had been said. "If there's only an end of thread over, I

can't abear to cast it away; I wind it on an old bobbin, thinking it'll

come in some time."

"The Lord never wastes nothing, wife," was Anthony's answer. "See how

He grows plants in void places, and clothes the very ruins with

greenery. It's always safe to trust Him with a man's life."

"Ay," half assented Persis, "but it do seem a waste like of them young

things' happiness."

"Where didst thou ever read in the Word, Persis, as happiness was the

first thing for a man to look to? The Lord's glory comes first, and

then usefulness to our fellows, a long way afore happiness. Bless the

Lord, He do make it happy work for man to seek His glory--and that's

what Tom doth. I'll trust the Lord to see to his happiness."

Just as the green puddings came out of the pan, Tom Fenton turned into

the lane leading up to his own home, having been engaged in delivering a

work-table that he had made for the Vicar's wife. It was a beautiful

day at the end of October, very warm for the time of year, and the sun

was near its setting. As Tom came to a turn in the lane, he saw a short

distance before him, up a bye-road which led past Farmer Lavender's

house, a solitary girlish figure, walking slowly, and now and then

stopping to gather something from the bank. A slight quickening of his

steps, and a turn into the bye-road, soon brought him up with the

solitary walker.

"Good even, Jenny!"

"Good even, Tom!"

For some seconds they walked abreast without any further speech. Then

Tom said--

"I've just been up to parson's."

"Oh, have you?" replied Jenny, a little nervously.

"Their Dorcas saith she's heard as Featherstone's back."

"Is he so?" said Jenny, in a still more constrained tone.

"Didn't like it in France, from what she heard."

"Very like not," murmured Jenny.

"He's got a place with Mr Chadderton--the young gentleman who was

married of late, and who's coming to live at Bentley Hall; so you're

like to see a bit of him again."

"I don't want to see him," said Jenny suddenly. "I'd as lief he didn't

come nigh me."

"You was used to like him middling well wasn't you, Jenny?"

Before Jenny could answer, the very person of whom they were speaking

appeared at a turn of the lane, coming towards them.

"Mrs Jenny Lavender, as I live!" said he. "Now, this is luck! I was

on my way to the farm--"

"With your back to it?" asked Tom.

Mr Featherstone ignored both Tom and the question.

"Mrs Jenny, since I had the delight of sunning myself in your fair

eyes, I have had the high honour of beholding His Most Gracious Majesty

King Charles, who was pleased to command me to deliver into your white

hands a jewel which His Majesty detached from his own hat. He--"

"Me!" exclaimed Jenny, in so astounded a tone as to remind Featherstone

that he was beginning his story at the wrong end.

"Oh, of course you know not," he said, a little put out, for his speech

had been carefully studied, though he had forgotten the peroration,

"that His Majesty is Will Jackson. I mean, Will Jackson was His

Majesty. At least--"

"Are you quite sure you know what you do mean, Mr Featherstone?"

demanded Tom. "Sounds as if you'd got a bit mixed up, like. Is it the

King you've seen, or is't Will Jackson?"

Tom rather suspected that Featherstone was not quite sober. But he was,

though between annoyance and self-exaltation he was behaving rather

oddly.

"Look here!" he said angrily, holding out the diamond clasp. "Was Will

Jackson like to give me such as this for Mrs Jenny? I tell you, His

Majesty the King gave it me with his own hand."

Suddenly Tom's conscience spoke. "Are you acting like a Christian man,

Tom Fenton?" it said. "Have you any right to work Featherstone up into

a passion, however foolish he may have been? Is that charitable? is it

Christ-like?"

"Very good, Mr Featherstone," said Tom quietly.

"I ask your pardon, and I'll relieve you of my company. Good night--

Good night, Jenny."

Jenny could have cried with disappointment. She was afraid that Tom was

vexed with her, and wholly unwilling to be left to the society of

Featherstone. As to the diamond buckle, she did not half believe the

story. Tom's action, however, had its effect upon Featherstone.

"Don't you believe me, Mrs Jenny?" he said more gently. "I doubt I've

made a mess of my story, but 'tis really true. Will Jackson was the

King himself in disguise, and he bade me bring that to you, and tell you

that he entirely agreed with you that Will was an ill-looking fellow."

When Jenny really understood the truth, she was overwhelmed. Was it

possible that she had actually told King Charles to his face that she

considered him ugly? Of course she was pleased with the gift in itself,

and with his kindly pardon of her impertinence.

"But, eh dear!" she said, turning round the clasp, which flashed and

glistened as it was moved, "such as this isn't fit for the likes of me!"

Farmer Lavender was exceedingly pleased to see the clasp and hear its

story, and in his exultation gave Featherstone a general invitation to

"turn in and see them whenever he'd a mind."

