THE SOUND OF THE DRUM.
"'I believe I must go out into the world again,' said the
duckling."--_The Ugly Duckling_.
The summers came and went, but Jack Fenleigh remained a rebel, refusing
to join the annual gathering at Brenlands, and to pay his homage at the
court of Queen Mab.
One bright September morning, about four years after the holidays
described in the previous chapter, he was sitting at an untidy
breakfast-table, evidently eating against time, and endeavouring to
divide his attention between swallowing down the meal and reading a
letter which lay open in front of him. The teapot, bread, butter, and
other provisions had been gathered round him in a disorderly group, so
as to be near his hand; the loaf was lying on the tablecloth, the bacon
was cold, and the milk-jug was minus a handle. It was, on the whole, a
very different display from the breakfast-table at Brenlands; and
perhaps it was this very thought that crossed the young man's mind as
he turned and dug viciously at the salt, which had caked nearly into a
solid block.
In outward appearance, to a casual observer, Jack had altered very
little since the day when he knocked Master Raymond Fosberton into the
laurel bush; yet there was a change. He had broadened, and grown to
look older, and more of a man, though the old impatient look seemed to
have deepened in his face like the lines between his eyebrows.
The party at Brenlands had waited in vain for a reply to their letters.
Within a week, Miss Fenleigh had written again, assuring the runaway
that neither she nor his cousins for one moment suspected him of having
stolen the watch; but in the meantime the mischief had been done.
"They think I did it," muttered Jack to himself, "or they'd have
written at once. Aunt Mabel wants to forgive me, and smooth it over;
but they know I'm a scamp, and now they believe I'm a thief!"
Again he hardened his heart, and though his feelings towards Queen Mab
and his cousins never changed, yet his mind was made up to cut himself
adrift from the benefit of their society. He left Valentine's letter
unanswered, and refused all his aunt's pressing invitations to visit
her again.
Every year these were renewed with the same warmth and regularity, and
it was one which now lay open beside his plate.
"I suppose," ran the letter, "that you have heard how well Val passed
out of Sandhurst. He is coming down to see me before joining his
regiment, and will bring Helen and Barbara with him. I want you to
come too, and then we shall all be together once more, and have the
same dear old times over again. I shan't put up with any excuses, as I
know you take your holiday about this time, so just write and say when
you are coming."
Jack lifted his eyes from the letter, and made a grab at the loaf.
"I should like to go," he muttered; "how jolly the place must
look!--but no, I've left it too long. I ought to have gone back at
once, or never to have run away like that. Of course, now they must
think that I stole the watch. Yet, perhaps, if I gave them my word of
honour, they'd believe me; I know Aunt Mabel would."
At this moment the door opened, and a gentleman entered the room. He
was wearing a shabby-looking dressing-gown, a couple of ragged quill
pens were stuck in his mouth, and he carried in his hand a bundle of
closely-written sheets of foolscap. Mr. Basil Fenleigh, to tell the
truth, was about to issue an invitation to a "few friends" to join him
in starting an advertisement and bill-posting agency business; to be
conducted, so said the rough copy of the circular, on entirely novel
lines, which could not fail to ensure success, and the drafting out of
which had occupied most of his leisure time during the past twelve
months.
"Humph!" he exclaimed sourly. "Down at your usual time, eh? You'll be
late again at your office."
"No, I shan't," answered the son, glancing up at the clock. "I can get
there in ten minutes."
"You can't. You know very well Mr. Caston complained only the other
day of your coming behind your time. The next thing will be that
you'll lose your situation."
"I don't care if I do; I'm heartily sick of the place."
"You're heartily sick of any kind of work, and you always have been."
Jack threw down his knife and fork and rose from the table, leaving
part of his breakfast unfinished on his plate.
"All right," he said sulkily; "I'll go at once."
He strode out of the room, crushing Queen Mab's letter into a crumpled
ball of paper in his clenched fist. After what had just passed, he
would certainly not broach the subject of a holiday.
