I frowned--I bit my lip--I looked at the women--and shook my head.

Capt. I have nothing to offer, but what Mr. Lovelace is a party to, and

may hear, except one private word or two, which may be postponed to the

last.

Cl. Pray, Ladies, keep your seats.--Things are altered, Sir, since I

saw you. You can mention nothing that relates to me now, to which that

gentleman can be a party.

Capt. You surprise me, Madam! I am sorry to hear this!--Sorry for your

uncle's sake!--Sorry for your sake!--Sorry for Mr. Lovelace's sake!--And

yet I am sure he must have given greater occasion than he has mentioned

to me, or--

Lovel. Indeed, Captain,--indeed, Ladies, I have told you great part of

my story!--And what I told you of my offence was the truth:--what I

concealed of my story was only what I apprehended would, if known, cause

this dear creature to be thought more censorious than charitable.

Cl. Well, well, Sir, say what you please. Make me as black as you

please--make yourself as white as you can--I am not now in your power:

that consideration will comfort me for all.

Capt. God forbid that I should offer to plead in behalf of a crime,

that a woman of virtue and honour cannot forgive! But surely, surely,

Madam, this is going too far.

Cl. Do not blame me, Captain Tomlinson. I have a good opinion of you,

as my uncle's friend; but if you are Mr. Lovelace's friend, that is

another thing; for my interest and Mr. Lovelace's must now be for ever

separated.

Capt. One word with you, Madam, if you please--offering to retire.

Cl. You may say all that you please to say before these gentlewomen.--

Mr. Lovelace may have secrets--I have none:--you seem to think me faulty:

I should be glad that all the world knew my heart. Let my enemies sit in

judgment upon my actions; fairly scanned, I fear not the result; let them

even ask me my most secret thoughts, and, whether they make for me, or

against me, I will reveal them.

Capt. Noble Lady! who can say as you say?

The women held up their hands and eyes; each, as if she had said,--Not I.

No disorder here! said Miss Rawlins:--but, (judging by her own heart,) a

confounded deal of improbability, I believe she thought.

Finely said, to be sure, said the widow Bevis, shrugging her shoulders.

Mrs. Moore sighed.

Jack Belford, thought I, knows all mine; and in this I am more ingenuous

than any of the three, and a fit match for this paragon.

Cl. How Mr. Lovelace has found me out here I cannot tell: but such mean

devices, such artful, such worse than Waltham disguises put on, to

obtrude himself into my company; such bold, such shocking untruths--

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