"Why, Jenny!" cried Kate, "you'll have to hand that down to your

grandchildren!"

Jenny only smiled faintly as she went upstairs. She liked the clasp,

and she liked the gracious feeling which had sent it; but what really

occupied her more than either was a distressed fear that she had

offended Tom Fenton. He never came to the farm now. The only hope she

had of seeing him lay in an accidental meeting.

Sunday came, and Jenny dressed herself in the flowered tabby, tying her

tippet this time with blue ribbons. When she came into the kitchen

ready to go to church, her sister's eyes scanned her rather curiously.

"Why, Jenny, where's your clasp?"

"What clasp?" asked Jenny innocently. Her thoughts were elsewhere.

"What clasp!" repeated Kate, with a burst of laughter. "Why, the clasp

King Charles sent you, for sure. Have you got so many diamond clasps

you can't tell which it is?"

"Oh!--Why, Kate, I couldn't put it on."

"What for no? If a King sent me a diamond, I'd put it on, you take my

word for it!--ay, and where it'd show too."

"I'd rather not," said Jenny in a low voice. "Not for church, anyhow."

"Going to save it for your wedding-day?" Jenny felt very little

inclined for jests; the rather since she was beginning to feel extremely

doubtful if she would ever have any wedding-day at all. She felt

instinctively that a jewel such as King Charles's clasp was not fit for

her to wear. Tom would not like to see it, she well knew; he detested

anything which looked like ostentation. And, perhaps, Christ would not

like it too. Would it not interfere with the wearing of that other

ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, with which He desired His

handmaidens to adorn themselves? Jenny resolved that she would not put

on the clasp.

"No, Kate, I shouldn't like to wear it," she said quietly. "I've got it

put by safe, and you can see it whenever you have a mind: but it's best

there."

"Thou'rt right, my lass," said old Mrs Lavender.

"Well, I shouldn't like you to lose it, of course," admitted Kate.

Jenny fancied, and with a heavy heart, that Tom carefully avoided

speaking to her in the churchyard. Old Anthony and Persis had a kind

word for her, but though Tom went away in their company, carrying his

aunt's books, he never came up to speak with Jenny. It distressed her

the more because Kate said afterwards:

"Have you had words with Tom Fenton, Jenny? I asked him if he'd a

grudge against you, that he never spoke."

"What did he say?" asked Jenny quickly.

"He didn't say neither yea nor nay," answered Kate, laughing.

The afternoon brought several young people, and there was, as usual,

plenty of mirth and chatter. Jenny felt utterly out of tune for it, and

slipped out of the back door into the lane. She went slowly up, feeling

very low-spirited, and wondering what God was going to do with her.

When she came to the gate of the bean-field--the place where Tom had

overtaken her a few evenings before--she stopped, and resting her arms

upon the gate, watched the sun sinking slowly to the west. Thinking

herself quite alone, she said aloud, sorrowfully--"Oh dear! I wonder if

I've never done anything but make mistakes all my life!"

"Ay, we made one the other night, didn't we?" said a voice behind her.

Jenny kept her start to herself.

"Yes, we did, Tom," she replied soberly.

"I've made a many afore now," said Tom gravely.

"Not so many as me," answered Jenny, sorrowfully.

"Tell me your biggest, Jenny, and you shall hear mine."

"There's no doubt of that, Tom. The biggest mistake ever I made was

when I fancied God's service was all gloom and dismalness."

"Right you are, Jenny. That's about the biggest anybody can make. But

what was the second, now?"

"Oh look, Tom, those, lovely colours!" cried Jenny, suddenly seized with

a fervent admiration for the sunset. "Them red streaks over the gold,

and the purple away yonder--isn't it beautiful?"

"It is, indeed. But that second mistake, Jenny?"

"Nay, I was to hear your biggest, you know," said Jenny slily.

"Well, Jenny, the biggest mistake ever I made, next after that biggest

of all that you spoke of just now--was to fancy that I could forget

Jenny Lavender, my old love."

Two hours afterwards, the door of old Anthony's cottage opened about an

inch.

"Uncle Anthony, are you there?"

"Ay, lad. Come in, Tom."

"Don't want to come in. I only want to tell you that the Lord's given

me back the greatest thing I ever gave up for Him."

Old Anthony understood in a moment.

"Ay so, Tom? I'm fain for thee. And thou'lt be glad all thy life long,

my lad, that thou waited for the Lord to give it thee, and didn't snatch

it like out of His hand. We're oft like children, that willn't wait

till the fruit be ripe, but makes theirselves ill by eating it green.

And when folks does that, there's no great pleasure in the eating, and a

deal of pain at after."

