CHAPTER XXXI.

VICE AND VIRTUE.

Two days have elapsed since Rodin was miraculously restored to life. The

reader will not have forgotten the house in the Rue Clovis, where the

reverend father had an apartment, and where also was the lodging of

Philemon, inhabited by Rose-Pompon. It is about three o'clock in the

afternoon. A bright ray of light, penetrating through a round hole in the

door Mother Arsene's subterraneous shop, forms a striking contrast with

the darkness of this cavern. The ray streams full upon a melancholy

object. In the midst of fagots and faded vegetables, and close to a great

heap of charcoal, stands a wretched bed; beneath the sheet, which covers

it, can be traced the stiff and angular proportions of a corpse. It is

the body of Mother Arsene herself, who died two days before, of the

cholera. The burials have been so numerous, that there has been no time

to remove her remains. The Rue Clovis is almost deserted. A mournful

silence reigns without, often broken by the sharp whistling of the north

wind. Between the squalls, one hears a sort of pattering. It is the noise

of the large rats, running to and fro across the heap of charcoal.

Suddenly, another sound is heard, and these unclean animals fly to hide

themselves in their holes. Some one is trying to force open the door,

which communicates between the shop and the passage. It offers but little

resistance, and, in a few seconds, the worn-out lock gives way, and a

woman enters. For a short time she stands motionless in the obscurity of

the damp and icy cave. After a minute's hesitation, the woman advances

and the ray of light illumines the features of the Bacchanal Queen.

Slowly, she approached the funeral couch. Since the death of Jacques, the

alteration in the countenance of Cephyse had gone on increasing.

Fearfully pale, with her fine black hair in disorder, her legs and feet

naked, she was barely covered with an old patched petticoat and a very

ragged handkerchief.

When she came near the bed, she cast a glance of almost savage assurance

at the shroud. Suddenly she drew back, with a low cry of involuntary

terror. The sheet moved with a rapid undulation, extending from the feet

to the head of the corpse. But soon the sight of a rat, flying along the

side of the worm-eaten bedstead, explained the movement of the shroud.

Recovering from her fright, Cephyse began to look for several things, and

collected them in haste, as though she dreaded being surprised in the

miserable shop. First, she seized a basket, and filled it with charcoal;

then, looking from side to side, she discovered in a corner an earthen

pot, which she took with a burst of ominous joy.

"It is not all, it is not all," said Cephyse, as she continued to search

with an unquiet air.

At last she perceived near the stove a little tin box, containing flint,

steel and matches. She placed these articles on the top of the basket,

and took it in one hand, and the earthen pot in the other. As she passed

near the corpse of the poor charcoal-dealer, Cephyse said, with a strange

smile: "I rob you, poor Mother Arsene, but my theft will not do me much

good."

Cephyse left the shop, reclosed the door as well as she could, went up

the passage, and crossed the little court-yard which separated the front

of the building from that part in which Rodin had lodged. With the

exception of the windows of Philemon's apartment, where Rose-Pompon had

so often sat perched like a bird, warbling Beranger, the other windows of

the house were open. There had been deaths on the first and second

floors, and, like many others, they were waiting for the cart piled up

with coffins.

The Bacchanal Queen gained the stairs, which led to the chambers formerly

occupied by Rodin. Arrived at the landing-place she ascended another

ruinous staircase, steep as a ladder, and with nothing but an old rope

for a rail. She at length reached the half-rotten door of a garret,

situated in the roof. The house was in such a state of dilapidation,

that, in many places the roof gave admission to the rain, and allowed it

to penetrate into this cell, which was not above ten feet square, and

lighted by an attic window. All the furniture consisted of an old straw

mattress, laid upon the ground, with the straw peeping out from a rent in

its ticking; a small earthenware pitcher, with the spout broken, and

containing a little water, stood by the side of this couch. Dressed in

rags, Mother Bunch was seated on the side of the mattress, with her

elbows on her knees, and her face concealed in her thin, white hands.

When Cephyse entered the room, the adopted sister of Agricola raised her

head; her pale, mild face seemed thinner than ever, hollow with

suffering, grief, misery; her eyes, red with weeping, were fixed on her

sister with an expression of mournful tenderness.

"I have what we want, sister," said Cephyse, in a low, deep voice; "in

this basket there is wherewith to finish our misery."

Then, showing to Mother Bunch the articles she had just placed on the

floor, she added: "For the first time in my life, I have been a thief. It

made me ashamed and frightened; I was never intended for that or worse.

It is a pity." added she, with a sardonic smile.

After a moment's silence, the hunchback said to her sister, in a heart

rending tone: "Cephyse--my dear Cephyse--are you quite determined to

die?"

"How should I hesitate?" answered Cephyse, in a firm voice. "Come,

sister, let us once more make our reckoning. If even I could forget my

shame, and Jacques' contempt in his last moments, what would remain to

me? Two courses only: first, to be honest, and work for my living. But

you know that, in spite of the best will in the world, work will often

fail, as it has failed for the last few days, and, even when I got it, I

would have to live on four to five francs a week. Live? that is to say,

die by inches. I know that already, and I prefer dying at once. The other

course would be to live a life of infamy--and that I will not do.

