CHAPTER XVII.

THE EFFECTS OF A SERMON.

One Sunday, contrary to his habit, Frank betook himself to one of

the country churches. He had several reasons for doing so. He wanted

to hear a French sermon; he wanted to be quiet, away from the world,

etcetera.

As he went on his way, he dropped into a none too pleasant reverie.

"What a queer animal man is," he thought; "what a study. It is true

that 'the proper study of mankind is man.'

"But, the more one meditates on humanity, the more one becomes

disgusted with its artificialness and bad taste. People flock after

trifles, they are devoid of refinement, a conjuror will have an

immense number of admirers, a third-rate music-hall will fill, even

to suffocation, while the man of genius, unless he be rich, often

remains unnoticed. He who produces most exquisite poetry, soaring

high above his fellow countrymen, carrying them out of life's dusty

ways into a pure atmosphere, dies of starvation in a garret."

He arrived at the church of St. ----. He entered the sanctuary and

seated himself in a place from which he would be able to see the

minister.

"This is a very comfortable position," he said to himself.

He began to examine the people as they took their seats. Very

different from one another were those who entered. The men took

their seats with a deal of looking round and lifting of coat-tails.

They finally settled down, drawing a deep breath as they did so, as

if the act of sitting was a prodigious effort.

Frank was, with his accustomed curiosity, examining an old woman who

trudged in, wrapped up in an enormous shawl, when a lady touched him

lightly on the shoulder. He turned round.

"Sir, this is my pew," she said, "you may go in any of those,"

pointing to the left.

"I beg your pardon," said Frank, and he hastily left his seat and

went in one of the pews which the lady had pointed out to him. Then

he remembered that in his haste, he had forgotten to take his hat

with him. He proceeded to fetch it. The lady who was occupying the

pew with her husband and daughter handed him his hat, smiling as she

did so.

"She might have allowed me to remain where I was," thought the young

man. He went on thinking: "Perhaps, they have some superstition

about worshipping in their own pew."

He fancied everyone of the countryfolks was superstitious. He

wondered if Adele believed in these things. A sudden pang passed

through him, as he thought of her. His brow clouded as he

recollected Jacques' words: "The young Miss's engaged to a young

fellow."

The minister entered the church. No one rose. No formalities of any

kind. He took his place quietly. The service began.

When the sermon came, instead of the old minister who had read the

prayers, Frank was astonished to see a young man, who, directly he

stepped into the pulpit, impressed him most favourably. He had a

very intelligent face and a cheerful countenance.

He took for his text the words of St. Paul: "Rejoice evermore."

He began: "There is a class of people, the followers of

Schopenhauer, who declare that life is not worth living.

"They say this world is almost the worst possible place we could

live in, and that, if it were a shade worse, it would be impossible

to live in it, and people would willingly end their existence. This

doctrine is called 'pessimism.'"

Frank felt very interested. Every word which the preacher said,

seemed directly addressed to him.

The young minister continued: "There is another class of pessimists

who have never thought of following this Schopenhauer, but who,

nevertheless, find life a burden and this world almost an inferno."

* * * * *

"This class of people (the pessimists) pull long faces and go about

their work sighing. They see everything turned upside down but it is

they who are cross. 'Life is not worth living,' they say, 'this

world is a miserable dwelling place;' but it is they who cause their

lives to be not worth living, who make themselves miserable."

* * * * *

"Some of them who profess to be good, do a great deal of harm to

Christianity; more than is perhaps generally imagined. People

examine them and nod their heads. 'Christianity is a failure,' they

say."

* * * * *

"Help to put down Schopenhauer's wretched doctrines. Look at the

bright side of life."

"You will meet with difficulties, but do not despond; to every

cloud, there is a silver lining."

He declared he was an optimist. He invited his hearers, one and all

to adopt the optimistic view of life, and help to bring the kingdom

of God upon earth. He pointed out the causes which should help to

make us cheerful, beautiful nature, healthy mental and physical

occupations and distractions....

He told them to remember that time would be followed by eternity; to

hopefully prepare for the life to come, and to help others to do the

same.

Once out of the church, Frank felt very much puzzled. Both the

discourse and the manner in which it had been delivered, had

impressed him. What would he do? It certainly was a matter for

consideration. Was there a silver lining to the cloud that was

floating around him? Would he hope? Would he, in spite of

everything, try and be cheerful?

When he came home, he had formed a decision. He would try. He would

answer the invitation of this young clergyman, who seemed so full of

hope and joy.

The preacher had said: If you feel--as you will feel--that you are

unable to fight unaided; pray. Frank prayed. It was not a request in

which the lips took a very active part, but he poured forth his

whole soul through his heart, to Him who could and would help those

who were unable to help themselves.

When he had finished, he felt quite equipped for the fight. For he

would have to battle.

"I must try to be cheerful, I must set aside all my gloomy

thoughts," he said to himself. "I must endeavour to change my whole

former view of the world. I feel strong. Welcome optimism. Three

cheers for optimism."

Young man, thou art a new convert, and, like every new convert, thou

art enthusiastic.

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