"That's true. Well, good night, Uncle Anthony. I thought I'd just let

you know."

"I'm right glad to know it, my dear lad. Good night, and God bless

thee!"

It was not for nine years that the Lanes came back to Bentley Hall.

Their lives would have been in danger had they done so at an earlier

date. They came back with King Charles--when Oliver Cromwell was dead,

and his son Richard had shown himself unfit to govern, and a season of

general tumult and uncertainty had brought England into readiness to

accept any firm hand upon the helm, and an inclination to look longingly

to the son of her ancient Kings, as the one above all others given by

God to govern her. But she had made the terrible mistake of first

driving him away into lands where he found little morality and less

religion, and it was to her woeful hurt that he came back.

It was on a beautiful June evening that the Lanes returned to Bentley:

and the old master of the Hall only came back to die. Colonel Lane was

looking much older, and his mother was now an infirm old woman. Mrs

Jane, a blooming matron of thirty, came with her husband, Sir Clement

Fisher, of Packington Hall, Warwickshire, a great friend of her brother,

and like him an exile for the King.

Charles did not forget the service done him by the Lanes, nor leave it

unrewarded, as he did that of some of his best friends. He settled on

Lady Fisher an annuity of a thousand pounds, with half that sum to her

brother; and he presented Colonel Lane with his portrait, and a handsome

watch (a valuable article at that time), which he desired might descend

in the family, being enjoyed for life by each eldest daughter of the

owner of Bentley Hall. They are still preserved by the Lane family.

A few days after the Lanes returned, Jenny Fenton stood washing and

singing in the back yard of the cottage. Tom's work-shed ran along one

side of it, and there he was carefully fitting the back of a chair to

its seat, while a younger Tom, and a still more youthful Joe, were as

diligently building a magnificent sailing-vessel in the corner. A woman

of middle age came up to the door, lifted her hand as if to knock,

stepped back, and seemed uncertain how to act. A child of six years

old, at that moment, ran round the cottage, and looked up in surprise at

the stranger standing before the door.

"Little maid, what is thy name?" said the stranger.

A little doubtful whether the stranger, who in her eyes was a very grand

lady, was about to hear her say her catechism, the small child put her

hands meekly together, and said--

"Molly, please."

"Molly what?" pursued the stranger, with a smile.

"Molly Fenton, please."

"That will do. Where's mother?"

"Please, she's a-washing at the back."

"Is that she that singeth?"

"Yes, that's her," returned Molly, carefully avoiding grammar.

The song came floating to them through the balmy June air.

"`O God, my strength, and fortitude,

Of force I must love Thee!

Thou art my castle and defence

In my necessity.'"

The strange lady sighed, much to Molly's perplexity; then she rapped at

the door. It was opened by Jenny, who stood with an inquiring look on

her face, which asked the visitor plainly to say who she was.

"You don't know me, then, Jenny Lavender?"

"No, Ma-- Dear heart! is it Mrs Millicent?"

"It is Millicent Danbury, Jenny. And I am Millicent Danbury still,

though you are Jenny Fenton."

"Pray you, come within, Mrs Millicent," said Jenny cordially. "I'm

right glad to see you. There's been a many changes since we met--Molly,

dust that chair, quick, and bring it up for the gentlewoman."

"Ay," said Millicent, with another sigh, as she sat down in the heavy

Windsor chair which it required all Molly's strength to set for her;

"there are many changes, Jenny, very many, since you and I lived

together at Bentley Hall."

"Not for the worser, are they?" replied Jenny cheerfully.

"Ah! I'm not so sure of that, Jenny," answered Millicent.

"Well, I'm nowise afeard of changes," said Jenny, in the same bright

tone. "The Lord means His people good by all the changes He sends.

Mrs Millicent, won't you tarry a while and sup your four-hours with

us?"

The meal which our ancestors called "four-hours" answered to our tea;

but tea had not yet been introduced into England, though it was very

soon to be so. They drank, therefore, either milk, or weak home-brewed

ale.

"With all my heart," was the reply, "if I'm not in your way, Jenny. You

are washing, I see."

"I've done for to-day, and Tom and me'll be as pleased as can be if

you'll take a bit with us, Mrs Millicent. Molly, child, fetch forth

the table-cloth, and get the salt-cellar, and then run and tell

father.--She's a handy little maid for her years," added Jenny, with

motherly pride.

Millicent smiled rather sadly. "You are a happy woman, Jenny!" she

said.

"Bless the Lord, so I am!" echoed Jenny. "It's the Lord's blessing

makes folks happy."

"Say you so?--then maybe that is why I am not," said Millicent, rather

bitterly. "I don't know much of the Lord."

