LETTER XII

MR. LOVELACE, TO JOHN BELFORD, ESQ.

MONDAY AFTERNOON.

A letter received from the worthy Captain Tomlinson has introduced me

into the presence of my charmer sooner than perhaps I should otherwise

have been admitted.

Sullen her brow, at her first entrance into the dining-room. But I took

no notice of what had passed, and her anger of itself subsided.

'The Captain, after letting me know that he chose not to write till he

had promised the draught of the settlements, acquaint me, that his friend

Mr. John Harlowe, in their first conference (which was held as soon as he

got down) was extremely surprised, and even grieved (as he feared he

would be) to hear that we were not married. The world, he said, who knew

my character, would be very censorious, were it owned, that we had lived

so long together unmarried in the same lodgings; although our marriage

were now to be ever so publicly celebrated.

'His nephew James, he was sure, would make a great handle of it against

any motion that might be made towards a reconciliation; and with the

greater success, as there was not a family in the kingdom more jealous of

their honour than theirs.'

This is true of the Harlowes, Jack: they have been called The proud

Harlowes: and I have ever found, that all young honour is supercilious

and touchy.

But seest thou not how right I was in my endeavour to persuade my fair-

one to allow her uncle's friend to think us married; especially as he

came prepared to believe it; and as her uncle hoped it was so?--But

nothing on earth is so perverse as a woman, when she is set upon carrying

a point, and has a meek man, or one who loves his peace, to deal with.

My beloved was vexed. She pulled out her handkerchief: but was more

inclined to blame me than herself.

Had you kept your word, Mr. Lovelace, and left me when we came to

town--And there she stopt; for she knew, that it was her own fault that

we were not married before we left the country; and how could I leave her

afterwards, while her brother was plotting to carry her off by violence?

Nor has this brother yet given over his machinations.

For, as the Captain proceeds, 'Mr. John Harlowe owned to him (but in

confidence) that his nephew is at this time busied in endeavouring to

find out where we are; being assured (as I am not to be heard of at any

of my relations, or at my usual lodgings) that we are together. And that

we are not married is plain, as he will have it, from Mr. Hickman's

application so lately made to her uncle; and which was seconded by Mrs.

Norton to her mother. And her brother cannot bear that I should enjoy

such a triumph unmolested.'

A profound sigh, and the handkerchief again lifted to the eye. But did

not the sweet soul deserve this turn upon her, for feloniously resolving

to rob me of herself, had the application made by Hickman succeeded?

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