Frankly, sister, between frightful misery, infamy, or death, can the

choice be doubtful? Answer me!"

Then, without giving Mother Bunch time to speak, Cephyse added, in an

abrupt tone: "Besides, what is the good of discussing it? I have made up

my mind, and nothing shall prevent my purpose, since all that you, dear

sister, could obtain from me, was a delay of a few days, to see if the

cholera would not save us the trouble. To please you I consented; the

cholera has come, killed every one else in the house, but left us. You

see, it is better to do one's own business," added she, again smiling

bitterly. Then she resumed: "Besides, dear sister, you also wish to

finish with life."

"It is true, Cephyse," answered the sempstress, who seemed very much

depressed; "but alone--one has only to answer for one's self--and to die

with you," added she, shuddering, "appears like being an accomplice in

your death."

"Do you wish, then, to make an end of it, I in one place, you in

another?--that would be agreeable!" said Cephyse, displaying in that

terrible moment the sort of bitter and despairing irony which is more

frequent than may be imagined in the midst of mortal anguish.

"Oh, no, no!" said the other in alarm, "not alone--I will not die alone!"

"Do you not see, dear sister, we are right not to part? And yet," added

Cephyse, in a voice of emotion, "my heart almost breaks sometimes, to

think that you will die like me."

"How selfish!" said the hunchback, with a faint smile. "What reasons have

I to love life? What void shall I leave behind me?"

"But you are a martyr, sister," resumed Cephyse. "The priests talk of

saints! Is there one of them so good as you? And yet you are about to die

like me, who have always been idle, careless, sinful--while you were so

hardworking, so devoted to all who suffered. What should I say? You were

an angel on the earth; and yet you will die like me, who have fallen as

low as a woman can fall," added the unfortunate, casting down her eyes.

"It is strange," answered Mother Bunch, thoughtfully. "Starting from the

same point, we have followed different roads, and yet we have reached the

same goal--disgust of life. For you, my poor sister, but a few days ago,

life was so fair, so full of pleasure and of youth; and now it is equally

heavy with us both. After all, I have followed to the end what was my

duty," added she, mildly. "Agricola no longer needs me. He is married; he

loves, and is beloved; his happiness is secured. Mdlle. de Cardoville

wants for nothing. Fair, rich, prosperous--what could a poor creature

like myself do for her? Those who have been kind to me are happy. What

prevents my going now to my rest? I am so weary!"

"Poor sister!" said Cephyse, with touching emotion, which seemed to

expand her contracted features; "when I think that, without informing me,

and in spite of your resolution never to see that generous young lady,

who protected you, you yet had the courage to drag yourself to her house,

dying with fatigue and want, to try to interest her in my fate--yes,

dying, for your strength failed on the Champs-Elysees."

"And when I was able to reach the mansion, Mdlle. de Cardoville was

unfortunately absent--very unfortunately!" repeated the hunchback, as she

looked at Cephyse with anguish; "for the next day, seeing that our last

resource had failed us, thinking more of me than of yourself, and

determined at any price to procure us bread--"

She could not finish. She buried her face in her hands, and shuddered.

"Well, I did as so many other hapless women have done when work fails or

wages do not suffice, and hunger becomes too pressing," replied Cephyse,

in a broken voice; "only that, unlike so many others, instead of living

on my shame, I shall die of it."

"Alas! this terrible shame which kills you, my poor Cephyse, because you

have a heart, would have been averted, had I seen Mdlle. de Cardoville,

or had she but answered the letter which I asked leave to write to her at

the porter's lodge. But her silence proves to me that she is justly hurt

at my abrupt departure from her house. I can understand it; she believes

me guilty of the blackest ingratitude--for she must have been greatly

offended not to have deigned to answer me--and therefore I had not the

courage to write a second time. It would have been useless, I am sure;

for, good and just as she is, her refusals are inexorable when she

believes them deserved. And besides, for what good? It was too late; you

had resolved to die!"

"Oh, yes, quite resolved: for my infamy was gnawing at my heart. Jacques

had died in my arms despising me; and I loved him--mark me, sister,"

added Cephyse, with passionate enthusiasm, "I loved him as we love only

once in life!"

"Let our fate be accomplished, then!" said Mother Bunch with a pensive

air.

"But you have never told me, sister, the cause of your departure from

Mdlle. de Cardoville's," resumed Cephyse, after a moment's silence.

"It will be the only secret that I shall take with me, dear Cephyse,"

said the other, casting down her eyes. And she thought, with bitter joy,

that she would soon be delivered from the fear which had poisoned the

last days of her sad life--the fear of meeting Agricola, informed of the

fatal and ridiculous love she felt for him.

For, it must be said, this fatal and despairing love was one of the

causes of the suicide of the unfortunate creature. Since the

disappearance of her journal, she believed that the blacksmith knew the

melancholy secret contained in its sad pages. She doubted not the

generosity and good heart of Agricola; but she had such doubts of

herself, she was so ashamed of this passion, however pure and noble,

that, even in the extremity to which Cephyse and herself were

reduced--wanting work, wanting bread--no power on earth could have

induced her to meet Agricola, in an attempt to ask him for assistance.