The morning's work seemed, if possible, more distasteful than ever.
Casting up sheets of analysis, he got wrong in his additions, and had
to go over them again. He watched the workmen moving about in the yard
outside, and wished he had been trained to some manual trade like
theirs. Then he thought of Valentine, and for the first time his
affection for his old friend gave place to a feeling of bitterness and
envy.
"Confound the fellow! he's always done just as he liked. I wish he was
here in my shoes for a bit. It isn't fair one chap should have such
luck, and another none at all. Little he cares what becomes of me. I
may rot here all my life, and no one troubles the toss of a button
whether I'm happy or miserable."
He was in the same ill-humour when he returned home to dinner. Mr.
Fenleigh was also out of temper, and seemed inclined to give vent to
his feelings by renewing the dispute which had commenced at the
breakfast-table. Father and son seldom met except at meals; and
unfortunately, on these occasions, the conversation frequently took the
form of bickering and complaint. Jack, as a rule, appeared sullenly
indifferent to what passed; this time, however, his smouldering
discontent burst out into a name of anger.
"I suppose you _were_ late this morning?"
"No, I wasn't."
"Humph! You said before you started that you were sick of the place,
and didn't care whether you lost it. If you do, I hope you won't
expect me to find you another berth."
"No, I'll find one myself."
"What d'you think you're good for? You're more likely to idle about
here doing nothing than find any other employment."
"I work harder than you do," said the son angrily.
"Hold your tongue, sir! If you can't treat me with some amount of
respect, you'd better leave the house."
"So I will. I'll go and enlist."
"You may go where you please. I've done the best I could for you, and
all the return I get is ingratitude and abuse. Now you can act for
yourself."
It was not the first time that remarks of this character had been fired
across the table. Jack made no reply, but at that moment his mind was
seized with a desperate resolve. Once for all he would settle this
question, and change the present weary existence for something more
congenial to his taste. All that afternoon he turned the plan over in
his thoughts, and his determination to follow it up grew stronger as
the time approached for putting it into execution. What if the move
were a false one? a person already in the frying-pan could but jump
into the fire; and any style of life seemed preferable to the one he
was now living. His father had told him to please himself, and, as he
had only himself to consider, he would do so, and follow the drum, as
had always been his inclination from childhood.
The big bell clanged out the signal for giving over work; but Jack,
instead of returning home, picked up a small handbag he had brought
with him, and walked off in the direction of the railway station. On
his way thither, he counted the money in his pocket. He had some idea
of going to London, but the expense of the journey would be too heavy
for his resources. It mattered little where the plunge was taken; he
would go to the barracks at Melchester.
He lingered for a moment at the window of the booking-office, hardly
knowing why he hesitated.
Why not? He had only himself to please.
The clerk grew impatient. "Well?" he said.
Jack threw down his money. "Third, Melchester!" he said, and so
crossed the Rubicon.
Very few changes had taken place in the little city during the four
years which had elapsed since he last visited it. Here and there a
house had been modernized, or a new shop-front erected, but in the
neighbourhood of the school no alterations seemed to have been made.
He strolled past it in the dusk, and paused to look in through the
gates: the boys had not yet returned, and the quadrangle was dark and
deserted. He thought of the night when he and Rosher had climbed in by
way of the headmaster's garden, and forced an entry into the house
through the bathroom window. It seemed a hardship then to be obliged
to be in by a certain time, yet it was preferable to having no
resting-place to claim as one's own.
A few minutes later he halted again, this time outside the
well-remembered cookshop. "Duster's" was exactly the same as it always
had been, except for the fact that, it being holiday time, the display
of delicacies in the window was not quite so large as usual. Jack
smiled as there flashed across his mind the memory of the literary
society's supper; the faces of the sprightly Tinkleby, Preston the
bowler, "Guzzling Jimmy," and a host of others, rose before him in the
deepening twilight. They had been good comrades together once; most of
them had probably made a fair start by this time in various walks of
life. He wondered if they remembered him, and what they would say if
they knew what he was doing, and whether any of them would care what
became of him. No, he had only himself to please now, and if he
preferred soldiering to office-work, what was there to hinder him from
taking the shilling?