"That's a trouble can be mended," said Jenny softly; "and you'll be main

glad when it is, take my word for it."

"I don't know how to set about it, Jenny."

"Why, dear heart! how do you set about knowing anybody? Go and see 'em,

don't you, and talk with 'em, and get 'em to do things for you? The

good Lord always keeps His door open, and turns away none as come."

At that moment Tom came in, with a hearty welcome to his guest. Jenny,

helped by Molly, bustled about, setting the table, and cutting bread and

butter, while Tom drew the ale; and they had just sat down when a little

rap came on the door.

"Anybody at home here?" asked a bright voice. Jenny knew it at once.

"O Mrs Jane!--I crave pardon, my Lady!--pray you come in, and do us the

honour to sit down in our house."

"I'll do you more honour than that," said Lady Fisher comically, as she

came forward. "I'll eat that bread and butter, if you'll give it me,

for I have been a great way afoot, and I am as hungry as a hunter."

"I pray you take a chair, madam, and do us so much pleasure," said

smiling Jenny. "I have here in the oven a cake but just ready to come

forth, made the Princess Elizabeth's way, His Majesty's sister, and I

shall be proud if your ladyship will taste it."

"I'll taste it vastly, if I get the chance," said Lady Fisher, laughing,

as Jenny took her cake out of the oven.

The Princess Elizabeth was that young gentle girl who had died a

prisoner at Carisbrooke Castle, a few years after her father's murder,

her cheek resting on the little Bible which had been his last gift. Her

cake was a rich plum-cake, made with cream, eggs, and butter.

"Did you get your other honour, Jenny?" asked Lady Fisher, as she helped

herself to the cake.

"Madam?" asked Jenny, in some doubt.

"Why, the jewel His Majesty sent you. I was something inclined to doubt

Featherstone might forget it."

"Oh yes, madam, I thank you for asking, I have it quite safe. It was a

vast surprise to me, and most kind and gracious of His Majesty."

"Well, now I think it was very ungracious in His Majesty," said Lady

Fisher, laughing. "I am sure he ought to have sent it to Millicent

here, who reckoned him a Roundhead and an assassin to boot, if he meant

to show how forgiving he could be to his enemies."

"Oh!" cried Millicent, clasping her hands, "shall I ever forget how the

dear King took me by the hand? To think of having touched the hand of

His Sacred Majesty--"

"Hold, Millicent! that's a new story," said Lady Fisher. "Last time I

heard you tell it, that horrid creature, Will Jackson, only offered to

take you by the hand. Has he got it done by now?"

Millicent looked slightly confused, but speedily recovered herself.

"O madam, I think he touched me. I do think I had the honour of

touching His Gracious Majesty's little finger, I really do!"

"Really do, by all means, if it makes you happier; _I've_ no objection.

Jenny, I shall eat up all your cake. It is fit to be set before the

Queen. Millicent, I wonder you can find in your heart to wash your

hands."

"Oh, but I _had_ washed them, madam, before I knew," answered Millicent

regretfully.

"Well, I hope you had," answered Lady Fisher, "seeing there lay nine

years betwixt. Heigh ho! time runs away, and we with it. Seems pity,

doesn't it!"

"Depends on where we're running to," replied Tom, who had entered

unseen. "Children that's running home, when they know their father's

got a fine present for them, isn't commonly feared of getting there too

soon."

"But how if folks don't know, Tom?" suggested Jenny, and Millicent's

eyes reflected her query.

"My dear," answered Tom humbly, "it's not for the likes of me to speak

afore such as her Ladyship. But I know what my dear old Uncle Anthony

was wont to say: `The only way to be certain you're on the way Home is

to make sure that you are going to your Father; and to do that you must

go with Him.' And I doubt if he'd speak different, now that he's got

Home."

"Ay, I suppose we would all like to have God go with us," said Lady

Fisher gravely.

"Madam, saving your presence, Uncle was used to say there's a many would

like vastly well to have God go with them, that isn't half so ready to

get up and go with God. David spake well when he said, `Make _Thy_ way

plain before my face.' The Lord's way is the sure and safe way, and

'tis the only one that leads Home."

"I think, Jenny, you _are_ a happy woman," said Lady Fisher, an hour

later, as she took her leave. Tom had gone back to his work-shed.

"Good night; God be with you."

"I am that, Madam, the Lord be praised," answered Jenny. "But the Lord

is to be praised for it, for I've done nought all my life but make

mistakes, until He took hold of me and put me right."

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Note: That part of the story which relates to King Charles and the Lane

family is quite true, with the exception of a few small details.

Authorities differ as to whether the King and Mrs Jane rode to Trent

House alone, or accompanied by the persons mentioned. Lord Wilmot

followed them the whole time, at a safe distance.

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