Doubtless, she would have taken another view of the subject if her mind

had not been obscured by that sort of dizziness to which the firmest

characters are exposed when their misfortunes surpass all bounds. Misery,

hunger, the influence, almost contagious in such a moment, of the

suicidal ideas of Cephyse, and weariness of a life so long devoted to

pain and mortification, gave the last blow to the sewing-girl's reason.

After long struggling against the fatal design of her sister, the poor,

dejected, broken-hearted creature finished by determining to share

Cephyse's fate, and seek in death the end of so many evils.

"Of what are you thinking, sister?" said Cephyse, astonished at the long

silence. The other replied, trembling: "I think of that which made me

leave Mdlle. de Cardoville so abruptly, and appear so ungrateful in her

eyes. May the fatality which drove me from her house have made no other

victims! may my devoted service, however obscure and powerless, never be

missed by her, who extended her noble hand to the poor sempstress, and

deigned to call me sister! May she be happy--oh, ever happy!" said Mother

Bunch, clasping her hands with the ardor of a sincere invocation.

"That is noble, sister--such a wish in such a moment!" said Cephyse.

"Oh," said her sister, with energy, "I loved, I admired that marvel of

genius, and heart, and ideal beauty--I viewed her with pious respect--for

never was the power of the Divinity revealed in a more adorable and purer

creation. At least one of my last thoughts will have been of her."

"Yes, you will have loved and respected your generous patroness to the

last."

"To the last!" said the poor girl, after a moment's silence. "It is

true--you are right--it will soon be the last!--in a few moments, all

will be finished. See how calmly we can talk of that which frightens so

many others!"

"Sister, we are calm because we are resolved."

"Quite resolved, Cephyse," said the hunchback, casting once more a deep

and penetrating glance upon her sister.

"Oh, yes, if you are only as determined as I am."

"Be satisfied; if I put off from day to day the final moment," answered

the sempstress, "it was because I wished to give you time to reflect. As

for me--"

She did not finish, but she shook her head with an air of the utmost

despondency.

"Well, sister, let us kiss each other," said Cephyse; "and, courage!"

The hunchback rose, and threw herself into her sister's arms. They held

one another fast in a long embrace. There followed a few seconds of deep

and solemn silence, only interrupted by the sobs of the sisters, for now

they had begun to weep.

"Oh, heaven! to love each other so, and to part forever!" said Cephyse.

"It is a cruel fate."

"To part?" cried Mother Bunch, and her pale, mild countenance, bathed in

tears, was suddenly illumined with a ray of divine hope; "to part,

sister? oh, no! What makes me so calm is the deep and certain

expectation, which I feel here at my heart, of that better world where a

better life awaits us. God, so great, so merciful, so prodigal of good,

cannot destine His creatures to be forever miserable. Selfish men may

pervert His benevolent designs, and reduce their brethren to a state of

suffering and despair. Let us pity the wicked and leave them! Come up on

high, sister; men are nothing there, where God is all. We shall do well

there. Let us depart, for it is late."

So saying, she pointed to the ruddy beams of the setting sun, which began

to shine upon the window.

Carried away by the religious enthusiasm of her sister, whose

countenance, transfigured, as it were, by the hope of an approaching

deliverance, gleamed brightly in the reflected sunset, Cephyse took her

hands, and, looking at her with deep emotion, exclaimed, "Oh, sister! how

beautiful you look now!"

"Then my beauty comes rather late in the day," said Mother Bunch, with a

sad smile.

"No, sister; for you appear so happy, that the last scruples I had upon

your account are quite gone."

"Then let us make haste," said the hunchback, as she pointed to the

chafing-dish.

"Be satisfied, sister--it will not be long," said Cephyse. And she took

the chafing-dish full of charcoal, which she had placed in a corner of

the garret, and brought it out into the middle of the room.

"Do you know how to manage it?" asked the sewing-girl approaching.

"Oh! it is very simple," answered Cephyse; "we have only to close the

door and window, and light the charcoal."

"Yes, sister; but I think I have heard that every opening must be well

stopped, so as to admit no current of air."

"You are right, and the door shuts so badly."

"And look at the holes in the roof."

"What is to be done, sister?"

"I will tell you," said Mother Bunch. "The straw of our mattress, well

twisted, will answer every purpose."

"Certainly," replied Cephyse. "We will keep a little to light our fire,

and with the rest we will stop up all the crevices in the roof, and make

filling for our doors and windows."

Then, smiling with that bitter irony, so frequent, we repeat, in the most

gloomy moments, Cephyse added, "I say, sister, weather-boards at our

doors and windows, to prevent the air from getting in--what a luxury! we

are as delicate as rich people."

"At such a time, we may as well try to make ourselves a little

comfortable," said Mother Bunch, trying to jest like the Bacchanal Queen.

And with incredible coolness, the two began to twist the straw into

lengths of braid, small enough to be stuffed into the cracks of the door,

and also constructed large plugs, destined to stop up the crevices in the

roof. While this mournful occupation lasted, there was no departure from

the calm and sad resignation of the two unfortunate creatures.

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