There was no particular hurry. He passed the night at a small
temperance hotel, and next morning, after a plain breakfast, started
out for a stroll into the country. He had written a note to his father
before leaving Padbury merely stating his intention, and giving no
address. There was nothing more to be done but to enjoy himself as a
free man before making application to the nearest recruiting sergeant.
He passed the barracks where the 1st Battalion of the Royal Blankshire
Regiment was quartered, and thought how often he and Valentine had
lingered there, listening to the bugle-calls, and watching the drill
instructors at work in the square with their awkward squads. Just
inside the gate the guard were falling in, preparatory to the arrival
of the relief, and something in their smart appearance, and in the very
clank of their rifle-butts upon the flagstones, stirred his heart; yes,
that was the calling he meant to follow.
He strode off along the Hornalby road, whistling a lively tune, and
conjuring up bright mental pictures of the life before him. He might
not have Valentine's luck, but he would make up for it in other ways.
The path was steep and rough, no doubt, but in treading it scores of
brave men had won honour and renown; and with courage and
determination, there was no reason why he should not do the same. It
was a man's life, and here there was certainly more chance of
distinguishing oneself than in a manufacturer's office.
With these and other thoughts of a similar nature occupying his mind,
Jack tramped on gaily enough in the bright sunshine. Suddenly,
however, he stopped dead in the middle of the road. He had come in
sight of a wayside inn, the Black Horse, and the thought struck him
that he was within two miles of Brenlands.
All unbidden, a host of recollections came rushing upon him. The last
time he had walked from Melchester along this road was the afternoon on
which he brought back the silver locket for Queen Mab. What if the
pony-carriage should suddenly turn the corner? and yet, why should he
be afraid to meet her? He was doing nothing to be ashamed of, and the
recollection of the stolen watch never entered his head. He would have
given anything to have gone on and seen her again--to have had one more
kind smile and loving word. "My own boy Jack!" Would he ever hear her
say that again?
He turned on his heel, and began the return journey with a gloomy look
of discontent upon his face. His castles in the air had vanished: what
was there that made a soldier's life attractive but the right to go
about in a red coat like a barrel-organ monkey? For two pins he would
abandon the project, and go back to Padbury.
This impression, however, was not destined to last very long. As he
approached the barracks he noticed a small crowd of idlers collecting
near a gateway, and at the same instant the silence was broken by the
sound of a drum. He knew what it was--the regiment had been out
drilling on the neighbouring common, and was on its way home.
He hurried forward to watch the soldiers as they passed.
Boom! boom! boom!--boom! boom! boom! With a glorious crash the brass
instruments burst out with the tune. Jack knew it well, and his heart
danced to it as the band marched out into the road.
"'Twas in the merry month of May,
When bees from flower to flower did hum,
Soldiers through the town marched gay,
The village flew to the sound of the drum!"
Jack drew back into the hedge to watch as the regiment went by.
"March at ease!" The sunlight flashed as the arms were sloped, and
glittered on bright blades as the officers returned their swords. Not
a detail escaped his eager observation; the swing of the rifle-barrels,
the crisp tramp of the marching feet, even the chink of the chain
bridles as the horses of the mounted officers shook their heads, all
seemed to touch answering chords in his inmost heart, and awaken there
the old love and longing for a soldier's life.
"The tailor he got off his knees,
And to the ranks did boldly come:
He said he ne'er would sit at ease,
But go with the rest, and follow the drum!"
Jack hesitated no longer, but hurried back to pick up the few
belongings he had left at the hotel, determined to put his project into
execution without further delay.